okay so yeah I really had to refreshen my brain so i ate PIZZA ohyeah uh-huh I said it Pizza! anywayz i'm back and here is your chapter 12!
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When I arrived home....my actual home I seen Trey sitting on my couch my heart instantly started to beat rapidly
He came back for us! My wolf cheered and I really hoped she was right
As our eyes locked I seen that his eyes were puffy. I instinctively walked over to him and he stood up and said
"Lexi my heart is not with Amanda it's with you and it will always be with you I love you and I will do anything to let you see that Lexi I know i'm not perfect at all and I know I hurt you but I just really can't help it, it's like one minute i'm here and the next the alpha king royale take over my body, I can't be without you Lexi and it hurt me badly when I took the bond back I felt all the pain you went through, thru that kiss and I apologize...When I do look at Amanda I do see hope dignity and pride because I picture how that will be us soon and When I look at you the only reason why I have resentment anger and darkness is because I resent hurting you I feel anger because I love you but always seem to hurt you and darkness because when I look in your eyes I see that you've given up on us and on me and that your really done and it's because of me" He said holding my hand
"....Your right Trey I have given up on us our relationship and I do love you but ....but we-us-will never work, well not now .....and Amanda really needs you around this time it's very important " I said looking into his sorrowful eyes
"Your right she does need me..well at least someone does...umm well I guess this is it huh us saying goodbye" He said smiling but it didn't reach his eyes
"No silly it's a see you later cuz i'll see you tomarrow at school"
"Ahah okay...well see you later Alexis"He said kissing me on my lips which felt as a 100% goodbye kiss
"I will always love you remember that" He said after the kiss and walked out. I took a shower and went to bed crying silently...well that plan of shedding my last tear for him has now been ruined
I awoked from my sleep around 3 in the morning with my wolf screaming in my head
Find our mate something's not right ...HURRY FIND HIM!
All I had on was one of Trey's buisness shirt the type that basically after sex all girls go for yeah that one. And with that I ran out the house.
I tried to shift but I couldn't focus right. I was now running through the forest chasing after Trey's scent every inch of me was yelling that he was in danger so I kept running and what I seen before me made me want to die all over again......
(TREY"S P.O.V)
I walked out Lexi house feeling my heart shatter....she gave up on us....The pain I felt was physical and mental was this what she gone through?
I took the gun out of my car and went into the forest...I love her so much and yet she doesn't believe me because of what i've done to her ....I will not live and feel this pain 24/7
I fell on my knees crying knowing she will never give me another chance to make it right and knowing I will not live without her so i brought the gun to my head......
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