Jiyeon's Pov:
I felt everything surrounding me has stopped, I was feeling numb to everything , suddenly yesterday's scene flashedback how I just made jungkook to go to yn , i was feeling floor beneath me has been slide away , sliding down the wall i just clutched my heart cos I was feeling someone has been stabbing my heart on continuous basis, sudden lack of oxygen made me difficult to breath.
Honey, my kookie you met with an accident, I shouldn't have let you go on the first place, am the biggest bitch worst woman ever existed am sorry very sorry my love.
I was thinking to myself words were struck in my throat I couldn't speak anything for a while, tears flowing down from my eyes continously as I hugged my knees tightly and cried loudly,
"j-jungkook my love am sorry for letting you go am so s-sorry"
muttering to myself I just hugged myself tightly. There was sudden feeling of seeing jungkook appeared I wanted to see him I wanted to hear him , unless and untill I won't talk to him I'll be feeling like am dying each passing second.
picking up my phone and dialing jungkook's number I bring the phone near my ears eagerly waiting for him to pick up the call and after 30 seconds IVR said
"the number you're trying to reach is not answering pls try again later"
my heart just sank in my belly when I didn't get any answer from him, I cried more and again dialed the number.
"pls pick up the call my love am sorry"
I was talking to myself and brought the phone near to my ear waiting for him to answer the call but again after 30 seconds of ring still there wasn't any reply from his side,
I just felt numb and covered my mouth trying to control my heavy breaths not to lose my conscious self,
"no he is fine, yn told me he is fine he is definitely fine there he will be picking my call up"
I was just trying not to lose any hope I just wanted to know that he is doing fine there I was dying to hear is voice, after giving twenty calls still there wasn't any reply from him.
heaving a tired sigh and resting my head against the wall I gave another call with my swollen eyes I just placed my hands on my neck with the hope that sooner or later he is definitely gonna pick the call up,
I closed my eyes as a tear rolled down when the call was still ringing but no reply and my eyes opened up within seconds and I got to hear
"hello" from the other side from him
I closed my eyes at the relief and let the tears just flow down, I just can't even express in words how much happy and relived I was after hearing from him
"hello jiyeon?" I got to hear my name from his angelic voice it was music to my ears,
"k-kookie" I manged to say his name from my dry throat
"k-kookie you o-OK" I said choking on my own saliva
"jiyeon-ah? sweetheart why you crying is everything ok??" he asked me being concerned which made me feel more bad,
"am sorry kookie am s-sorry I shouldn't have let you go pls come back to m-me"
I said crying harder on the phone with my eyes shut tight
"calm down sweetheart ill be right there OK stop crying"
he said making me calm down but this dumb guy doesn't know I can't be ok with the fact that he met with an accident yesterday, I wish I could be there on his place.
"no kookie I shouldn't have let you go I - I should have stopped you from leaving you wouldn't have met with any damn a-accident"
I replied with lots of difficulties my throat actually started aching.
"accident? who told you about ac- ah I know this who must have told you this girl" I could feel frustration in his voice,
"okay so jiyeon listen to me no crying oka-" he was stopped on his mid sentence
jungkook's Pov :
I was shocked to see so many missed calls from jiyeon for a second my heart stopped beating thinking about the possibilities, shrugging off the negative I picked the call up only to hear her crying which honestly break my heart into pieces, cos I actually wasn't expecting or didn't want her to cry tho and after getting to know the reason I was so pissed that I wanted to shout yn for telling her that happened and bullshits and after all she wasn't at the fault either, her cryings got increase every passing seconds which was bothering me like anything
I was telling her to not to cry but shut my mouth when I saw yn opening the door
"jungkookie come breakfast is-"
she stopped in her tracks when she noticed my worried expression,
frowning she made her way towards me making my hear beat increase I just gulped and looked at her, I immediately turn the screen light off with jiyeon still being on call.
" what's wrong jungkookie everything OK" she asked me being worried too
no nothing is ok your best friend is crying and I want to go to her.
I was snapped back from my thoughts when yn called me again with her soft voice, sighing I just nodded my head and I saw my phone and realised that jiyeon has cut the call already.
I heaved a sigh of relief and took a deep breath with closing my eyes to calm myself down,
looking back at her I saw her tensed face waiting for my answer.
