Tw: Slight Mention of eating disorders, this chapter is kinda longgg
I V Y
Almost two weeks have passed we've won all our competitions so far and for Alex and I, well we've been fucking.
We have casual sex, it feels like everyday because anytime I see him we both run off to fuck.
After practice sweaty shower sex. He would sneak out his class and pull me out of mine to have sex in my dorm. We call them tutoring sessions and Alex has needed a bunch of tutoring.
We start in the living room actually studying for five minutes then we move to his room and we just have sex then we continue studying.
He's even started to sleepover after we have sex and some days we wouldn't have sex we would just watch movies and he'd always bring food.
Practice has been very intense today, we have a competition sunday which coach Daisy is working our asses off for.
We're doing are daily weighing and i'm waiting to get called.
When Kimani comes out she look neutral and I assume she's in her weight level.
"Ivy" Coach Sapphire calls me and I stand up going to her.
She weighs me but once I step off going to sit down she sighs.
"Is there something you've been doing differently?" She asks and squint shaking my head, besides the constant sex no.
"well you're almost five pounds over your designated weight, this isn't a big problem because you're still perfectly fine, by the next weighing you should be back to your normal weight it only would take two weeks to loose five pounds and with your daily routine and work outs you'll loose it sooner, it's not mandatory to loose it so do what feels right and what's healthy" She explains and I nod.
Almost Five Pounds over weight, five pounds??
When I leave the place i'm sitting outside on the bench not bothering to speak to anyone that walks past, I have competition in four days, I have to do a lift and i'm five pounds over weight.
I'm snapped out my thoughts when I hear a car horn beep at me and when I look up it's Alex.
"Come on, I think I want to get Thai food today" Alex shouts from the car as I walk up to it.
"Thai sounds good, but i'm not hungry" I explain to him, i've lost my appetite hearing that.
"Yeah but you're always down to go on some adventure around campus to try new food, thai was next on our list" He looks at me kinda frowning.
"I know I know, we can do it tomorrow" I tell him and he gives in sighing with a 'fine'.
"Im still driving you to your dorm though" He offers and I shake my head.
May as well start to work it off now.
"Im going to go for a run, you can hold my bag though" I hand it to him and he puts it in the passenger's seat.
"I guess it's just gonna be me and cheerbagguet" He sighs and I roll my eyes laughing slightly.
"i'll see you there" I tell him before starting my jog.
I end up running around the dormitory buildings twice and you can consider that one mile.
"Ivy my god how long does it take to jog here" He asks me once I walk up to him.
"I ran around the buildings twice" I explain to him and he squints.
"Well im not going to question that, but can we watch a movie can we do something im bored I just want to hang out" He leans against my door.
"We could but I have a lot of work to catch up on, like a whole bunch so i'll see you same time tomorrow and we can do whatever" I quickly shut him down and close the door on him.
I need to go to the gym, now There is absolutely no way i'm going to this competition being five pounds over weight.
I just need to loose 3500 plus calories a day and i'll be back down in my weight area, it should be easy.
A L E X
"Maybe she's just busy" Sasha shrugs at me while packing his stuff.
"No No No, ever since tuesday she's been blowing me off and it's Friday, we always do something on Friday's because it like an off day" I tell him and he shrugs.
"She could just be with Kimani or maybe she's just needs personal space you know" He tries to come up with something reasonable but It's not making sense.
"See she's calling me right now" He shows Kimanis contact.
"Is Ivy with you guys" She asks and I snap my head to Sasha proving my point.
"No we thought she was with you" He furrows his brows.
"She was but she keeps leaving so early before our runs and comes in late like when i'm fast asleep" She explains and Ales and I both squint.
"Okay come over now, we'll follow her around since she should be coming back from her classes now" Alex adds in.
Once Kimani comes we all sit in Sasha's car, We watch Kimani go into her dorm and come out minutes later completely changed.
We follow her till we realize she's running again. After she runs she immediately goes to the gym.
"This is what she's been blowing you off for" Sasha squints as we're parked outside the gym.
We all get out and go into the gym, Ivy is on the treadmill doing more running and I just squint still so lost.
We walk towards her and stand in front of the treadmill so when she opens her eyes she sees us first.
"My god where did you guys come from" She almost trips when she sees us.
"So you've been ditching me for the gym?" I squint at her and she nods not bothering to lie.
"Im almost five pounds over weight, I need to loose it before the competition, im already down almost three pounds." She explains while still running.
"Well yeah that's because you're running at almost 15 miles per hour and you've been doing this for almost an hour" I tell her.
"That can't be healthy, 3 pounds in almost four days, you have to be just exercising all day for that to happen" Kimani looks at her and Ivy doesn't even argue she just bites her nail.
