When I was done, I wore it and it looked fabulous! Especially with the white dress I wore. There were no sunflowers so I couldn't use them. 😢
Most of the flowers I used were real except for the pink and white-ish roses. I added leaves to give off the titania fairy queen look. The ribbons kinda made me look like a bride.
How was the flower crown? All of my other friends made flower crowns with only white flowers but I didn't want to give off the funeral vibration. 😂
After I was done with the ceremony today, I went with my dad to pick up some food because I was hungry after all of that (I was also very sore from yesterday's festival so the ceremony made things even more tiring). In the ceremony, I...stood out a lot because I could feel everyone's stares at me specifically which made me nervous. Even at the restaurant, when I was picking up the food, everyone stared at me because of the dress I had. Like I stood out a lot. I didn't wear the flower crown while I was picking up the food.
This was the exact dress I had worn.
It was uncomfortable. Like the first restaurant, a security guard using his break to come here. He saw me and stared at me. I did not dare to look back. I just looked straight ahead to the nice lady who helped us get the food. 😊
But at the second restaurant, there were even more people so I got a lot of stares. Specifically men. 5 men stared at me. One even winked at me. 😥
I guess I stood out a lot more than I thought. Again, I looked straight ahead and looked confident to the nice old man who helped us get food.☺️
While my dad was paying the food, one of the men who stared at me went up to pay the bills. He was right behind me. They were still eating but it was too early to pay right? I just thought it was just a coincidence but I could still feel his stare behind me. I felt really uneasy so I wrapped my arm around my dad's shoulder (I'm taller than him). The man stopped starting at me. Thank goodness. My dad asked what was wrong when we went out of the restaurant. I told him everything and he explained that when someone tries to get me, I have to use my defenses. Well, I'll never go outside in public like that again.
Anyways, that's all for today!