It's like being in a deep ocean with less and less oxygen and you can only watch and do nothing.
It's a suspended death sentence, and you don't know which day is the real sentence.
Gu Bao understood that that day was coming. Since Pei Ting was unwilling to give him his shoulder, he stopped focusing on him, and even gradually lost interest in his body.
He clearly felt that Pei Ting took back his love, but he couldn't do anything. He could only refresh the network nervously, read every news about Pei Ting above, and didn't dare to ask the person in the next room.
Gu Bao was trapped. He couldn't sleep well every day and couldn't eat. He wanted to rush to Pei Ting's room several times, grabbed Pei Ting and asked him why he was doing this to him. Every time he stopped at the door, frustrated and left. go.
His weight loss also made Pei Ting in a bad mood. After Gu Bao put down his chopsticks after taking only a few bites again, Pei Ting frowned and said, "Sit down and finish the meal."
"I'm full." Said After Gu Bao left the dining table, he sat down on the sofa and turned on the TV.
Pei Ting took a deep breath: "Gu Bao, come here, don't make me angry."
Gu Bao curled his knees with his cheeks on top, he tilted his head to look at Pei Ting, and asked in a serious tone: "Why are you angry? "
I can eat it, I can't eat it, and I lose weight and gain weight, does it make a difference to you?" Gu Bao even smiled: "Anyway, you don't even want to do love with me now, and my figure won't affect it." How do you feel?"
Pei Ting said with an expressionless face, "Finish the meal."
Gu Bao didn't get the answer he wanted, so he turned back boringly, and continued to watch TV while hugging his knees.
Pei Ting stood up, the chair rubbed on the ground making an unpleasant sound, Gu Bao trembled, but when Pei Ting walked in front of him, he raised his head: "Let me eat, but I have a condition."
Pei Ting used Looking at him with a clear look: "What are the conditions, take you out to relax, or want to see your father? Or do you want to meet someone?"
He looked condescendingly at Gu Bao on the sofa, at the thinner chin, the bloodless lips, the beautiful eyes, and the trembling eyelashes because of every word he said.
Gu Bao's pear vortex has not appeared for a long time.
He heard Gu Bao say, "None of them."
Pei Ting closed his eyes tiredly, and he even thought, Gu Bao said if you let me go, he really wants to let go.
Forcibly keeping people behind and torturing each other is meaningless except to make yourself more miserable.
Gu Bao's voice was a little hoarse and trembled a little: "Pei Ting, hug me."
Pei Ting opened his eyes, Gu Bao raised his head and looked at Pei Ting stubbornly, he said calmly, without a trace of hypocrisy, he really I just wanted Pei Ting to hug him.
Gu Bao stretched out his hand and looked at Pei Ting expectantly, as if he really lacked Pei Ting's hug, and he really liked Pei Ting. They are not imprisoned, but a temper tantrum between lovers. All it takes is a hug to resolve everything.
Gu Bao waited for a long time, but Pei Ting never bent down to hug him, but looked at him with a complicated look, and then Pei Ting turned and left.
His shoulders were sore and his eyes were sore. Gu Bao took a deep breath and put down his hand. Since he couldn't wait for a hug, he kept holding it up for something. It was stupid.
The fifth sister-in-law came over that night. Gu Bao didn't know whether the fifth sister-in-law knew about him and Pei Ting, and Gu Bao couldn't say anything nonsense. It was just that he rarely saw other people, so Gu Bao had a little smile on his face.
The fifth sister-in-law used to know him very well and was very kind to him. When she saw him, she said distressedly, "I have lost a lot of weight."
Gu Bao wrinkled his nose and smiled: "It is more masculine when you are thin." In the
kitchen, the fifth sister-in-law While kneading the flour, he chatted with him, "Young master hasn't returned to the old house for a long time to eat. He used to love my little dumplings."
Gu Bao asked curiously, "Mixed dumplings?"
Fifth sister-in-law: "Yes, He doesn't like sweets, but he likes this."
Gu Bao: "Teach me too, okay? I haven't done this before."
Fifth sister-in-law smiled: "Of course, you can put on an apron and wash your hands."
When Pei Ting came down, the kitchen There was a burst of laughter and laughter, Pei Ting looked over, but saw Gu Bao's long-lost pear vortex reappeared on his face, covered with flour, he smiled and asked: "Really? Just because I didn't pass the exam?" The fifth sister-in-
law said : "Isn't it? After crying for a long time, I was coaxed by Xiao Tangyuan."
Gu Bao laughed again, and Pei Ting stood there for a long time before walking over and knocking on the island.
The two people with their backs to Pei Ting turned their heads one after another. The fifth sister-in-law was still smiling, but the smile on Gu Bao's face disappeared, as if he was an uninvited guest, destroying Gu Bao's rare happiness.
Pei Ting said, "Sister-in-law Five, I want to go out, so I don't need to cook for me."
Sister-in-5 sighed and frowned, "But Bao..." Gu Bao tugged at Sister-in-law Five's skirt: "It's okay, the two of us. You can eat, too."
Pei Ting saw his small movements, and without saying anything, went straight to the entrance, put on his coat and went out.
After Pei Ting left, the fifth sister-in-law said, "We've been busy for a long time, and we've been busy for nothing."
Gu Bao glanced at the cute little dumplings on the island: "It's alright, wait for him to come back for dinner at night. That's ok ." In the
end, there was a big bowl of glutinous rice dumplings left, which was pasted by Gu Bao with plastic wrap and put in the refrigerator. He kept a post-it note on the refrigerator.
