A/N: I usually use english when describing love scenes, pero may tagalog rin naman if feel ko itagalog siguro mahahanap nyo sa ibang chapters or future chapters haha.
PS: No kids/minors, kung mahal nyo pa buhay nyo skip nyo yung chap. 😇
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MEIKO'S POV
Pagkarating namin sa parking lot ay pinagbuksan ako ni Keiji, saka ako lumabas ng kotse.
Hinawakan nya naman ang kamay ko at hinila ako papasok ng bahay..
Hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin nawawala ang saya at kaba na nararamdaman ko dahil sa sinabi nya kanina..
Akala ko na wala na sa kanya lahat ng nangyari.. kaya nakaramdam ako ng takot pagkatapos kong sabihin sa kanya yung nararamdaman ko dahil baka hindi nya tatanggapin yun..
Matapos naming umakyat sa kwarto nya ay binuksan ni Keiji ang pinto nito..
Pagpasok ay agad nya akong itinulak sa pader at hinalikan sa labi, tumugon naman ako at niyakap sya ng mahigpit..
... His kiss is full of aggression.. I had a little bit of trouble keeping up as he was like an hungry animal that's devouring its prey, His naughty tongue is playing around the inside of my mouth, intertwining it together with mine.
It went to the point where I can't taste my own saliva anymore.. his saliva is slowly occupying my mouth that I can't do anything but swallow some of it...cause its slipping out of our mouths, dripping on the floor..
Tinapik ko naman ang likod nya dahil unti unti na akong nahihirapang huminga dahil sa halik nya!
Naintindihan nya yun kaya huminto muna sya saglit, doon na ako humingal para makahinga ako ng maayos...
"Meiko.."
Nung tinignan ko sya ay hinawakan nya agad ang magkabilang pisngi ko at hinalikan ulit ako..
While I have trouble keeping up with how aggressive and deep his kiss was, I still tried my best to respond to whatever his tongue is doing on my mouth...
Keiji... has always been like this...
He went for my neck after he had enough of my lips... sucking and kissing it as many times as he wanted, leaving it wet from his saliva before slowly moving his tongue back to my mouth and kissed me...again.
Unti unti nya namang tinatanggal ang suot nya na hindi humihinto sa pagkakahalik saken.. tanging boxers lang ang iniwan nya sa suot nya.
... I wrapped my arms around his neck to deepen our kiss and that's where he slowly unzipped my dress from the back..
Hinila nya yun pababa kaya nahulog ito sa sahig, ngayon ay tanging underwear at bra nalang ang natitira sa suot ko..
Nagulantang nalang ako nung hinawakan nya ang magkabilang hita ko at kinarga ako, patungong kama, Inihiga nya ko doon at pumibabaw naman sya saken..
"It's been a while since I had you in this position.." Ngising sabi nya.
Nabaling naman ang tingin ko sa baba at gayon nalang ang paglaki ng mata ko nung makita ko yung kanya na napakatigas na halos mapunit na yung boxer nya dahil sa laki ng umbok nito!!!
Muntik ko nang makalimutan na si Keiji ay...
*gulp*
"S-stop staring at it with that expression... I-It's embarassing.." He said, avoiding my gaze with a reddened face.
"Does it....hurt?" Tanong ko dahil ako yung nahihirapang tumingin doon dahil para na itong sasabog sa loob ng boxers nya..
Binaling nya naman ulit ang tingin saken..
"I-It does... I'm doing this with someone I like and It's driving my body crazy.. but I have to hold back cause I don't want to be hard on you... We haven't done it for almost a month and I don't want to hurt-------"
My hand just moved on its own and touched it.. causing him stop his sentence.
"H-Hubarin mo to.."
He was surprised when I said that, but he still did as I said and removed his boxers..
.. My eyes were stuck on his member after seeing its length and thickness... I can't help but feel strange, thinking that something huge as this has entered inside me countless times before.. and now, It's going to enter mine....again.
... I began rubbing it as soon as I touched it... even though my hands can't hold the whole thing because of how thick it is..
"Haaah-----"
While I'm doing it, I heard him constantly panting, his breaths were getting louder and when I averted my gaze to his eyes, I was taken aback with his expression..
H-he was resisting as if he's holding something back to release from his body... and he's struggling with it.
When our eyes met, I saw how aroused he is..
"Keiji.. H-halikan mo ko.."
Hinalikan nya agad ako at pinatuloy ko naman yung ginagawa ko.. nung pinisil ko ang ulo nito gamit ng hinlalaki ko ay..
"Fck!"
Mabilis nyang inalis ang kamay ko para pigilan ako..
He was panting so hard, and with that, I understand why he did it.. He was about to release it.. but he doesn't want to..
Tinulak ko naman sya sa gilid kaya ngayon ay ako na ang pumaibabaw sa kanya...
"M-meiko?"
Ibinaba ko naman ang katawan ko at nung palapit na ang mukha ko doon sa ari nya ay pinigilan nya ako..
".. I-It's fine.. You don't have to do it.. I'm not going to force you to do something like this anymore.."
Binalewala ko ang sinabi nya dahil iba ang sinasabi ng utak ko..
Gusto ko tong gawin dahil gusto ko si Keiji... at Hindi na ito katulad ng dati.
Nung tuluyan ko nang ibinaba ang katawan ko ay nasa harapan ko na ito at aaminin ko na kahit ilang ulit ko na tong nakita hindi ko pa rin maiwasang hindi mamangha kung gano ito kalaki..
Is this one of the reasons why a lot of girls wants him?
No.. I shouldn't think about things like this right now..
I shrugged my thoughts away and I wrapped my hands around his... as soon as I start licking its body, Keiji flinched by my sudden action, but I kept going...
.. With my tongue, I licked it all around and gave it a few kisses.. When I was ready to take it all in, I widened my mouth as I slowly shove it inside...
"M-meiko... Dammit.."
I can only take the half of it.. It's difficult for me to fit such huge thing within my mouth....
Then slowly, I began sucking him..
"Haaaa----"
Everytime I hear Keiji's soft groans, I keep forgetting my fear that I might be doing this wrong... Instead, I became more eager to do it..
I moved my head back and forth, thrusting my mouth while licking it inside..
"Aaah----"
Hearing his moans, and how his manhood twitches inside my mouth everytime I thrust it.. made my body feel hot... that I could tell that mine is getting wet...
"M-meiko..."
I turned to glance at him when he called my name.. while I'm doing it...
"Shit..."
He bit his lip and stared at me with so much arousal in his expression... Seeing him look at me like that.. made me even more wet... that I slowly took my underwear off and touched myself..
Hindi ko na alam ang ginagawa ko, Sinusunod ko lang kung anong gustong gawin ng katawan ko dahil sobrang init na nito...
Wanting to see more of his expression, I sucked him deeper, forcing his core down to my throat..
"Fck!"
