What have I done? Sam put a hand to her hair and messed it up.
Bumalik sa alaala niya ang mga pinag gagawa nilang dalawa ni Amelia. She lost control and now she lost it. Wala siyang masisisi kung hindi ang sarili niya. Amelia is still a married woman for goodness sake.
She felt shame on her whole body. Nanginginig ang buong katawan niya habang nakaupo sa dulo ng higaan. She lowered her head when she saw the Jacuzzi.
"Sam take me again. I want you." Amelia held her shoulders and walked towards the Jacuzzi. May pinindot ito sa gilid at nang umapak si Sam sa tubig ay naramdaman niya agad ang init na nagmumula doon.
It made her body fire up again.
Pinaharap siya nito sa salamin at nag simula ulit halikan ang mga labi niya.
Sam groaned and held Amelia tighter. Their bodies are sleek with water and they did it again inside the Jacuzzi.
Hanggang ngayon sa tuwing naiisip niya ang mga pinag gagawa nila ay nag iinit ang pakiramdam niya. She never felt so alive yet now that she could think with her brain and not with her body. Parang nag sisisi siya sa nangyari sa kanila.
If she could just endure it a bit more. Bakit hindi niya na napigilan ang sarili niya. Where is her pride in her self control?
Napahilamos siya sa mukha niya. What will happen now? Itutuloy na ba na nito ang inevitable na paghihiganti nito? Will she be left alone broken? Babalik ba ito kay Christian?
"S-Sam?" Nilingon niya si Amelia nang kapain nito ang gilid nito. "Cum here baby."
Sam averted her eyes when Amelia fully opened her eyes dahil hindi niya hinawakan ang kamay nito. Bumangon ito sa higaan at kunot ang noong sinilip ang mukha niya. Marahil ay nag tataka itong bihis na bihis na siya. Samantalang ito ay hubad pa.
Nahulog na nga ang kumot sa katawan nito sa pag bangon nitong iyon and Sam suddenly had the urged to take Amelia again and hear her moans. Pero ikinuyom niya ng mahigpit ang mga kamay niya. She won't fall for it anymore. Kailangan niyang tatagan ang sarili niya.
"What's wrong?"
"You know na mali ito, boss. I-I..." Sam sighed and looked away. But everywhere she looked there were traces of their lovemaking.
Nanlaki ang mga mata niya nang hawakan nito ang baba niya at paharapin siya dito.
"Sam whatever happened between us. I like it." Amelia looked around. "I love it, actually. You made me feel alive. I never felt that kind of pleasure in so long. Kaya don't tell me that what we did was wrong."
Napatitig si Sam dito. Matagal na bang wala itong sex life? Why did Amelia settle for her? Karapat dapat ba siya sa atensiyon na binibigay nito?
"I-I'm sorry, Boss. But I can't do it again."
"Samantha..."
She felt her whole body lit on fire sa pag tawag nito sa pangalan niya. Napapikit siya ng mariin at nang imulat niya ang mga mata niya ay ang intense ng titig nito. Those brown eyes held fire again and its making Sam burn.
Her whole body felt like it was lit on fire. Her body is yearning again for Amelia.
Amelia reached out for her pero iniwas niya ang kamay dito.
Iniwas niya din ang tingin dito. "We still need work to do."
"Sam. Please... stay with me in bed. I want to cuddle."
Ang suyo ng boses nito and Amelia said it in low and husky voice. That it takes everything in Sam not to give in. Pero sa huli ay nagawa niyang tumayo at iwan ito sa kwarto.
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Nakasimangot si Amelia habang nakakapit pa rin sa braso niya. Sam tried to take it away pero pinandilatan siya nito ng mga mata.
"Don't take it away or I'll do much worse, Samantha."
Sam pursed her lips. Bahala ito.
Nilibot ulit nila ang buong resort at ngayon ay seryosong in-assess ni Sam ang problema ng buong resort.
She put a hand to her chin and looked around. The number of people who are visiting the hotel is still massive despite the problems. Kaya siguro hindi pa din iniisip ni Vincent na malaking problema iyon. But it could turn into a big problem sooner than later.
