Socha nahi tha zindagi mein yun milogi
Milke bhi tum na meri ho sakogi
Par yaad aayegi jab bhi tumhari
Shiqayatein na hongi bas dua rahegi
I was scared of Pramod for the first time in life
I have seen him hurt many times...but this time he was angry...that was a first
Listen to me please..mai tumhe batana-
Instead he keeps his hand on my mouth shutting it
Not a word Susheela !! Kab batane wali thi?! Kya soch rahi thi ki mujhe nahi bataogi Pramod to h hi dumb! Kuch nahi samaj aayega wo blindly trust karta h mujhe?!
Tumhe pta h... tumhe koi haq hi nhi h mujhpe doubt karne ka! Tum meri best friend se jealous thi! Usko kya kya nahi bola tumne even if it wasn't there!! Aur mai? I'm a fucking fool! Itna trust karta hu tumpe ...lagta h puri duniya galat ho sakti h par meri susheela nahi! And this is what i get? Lie ?! Agar tumhe koi pasand h to tum mujhe bata sakti thi! Why the hell are you playing with my feelings
That's when I bite him...it's enough
Yes i liked him okay!! I did but i couldn't because everytime i got close to him ...he reminded me of you!! I have done nothing but hurt him Pramod....I've hurt everyone
I break down crying....the conversation with vivaan..Pramod's confrontation
Susheela decide-
Decide ?! You're still asking me that? I've always choose you Pramod! But i can't help feeling guilty !
For what?!
How would you feel that after waiting for years for me i married some total stranger out of the blue
Vivaan's words ring in my ears
Do you think that dumb doctor will be okay with someone kissing you? Or even touch you ?! Vivaan asked me
i didn't know what to say
You'll soon be handled down with a kid then another and your top 10 surgeon husband won't be sitting at home ...you will be! I would have given you every fucking thing you could ask for su !
That took me off guard that's when i realized he doesn't know about Pramod being chotta haddi
Tum ese kaise kar sakti ho?! Itne time se sirf jhooti umeed de rahi thi?!
I didn't want to marry him okay! I never wanted any of this! But my dad was sick it was either to leave him to die or marry him okay-
Really?! I was walking from the past one year with a freaking ring in my pocket!
Vi...I'm sorry..i just couldn't!
And now you could?!
Yes.. i mean no! It just happened
How can a marriage just happen?!
It did! But i don't regret it! I love him
Oh seriously you love him? How did this happen?! He suddenly pulls my hand up....This ring ?! Does this is what takes for love?!
Enough i slap him hard
Enough vivaan! You've known me for what? 4 years right and you think I'll fall for rings? This is just- uk what you never loved me! I was just your obsession! You're just obsessed with the line that you love me! Do you even know what love is?
Seriously su! After everything I've done
That's not love vivaan! Tell me do you think you'll still love me if you don't talk to me for 10 years?
Honestly i don't know!
See that's what
And you think that dumb doctor will ?
Oh i very well know it
You're known him for what 2 months? And you think he'll love yoi forever? What fantasy are you living in?! You're just fit and beautiful now what about later
I'm living in no Fantasy vi! You know the guy I've been trying to move one from the past years ?! I still love him from 10 years vi ! That's love
Huh so what about that guy? Your chotta haddi! You told me you need time and now you don't need time for that freaking dumb doctor
Enough vivaan!! Stop calling him names! You know that dumb doctor is the one who's loved me for 10 years! He freaking attempted sucide in guilt and that's not it ! That dumb doctor is the first one to support my dreams! He made my family agree to my dreams and after 10 years even when i hated him for everything I've been with....he foolishly trusted me with my crazy plan ended up marrying me !
Vivaan was in utter shock
And that dumb doctor who you think will tie me down actually left his whole well settled life in London for whom? Me! And you thinking he'll tie me down
From all those years i tried to hate him move on from him but i just moved towards him! And I'm happy with him ...yes vi he's my chotta haddi !
Okay then.....well.. I wish a happy life you both of you ahead...i..won't come in your way . Byee su!
And now here i was hurting vivaan by confessing my undying love for Pramod...and hurting Pramod cause he didn't hear my confession of undying love!
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