🍸Durk pov🍺
Next week
I was leaving Asian crib and heading home it was like seven thirty and I was heading home I got out the Uber and open the door headed inside and tay and his friends was everywhere and was playin the game I said hi and went to the kitchen got some juice and just sat there on my phone and booka walks in gettin a cup
"why don't you talk like properly unless your wit your friends" I laugh a lil shrugging "I have anxiety I have problems wit big groups of people and meeting new people too" he nods "that why you always hidin in yo room" I nod "yea you guys always here so I stay in my room" he nods as von walks in "so you only come down when your wit yo friends"
I nod "you know you ask a lotta questions" von laughs and he rolls his eyes "I'm just askin cause I ain't ever heard yo ass talk till New Years like youn talk so yea I had to ask" I roll my eyes "well you happy I talk now" he laughs nodding and von shakes his head "Nigga you dead wrong fo that"
"Nigga I ain't ever heard him talk I been to this crib countless times and I ain't ever heard Nigga voice" tay walks in confuse as von laugh "actually you have heard me talk you was just high as shit" "what y'all talking bout and where have you been" he says taking my Cheetos "Nigga apparently ain't ever heard yo brother talk" von says and tay laughs shaking his head
"you still on that shit wit him" booka nods and we all roll our eyes "yea cause up until new year's I ain't ever heard Nigga talk its mad different" I ro my eyes "get over it Nigga" tay says "you got any more questions" he nods and tay and von roll they eyes "why you anti social" I roll my eyes "do you know what anxiety is like just a general question or is you just high"
tay and von burt out laughing and booka mugs me"rude as hell but I'm high" I laugh nodding and I got a FaceTime from melly making me smile even more I put my AirPods in answering it and Nigga was of course not wearing a shirt "wassup smurkio" "hey I missed you and youn text me no mo rude ass" he chuckles rolling his eyes
"my bad i been busy wit gang and music" I nod smiling "the fuck you smiling to hard fo who you talking to" tay says and I roll my eyes "a person wit no name" melly laughs turning his ps5 on "how you gon call me then turn the game on Nigga you gon talk to me" he chuckles and bortlan walks in making me smile even more "Wassup Nigga Wassup durkiooo" "heyy I ain't seen you in a minute what happened to you"
"Nigga gotta girl and fell in love" melly says laughing "ain't no Nigga in love we fuck and dip Nigga" I laugh shaking my head "we all know that at true he don't be loving no bitches mel he just fuck and dip" "facts I ain't ever wit that love shit" bortlan says and melly rolls his eyes lighting a blunt
tay and booka both walk out but von stays gettin a drink "who you talkin yo" von says "melly" he nods kiss me then walks out "not y'all fuckin while you on da phone" bortlan says and I roll my eyes "shut up and go talk to yo hoes" melly laughs and he mugs me "don't make me murk yo Nigga"
I roll my eyes "youn even know my nigga" "I have my ways don't worry" I roll my eyes heading to my room I lay in bed talking to them go a good two hours till they went to chill on they block I put on some Big Bang theory and just watched till late
Midnight
It was round midnight I was in bed tay was still on the block wit his friends mom was watching a documentary.