"ah its nothing yn-ah like I got a call from my client they are actually being hard to convince from my managers and they are thinking of cancelling the deals, Mr kang told me they are holding meeting today so I've to go there you know it's urgent, or else I'll lose million dollar deals"
I said trying to come up with a good excuse to go out and meet her
hearing me yn just gasped and covered her mouth with her hands,
"God but why they wanna do it at the end moment and they know right dealing with jeons is actually beneficial for them" and yn's business mind started working it seems making me cuss myself for such a stupid excuse
"ah yea I know right unless and until I dont attend the meeting I wouldn't be able to understand the situation I've to go I think"
I said trying to make her believe and fortunately she did I guess with her facial expression.
she was in a deep thought that some how made me restless cos what thoughts would be going on in her mind and I hope its not related to me or her.
I made snapped her back from her thoughts by calling her making her jump up a bit
"then you should go right if it's a big loss for the company" she said with a tensed expression
I just nodded to her "when you'll be leaving for the meeting" she asked and I actually wanted to go now cos I was dying to meet her dude
"yea like within few mins" I said making her gasped loudly "few mins?? you mean now???" she asked making me nod at her, yn just sighed and asked again "could you please have breakfast at least don't leave the house without having any meals" she said with a concerned face and making me feel guilty,
I actually don't want to lie to you yn-ah, but I've to go I can't compromise with anything if it comes to her
I just nodded my head to what she said
"I'll get change into something professional just wait for me ok" I said to her making her nod her head to what I said and going downstairs
I quickly messaged jiyeon
"I'll be there within 20 mins till then don't cry ok? love you"
I quickly changed into formals,
white shirt and black pants
within a second I got a message from her
"we'll be waiting for you honey pls be careful ok, drive slowly and don't rush love you too"
I chuckled and made my way down stairs only to see yn waiting patiently for me, putting the phone in the pocket of my pants I sat on the dining table in front of her and she forwarded the black bean noodles which smelled so delicious, without wasting any minutes I just started eating my breakfast.
there was complete silence for a while and I was in my own world thinking about her if she would be fine or not? she would be still crying? all these thoughts were making me feel restless, but then I felt a soft hand placed on top of mine which was the table and it was none other than yn's hand
"everything will be fine jungkookie don't think about it much ok, you'll get the deal" she said making me smile at her innocence and guilty at the same time, I gave her my signature smile and nodded to what she said.
after few mins I was done with my breakfast, having a glass of water and wiping it with mini towel I made my way towards the door and didn't even realise yn was folowing me too
I was actually out of the door but then yn's soft was stopped me on my tracks,
"jungkook" she said making me turn towards her only to see her beautiful and innocent face filled with concern and worry for a guy like me
I walked towards her and cupped her face with one hand
"ill be fine yn-ah ok will be back in few hours" I said caressing her soft of her cheeks
sighing yn placed a hand on top of mine and was hesitant about something.
yn's Pov :
I can't risk this time I wanted to kiss his forehead and without thinking further I just cupped her face,pushing myself upwards and planted a soft kiss on her forehead, he was shocked and speech and on the other hand I was red but I still don't feel has about it cos I don't wanna risk my husband's life
"pls don't think bad of me, mommy used to kiss my popps whenever he used to leave for work and a kiss before work works as a safety guard and I don't want you to be in any danger that's why I did it too and-"
I was keeping on explain him and wasn't looking at him out of shame but was stopped when I felt a kiss on my cheeks making me frozen at my place. I just looked at him with a red crimson cheek who was having a smile plastered
" you should be safe too"
he said making me speechless, I was trying to find for words but nothing could come out from my mouth making jungkook to Chuckle more, I wanted to just Bury myself alive at that moment.
"I'll see you soon sweetheart" he said with a smile on his face and making his way towards the car and making me to follow him till gate
"pls be safe jungkookie OK and I'll be waiting for you" I said as he sat on the car and started the engine, giving a smile to me before driving off
sighing I just looked at his car
"pls keep him safe God wherever he goes"
I said to myself and made my way inside the mansion.
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Damn~long ass chapter~
hope you all enjoy the updates, see you soon in the next part.
purple you all angels.