𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐄𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐄 𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒

☘︎ 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐈𝐈𝐈 : 𝐖𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐌𝐨𝐯𝐞

𝐉𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞 𝐊𝐢𝐦

"I saw everything. And don't you dare deny it."

I froze.

And I'm certain that my face paled the moment she uttered her last statement.

"Why do you have to fucking write it in a letter if you can just simply tell me personally?"

'Oh my gosh, she really did caught me! Otteoke? Otteoke?!!!' I squeezed my eyes shut and I blinked simultaneously in panic.

When I opened my eyes, I saw her took a step forward, so I stepped back but then her hands caught my shoulders, pinning me on the lockers.

I found myself cornered as her arms are on either side of my head and she's inches taller than me so she's basically towering me.

Everything happened so fast giving me no time to react and I know for sure that my erratically beating heart is definitely in trouble, yet I'm not certain if it's because of the nervousness from what I did or our almost non-existent proximity.

'Damn it! What is she doing?!'

I gasped when I felt slightly electrocuted when she held my chin with her fingers and gently raised it for me to meet her serious gaze, "Tell you what, Kim.. I'm very easy to deal with." She tilted her head a bit and her eyes descended on my now trembling lips, "If you'll ask me for a date, " she said it very slowly as I felt her thumb traced the corner of my lips, her gray eyes following her every stroke making me gulp, "I won't say no," her hand then found its way to tuck the loose strands of my hair behind my ear just like what she did last time, maybe even slower, I don't know, I couldn't tell. All I know is that it's increasing the pace of my already fast heartrate and it's forbiddding me to think straight.

"And if you'll ask me to be your girl," She paused, and for the first time in forever, I saw the side of her lips lifted to form a beautiful yet seductive smirk. I couldn't help but gulp at the sight, "I won't refuse either."

For a moment, I think I forgot to breathe.

But this gorgeous troublemaker, as if her words wasn't convincing enough, leaned in, halting only half an inch from my face, much to my torment, "You don't need to say it twice, Kim. I'll say yes in a heartbeat," she said dangerously slow, making me feel her hot breath. 'God, just one wrong move and we'll be kissi-- damn! I don't even wanna look at her sinful and luscious looking lips 'cause I might--'

"Just say the word, Jen. And I'll be officially yours." She said in finality.

I tried my very best to hold her gaze, I tried not to drown in them. I tried really hard not to look down at her lips and focused on one thing. I tried reading her. But I knew I failed.

'How can't I? The way my name rolled  out from her tongue, had hit me differently! I think this is the first time I heard her called me by my first name! Tsk! The heck is happening to me?'

'C'mon self! Focus!'

If she's kidding, I'm not sure for she sounded so serious. She's very unpredictable. She could be tripping me, I'm not certain.

So I thought the best way is to just tell her the truth. There is no other way to deny it. That way, maybe she can understand me.

"I have to admit, I placed a letter on your locker," I said, now unable to hold her gray eyes any longer, I couldn't help but look down. I felt me knees getting weak for some unknown reason, "But its not mine. Its my sis—"

"You don't need to deny the obvious, Kim." She said, cutting off my explanation.

"What?" I asked in confusion.

"Why don't you just admit that you like me? So we'll be done here."

A sudden jolt of anger rushed though my body straight to my head, now all I see is red, "And why would I like someone like you?" I raised my brow as if it'll reach the roof, "You're not even my type! I will never waste my time writing a loveletter for someone who has a  very terrible attitude and has anger issues, someone who doesn't even think twice to hurt people, who's very rude and so.. so insensitive," I gritted my teeth and my brows met as I look at her eyes, 'Is that 'hurt' I'm seeing in her eyes? Damn, who cares what it is! I'm so annoyed!' "And even if you're the only person left in this world, I will never like a conceited jerk like you!" I yelled on top of my lungs, exhaling hardly after finishing my long litany before walking out.

I strutted my way until I reached the nearest comfort room, it's the safest place for me right now. My shoulders wouldn't stop going up and down, catching my breath as I look at my reflection in the mirror.

I couldn't help but stomp my feet and scream mentally as I squeezed my eyes shut.

'Now I fucking regret everything!'

'I knew that freaking love letter will put me in jeopardy!'

'And good God, my stupid damned temper!'