my phone goes off as I get up from my bed to get water befo I could check it von climbs through my window scaring the fuck outta me "why don't you text me Nigga" I semi yell at him "my bad baby I fo got" I roll my eyes
"yea well don't do that it scared me" he chuckles hugging me "my bad baby" I roll my eyes and he kissed me and I wipe my gloss off his lips and we pull away and he sits on my bed "Dayvon off my bed I ain't finna tell yo ass again" I say as I close my window he chuckles getting off my bed "thank you" he rolls his eyes "baby ass"
I roll my eyes getting a jumper from my closet "where was you the whole day yesterday" "urm me kiana and Asian went to get lotta gifts for india birthday and decorations" he nods confused "when her birthday" "in a week now" he nods "so what y'all doin" "we goin to a five star hotel we gon surprise her decorate it's real nice and shit take her out to eat and all that good shit"
he nods "how long you goin to the hotel fo" I grab my phone off my bed "one night cause we finna take her shopping next day" "Damn y'all be ballin" I laugh rolling my eyes "you know that Nigga I was talkin to in the kitchen does he naturally ask lotta questions or what"
he laughs shaking his head "no he just like that but he my nigga" I nod laughing a lil "ooh Damn he called me three times" he looks at me "who" "bortlan" he mugs me "why Nigga callin you" i roll my eyes "he's my best friend and him and melly was talking bout something and they had to do sum on they block so they ended the call"
he rolls his eyes and I sigh going through my messages on insta "is yo momma sleepin" I shrug and he comes over laying on me "you one skinny but heavy ass Nigga" he chuckles "shut up" he sits up kissing me "why you smell like weed"
he chuckles getting off me taking his jumper and jeans off and got in bed wit me "I was smokin on the block wit gang nem" I nod playing wit his chain "do you think you would get anymo tattoo" he shrugs "maybe might get my niece and nephew names" I nod "that's cute" he chuckles shaking his head
"errything bout my nieces and nephew cute to yo ass" I roll my eyes "I'm bored" I mumble gettin up going to my bathroom "what yo password is" I open my door a lil lookin at him "why" he rolls his eyes "because I wanna see sum" "I roll my eyes "91019" "that is the most awkward password ever" he laugh and I roll my eyes "its the day me and melly was best friends"
"and my birthday" I walk in "wait what" I say totally shocked and he chuckles "yessir ninth of August is me" "Damn I ain't even know that" he chuckles nodding "that how I be ion tell people my birthday" I laugh getting back in me bed next to him putting on a movie "what time do you gotta go"
"ion know I lost my keys at my momma crib so technically I'm locked out till she up so I can stay a lil then I'm finna slide to my cousin crib" I look at him "stay here tonight" he looks at me "is yo momma cool wit that" I smile sitting up "I can don't worry bout that but can you"
he chuckles "only if yo momma ok wit then yea" I nod getting up "lock the door behind me ok" he nods and I walk out hearing the door look then go to my momma room "why you awake" I say confused and she mugs me "why are you awake I'm the adult" I laugh getting in bed wit her
"because I have a big question but befo I ask just know you said I'm your favourite child you said you like him" "no" I mug her "i een said anything yet" she laughs "you gon ask if you can go over to his house right now ain't you" I roll my eyes
"no I wanna ask if he can stay over" I say smiling "durk" "yes favourite human" she rolls her eyes "just tonight" I nod "yea he lost his keys please it's just tonight" she sighs nodding "no sneaky shit ok" I nod "and be careful wit tay ok" I nod kissing her cheek say goodnight and go to my room
I walk in and he was on my phone I lock the door getting back in bed "she said yea" he nods goin back in my phone "what is you doin" "looking at your insta it's so boring youn follow interesting people nearly rapper or something" I mug him "lemme see your insta"
he rolls his eyes nodding and gave me his phone "password" I ask "omg is this your nieces and nephew" he chuckles nodding "yea that Olivia that yasmin and he cj" I smile nodding "that's soo cute omg" he rolls his eyes chucking "anyways password is 170317"
I nod putting its and it unlocks to a wallpaper of his brother "how tall is your brother" "6'2" "Damn how tall are you" "6'1" "Damn tall as hell" he laughs shaking his head I go to his insta and it was mostly gang and some rappers "ooh she soo pretty I swear I love her"
