despair - h.hyunjin ★

By bunsyy_

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after years of chasing him, she gives up. [started: jan '22] hyunjin x reader #1 in skz #1 in ff #1 in skzhyu... More

intro
chapter 1
chapter 2
chapter 3
chapter 4
chapter 5
chapter 6
chapter 7
chapter 8
chapter 9
chapter 10
chapter 11
chapter 12
chapter 13
chapter 14
chapter 15
chapter 16
chapter 17
chapter 18
chapter 19
chapter 20
chapter 22
chapter 23
chapter 24
chapter 25
chapter 26
chapter 27
chapter 28
chapter 29
chapter 30
chapter 31
chapter 32
chapter 33
chapter 34
chapter 35
chapter 36
chapter 37
chapter 38
chapter 39
chapter 40
chapter 41
chapter 42
chapter 43
chapter 44
chapter 45
chapter 46
chapter 47 (final)

chapter 21

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By bunsyy_

y/n pov

damn it, what is he even doing here? i can't even tell him what happened last night- ugh. then i noticed he's trying to call someone, probably me but well my phone is dead so- aish leave seungmin

nvm i can't wait here forever, i slowly try to step into through the side ways to reach my backdoor [starts dancing aggressively] to get in, trying my best not to get noticed.

as i finally got to the back of my house safely,

"y/n? what are you doing?"

fuck-

"o-oHH SEUNGMIN- AHAH-"

he just looked at me confused

"WELL YOU SEE I UH- I AHAH- I- KN- I CAME OUT- TO TAKE SOME FRESH AIR- YOU KNOW HOW THEY SAY MORNING AIR IS GOOD AHAHAHA"

"yeah but we have school-" then he noticed me holding my phone, "and why aren't you picking up my calls?"

"oh you called- my phone's dead"

"what- why are you carrying that dead phone with you? put it on charge we have school"

"OH YEA RIGHT AHAHA I'LL BE THERE YOU CAN LEAVE FIRST" as i walked towards him and started pushing him out of there

but wait if he leaves and finds hyunjin in school it'll be even bigger of a problem- or maybe not because why would they talk in the first place. or maybe not take risks- AISHH

"OKAY UM JUST WAIT HERE I'LL GET READY QUICKLY"

"uh okay-" I'd let him in but if he meets mom- SPEAKING OF MOM—

i slowly entered inside trying my best to not make  a noise, ugh im so dead- how am i gonna explain to her i was in our school library the whole night... with hyunjin-

but then when i got in, i saw her sleeping on the couch, with some alcohol bottles here and there, here her daughter could be dying somewhere and look at her- jeez mom, i'd rather get scolded than you not care at all, i rolled my eyes

but then again if she doesn't know its good maybe- ugh whatever seungmin's waiting outside i gotta go

i quickly went up to my room, should i skip shower? ew no i spent the night in that stinky library.

but then seungmin- ugh i should've just let him go, i quickly rush into the bathroom and take a shower, i didnt wanna makle seungmin wait longer so i just put on whatever was the closest, instead of dressing up as usual

ew this is so plain.. but whatever, i just put my hair up in a ponytail and used some moisturizer and lip balm, this is the first time im going to school- or rather anywhere, with no makeup, ugh. just for you seungmin-

then i quickly rushed down and mom was still asleep, i let her be and got out.

"HEY IM SO SORRY I'M LA-" wh- where did he go?

wait did he leave without me- KIM SEUNGMIN HOW COULD YOU-

just then I heard a similar laugh from around my left side, i saw seungmin standing with a few kids on the small hotdog shop, there were about two kids, he gave them both each one.

does he know them?-

"seungmin!" i called him from behind, he looked back and smiled, "do you know these kids?" as the kids ran away after getting the food.

he giggled, "not really" then paid for it

is he feeding random kids?-

"they were looking at this stall from a long time so"

"ah i see-"

okay that's SO cute

then he started looking at me, "what?" i asked

"pft, you look adorable when you dress normal"

"oh-" i could feel my cheeks burning up "isn't this too plain tho" i looked back at my outfit

"its cute" he smiled, i looked at him

"a-ah thanks-"

"yes now let's go before we're more late"

i didn't say anything yet but kept looking at him, the morning sunshine falling on him was literally making him glow, he looks soo-

"y/n?" i kept staring, until he snapped his finger infront of me

"o-oh- yeah lets go-!" i quickly looked away and walked past him, but i heard him giggle before catching up with me. why do i always do this to myself- aaarghh
-
"we need to hurry y/n its very late"

"oh let's take a uber-"

he looked at me, "we don't need one" he smiled

"huh- you wanna fly or wha-" as he held my hand and started running dragging me behind, but he took some random random allies instead of the path we usually take

"ARE YOU SURE THIS IS RIGHT-" i yelled as i was running behind him, he looked back and nodded, and started running again, I didn't even know these paths existed- after crossing a few lanes, we came out to the main road infront of the school.