"So what should we do?"
Amelia asked serious this time. Hindi na din ito nakakapit sa braso niya that gave her some relief.
She told Amelia and Vincent what she thinks and approve naman sa dalawa. But when the night falls. Hindi na mapakali si Sam. She wants to get away from Amelia para hindi na maulit ang nangyari sa kanilang dalawa. Maybe she could ask the hotel staff kung meron nang available na room.
She looked around her. Mabuti na lang at natakasan niya kanina si Amelia. She couldn't really get near Amelia without being turned on. Every minute na kasama niya ito ay lagi lang siya nitong inaakit.
Pinagtataka lang ni Sam ay kung bakit hinahabol pa rin siya nito kahit na nakuha na nito ang gusto nito. Does Amelia want her to be hopelessly inlove with her? Hindi pa ba sapat dito ang lahat? Ano bang gusto nito sa kanya?
Sam bit her lip hard when she went to the receptions area. Pagdating niya doon ay parang gulat na gulat pa ang receptionist.
She leaned in on the counter. "I want a room booked for myself. I don't care how much. Babayaran ko."
"P-Pero Mam, di ba po ay kasama na kayo ni Mrs. Montenegro sa loob ng kwarto."
Sam gritted her teeth. Mrs Montenegro. There it was again the reminder that what she was doing with Amelia is wrong. She was entangled with Christian and now his wife. Her mother wouldn't approve of her doing this just to wreck a marriage apart. Maybe when she was the Samantha before ay wala lang sa kanya ang lahat. But now she knew that her actions had consequences.
"Di mo ba ako naiintindihan Miss? I want a room for myself."
"Sam? Anong nangyayari dito?"
Sam closed her eyes tightly bago niya harapin ang nag mamay-ari ng boses na iyon.
"Mrs. Montenegro." Lumabas ang babae sa cubicle nito at yumuko kay Amelia. "Gusto po ni Ms. Del Rio na mag book ng ibang room."
Sam sets her lips in a thin ine. Kumunot ang noo nito nang tingnan siya. Sinalubong niya ang tingin nito. She won't fall for that damn charm again.
"If you won't allow me to book a room, Boss. I'll fly out of here mamaya din."
Amelia looked out of the window of the hotel then back at her. "Sam... madilim na sa labas at hindi ko alam kung may masasakyan ka pa. Why are you so fussy about sharing a room with me?"
Sam looked incredously at Amelia's way. Seryoso ba ito sa tinatanong nito? Kailangan niya bang isaisahin ang mga dahilan?
Pumintig ang sentido niya.
She looked back at the hotel receptionist. Then back at Amelia's face again.
"Please boss. Let me have a room for myself. I don't want to risk it all."
Firm niyang pagkakasabi. Amelia pouted and sighed.
"Meron pa bang ibang rooms na available, Kim?"
Umiling agad ang babae pagka tingin dito ni Amelia.
Sam sighed. Here they go again with Amelia's tactics.
"Fine ako ang maghahanap kung may available na rooms."
Hindi niya na inantay na mapigilan siya ng dalawa. She went to the back of the reception and looked for a green colored image. Napangiti siya ng may makita siya. It was even on the first floor. Malayong malayo sa Honeymoon suite ni Amelia.
"I'll take this room."
Tinuro ni Sam ang vacant room. Walang nagawa ang receptionist kundi sundin ang gusto niya.
Amelia is silent habang tinititigan lang siya. Kitang kita niya sa mga mata nito ang apoy ng determinasyon. And she doesn't like what she's seeing.
Damn!
Bakit ang ganda at ang sexy nito habang nakatingin sa kanya ng ganun? Her body burned. Para na naman siyang lalagnatin at bago pa siya makagawa ng panibagong pagkakamali ay kinuha niya agad sa receptionist ang susi nang ibigay nito iyon. She thanked the woman bago siya nag mamadaling umalis sa presensiya ng mga ito.
Thank God at hindi na din naman siya sinundan ni Amelia. Her boss just stood there looking at her. Sam tore her eyes away from Amelia. Sana ay makawala na nga talaga siya sa ngayon dito.