*Reader is Gender-Neutral! <3*
Requested by: @breaktherouxls___
⚠Warnings ⚠
-Mentions of yelling
-Mentions/ descriptions of anxiety attacks
If any of these things make you uncomfy in ANY way, feel free to click off! I don't want to trigger anyone!!
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The room felt unbearably hot. The world around you was spinning, making your vision blurry. Your body was shaking, making it hard to stand. Your heart was pounding, each beat coming harder than the last. Your mind was absorbed in thought. Why were you like this? Why couldn't you shrug this off like everybody else? Why? Whywhywhywhywhywhywhywh-
Your knees gave out as you fell to the cold, hard floor. Your shaky hands made their way to your head, attempting to pull yourself together. Violent sobs racked your hunched, shakey body. One of your hands flew to your mouth, attempting to silence your loud sobs. Nobody can see you like this. Nobody will see you like this.
Rouxls Pov:
'i haven't seen mine lover in a whilst... I know The King wanted to "speak" with them... I'm sure they're ok... Right?? I should... I should check in on them. Just to maketh sure everything is ok!'
He immediately went to search for you. He knew that you were... sensitive. He eventually found you, hyperventilating on the floor. Thoughts swarmed his mind:
'Whatst happened?? art they hurt?! whatst Didst The King say to them?!'
He got on the floor and held your hands, trying to ground you. He took deep breaths, instructing you to follow them. In...Out....In...Out... He asked if he could hold you, you, of course, said yes. He held you close, wiping away every tear you shed. He rocked you in his arms, trying to get you relaxed. You opened your mouth to apologize, but he immediately shushed you.
"love, thoust don't hath to apologize. Thou hath nothing to be sorry for. I'm sorry i couldn't be here sooner... Just know that i love thoust and that i shall alwayst be here for thoust."
You hugged him tightly, whispering "I love you." He kissed your forehead softly... Exhaustion soon caught up with you and you fell asleep in his arms. He noticed this and smiled... but... you two were still on the floor! He lifted you up and carried you to his shop so the both of you could rest...
ChOkes: hI
I know this isn't my best work. FAR from it. PLEASE let me know if you want this re-written! I'm sorry for being away for so long!! I'm gonna try and get the final chapters out soon. Thank you for reading, have a great day/night! <3