I say lookin at Megan thee stallion page he looks and mugs me "why you usin my page to look at bitches" "cause plus you following her" he looks at me "ion follow her only rapper female I follow is teyana Taylor I think that's the only female I got ion really listen to females like that"
I nodded "she sexy too I like her" he looks at me "what" I laugh shaking my head "what you know it to she sexy as fuck" "I ain't fallin in no trap wit you So ion agree to shit" I laugh shaking my head "you know it's true don't worry" he chuckles shaking his head "whatever Damn" he mumbled looking at something on my phone "what you lookin at"
he shakes his head smiling bare hard at my phone "see this picture makes me know all y'all fucked befo" he says "what" he shows me a photo of me and the girls "ooh that's my favourite picture" he chuckles shaking his head "sum else on gang" I laugh shrugging "what's wrong wit it" he mugs me "you holding he tittie"
I roll my eyes "i done seen there titties lotta times it ain't shit you seen me make out wit Asian" he shakes his head "crazy" I go through his insta and it was entertaining as fuck "Damn he fine" "ight gimme my phone Nigga" I chuckle rolling my eyes giving him his phone and I took mine and he was on my camera roll
"who said yo ass could go on my camera roll" he rolls his eyes "who said you can look at my dms" "shut up" he grabs my throat pulling me up on to him "don't tell me to shut up ight" I smile nodding and he kissed my lips which turned to a make out we both pull away smiling
"you got some nice ass lips" he mumbled smiling and I smile rolling my eyes "aye durkio I know you up gimme back my charger big head ass" tay says I laughed getting his charger taking my AirPods out "how Nigga just gettin back from da block one fifty five"
von says laughing I shake my head "let him be" he rolls his eyes an I open my door a tiny bit looking at tay smiling giving him his charger "here your welcome" he rolls his eyes taking it "don't take my shit again wit out askin" I roll my eyes "you'll live" he rolls his eyes walking to his room I watched him go in and shut his door before I shut and lock my door
"Nigga high as shit" he laughs shaking his head as I blow out my candles "you goin to sleep" I shake my head "no but I'm not finna get back up so im turnin errything off" he nods as o get in bed with him
Next day
I woke up to someone moving next to me I sigh feeling hair "stop touching my hair" von mumbled I sat up looking at the time "you gotta go" he rolls his eyes "Nigga don't disrespect me I ain't a lil Nigga don't be sneakin a Nigga round"
I roll my eyes "yea yea you a big Nigga tay finna come to my room soon so you gotta go" he rolls his eyes getting up and putting his clothes on "what you doin today" "nothing really just my hair it's wash day so just my hair" he nods putting his jumper on "imma see you later then bye"
he kissed my head and left I got up going to brush my teeth once I was done I headed downstairs to make food "hey baby" mom says kissing my cheek "hey mom what you doing today" she smiled "so I gotta speak to you bout that and see if you ok wit it" "what and is tay still sleeping he asked if I could do sum fo him but ion know where he at"
"urm he was pissed this morning he ain't een talk to me he just left and ion know where he at now" I nod getting some oatmeal "so what you gotta talk to me bout" she looks at me smiling a lot "how do you feel bout me moving on from your father" I look at her smiling "really fucking happy youn even understand how happy I would be"
she laughs a lil shaking her head "so you wouldn't mind the fact that I have a boyfriend" "well I hate you never told me but you do you as long as you in a happy relationship" she smile nodding "well yes I am and I know your dad is a very sensitive topic and me moving on is too so I just wanted to give it some time befo I told you bout him"
I sigh nodding "but we are going on a date tonight" I smile "ooh where he taking you" "to a nice lil restaurant then back to his for a lil and home" I nod smiling eating my food "ok momma I see you" she smile rolling her eyes "but we not telling tay not right yet I will talk to him myself" I nod "what you doing today"
"urm hair the whole day" she nods as tay walks in "morning baby why you do angry today" "nun" he says walking past her and into the fridge "Damn who hurt yo sour ass" he stayed quiet and me and mom shrug "when you gon start yo hair" "urm soon I'm gon eat and chill then get into my hair" she nods "well I'm going to the store wit the ladies I will see you guys later"she kissed both our cheeks and left "tay what did you need me to do fo you" he ignores me staring at me for a second then walks out "what I ever do to him" I mumble