He lift my head up by pulling my hair to stop me, but I refused to give in. Instead, I kept moving my head up and down, sucking him as deeply as I could, even though I'm choking and my jaw is hurting from opening my mouth too wide for it to fit inside..
"M-meiko Let go---I-I'm going to-----"
I kept on going while he tightens his hold on my hair..
"Aaaah---!"
He's close... I can feel it...
"S-shit! Meiko--I'm------"
Keiji groans as he release... then I slowly pulled my head up..
I felt it on my throat... I didn't want to spit it as it's difficult for me to let it out of my throat so I.. swallowed it..
"Damn...."
I turned to look at him and he looks really tired out..
"D-did you---"
Tumango ako dahil alam ko kung ano ang itatanong nya saken..
"Oh god..." Bulong nya sa sarili bago nya ako nginitian..
"Come here.."
Gumapang naman patungo sa kanya... Nung magkalebel na ang mukha namin ay hinaplos nya ang pisngi ko at...
"You did well back there.."
..Hinalikan ako sa labi..
Nagulantang naman ako nung maramdaman ko ang kamay nya patungo doon sa parte ko kaya napabitaw ako sa pagkakahalik sa kanya..
"K-keiji..."
?!?!!?!!!
After slipping his hands into mine, he touched it with his fingers..
"Aaaah----"
Nilabas nya naman ang kamay nya dun.. saka ipinakita ito saken na sobrang basa at may kung anong malagkit na nakadikit doon..
"You've gotten this wet from sucking me..?"
?!?!!!!
Umiwas nalang ako ng tingin... dahil alam ko kung anong naramdaman ko habang ginagawa ko yun..
Nanlaki nalang ang mata ko nung inilabas nya ang dila at unti unting dinilaan ang kanyang daliri... saka nya ito ipinasok sa bibig ko, at doon ko na ito sinipsip..
"What do you want me to do..? Meiko.." Tanong nya matapos nyang ilabas ang daliri sa bibig ko..
What do I want to do..?
?!?!!?!!
I startled when mine suddenly throbbed.. That's where I realize that I'm sitting on his stomach.. and I-It's making me feel.....weird..
Hinaplos nya naman ang tyan ko gamit ng hintuturo nya..
".. Do you want......"
Pababa sa...
"...my tongue here..?"
?!?!!!?!!
... I flinched when his finger reached mine...
But.. I don't know why... I found my body slowly crawls up to his face..
I spread mine in front of him and I nodded as a response to his question earlier..
"Please..."
He swiftly grabbed my butt and pushed my lower body unto his face and that's where he licked me..
"Aaaah---"
Napahawak naman ako sa ulo nya nung maramdaman ko ang dila nya sa gumagalaw doon..
"Aaahh! K-keiji!"
H-he's thrusting his tongue inside my hole.. after spreading mine with his fingers..
"T-teka---aaaaah!"
I startled when he suddely slapped my butt while his hand is squeezing the other one..
I don't know how many times he did it.. but I felt my butt burning..
H-hindi ko na kaya..
"Haaaah---!"
My body suddenly moved... grinding to his face as he thrusts his tongue inside me..
"Aaah!!!"
And I grabbed his hair when he turned to suck my clit..
"Keiji--Haaah!"
.. I can't stop squirming around while he's licking me like he's slowly devouring me..
"Aaah---!"
My entire body trembles as he explores every inch of it with his tongue, sucking and licking it all over..
Keiji is aware of woman's weakness, and I can't stop myself from screaming on how good his tongue feels...
?!?!!!!
He spread mine wide open... revealing the hole that's been hidden.. then he slowly inserted his index finger inside..
"Aaah!"
Then he licked my clit again, flicking his tongue into it while fingering me..
"K-keiji! Aaahh---T-tama na!"
I stared at the ceiling as I kept grinding my lower body, rubbing mine on his face as he licks me..
"Aaaahhh!"
Pakiramdam ko ay unti unti na akong mababaliw dahil sa nararamdaman ko..
"Haaaahhhh!!"
?!?!!!!
Mas lalo nya namang binilasan ang pag galaw ng kanyang dila at daliri nya sa loob ko....
I'm seriously...going crazy...
"AAAAHHHH!"
My body twitched and I gripped his hair tightly as I let it out...
"Haaaahhhh---" I gasped for air, attempting to catch the breath that I nearly lost..
And when I shifted my weight away from his face... I was surprised how wet it is, then I recalled what I did earlier, I was grinding on his face as he move his tongue around mine, I didn't care if he could breath properly or not, because it felt good everytime his tongue swirls around..
And that... made me feel embarassed..
"You really have a thing for face-sitting, aren't you? You got my whole face soaked.." He said with a grin.
Umiwas naman ako ng tingin dahil sa hiya..
"S-sorry..."
"It's fine... I told you before, I like it when your cum is all over my face.."
?!?!!!!
Nagulantang nalang ako nung bigla nya akong itulak pahiga ng kama saka pumaibabaw ulit saken..
Hinalikan nya ang leeg ko habang unti unting tinanggal ang hook ng bra ko at nung matanggal nya na iyon ay hinagis nya ito sa gilid..
He grabbed both of my breasts with his hands and squeezed them tighter..
I gulped as I noticed him slowly sticking his tongue out and gently licked my nipples... while looking at me.
"Aaah----"
He began sucking them, without letting go of his hands that's holding my breast... then he swirls his tongue around my nipples, licking and sucking them after that..
"Haaaahh!"
My body jolted when he suddenly bit my nipple..
?!?!!!?!!
I covered my mouth when I almost screamed by surprise when I felt his thing grinding on me..
"Aaaahhhh-!!!"
He's rubbing it on mine, while playing with my breast..
"K-keiji---Aaaahh!"
Naramdaman ko na unti unti nya iyon hinagod ng mabilis, hindi ko maiwasang hindi mapasigaw sa tuwing nararamdaman ko ang ulo nito..
"Fck----Meiko... I-I can't take it anymore.. C-can I?"
The more he tease me, rubbing it on mine as if he was about to enter, the more impatient I became... that all I can think about is wanting to feel his thing inside me...
"Hurry.."
?!?!!!!
I bit my lower lip as I felt his tip slowly pressing inside me...
"Aahh!! K-keiji---Teka------"
Napahawak naman ako sa braso nya dahil sa sakit na naramdaman ko nung maipasok nya na ang ulo nito..
I became nervous cause I wondered how much worse it would be if I took the entire thing when the tip is already enough to hurt me..
"S-shit... Y-you're tight.. Meiko can I ask? When was the last time you-----Fck, S-sorry.. Can you just endure it? I-I really can't stop myself now.."
Seeing his face, feeling his presence, and touching his body made me feel incredibly happy enough for me to ignore the pain..
"Okay lang..." Ngiting tugon ko sa kanya dahil ayokong mag alala sya...