"Why the hell did I say that? Ughhhhh Jendeukie pabo-yah~" I leaned my back at the wall and slid down as regret started eating me alive, 'Why the hell did I get so mad like that? I didn't even mean to say those things..' now guilt is adding up to what I'm feeling..

'I think I went overboard!'

'I haven't even thank her for saving me last time and now I— "God, how will I be after this?"

For sure Chaeyoung's so mad at me and there's a big possibility that soon I might be one of her group's victims. 'Oh no.. what if they try to get back at me and hurt meeee?'

I just badly wanted to cry.

'Damn, I'm so doomed..'

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The next days have been nothing but hard for me. I tried my very best to avoid my life's walking danger that is Park Chaeyoung.

'Better safe than sorry, right?'

I don't know what's running through her head so I'm choosing the best option, to be safe.

But one thing's for sure, SHE'S MAD AT ME. After I called her names and yelled at her that prolly broke her eardrums, it'd be impossible for her not to get mad.

I jerked in surprise when someone tapped my shoulders. I heaved out a sigh of relief when I saw that it was Jisoo.

She was wearing the same smile she flashed me last time, the one that would pass on those toothpaste commercials.

I instantly felt giddy as I returned the smile.

"Hi, Jennie. I've been looking everywhere for you. Can we talk?"

'She's been looking everywhere for meee? Oh my gosh..'

Feeling giddy, I bobbed my head up and down quickly with the brightest smile I could muster that moment, "Sure!"

"Actually I have a favor to ask.. Uhm," She bit her lip, "It's just.. I'm a little bit shy to ask you about it.."

'Favor? Another one?' I gulped, 'Last time I accepted one it was a fail, now my life's on the line!' I don't know why I felt being allergic to that word since that happened.

'But this is Jisoo. Kim Jisoo. My Jisoo. My ultimate crush, my dream girl..'

So I sighed internally before I  forced a smile at her, "Tell me, I might be able to help."

"I need your help. I couldn't think of anyone besides you." Her voice is pleading. And I felt like my heart is breaking when I saw helplessness in her face.

"Can you be my girlfriend?"

My eyes automatically widened, 'Girl—what? Did I hear her wrong?'

"There's this young girl who kept chasing me and follows me wherever I go. She's obssessed with me and she's messing up things in my life. I think If I'll have a girlfriend she might stop doing what she's doing. And I'm thinking you'll be the perfect fit for me."

I don't know what to say. Especially when she held my hand with her pair of soft ones.

'Oh my God, is this really happening?'

'I'll be the perfect fit for her? Oh Lord, spare my poor heart please..'

Even her eyes are pleading, "Please, Jennie. Please pretend to be my girlfriend.."

'Wait—Hold on.. PRETEND to be her GIRLFRIEND?'

d-__-"b

'Right. Of course, this is what happens when you assume too much, self. Tsk tsk.'

"Please, Jen. Just for a week. I beg of you.."

I don't understand why I'm thinking twice and I'm having a difficulty to decide. This is my chance actually, an opportunity. Like, I've been wanting to get closer to her and pretending to be her girlfriend has a high possibility of her developing her feelings for me. But I felt like there's something's stopping me and I couldn't decipher what it was.

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I woke up on the wrong side of the bed the next morning and I'm absentmindedly walking on the pathwalk.

My mind in occupied by the thought of Jisoo. I badly wanna say yes to her, she's expecting my help. And I know I wouldn't be able to resist her. But a part of my mind tells me that it's a very stupid thing to do. Obviously, Jisoo will just use me for her own benefit and yes, I too might benefit at first but.. how will I be after our little act of pretension?

It's  hard to assume, gamble and lose in the end.

"Watch your damn steps!"

If Park Chaeyoung didn't say anything, I would've collided with her.

I raised my head to face her, 'Damn, she's really tall!'

Then suddenly, I was reminded of my fucking stupid arrears making my eyes widened in fear.

I immediately lowered my head and walked passed her. However, after sa couple of steps, I heard her speak.

"It's not bad to refuse if it's against your will."

Her words made me halt on my tracks.

She sounded like she isn't mad at me, making me sigh in relief.

In an instant, she was already in front of me. And to my surprise, she held my hand and brought it to her heart, I didn't even have the time to react.

My breath hitched and I gulped when I felt her rapid beating heart.

I slowly raised my head and I felt my heart skipped a beat when her gray eyes met my brown ones.