He hoped that Pei Ting could see and taste this bowl of dumplings.
I don't want Pei Ting to know that he made it, so I just wrote that there is a supper left by the fifth sister-in-law in the refrigerator.
However, that night, Pei Ting came back very late, and the fifth sister-in-law would come every day after that, and would not leave until the meal was prepared and accompanied by Gu Bao.
The fifth sister-in-law took Pei Ting's place, and Pei Ting never stayed to accompany Gu Bao to eat, and either didn't go home or came back very late.
The bowl of glutinous rice dumplings was kept until it was no longer edible, and the fifth sister-in-law took it out of the refrigerator and said to Gu Bao, "Baby, this is all broken, let it go."
Gu Bao was stunned and opened the plastic wrap. , it is indeed broken, and even if it is deliberately refrigerated, it cannot stop it from gradually going bad. Gu Bao poured out the bowl of small dumplings with his own hands and washed the bowl.
After washing the dishes, Gu Bao felt a burst of sour water in his stomach, so uncomfortable that he covered it, and said to the fifth sister-in-law, "fifth sister-in-law, I will go upstairs to sleep, so I don't have to cook my dinner."
Fifth sister-in-law was surprised Said: "How can this be done? I'm here to cook for you. If you don't eat it, then who will eat it?"
Even if he had guessed it long ago, Gu Bao was still a little uncomfortable: "Pei Ting is the master of this family, He is your young master, and you can leave the food you make to him."
Sister-in-law 5 embarrassed: "But..." Gu Bao interrupted her: "But he
doesn't come back to eat now, right?"
Pulling the corners of his mouth, he smiled bitterly: "Why..."
If Pei Ting can't go home because of him, then he can leave. Since he is a beast of a flood, why should he be forced to stay?
Gu Bao pressed his stomach and went upstairs. After taking painkillers, he was ready to sleep. The dull pain in the stomach was gradually relieved by painkillers. Gu Bao knew that it was a stomach disease caused by emotions. Since his family went bankrupt, he had suffered from it. Since then, as long as the mood is very bad, the disease will jump out and torment he.
I don't know how long I was groggy when my phone vibrated. Gu Bao struggled to get up and glanced at the caller ID, it was Fang Ling.
He is not familiar with Fang Ling, how could Fang Ling suddenly call him?
After answering the call, Fang Ling's voice was a little hurried: "Gu Bao, are you and Pei Ting still together?"
Gu Bao was stunned by her question, but still cautiously said: "What's the matter, what are you talking about?"
Fang Ling's voice had a faint madness: "They are going to get engaged the day after tomorrow, you know?"
The painkillers didn't seem to work, and the pain almost tore Gu Bao in half, making him curl up in self-protection, his body kept shaking, and he couldn't stop.
She didn't hear Gu Bao's reply for a long time, Fang Ling said with a crying voice: "What are you doing! Aren't you with Pei Ting! Don't you care?!"
She didn't wait for Gu Bao's answer for a long time, only sobbing Said: "If you don't do it, I will do it!"
Gu Bao finally found his voice: "What are you going to do?"
Fang Ling hung up his phone, Gu Bao was so painful that he could not hold the phone steady, he went out a lot Sweat, the phone slipped from the quilt and fell to the ground.
His brain was in chaos. During this period, he didn't know if he had passed out. He saw many intermittent pictures. Pei Ting was engaged to someone, and he put the ring on another person's hand.
It was probably a dream, a nightmare.
Gu Bao wanted to go over, but was blocked by a layer of invisible things. He kept shouting in his dream, and he couldn't hear what he shouted.
When he opened his eyes again, there was a white ceiling in front of him, and he came to the hospital.
Pei Ting sat next to him with a bad expression. Gu Bao moved his gaze to Pei Ting's face, the pictures in his dream, the phone call before going to bed, he couldn't tell which was real and which was fake.
Gu Bao asked weakly: "What's wrong with me?"
Pei Ting: "Severe anemia caused by stomach bleeding."
Gu Bao slowly blinked his eyes: "Oh."
Pei Ting seemed to be unable to bear it any longer: "Why don't you talk to Wu if you're not feeling well? Sister-in-law said, or make a phone call! Do you know what the consequences will be if you don't find out in time!"
Gu Bao lay calmly on the bed, lifeless, as if listening to something unimportant. Seeing him like this, Pei Ting was speechless.
The doctor said that this situation is mostly caused by overwork or emotional stress. After Gu Bao was locked up by him, apart from staying at home, he had no chance to work at all.
That's why, for obvious reasons, it's because of being by his side.
Gu Bao struggled to sit up, and Pei Ting subconsciously stretched out his hand to support him. When he touched Gu Bao's hand, it was unbelievably ice-cold, without the slightest bit of blood.
Gu Bao said weakly, "Where's my cell phone?"
Pei Ting: "You're already like this, what else do you need a cell phone for!"
Gu Bao's lips moved, and after his eyes fell on Pei Ting's face, all his movements were indifferent. He stopped, as if to talk to himself, but also as if to laugh at himself: "Yes, I'm already like this, what do I need a mobile phone for."
He should thank Fang Ling, and hope that what Fang Ling has done can ruin this engagement , if it can't be destroyed, he doesn't mind adding more fuel to the fire.
Pei Ting wants to leave him to get engaged, in the next life!