Hinalikan nya ako at niyakap ko naman sya ng mahigpit.. Doon nya naman iyon unti unting ipinasok...
"Hmmmm---"
He stopped from kissing when he successfully entered half of it inside me..
"Meiko.. I-I'm going to move... Tell me if it hurts.."
He started moving after I nodded as a response.
"Aaaaaah----"
His movement were gentle... I can feel that he's scared of hurting me..
"K-keiji----Aaaah---"
It feels good everytime his tip thrusts inside me, I can't do anything but moan to relive the pleasure I'm feeling..
"Aaaahhhh-----"
He's sucking and licking every inch of me, leaving his saliva and marks all over my body...
When our eyes meet, I suddenly felt some kind of tingling sensation especially when I saw his aroused expression..
.. I wanted to cuss on how hot and handsome Keiji is with his wet hair down, a face full of sweat that is dripping and his......erotic expression...
All because of me...
But...
The more I stare at his face, seeing how he's been holding back, the more I understand that.. we both know....This is not enough..
"K-keiji---Haaaah-- Y-you can be hard on me.."
Besides, I've always liked it that way...
"A-are you sure..? I-I want to do it gently with you as possible.." He said without stopping from moving..
"Aaaah-----I-It's not enough----Please! D-do it harder!"
?!?!!!!
"AAHHHH!!!!"
I screamed my lungs out when he suddenly pushed it deeper inside me!
"Fck!"
"Aaahhh!!!"
He thrusts faster and deeper as he can, moving in and out on me.
"AHHHH!! T-teka----!"
Keiji held my waist as he moves back and forth..
I didn't mind myself screaming, It's hard for me to hold my voice back the way he slams on me hard, feeling his manhood ravish the deepest part of me..
"Aaah---"
.. He kissed me and I touched both of his cheeks after that, staring into each other's eyes as we both moan in pleasure..
"Haaaah----Haaaah--"
This time, it feels different...Maybe because there's feelings involved..
"I-I like you, M-meiko.." Keiji said between his moans..
"Aaah----G-gusto d-din Kita---K-keiji---AAHHH!!!"
He suddenly hasten his pace, moving his hips faster..
"Aaaah---!!"
I can't take how fast it is that I unconsciously pushed his stomach away but he didn't took that hint to slow down..
"T-teka----D-dahan------"
He pulled it out and pushed me to the side, making my body face on all fours, facing on the mattress, then he grabbed both of my tighs and split my legs apart,.
"Aaahhh---!"
He slide it in without notice, moving in and out relentlessly..
"K-keiji----AAAAH--"
He then grabbed my hair and pushed my head unto the bed, tucking my face in it, while ramming my insides so hard..
I.. c-can't breathe properly...
"Aaaah----Haaah---K-keiji----"
His thing was completely buried inside of me... The ecstatic feeling it gives me makes me feel like I'm gradually going crazy...
"S-shit----Meiko---I-It's hot inside you.."
Keiji pushed it back and forth repeatedly... His pace hasn't slowed down, and his stamina is nowhere to be depleted..
"Aaahhhhh----!"
My entire body was buring in ecstacy..
I don't know what's happening anymore... my voice is getting hoarse as I moan constantly from the pleasure, while my vision is getting blurry...
I don't even know how long we've been doing this cause I already lost track of time...
But there's only one thing I'm sure of... My sight were about to fade out... but my body was suddenly lifted...
Kinarga nya ako pababa ng kama..
Was I about to pass.....out?
?!?!!
"K-keiji?"
He then slammed my back against the wall and put my body down, and when I was already standing, he grabbed my other feet and rested them on his shoulders..
Nagulat naman ako nung mapagtanto ko yung posisyon namin..
"You can't lose your consciousness.. I'm not yet done.."
With that, he took a hold of his shaft and pressed his length inside me again...
"Aaaaahhhh----"
He groped my butt as I hug him around his neck to keep us both from falling as he thrusts..
"Aaahhhh----"
I can't get enough everytime I feel his thing hit my insides... constantly moaning despite my voice that is slowly disappearing..
"M-meiko---Aaaah---"
I felt chills down to my spine when he called my name and moaned on my ear with his deep and husky voice..
"Aaah--------"
Keiji thrusts a few more times before he carries me back to the bed... and did me again...
"Aaaahhhh---"
"F-fck--!"
I feel weak, like my soul has been taken out of my body...
"Aaahhh----"
He kissed me and grabbed both of my breast, squeezing them tighter while he continues moving...
?!?!!?!!!
I flinched when he pinched nipples and pulled them.
"Hmm----!"
I-It hurts...
But...
W-why does it... feel good?
When he stopped kissing me, he went for my neck up to my ear, licking and biting them..
"... You're so wet and you're soaking me.. Can you hear it? The wet sound we're making everytime I thrust mine into you... Does my dick feel good, Meiko..?" He whispered and bit my ear after that.
?!?!!?!!!!??!
"Aaaahhh!!"
.. I can barely say anything.... My voice really is disappearing...
He left a smirk before pushing my thighs against me, making my legs spread even more and exposed myself..
"Aaaaahhh------"
"I-I'm close----"
Keiji kissed me and I responded as he accelerates his movements, thrusting his hips a few times before pulling it out on my worned out hole... and when he did, a thick white liquid splattered on my face and stomach...
... He licked that fluid from my stomach and moved his tongue up to my face, which made my entire body shiver, he then pressed his lips unto mine for another kiss.. before laying down beside me.
"It feels different... doing it with someone you like.."
Sinilip ko naman sya at kita ko ang ngisi sa kanyang labi..
He's right... It really feels different than before..
Hindi ko maipaliwanag kung anong kaibahan ngayon at noon sa tuwing ginagawa namin to... sadyang nararamdaman lang talaga namin yun..
"Meiko..."
He turned his body to my side which made us face each other...
"I've never felt so amazing like this whenever I have sex with someone."
?!?!!?!!
Nairita naman ako sa sinabi nya kaya tinalikuran ko sya!
Kakatapos lang namin magkaaminan at ginawa namin yun tas yan yung sasabihin nya?!
I heard him chuckled, a moment passed by and I felt his hands on my waist... He's hugging me from the back..
"Hey, I'm just teasing you. I didn't know you'd be this jealous."
"B-bakit naman ako magseselos?!"
"Right.. You shouldn't be. I have you now and that's enough, I don't need anyone else.."
I don't know why... I felt some kind of hesitation to believe what he said..
Hindi naman ibig sabihin na wala akong tiwala sa kanya... Hindi ko lang kasi maiwasang masaktan sa tuwing naalala ko yung mga pinaggagawa nya saken noon kahit alam kong nagbago na sya..
Hindi...
Papaniwalaan ko sya, nangako sya saken nun na wala syang gagawin saken para lang bumalik ako ng bahay at tinupad nya yun.
