I'm not okay

By Alicia265145

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8 year old Alessia never had the best life. From being taken away from her family at a very young age to bei... More

Author's note
Characters
Chapter one
Chapter two
Chapter three
Chapter four
Chapter five
Chapter six
Chapter seven
Chapter eight
Chapter nine
Chapter ten
Chapter eleven
Chapter twelve
Chapter thirteen
Chapter fourteen
Chapter fifteen
Chapter sixteen
Chapter seventeen
Chapter eighteen
My apologies
Chapter nineteen
Chapter twenty
Chapter twenty-one
Chapter twenty-two
Chapter twenty-three
Chapter twenty-four
Chapter twenty-five
Chapter twenty-six
Chapter twenty-seven
Chapter twenty- eight
Chapter twenty-nine
Chapter thirty
Chapter thirty-one
Chapter thirty-two
Chapter thirty-three
Chapter thirty-four
Chapter thirty-six
Chapter thrity- seven
Chapter thirty-eight
Chapter thirty-nine
Chapter fourty
Book 2 chapter 1 / Bonus chapter
Book 2 chapter 2 / Bonus chapter part 2
Book 2 chapter 3 / Bonus chapter part 3
Book 2 chapter 4 / Bonus chapter part 4
Book 2 chapter 5 / Bonus chapter part 5
Book 2 chapter 6 / Bonus chapter part 6
Book 2 chapter 7 / Bonus chapter part 7
Book 2 chapter 8 / Bonus chapter part 8
Book 2 chapter 9
Book 2 chapter 10
Book 2 chapter 11
Book 2 chapter 12
Book 2 chapter 13
Book 2 chapter 14
Book 2 chapter 15
Book 2 chapter 16
Book 2 chapter 17
Book 2 chapter 18
Book 2 chapter 19
Book 2 chapter 20
Book 2 chapter 21
Book 2 chapter 22
Book 2 chapter 23
Book 2 chapter 24
Book 2 chapter 25
Book 2 chapter 26
Book 2 chapter 27
Book 2 chapter 28
Book 2 chapter 29
Book 2 chapter 30

Chapter thirty- five

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"Boss, the Irish leader is in our custody as well as his side men." I get notified in my earpiece, "good work, place the explosions around the place" I tell them as I rush towards my baby brothers.

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Asher's POV.


The doors of the room get thrown open as Nick rushes into the room with a worried expression on his face.

"Oh my god" he gasps

He falls down in front of us and pulls us both into a hug.

He scans us over with some much worry, it's hard to keep looking at him.

"We have to get you two to the hospital, I'm so glad you're both still alive" he says as he hugs us tightly.

Somehow he manages to pick us both up and run out of the building.

The building explodes when he signals towards Olivier.

Dominic tried to put Ace down before taking me away but we both start almost screaming from being ripped apart from each other again.

"Don't- I need...please don't take me away from him" I beg Nick while looking at Ace who grips my hand tightly as a pained look stretches his face.

"Okay, okay calm down. Breathe, both of you. Take a deep breath" Nick instructs us as he lays me down next to Ace.

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Alessia's POV.



My leg bounces nervously as I wait for the return of my brothers, hoping to everything there is, my brothers will return with the twins as well.

Dominic just left with the others without saying goodbye.

What if they get hurt or die and I didn't get to say goodbye.

I work up a few hours ago, Dominic was still here back then.

He told me that they'd found the twins and were going to get them, then he held me as I fell back asleep while he told me about the nutrition shot he gave me but also told me that he wants me to start eating.

I fell asleep before he could continue talking about me eating.

Anyway when I woke up again another few hours later- now, well ten minutes ago- I found out he left.With everyone except for a few people I've never seen before except for the doctors and Vincenzo.

I'm scared, anxious and nervous but I mean when am I not?

I stare at the entrance of the building intensely.

My breathing is shallow but still I try to stop myself from losing myself in a panic attack.

Vincenzo sits next to me on a chair he has positioned here himself, I need to distract myself.

I turn to Vincenzo, "I know you're dating Flower" I tell him.

He looks down at me and nods his head, his face seems a little troubled and unsure of what to think.

"If you hurt him, I will hate you and I never hate" I warn him.

I could say I'd hurt him or kill him but I can't hurt people like that.

I will never hurt someone like Carlo hurt me.

He looks at me with a small glint of pride in his eyes when hearing my words.

"I won't hurt him nor will I hurt your other brothers or you" he speaks up while looking at me truthfully.

I look at him for a few more seconds then needed but I nod my head before turning my eyes back to the double doors.

"How long until they get back?" I whisper out a question.

He glances at me, "I'm not sure, soon I hope" he says while still looking at my face.

I nod my head and keep quiet after that.

Suddenly the doors burst open and it feels like thousands of voices are screaming around me.

My breathing quickens even more when I see the twins being rolled in the base.

I look at them with wide eyes.

They're covered in blood and look in so much pain.

They're so many cuts.

Their pricks behind my eyes and I can't find it in myself not to let them fall.

Bruised in all shapes and forms, there's so many.

So so many.

They had gotten stripped off of their clothes.

Carlo did that to me too a lot of times.

I was forced to walk around naked and sometimes in really tight, uncomfortable revealing underwear.

I hated how his eyes followed my every movement.

How he would start doing things in front of me and I was forced to watch

He never raped me though, I'm luckily for that. He told me that every day.

He told me that if I ever did anything that was not obeying he would touch me down there too.

I hated how his hands moved over my body, always and everywhere except my...vagina.

He would do things on me, do things in front of me...he touched me but he never got inside me down there so I don't know if it was wrong or not.

I still don't know if it was wrong or not.

The beatings were, Flower told me that.

But he was never inside of me, he never raped me.

So it's not bad, right?

I didn't like it, it wasn't fun but it wasn't like he stopped when I told him no.

It only got worse.

It's only when I fall to the ground that I notice I had stood up in the first place.

That I notice my body shaking so terribly that I couldn't hold myself up anymore.

My breathing is even faster then before as my eyes stay focused on the blood in front of me.

The blood.

Oh god.

There's so much.

So so much.

More tears start falling and in the far distance I hear someone talking.

Not just one person but multiple.

I can't find it in myself to care about it at this moment.

I can't hear them.

It's like a fog went into my mind, making me unable to comprehend or hear them properly.

Black dots start to fill my vision before everything goes dark.

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