"W-What are you doing?" I stuttered.

"Follow your heart." She said emotionally as she looked at me in full sincerity.

'But.. What the hell? Is she high? Is she tripping me?'

'What did she mean?'

'Like.. that totally doesn't make sense!'

"Are you on drugs?" I said as I tried to pull my hand back but she tightened her hold on it and my brows met as I fought her gaze, but her eyes tells me she won't let it go.

'What the fuck is she doing?'

"JEN!"

We both looked at the direction of the voice.

It's Jisoo.

Her eyes is fixed on my hand that is being held by Chaeyoung and is still resting on her chest. Jisoo looked shocked and disbelief is written in her eyes.

"Do you need anything?" Chaeyoung's voice sounds colder than ice, 'Damn it, she's giving me chills!'

But Jisoo turned her head to face me, "I wanted to apologize, Jen. I'm sorry I didn't know." Her voice was cold, too. "Just forget what I told you yesterday. Again, I'm sorry." She bowed once, before leaving hastily making me confused.

'Sorry.. for what?' My brow raised as I tried to figure it out. I remembered our conversation yesterday before my eyes flew to my hand that was still held by Chaeyoung's warm ones.

"What the—" I immediately pulled my hand which she finally let go, thankfully.

"What?" She asked, the side of her lips was lifted in amusement. 'If this was a different situation, I would have liked the sight, 'cause damn no one could deny that she really looks good when she smiles—but holyshit! Jisoo must have misinterpreted what she saw! Tsk!'

"Did you do that on purpose?" I couldn't help but accuse her, for I know that she knows that I have a huge crush on Jisoo and..'She prolly did it to get back at me!'

"Did what on purpose?" She raised a brow, "I just held your hand, and that's not my fucking fault if she thought otherwise." She then shrugged and turned her heel before she started walking away as if nothing happened.

And just like that, I was left alone full of indignation.

'Goddammit Park Fucking—Ughhhhhhh!'

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My friends and I were confused and wondering why Nayeon seemed so happy and enthusiastic that afternoon.

At first, Nayeon wouldn't say a word about it, but after the constant nagging from our friends, (since I wasn't talking for I was thinking something else.) she finally told us why. 'She had just become Jisoo's girlfriend. Right, her pretend girfriend.'

'Great.'

But being a fake girlfriend doesn't matter to my friend, Nayeon. She said what matters most is she'll get closer to Jisoo.

I was damned speechless. Honestly, I was surprised to hear it from my friend. I was expecting Jisoo to find a replacement of me for that matter but I didn't expect her to choose one of my friends, my close friend to be exact.

I mean I get it, she needed help and Nayeon was just being nice to help, but I couldn't help but feel betrayed for some reasons.

Maybe what I'm feeling isn't right, but I can't lie to myself, this is what I truly feel.

Irene, Yeri and Joy must've felt my silence but I pretended being busy typing stuff on laptop as Nayeon cheerfully told us how Jisoo approached her, how she asked her and how she felt when the student body president made her feel giddy when she uttered sweet compliments of her.

'Those were the same compliments I heard from her yesterday. A total copy paste, huh.'

Now I'm starting to think those were just empty words, just to pursuade me to say yes.

'Amazing. I still like her but I can't deny that what she did turned me off.'

I was really disappointed of her.

Nayeon also said she didn't even think twice and quickly agreed.

I felt like I was more hurt with what my friend did, than being replaced as Jisoo's fake girl.

'I mean my friends knew that I'm head over heels for Jisoo, and Nayeon of all people is being insensitive about it..'

'Did she not even consider me and what I'll feel about it? Or atleast have some brake with her words that might hurt me 'cause we get it she's excited.. but i'm still her friend, right?'

Nayeon then told us how excited she was for the next day since Jisoo will pick her up and that she might get a free ride starting tomorrow from the hottest girl in school.

'Jisoo is undeniably pretty, yes. I like her, yes. She's also gorgeous as hell, yes.. but she isn't the hottest girl in school, just being honest.'

Even my bestfriend Irene rolled her eyes in disagreement when Nayeon said that.

I bet we'll be answering the same name if we'll be ask who's the hottest student in this entire university. Everyone knows it, some people here are just too hypocrite to admit, just 'cause she's labeled as bad news.

𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐔𝐄𝐃...
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