"Sorry.. I know I've done and said a lot of horrible things to you in the past, I admit that I almost did it even if I already realized that I like you, only because I was hurt that I thought there's no chance between us..."
He grabbed my shoulders and pulled my body to his side, nung magkaharap na ulit kami sa isat isa ay hinaplos nya ang buhok ko..
".. I'll stop doing it with anyone. I can't go back in time and undo what I've done, I can only make things right moving forward.. I know It's not easy to fully trust me but.... Can you give it a try? cause I wanna prove myself to you.."
Kumawala naman ako ng buntong hininga, magsisinungaling ako kung sasabihin ko na buo ang tiwala ko kay Keiji na hindi nya sa gagawa ng kung anong bagay sa ibang tao.
Dahil to sa lahat ng nangyari samin noon, at sa lahat ng ginawa nya, Oo, nagustuhan ko si Keiji pero hindi ko yun kayang kalimutan lahat.. pero nakikita ko na iba na sya noon kaya alam ko na maasahan ko sya sa mga sinabi nya..
"S-sige..."
Nginitian nya naman ako.. Hindi ko talaga inasahan na aabot kami sa ganito...
Minsan napapaisip ako sa rason kung bakit nangyari lahat ng to, bakit sa dami ng tao sa mundo, si Keiji pa ang nagustuhan ko at ako yung nagustuhan nya.
Sa gitna ng pag iisip ko, sumulpot nalang bigla yung mga magulang namin..
"Keiji.. P-pano kung malaman nila-----"
"I know what to do when shit's about to go down, As what I've said earlier, I'll take care of everything, All you have to do is stay with me. Can you do that?"
Tumango nalang ako kahit may parte sa kalooban ko na nababalisa..
"Meiko, we shouldn't think about that right now, besides, they're always not around so It's unlikely for them to know..."
"T-tama ka... Sorry.. B-bigla lang kasi napasok sa isipan ko.."
"Ah Meiko, you're really...."
"A-ano?"
"Come closer..."
Niyakap nya ako ng mahigpit nung nilapit ko lalo ang katawan ko sa kanya.. tsaka, wala kaming saplot kaya nakadiin yung dibdib ko sakanya!
"K-keiji..."
"I know but can we stay like this until we fell asleep? I won't do anything.. Don't worry."
Nung tumingala ako para tignan sya ay nakapikit na ang mga mata nya...
Ibinaon ko naman ang ulo sa dibdib nya at ipinikit nalang din ang mata para matulog..
⏩⏩ FAST FORWARD ⏩⏩
Pagkagising ko ay tulog pa si Keiji..
Napabuntong hininga naman ako nung maalala ko yung nangyari kahapon..
We really did it...
Pakiramdam ko parang panaginip lang yung nangyari...
Nakaramdam naman ako ng pagkagaan sa loob, na para bang nawala lahat ng mga tanong na bumabagabag sa isipan ko nitong mga nakaraang araw.
It made me realize that... Maybe I've found the answer I've been looking for..
... Tinignan ko si Keiji na hanggang ngayon ay tulog pa rin..
Mali man yung ginawa namin sa paningin ng ibang tao, Wala parin akong pinagsisihan sa nangyari..
Gusto ko si Keiji... at Wala na akong pakialam kung anong sabihin ng mga taong nakakaalam tungkol samin, Tanga, bulag o kung ano ano pa dahil sya yung pinili ng puso ko kahit hindi kaaya aya ang nangyari samin noon..
Pakiramdam ko sasabog yung dibdib ko sa sobrang saya nung malaman ko na may nararamdaman pa sya saken, akala ko huli na ang lahat..
*Sigh*
T-teka.. Wala pa pala akong saplot.. Mahirap na pag gumising sya na hindi pa ako nakabihis. Alam kong may gagawin na naman syang kalokohan!
Dahan dahan naman akong bumangon sa kama para hindi sya magising..
"A-aray.."
Nakaramdam ako ng sakit sa ibabang parte ng katawan ko nung magtangka akong bumaba..
Ilang oras ba naming ginawa yun bakit ang sakit ng katawan ko?!!
T-teka...
A-ano to?!?!
Nanlaki naman ang mata ko nung makita ko ang buong katawan ko na puno ng mga marka na iniwan nya kagabi... lalong lalo na sa dibdib, tyan, leeg, hita at...
.. Sinilip ko naman ang likod ko...
P-pati sa----???!!?!!
Hindi ako makapaniwala...
He always leave marks whenever we did it, but it never got to the point where it's almost covering my entire body... there's some on my arms, shoulders and legs.. which he never did before..
How am I suppose to hide some of these marks?! Especially in the areas that can't be covered with clothes..
Hindi pa rin talaga sya nagbago pagdating dito, He's always rough.. and he prefers to do it hard..
N-no..
I was the one... who asked him to do it rough this time even though he wants to be gentle with me..
?!?!!?!!
Argh! Meiko wag mong isipin!!!
Pinalo ko naman ang ulo ko dahil naalala ko yung sinabi ko kahapon!
Nakakahiya!!!! Magbibihis na nga lang ako!!
Nung pababa na ako ng kama ay hinila nya ang kamay ko kaya napahiga ako ulit!
?!?!!!!
Kailan pa sya gising?! T-tsaka bakit pumaibabaw sya saken?!
"Talking about good timing. You're not thinking of leaving me asleep aren't you?"
"A-ayokong gisingin ka t-tsaka umalis ka nga sa ibabaw ko.. ke aga aga.."
Nakita ko na lumipat ang tingin nya sa dibdib ko kaya agad ko yung tinakpan dahil sa hiya!
Tumawa naman sya sa ginawa ko tsaka hinalikan ako sa leeg..
"You're really cute, Meiko.. Acting so embarassed when you know I've seen it a lot of times.."
I immediately turned red because of the embarassment. I know that he already seen it a lot, That was just a reflex..
"Meiko.."
"A-ano y----"
Hinalikan nya ako sa labi kaya hindi ko natapos ang sasabihin ko..
Hinawakan nya naman yung paa ko at iniangat yun..
"T-teka!"
Naitulak ko nalang sya bigla dahil sa sakit na naramdaman ko sa ginawa nya..
"Sorry... I must have pushed your body on its limit last night.."
?!?!!?!
"W-wag mong sabihin na gagawin mo na naman yun?! Keiji hindi ka ba napapagod ha?!"
"Um.."
Napakalmot naman sya ng ulo!
Sabi ko na nga ba!
"Keiji hindi----------"
*RINGGGGG!!!! RINGGGGGG!!!!*
Pareho naman kaming napatingin sa isat isa nung mag ring yung cellphone nya..
"Hold on.."
Umalis naman sya sa ibabaw ko saka sinagot yung tawag..
Sino kaya yung tumatawag sa kanya? Si tito clive ba? Yung mga kaibigan nya? O... yung mga babae nya noon?