Coupl hours later
It's like eight thirty mom left for her date like two hours ago and I'm still doing my hair tay was ignoring me but his friends was downstairs so I ain't really care I got off my bed looking for more elastics when I realised I left it it moms bedroom bathroom I go out to the bathroom and bumped into tay he looks at me then rolls his eyes walking away but I got in front of him
"what I ever do to you why you doin all this to me" "get the fuck outta me face ion wanna see you or talk you cause it's making it heard fo me not to beat the fuck outta yo dumb annoying ass" I roll my eyes "what I do" he pushed passed me hard as fuck making me hurt myself he walks downstairs ignoring the fact that he hurt me
"oww" I got up rubbing my head and I heard the door slam I head downstairs and there was only three of his friends his von booka and some light skin Nigga And omarion "what happened to Nigga" omarion ask giving von the controller "ion know where he at" "he just went outside"
I nod going out side and he was on the porch smoking and staring at his car i just stood there in silence "see I grew up knowing I ain't ever gon hate you only protect you nothing in me will ever come to hate you i stood there that night took four fucking bullets fo yo bitch ass and what I get in return you fucking my best friend the hate I feel fo you so strong I wish you was the ones that got them four shots and fo some reason ion fucking regret saying that to yo ass I hope it fucks you up as much as it fucked me up seeing you in bed wit my best friend"
i started at him for a minute "tay I'm sorry ok I wa-take yo bullshit sorry ion give shit bout you or him ion care just know I fucking mean when I say I hate yo bitch ass" "aye aye chill couzzo that yo brother you cant say that shit bro bro" omarion says walking out wit a blunt
"durk why is you bleeding" "n-nothing" they both look at me "durk why you bleeding my nigga" omarion asks again "nothing Tay pushed me back and I hit my head" "you lucky I ain't kill yo ass" "aye aye bruh chill let's go to the block cah you gotta fucking relax" omarion says walking back inside gettin his and tay coat and tellin the boys
"look tay I'm sorry ok I'm really really sorry" he rolls his eyes walking out and I just stood there on the porch playing wit my chain i sigh going inside and went to the kitchen to at least get a band aid I search the drawers when von walks in "you ight and why you bleeding" "leave me alone ok just leave me" I got a band aid and walked out heading straight to my bed I laid there thinking when I heard my door open
"look ion know what I did to yo ass but you sayin all that ain't gon let me know what I do wrong" von says "it's not you it's tay sorry he found out about us and he's been ignoring me and shit" he sighs nodding "yea I kinda caught on when he was gettin mad irritated whenever I spoke"
he says "what you gon do" I shrug "he hates me so nothing really" "he don't hate you he just mad" "no he told me in is exact words he wish I got shot tho use four time and he hopes it fucks me up that he hates me the same way it fucked him up seeing his brother wit his best friend in bed that's his words straight up"
he sighs "sorry" "can you please just leave me alone fo a bit" he sighs nodding kissed my cheek and left I sigh going to me drawer taking a blade and sat on my bed just thinking bout doing it I sat there for what seems like hours staring at the blade tears rolling down my face staring as the cold metal touched my wrist contemplating on doing it or not
my door then swings open revealing the girls "wass-omg durk" india yells rushing to me and took the blade out my hand and Asian hugs me "did you do it are you ok" I just cried in her shoulder and just ignore them
Ten minutes later
"Is hé ok what happened" I heard mom say Asian pulls away looking at mom "what happened baby what's going on" I sighs shaking my head "what's going on don't tell me no when you had a blade to your wrist" I sigh looking down "we will leave you guys to talk"
I heard india say the girls hug me each and left "what happened" "tay found out bout me and von and well urm he wishes I was the one who got shot and he hates me" she sighs nodding and hugs me "baby he don't mean it he just angry" I sigh shaking my head "he hates me he hopes it fucks me up like it fucked him him seeing his best friend in bed wit his brother"