"woah- i never knew this-"

he smiled, "you get to know alot of things when you're with me"

i just looked at him confused, what-

"lets get in quickly"

"a-ah yea!" we both ran in, the classes already started so we rushed into our respective classes.

my first class was math, but by the time i got there the teacher was already in, i took a deep breath and went in, all the attention suddenly went to me

aish what's with them, why are they looking at me as in im doing drugs or something.

"sorry sir! i got stuck in traffic" i bowed to the teacher.

"its okay go get a seat" i walked through the seats to find one, but most of them were taken, so i walked to the very back.

as i was about to sit down, someone from behind called my name

"hey wait up—"

"huh-" as i turned back, then a noise came from the desk i was about to sit on, i looked ahead to see hyunjin come out from under it.

i yelled after getting startled and walked back, "AAHHH" hyunjin yelled louder

"WHAT THE HELL- WHY ARE YOU HIDING THERE???"

"HIDING??? I WAS PICKING MY PEN UP"

i sighed heavily, hyunjin held his chest as if he got a heart attack or something, i bowed to the class and walked the other way to find another seat

"where are you going ms lee? there's a seat beside hyunjin just sit there, we already wasted alot of time"

"a-ah- sure yeah-" as i went back to the seat uncomfortably, hyunjin looked at me annoyed. EXCUSE ME WHAT DID I DO?!

aish, i sat behind him, what is this weird crap of us always running over each other. when none of us wants to. argh

whatever i guess, it can't be helped.
a few minutes passed, math is SO boring, plus im already so tired from last night.. i laid my head on the table the other side from hyunjin, put a book infront of me and somehow fell asleep-
-
just a few minutes later i heard the bell and that interrupted my sleep, i turned my head to the other side to see hyunjin sleep aswell but facing me.. oh shit he's too close- i slowly moved my head back, but kept it laid on table, he was still asleep.

how can he sleep with the bell ringing so loud- he looks so good while sleeping tho.. i put my hand up and almost to his hair, but then i stopped in the way, aish what are you doing y/n.

i stood up, grabbed my books and bag and started getting out of there, but then i realised hyunjin was still asleep, i walked back to him

then i noticed his hand, it had some sort of bracelet which was for some reason familiar, have i seen it before?- ugh whatever, i kicked his leg lightly with my leg

"sorry" i said and walked out of there.
-
after a few more classes it was finally lunch, i caught up to seungmin and we left to the cafeteria

while we were eating, a random girl came up to us

"HEY! have you guys heard??"

"what?" i asked her, seungmin looked at her curiously

she looked here and there, then leaned closer over the table

"so there's a rumour going around..." she whispered

"what rumour?" as i took a sip from my drink

"two students spent the night at the school library yesterday!"

i choked and spilt out the drink i sipped, "WHAAATTT-" i yelled loud enough for the whole cafeteria to hear, everyone started looking at us

"O-OH ITS NOTHING PLEASE CONTINUE EATING!" i stood up and bowed, then sat back down

"ahaha- bullshit- why would they stay at the library ahahaha-" i laughed nervously and looked at seungmin, he just looked back at me confused

"nono its true, if the rumours get to the teachers they'll probably check the cameras too!" the girl whispered again

"who even were they?" seungmin asked

"someone from our cla-"

"WE DONT CARE AHAHA STAY DRAMA FREE WE DONT NEED TO KNOW HOW ABOUT YOU GO TELL THEM-" i pointed over at some other people

"OH GOOD IDEA-"

"nono wait" seungmin stopped her, ugh since when did he start getting into all this, i scrunched my eyes

"NO LEAVE YOU NEED TO TELL THEM-"

just then hyunjin came over to our table and handed me a necklace

"it came over through my jacket" as he handed me it, my jaw dropped

"jacket??" seungmin asked me and looked at hyunjin.

HYUNJIN YOU PIECE OF—

~to be continued

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the time hyunjin missed
changbin the most lol

anyways ignoring how boyfriend material that is I'll put my gay ass to sleep

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