Argh! Bakit ba ganito ako mag isip?!
"I didn't do anything dad, we're just not interested with each other, simple as that."
Si Tito clive... Tungkol ata yun kahapon.
Bakit ba ang dumi ng isip ko?
"Besides, Isn't it too early to set me up with something like that?! I'm not even in the right age to marry!"
*END CALL*
In-end na ni Keiji yung tawag...
"Keiji.. palagi ba kayong ganun ni Tito clive..?"
"M-maybe. As you can see, I'm not really that close with my dad because of the past.. When mom was still around... You know, things were really complicated at that time... He's much worse before, but somehow, he isn't that hostile with me anymore when he met your mom."
Bumangon ako sa pagkakahiga saka tinabihan sya sa pag upo ng kama.
"Okay lang.."
Nakita ko sa mukha nya ang lungkot... napagtanto ko na hindi pa sya handang sabihin saken yun.. kaya hindi nalang ako nagtanong pa tungkol dun.
"Meiko... Can I go out?"
Huh?
"Saan?"
"My friend's bar, Remember the two bastards you've met when we went to the mall with our parents? They were bugging me and vannya for a while, I'll come see them to Vannya's bar tonight to shut their mouths."
"Bar?"
Bakit sa bar pa.. pwede naman sa ibang lugar..
"Hmm.."
"S-sige.."
Ipinalupot nya naman ang kamay sa likod ko at hinawakan yung braso ko..
"I can see the uncertainty on your face. I'll just have a few drinks with them and I'll go home after that. I won't do anything bad... Don't worry.."
"Pero.. pano kung may lalapit sayo tapos may gagawin sila sayo tapos hindi ka makaayaw kasi----"
Hinalikan nya naman ang pisngi ko kaya hindi ko na natuloy ang sasabihin ko dahil sa pagkabigla ko sa ginawa nya..
"That's not going to happen.. I know how to turn people down, and I've done it a few times lately.. besides, I have you now, Other people doesn't interest me anymore.."
Napabuntong hininga nalang ako...Kaya ba talaga yun gawin ni Keiji?
"Alright, if you're that worried I might be taken away then you can come with me.. I'll introduce you to them."
Ha?!
"Wag na.. M-may tiwala ako sayo..."
Nakakahiya.. Ano namang sasabihin nya kung ipapakilala nya ako sa kanila?
"Thanks Meiko.. but you should come with me next time.. Vannya wanted to meet and see you so bad cause I've talked about you to her before and she knows about us..."
"Vannya?"
"Yeah, Vannya Eshana, She's one of my friends.. Before, I-I was a regular customer to the bar she owns and that's where I met her."
Regular customer...
Ang daming bagay na pumapasok sa isipan ko.. kapag naiisip ko na isang regular customer si Keiji sa isang bar..
I know those things already.. I just can't stop myself from feeling upset knowing that Keiji is......
Hindi..
Hindi ko dapat iniisip ang mga ganitong bagay.. dahil iba na ngayon..
"I won't go..."
?!!?!!
"Ha? B-bakit?"
Bigla nalang ata nagbago ang isip nya?
"I don't want you to be upset.. and It clearly shows on your face.. I already know that no matter what I do, the things I've done before will always get through your head and no matter how many times I say to you that I won't do those things anymore, You can't help but think if I could really do that.. But It's fine, I understand how you feel..."
Ganun na ba talaga ako kahalata?
Pero ayokong isipin nya na-----
"Meiko."
?!?!!
Nagulantang naman ako nung bigla nalang syang bumulong sa tenga ko!
"You're on your thoughts too deeply you forgot you're staring to my eyes while you're at it. You should-----"
"Pumunta ka."
Nakita ko ang pagkabigla sa mukha nya dahil sa sinabi ko..
"Okay lang ako.. tsaka ayokong pagbawalan ka sa pakikipagkita sa mga kaibigan mo.. Hihintayin nalang kita dito, wag kang masyadong magpagabi at magpakalasing.."
Simple lang naman ang gagawin ko, Una, Hindi ko dapat isipin na katulad parin si Keiji dati dahil iba na sya ngayon.. Pangalawa, kailangan ko syang pagkatiwalaan..
"Damn it.."
Tatanungin ko na sana sya kung anong sinabi nya dahil parang may binulong sya sa sarili ngunit bago ko pa magawang magsalita ay hinalikan nya ako...
"Keiji..?"
Ibinalot nya naman ang kamay sa likod ko saka ako niyakap..
"I... honestly don't know what I did to deserve this... If only I could show you how happy I am that you feel the same way about me and that you choose to trust me despite everything that I've done..."
Naramdaman ko na mas lalo nyang hinigpitan ang pagkakayakap saken..
"Meiko... I like you..."
Now that I think about it.. He's been saying that phrase a couple times.. since yesterday..
"I like you so much I think I'm going insane......Fck.."
Nagulantang nalang ako nung hinawakan nya ang magkabilang balikat ko at itinulak ako sa kama..
?!?!!!!
"Keiji!!!"
Bigla nya nalang hinawakan ang mga paa ko at itinaas yun, laking gulat ko nalang nung umatras sya para ma lebel ang mukha nya doon sa ibabang parte ng katawan ko nang hindi binibitawan ang paa ko na ngayon ay nakaitaas na dahil hawak hawak nya ito..
"Keiji, Masakit yung katawan ko! Wala na akong lakas dahil------"
"Just lay down on the bed and spread your legs like a good girl that you are.. and leave the work to me.."
*Sigh*
"D-do what you want..."
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⏩⏩FAST FORWARD⏩⏩
KEIJI'S POV
Now where are those bastards sitting...
"Keiji!"
I heard a familiar voice somewhere and when I glanced at my surroundings, I saw people waving at me from afar..
Even from this distance, I can saw their grins after seeing me..
How long has it been since I last saw these two motherfuckers?
I walked towards them and when I finally reached their table...
"Good thing you came when we told you so!" John.
"Here comes the walking red flag, Mr. Keiji Aihara!"
Brandon offered me a hug but I ignored him and sat on the chair between them at the bartender's table.
"Aww, that hurts, Keiji... Ignoring me like that, even though we haven't seen each other for a while.." He said while pouting.
"Stop doing that, your mouth looks like your butthole."
John laughed like crazy.. I wasn't even joking.
I called over the bartender and ordered a drink..
"Where have you been Keiji? We thought that the next time we'll see you is at your funeral! We haven't heard from you for almost a month!" Brandon.
"Yeah, Man, we thought you were dead." It's John.
I recalled the things that happened these past few weeks..
"I-It's just that.. S-something happened.." That's the only thing I could say, I don't want to hover all the details and tell them everything..
Besides, things have changed... just yesterday..
"Woah, look at this jerk smiling like an idiot out of nowhere!" Brandon laughingly said.