"That's what you've been doing? You've been straight working out from when the gym opens to when and closes and what do you eat?!" Kimani widens her eyes.
"Fruits and water and meats" She explains drinking her water starting to stop running.
"Ivy losing five pounds in five days shouldn't of been that important you're an athlete you do stunts you could of gotten light headed and hurt yourself if you don't eat right and spend 12 hours of your day in the gym" She keeps talking to her but Ivy is passively listening.
"Okay well, im going to go back to my dorm right now and eat anyway and it's fine, i'm fine, we're fine" Ivy explains starting to walk out and we follow.
"You are not walking home, im driving you, we'll meet you guys there" I grab Ivys hand pulling her to the car practically forcing her in.
This does look like a kidnapping.
"Ivy" I look at her not driving yet just looking at her.
She looks at me too, leaning against the seat just covered in sweat.
"Why didn't you tell me that-" But she cuts me off.
"That i'm overweight? I don't know because I don't want to prance around that I can barely do stunting because I feel like nobody can carry me" She looks at me and I groan.
"Yeah but that doesn't matter Iv, Working out and barely eating seems like it's helping you but it's just unhealthy, you need to do it in moderation" I explain to her but she just looks ahead.
"I just needed to shed five pounds by sunday, and I lost three I just need 7,000 more calories to burn and I could burn it, It won't turn into some unhealthy fixation I don't even care that much about weight I just don't feel in control of my body right now and I don't like how I feel" She tells me and I try to understand what she means.
"Ivy, you're a cheerleader you know what eating disorders are, it's all over the cheer world you're lucky if you don't go through one during that phase of cheering right" I ask her and she looks at me.
"I do not have an eating disorder" She snaps again and I roll my eyes.
"Can you stop getting defensive everytime I say something, I never said you had one but i'm saying you know of it" I ask.
"Yeah, but I've never had one and I won't have one, You're just blowing it out of proportion-" She's so hardheaded she just won't listen to what I have to say.
"Oh my god" I sigh to myself.
"Ivy" I cut her off using my inside voice but she keeps talking explaining her issue.
"It's really your fault because you want to have sex everyday and you want to feed me every fucking hour and-" But this time I actually snap on her.
"Ivy shut the fuck up" I cant help but say it, she's not listening to anyone.
She does stop talking but instead she looks at me with a twinge of anger, she hates being yelled at and I know that, I didn't mean to yell at her to piss her off.
"Im sorry okay" I tell her but she only goes to open the car door and once she does I lock it back and she stares at me.
I swear i'm not trying to kidnap her.
"Ivy, please just listen to me" All seriousness breaks out in me and she gives me her full attention.
"My best friend, she was very obsessed with her weight and her body shape from such a young age, she never did athletics but it was the pressure of how the girls around her looked, eventually she started to just not eat, like at all until she looked sick just like the rest of them, and she refused the help from anyone and like all these stories end she wounded up in the hospital because she fainted, she's getting better now still, she's healthy and all but it was so scary Ivy, I could of lost my childhood best friend she was slowly killing herself and she didn't know and it was one of the scariest things in my life" I get vulnerable with her, something I rarely do with anyone.
"I've never told anyone about that, most people don't even know I had a childhood best friend, but that's not the point, the point is I think you're beautiful whether you're ten pounds over weight just in your weight limit. Also you're a woman Ivy, you eat and you're sexually active and your body will obviously change more and more as you get older you're turning 20".
"It wasn't you blowing me off that made me concerned, I didn't care if you didn't want to hang out with me, yeah I was very bored and kinda scared that you got bored of me but It was that I didn't know why and seeing you so determined to loose weight in days that you don't eat right just triggered bad memories" I add and she nods finally listening.
"Im sorry that I scared you and i'm sorry I didn't tell you then tried to blame it on you, im just used to my normal teenage body, and this constant sex everyday it's new and you feeding me right after is just it's different and it's just hard adapting to it" She looks at me.
"Consider it happy weight, you're happy and you're enjoying yourself, just I want you to talk to me about those things Ivy, I want you to trust me enough to come to me even if we're just having sex I still want to confide in you and have you confide in me I care about you a lot Iv" I tell her holding her hand.
"I care about you too" She tells me before kissing my lips lightly.
"Now we're going to eat because I know you're hungry" I start driving to the thai place that was on our list.
"Do take out Thai and sex sounds like a good Friday idea." She adds.
"Can we go to your place, Leilani is gonna be in my dorm because her and Ki have a project" She adds and I nod.
A/N: I haven't given any sobbyness to this plot so i just added some, we're getting more in debt with Alex's background purrrr.