She sighs hugging me and kissing me "I'm sorry baby" I sigh shrugging "come on let's go ion wanna leave you in your room alone right now" I sigh nodding and we go downstairs "have you eaten anything" I shake my head and we went to the kitchen "what you wanna eat" I sigh shaking my head "nothing I ain't hungry"
she sighs nodding "stay here baby I'm coming" I nod as she walks out and the girls came in "you alright" kiana says hugging me "yea thank you guys" the all smiles "it's ok we are all here for you ok it's ok if youn wanna talk to us but we are all here for you" I sigh nodding "we brought you cake" india says giving me a slice of cake
"thanks" she nods smiling and they stayed a bit till they headed out home I was in the kitchen wit mom "look your brother can never tell you who you can dare and not dare oo I get he's hurt but he'll get over it ok and he ment Nonw of it" I nod
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🎢DonTay pov🎡
Low-key seeing von and durk in his bed this morning made me so fucking angry ion even know why but mostly because I'm protective of durk von a good ass Nigga don't get me wrong but him and my brother it's fucking crazy I'm walking back home from da block wit omarion talking
"Nigga why you say shit too folks" "because he fuckin. von" he looks at me "hol up what the fuck that's the Nigga" I sigh nodding "yea" "so you mad at von too" I nodded "imma murk his bitch ass" "hol on Nah you not finna throw way yo life like that Nigga" I roll my eyes putting my blunt out "nah if Nigga fuck durk up then we rush his ass fo now leave that shit"
I roll my eyes going inside and girls was all there wit out durk "you know what's scary is the fact that we almost never came and he was gon do it" Asian says and they nod "what y'all talking bout and where durk" they all shake they head "he's in the kitchen wit his mom"
india says omarion nod as we sat down mom walks in she looks at me "girls you mind staying wit durk fo a minute" they nod getting up and walking out "tay lemme talk to you" I nod as we go upstairs we went to her room and I sat on the bed "yes" "lose your fucking attitude cause not only did you almost make your own fucking brother committed once again you fuckin told him you wish he got shot four fucking time what the fuck is wrong wit you"
I shrug "tay do you fucking know what it's like to get those calls you told him you hate him he had a blade to his wrist tay don't you get it that's your baby brother you have to protect him from shit like that not be the fucking reason" "so it's just ok for him to date my best friend"
she sighs "look baby I know that hurt you I understand that baby but durks gonna grow up you can't tell him who to stay away from it don't work like that and you know yourself von is a great guy" I look at her "how do you know it's von" she rolls her eyes "I knew when they started this whole complicated thing and when they officially started dating"
I roll my eyes "anyways look baby I know it hurt that he pick your best friend but you know von is a good person at heart you know that" I sigh nodding "but he my nigga" "I know but it just the way it is and you gon have to deal wit it" I sigh nodding "cant they just beak up and errything will be ight"
she hits my back head and I laugh "sorry" "you shouldn't be saying sorry to me you gotta talk to your brother baby cause right now he sitting think you hate him the girls had to call me to tell me he had another blade to his wrist" I sigh nodding " ion wanna talk to them yet I'm still mad and ion wanna say the wrong thing cause I already did. just tell him ion hate him"
she sighs nodding and she hugs me "besides it's not like he's taking him away from you you guys can still be best friends" I nod pulling away "I guess" she rolls he eyes getting up and I do the same "also why you all dressed up where you go" she rolls her eyes "out to dinner" "wit who"
"my boyfriend" "hell naw that shit can't run tell Nigga he gotta to" she laughs a lil shaking her head "baby I'm gon move on it's just life I ain't gon be single fo ever" I roll my eyes
"ight gimme Nigga location lemme talk to him" "no tay" I roll my eyes "imma catch nigga" she laughs shaking her head "you are one protective ass boy" I roll my eyes "imma Nigga nigga not a lil ass boy" "same thing same thing" I roll my eyes as we walked back downstairs
❄️Durk pov 🧊
I was in my room under the covers wit mom sitting on my bed neck to me this happened anytime I try to sh or anything she sleeps and watch over me for a week to make sure ion hurt myself In anyway after a lil while I then fell asleep in her arms