?!?!!!!
"S-shut up! I-I'm not!"
Dammit, I didn't noticed! I just can't help feeling happy as I remember what happened lately... fck!
"You're not? You're clearly smiling like a maniac." Brandon.
"What? You've had the most amazing sex for the first time?" John wrapped his arms around my neck and grinned at me.
"W-well.. I-I can't say that I didn't.."
Indeed, that was the best one that I've experienced, It's just... feels different... than before..
"Hahahahaha!" They both laughed at me.
What's so fcking funny?
"Here's your drink, Sir."
I poured my glass with the drink I've ordered and pleased myself.
"You really haven't changed a bit, Keiji."
"Then I'm no different than you two. You're still the same bastards I've met a long time ago."
They chuckled and drink their alcohols..
I turned around the bar stool I'm sitting and stared at the surroundings..
Loud music, people dancing and grinding each other, getting tipsy, kissing and making out everywhere..
Somehow...
This scene.. doesn't excite me anymore like I used to..
If I were still the same as the old me.. I would have started sleeping with someone as soon as I enter this place..
But now...
I can't stand being here anymore, I want to go home... and be with her.
Speaking of..
I wonder if she's still resting in my room, she was so exhaused when we did it again in the morning that she hardly get up on my bed..
She keeps telling me to stop cause she can't move her body anymore... but I wasn't able to restrain myself from doing it rough for an hour or so..
Dammit..
I really.... need to control myself...
"Keiji!"
I turned my chair back and saw Vannya at the bartender's table in front of us.
"Welcome back again. Good thing you're back on your game, You look fine now compared to the last time we met."
"These two pests are bugging me, I had to do it to calm their souls down or they won't get any sleep without seeing my good looking face."
"Is that true, John? Brandon?" Vannya jokingly said.
"Of course not!" The two said at the same time.
"Denying it won't do, you kno----Oww!"
Brandon suddenly flicked my ear!
"What the fck is wrong with you?!"
"Teaching you a lesson for ghosting us, We missed this attitude of yours, you know.."
I wasn't able to say anything when Brandon said those words..
These jerks...
We haven't known each other that long.. so I wasn't expecting them to seek out for me.
"Enough with the drama! We're here to enjoy alright?! You guys don't have to pay. It's my treat for the mini celebration with this reunion!"
She acts like we haven't seen each other for a decade.
"Now.. why don't we go to a room where we can have a proper drink? I've prepared us a room at the VIP Pole room section. Come on."
"Pole room?! V-vannya wait-----"
She left the table, Ignoring what I said.
Dammit Vannya!
"Hey, let's go.."
They both dragged me to the elevator...
I really.. wanna go home but I'll feel bad knowing that John and Brandon were looking forward to spend time with me after not seeing me for a month.
We entered the Pole Room Vannya reserved for us after reaching the third floor.
There was a large sofa and a huge glass table at the front with a Pole in the middle..
The drinks are already on our table.. Vannya must have really prepared this night. That old hag really missed me this much?
As soon as we sat on the sofa, John poured our glass with an alcohol..
"Let's drink while waiting for Vannya."
Unable to decline, I took my glass and finished the alcohol.
"Keiji, did something happened to you?" Brandon asked me.
"What made you say that?"
"It's just that... Y-your aura feels different now, does this place already bore you?"
"N-no, It isn't like that."
I wanted to tell them about what happened recently, but I think now isn't the right time to do it..
"Already drinking without me?!"
Vannya came in to the room with...
???!!!????
W-what the fck?!
They all turned to look at me with a grin on their faces as soon as they saw that person!
"Vannya, You really did prepare this night for Keiji to enjoy! Hahaha!" John.
"Of course, he's one of my regular customers so It's only fair to welcome him back with a blast, Right Lexie?"
"Right.."
When that girl walked towards me, They all laughed and screamed their lungs out, Thinking they'll witness something vulgar in front of them, little they did know I have no interest with things like this anymore..
She sat beside me and rested her head on my shoulders..
I ignored her presence and focused on finishing my drink instead, so I can find an excuse to leave this place as soon as I can.
"Hey Keiji.. Did you miss me?" She whispered.
"Of course he did, You were one of his favorite afterall, hahaha!" Brandon.
"Seriously, Lexie? How did you do that? This jerk is always looking for you everytime we go here before, What? Did you used black magic on his dick or something? Hahahaha!" John.
"Hahaha, I didn't. We just clicked in the bed and we're more compatible than we thought."
Can't they all shut the fck up??!!!
"Alright, Give our friend a memorable homecoming tonight, we promise we won't take a look." Brandon.
Fck...
I held her wrist to stop her when she was about to sit in my crotch..
"Stop it." I warned her and stared at her eyes so fcking deadly..
"We haven't done it for a long time and now you're playing hard to get? Keiji.. Aren't you the one who always wanted to do it with me before..? We know we've been so addicted with each other's body, So..."
She sat on my thighs...
They're all were cheering at me like I'm about to do something in this situation..
"Go for it, Keiji. We won't film you both so no worries! Hahahaha!"
Fck....
"We promise we won't take a look! Although we did, before! Haha!"
I...
"Leave it you two, let him enjoy this night."
I can't...
"Keiji if you want you can rent a room on the second floor. Hahaha!"
I can't do this anymore!!!!
"So you and lexie-----"
"Stop it!!! I-I already have someone!!"
I pushed lexie to my side and left the room.
I noticed a restroom not too far and went in to wash my face to calm myself down.
Dammit.. I ended up telling them.
Just because they're forcing me to do something!
But I really can't blame them, they don't know that I'm not what I used to be..
Maybe It really is time to tell them the truth..
"Hey."
When I glanced at the restroom's door, I saw brandon and John standing there, crossing their arms.
"Did you two follow me--------"
?!?!!!!
"What the fck Brandon?!"
The asshole suddenly punched my face, ignoring the bruises that's already there!
"The hell is wrong with you two?!! Have you gone mad?!!"
John suddenly grabbed my collar..
"W-what do think you're doing John?!!"
"You... whoever you are that is possessing my friend, you better leave his body.. or else.."
What?!!?!!!?
"I------"
John threw me off to the floor when I was about so say something..
What the hell is happening with these two?!
"Keiji wouldn't say something like having someone. He isn't like that." Brandon coldly said.
John went and sat on my chest while I was laying on the disgusting floor..
"Yeah, so you better reveal yourself, Impostor."
What the fcking fck...
"Leave our friend's body or-----"
"Are you fckng kidding me?!?!!! This is me assholes!!!"
I can't believe these bastards were serious!!! They thought I'm a fcking impostor or something?! Are they crazy?!
"Then what's Keiji's favorite sex position?"
"What?!?!!!"
"Or the thing he hates when having sex.."
"Keiji doesn't hate anything when it comes to that, brandon. That jerk loves it more than anything else in this world."
