Tune Jo Na Kaha

10. Samjhawan

Tenu chadd ke kitthe jawan

Tu mera parchhanvaa

Tere mukhde vich hi main taan

Rab nu apne pawaan

Meri duaa.. haaye

Sajda tera kardi sadaa

" Mai London nahi ja raha" Pramod says 

I was beyond happy....mom knew it ! 

~Kitchen ~ 

Ladai hui? 

Hmm... 

Tch kya hua...kaise kaddu jaisa muh banaya h! 

Pramod ko London jana h...mujhe mumbai 

Susheela ye to hona hi tha na! Shadi ke pahle baat nhi ki ? 

Nhi...i say looking down 

Tumne pata h jay ne mujhe kabhi kaam karne mana nhi kiya....par jabse rohtak aaye yaha kuch kar hi nhi saki mai..

Apko bura nhi lagta apne dreams chod ke? 

Starting me lagta tha..,par ye mera decision tha mujhe force nhi kiya kisi ne...isliye nahi ....uss time meri family jada important thi mere liye...

Par haar baar hum hi kyu sacrifice kare? 

Agar tumhe koi bhi cheez sacrifice lagti h na to wo mat karna! Life time bura lagega...

But Pramod bhi yehi chahta h....usne bola ki shadi ke baad hota h..

Susheela I'm sure Pramod ka wo matlab nahi h....he loves you the way you are... he'll never want you to change 

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That's where i knew how to convince him 

And mom was right 

He was looking at me smiling as i pull him into a bear hug 

I wish i could tell how much i loved him !! 

"Thank you" 

He suddenly hits me lightly and gives me a glare 

Okay okay ! Thank you back 

We both sit quietly looking at the stars 

I guess we could do all this better than last time 

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He finally speaks after a while

Tum mumbai abhi chali jana...mujhe thode time London jake waha se sab move karna hoga.... aur apartment bhi sell kar dunga....phir wapas 

I laugh and say dekh lo Pramod wapas jane ke sare chances chale jayenge 

He snuggles closer to me 

Huh....then you will have to bare this irritating roommate forever 

Vaise....mai soch rahi hu.... mai bhi chalu London? 

Sachi?!

 I could see his excitement 

Han jada se jada ek month h...mai bolti hu baby ko...they'll understand 

You know sushi i wanted this from sooo long ! I want to show you around! Make you meet my friends....they are Gonna love you ! He says like a 10 year old excited kid 

Well liz hated me.... who knows 

Past tense ! She was just jealous.... best friend best friend competition type... my friends already love you

Yeah? Why? Because you won't shut talking about me? 

I saw him turn red in embarrassment as i pulled his cheeks 

So what are you gonna introduce me as? Sabko pata h shadi ka? 

He thinks for a while then speaks 

Gods no ! They are gonna eat me alive 

So you'll not tell them? I ask suspiciously 

Ofcourse bataunga ! But just thinking ki kitne extreme reactions aane wale h 

I laugh into his shoulder remembering the comments on my post

It can't be as extreme as i got....

Pramod starts laughing too and says "Susheela are you sure tum pregnant nahi ho "

I hit him lightly..... nhi nhi ! Tumne mujhe gun point pe fasa liya tha ! Aur dekho shadi karna padi  ! 

On a serious note i guess you'll be a good mother in future....I'm lucky .....he says looking into my eyes 

I immediately turned red but then i realized something 

Wait? Have you thought about our kids?! 

Maybe kids..maybe the process! Who knows?! He says laughing as he runs down to our room 

Ughhh why did he even joke about it! Or was he serious...

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