"Hahaha right, alright, next question, What's Keiji's dick size?"
The hell?!?!!
"If you can't answer this right, You're an impostor."
"Yeah----"
I pushed John away and stand up.. Fck that floor is so dirty as hell...
"That's enough!! You bastards this is me!!! I was fcking serious when I said that I already I have someone!!! So you all better stop forcing woman to me cause I don't give a shit about that anymore!!!"
These crazy bastards better make sure they get what I said or I might land a punch on their faces..
They both stared at me for a while..
"You need some explaining to do here"
?!?!!??
Then they grabbed my arms and took me back to the room.
"Explain."
Vannya said after brandon and John made me sit back again on the sofa, the three were staring at me, waiting for my response.
"I already have someone, That's all I can say."
"When we say explain, we want the full details about it. Remember the last time we saw each other, what happened after that Keiji? You're not telling me you're using someone as a rebound to move on from--------"
"No! N-no.. In fact... I-It was...."
...
Why the fck are they looking at me like a fcking criminal that's being interrogated?!!
Fck these three!!!
"It's Meiko!"
"WHAT??!!!?!!!!" They said at the same time.
"Your step sister??!!!" John and Brandon.
"Wow Keiji, Out of all people! It's your damn step sister?!" John.
"Can't you shut up with that step sister thing?! Dammit!!!"
"Congrats Keiji, you just secured your spot in hell ." Brandon.
"You think I don't know that?"
"Hahahaha, don't worry, you're not alone, we'll definitely see each other there" John.
"H-how? How did that happen? You were----"
"It's a long story Vannya.. But I'll talk to you about it when I have time, This is all what you need to know for now... That someone is Meiko.... So.. I want you all to stop lending or offering me girls. I know I used to like that.. But I want to change for her.."
They all look so surprised that their eyes are wide open as well as their mouths.
"Damn you all! Stop staring at me like I did some illegal shit!"
"But---How---"
"Cause I like her!! Are you all dumb?!!"
"Keiji, are you certain that you're not mixing those feelings up from wanting to bang her in the bed?" John.
"Asshole, I'm not. I-I told you all It's a long story but... I-I really.. do like her.. and by that, I don't mean in the bed or anything, I like her and... I want to d-date her...."
"Do you even know the feeling of liking someone, Keiji?" John.
"What do you think of me? A robot that's incapable of feeling human emotions?! Of course I do, Jerk. Although I wasn't aware of it and I was confused at the beginning, I came to understand everything in the end.."
"Oh my god.. Is this you.. Keiji..? I-I can't believe it... Keiji Aihara likes s-someone and wants to date her... I-I-----"
Brandon fainted on his seat, I slapped the shit out of him because of his stupid act!
"That hurts Keiji!"
"Then stop doing that stupid shit!"
"I just want to go back to sleep, hoping I could wake up from this dream and meet the real Keiji... who's------"
"I'll prove it to you that this isn't a dream by punching your face, do you want that huh?"
"N-no thanks.. I'm good.. Hehe."
I rolled my eyes on the bastard.
"Wait.. That means... You're still not dating her?" John asked.
"Y-yeah..."
"WHAT?!!?!!" The three said at the same time.....again. Their dumb brains really is sychronizing a lot today.
"Then why are you saying that you already have someone when you're not even dating her yet?" John.
"Because.. w-we've confessed with each other?"
"The hell brandon?!"
Brandon suddenly flicked my forehead!
"Keiji, you're technically single as long as you're not dating anyone.."
"Then... W-what should I do...next?"
"OH MY GOD.." They said and facepalmed..
Wow, what they did made feel like I'm so fcking dumb!
"It's simple.. Ask her to be your girlfriend.."
Meiko... as my g-girlfriend?!
"Hahahaha! Look! The jerk is getting red!" Brandon laughingly said while pointing at me.
"What do you think I should react huh? I've never experienced any of this nor I have any idea of what you all are talking about asking her to be my girlfriend!"
Brandon and John laughed at me.
Dammit! That's it! I'm leaving! Before I could die of the embarassment!
I was about to leave my seat but they all stopped me.
"Take it easy you two, Keiji is a novice when it comes to this kind of thing so we should help him in this situation alright?" Vannya said.
The two nodded, guilt were visible on their faces and it made me want to punch it.
I sat back on my seat and left a heavy sigh...
"Keiji, It's not enough if you both like each other.. just because you two confessed doesn't really mean that you're already dating.." Vannya.
Shit...
I have no idea about that. I thought that if you like each other than you're already.... Ah fck! Now I like to believe I'm really dumb with these kind of things.
It's a common knowledge yet----Dammit!
"Some people may be like that, a mutual understanding that they are already together after they confessed each other without any courting, asking out or something but in your case, It's your first time and you also want to make it clear to Meiko where your relationship stands.."
"Then.. what should I do.. Vannya?"
"Ask her to be your lover." John.
?!?!!!
Just thinking about doing it is making me embarassed as hell...
"How.. can I do that..?"
They all sighed and gave me a disappointed look!
"What?!" I asked them cause the way they look at me is making me feel irritated!
"Guys, calm down, As what I've said earlier, Keiji is a novice so keep it down.."
"Vannya aren't you also doing it?"
Now you want to come clean huh?
"Relax.. Keiji.. Listen, there are many ways to ask someone to be your lover but the common thing is, ask her out, or surprise her, give her some kind of gift, and boom! "Will you be my girlfriend, Meiko?" But Honestly, whatever works your way is fine, as long as you don't forget the question, that's the important thing."
"W-wait..."
I gasped for an air, as I slowly losing it due to my heart racing uncontrollably with the thought of doing and asking something like that to Meiko.
Is this how guys feel when asking someone out for the first time?
Ahhhh fuck it!
"I'll do it!"
Dammit.. Like hell I have a choice, It's embarassing me to death but If I want to make her mine, I have to do it..
I've never did this kind of thing in my entire life and doing it the first time is making me... nervous as hell..
"Of course you will, You wouldn't want to have sex with her without label right?" John.
"Bet they already did after they confessed, Hahaha!" Brandon.
"Speaking of, Keiji don't be too hard on her alright? She isn't the same as those girls knowing you took her innocence and...." John.
"Virginity." Brandon.
"Hahahahaha!" They laughed and give each other a high five!
"If you two don't shut the fuck up I'll make sure you'll break some of your fcking bones before you go home!! You want that huh?!?!!!"
"Calm down, Calm down.. We're just trying to lift the mood by giving you tip, you look so nervous out there." John said while patting my back..
"You both aren't helping. Thank you."
They both chuckled as if I was joking! Can't they all see I'm stressed out?!
"But I bet she haven't meet the real Keiji Aihara on bed..." John whispered to me and I felt chills all over my body because of the flashbacks that I got when he said that..
And some of those flashbacks... were unpleasant...
"..Or else, she's going to end up hurting and leave you.."
"J-John.. I-I'm not like that anymore..."
"Some girls are into that type of shit, but I'm sure she isn't one of them. It's good that you're not doing that to her or... you'll scare her for life, Keiji..."
?!?!!!
"I-I won't..."
"You are a sadist in bed and you've always wanted to make girls cry in despair and beg you to stop while you ravish them up to their stomach til there's no air left for them to breathe, remember when you choke someone so tight you almost kil-----"
"John!!!!"
Why is my body shaking.....?
I don't want to remember... besides, I managed to get rid of that behavior and kink of mine..
"Sorry.. I'm just reminding you about it Keiji, I don't want you to fck this up now that you have feelings for this someone."
"I told you I'm not like that anymore.. I like Meiko and I want to treasure her in any way that's possible even if It means abandoning a part of me and my habits..."
John gave me a faint smile and patted my back..
"So, when are you going to ask her out, Keiji?" Vannya asked.
"Right away."
"Wow, talking about not wasting time, you want to make her yours that bad huh?"
"And right away, you mean..."
"Tomorrow. I'll invite her for a dinner and I-I'll do my thing."
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MEIKO'S POV
Hindi pa umuuwi si Keiji kaya sinubukan ko munang tawagin si Ivan habang wala sya...
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Ibinalik ko nalang ang cellphone sa maliit na cabinet na nasa gilid ng kama ko..
Ilang beses ko na syang tinawagan pero hindi ko sya ma contact..
Kailangan kong sabihin sa kanya yung totoo kahit anong mangyari..
De bale na, kakausapin ko nalang sya sa lunes.. makikita ko rin naman sya sa classroom..
*RRINGGGG!!! RINGGGGG!!!*
Kinuha ko naman yung cellphone ko nung mag ring ito, laking gulat ko nalang nung makita ko na si Ivan yung tumatawag kaya sinagot ko ito kaagad.
"Ivan?"
[.............]
"Ivan.. M-may sasabihin ako sayo pero hindi ko yun masabi dito sa tawag kaya sa lunes ko nalang yun sasabihin..."
[.............]
"Ivan... Sorry..."
[.............]
Tanging paghinga nya lang ang narinig ko sa kabilang linya..
"Ivan------"
[Is it a selfish thing for me to say that I regretted what I did..?]
"A-ano..? Anong pinagsisihan mo?"
[I shouldn't have let you go... I should have let things as they were, even If everything was hurting you.. atleast you're mine...]
"Ivan.."
[Meiko... Mahal na mahal kita... sa sobrang pagmamahal ko sayo may mga mali akong nagawa at natatakot ako na...]
"A-ano yun..?"
[Magawa ko ulit yung mga bagay na yun... p-pero wag kang mag alala pipilitin kong maging masaya para sayo..]
"Ivan.. anong ibig mong sabihin? Anong magagawa mo ulit?"
[Just.. don't blame me if I lose my mind again... and do things..that I shouldn't...]
"Iv------"
*END CALL*
Binaba nya na yung tawag..
Anong pinagsisihan nya..?
May mga mali syang nagawa at natatakot sya na baka magawa nya ulit yun?
Wala akong naintindihan sa mga sinasabi ni Ivan...
Pero hindi ko gusto ang hangin na pumapalibot saken nung sinabi nya yung mga bagay na yun.. dahil parang may kakaiba sa pananalita nya....
O baka naman.. Guni guni ko lang yun..
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SEVEN HOURS AGO....
THIRD PERSON'S POV
Mahigit dalawang oras na syang umiinom sa isang lugar kung saan nag e-enjoy ang mga tao.
Ngunit hindi sya nandoon para aliwin ang sarili, kundi ilabas lahat ng sakit at pighati na nararamdaman nya dahil sa nangyari, dulot na rin ng pagkalasing ay hindi nya na napigilang ibuhos ang luha kahit na maraming tao sa paligid.
Merong mga babae na sinubukan syang kausapin, at alam nya kung ano ang motibo nito ngunit lahat ng yun ay tinaggihan nya dahil iisa lang ang gusto ng puso, isip, at katawan nya..
"Hi.."
Bati ng isang babae sa kanya..
"S-sino ka..?" Tanong nya dahil hindi malinaw ang kanyang paningin para makita kung sino itong kumausap sa kanya.
Gusto nya itong tanggihan ngunit pamilyar ang boses nito, na para bang narinig nya na ito noon pero hindi nya maalala kung sino iyon kaya sinubukan nya itong kausapin.
"You're already drunk.... and heartbroken..."
"A-ano bang p-pinagsasabi mo..?"
Pano nito nalaman ang nararamdaman nya? Na nagpakalasing sya dahil nasasaktan sya?
Kilala ba sya nito?
"Come with me.."
Hinila sya ng babae at hindi nya na rin nagawang magpumiglas dahil nanghihina na ang buo katawan nya dahil sa alak.
Dinala naman sya nito sa isang tahimik na lugar kung saan walang tao..
"Seems like I can't do anything to sober you up real fast so you have to take this."
"Ano-----Ahhhh!!"
May itinusok ito sa kanya dahilan ng unti unting pagkalabo ng kanyang paningin...
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Pagdilat ng kanyang mga mata ay nasa loob sya ng isang malaking kotse.
"Kaninong kotse to?" Bulong nya sa sarili dahil nasa isang club sya kagabi, Bakit sya napunta dito?
Pagkalabas nya ay may nakita syang babae na nakaupo sa harap ng kotse at nagsisigarilyo..
Nung mapansin nito ang kanyang presensya ay lumingon ito sa kanya..
Gayon nalang ang pagkagulat nya nung makita nya kung sino yun..
"Have you sobered up?"
Hindi nya na ito nasagot dahil ayaw magsalita ng kanyang bibig pagkatapos nyang makita ang babae.
Napakaraming tanong ang umiikot sa isipan nya ngunit isa salita lang ang nagawa nyang itanong dito..
"B-bakit..?"
Bumaba naman ang babae at itinapon ang sigarilyo sa gilid.
Doon na sya nito nilapitan..
Hindi sya makapaniwala sa nakikita nya.. Kilala nya ito ngunit kahit kailan hindi sila nag usap o kinausap ng babae... kaya... bakit?
"I know how you feel... because I also felt the same thing before..."
Hinaplos naman nito ang kanyang mukha...
"The person that we love... are probably enjoying their time together... leaving us in this pit of hell.."
Saka nito inilapit ang bibig sa kanyang tenga at bumulong...
"We're going to break them apart and we'll return them from the people they belong to which is us.."
"A-ano..?"
"For now... let's have them enjoy their days while it lasts.."
Hindi nya alam kung ano ang ibig sabihin nito kaya wala syang maisagot..
"Do you want to have a deal, Ivan Chen?"
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To be continued...