1) Sorry it took some time to update! My junior prom was yesterday (April 25th) so all week I was focused on school and getting ready for that.
2) Mild mature/sexual content. For those of you who don't like to read more intimate stuff, well...don't read the whole chapter. Please do not make yourself uncomfortable by reading if you don't want to. It's totally ok!
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Jasmine's POV
I turned my car off and sighed as I looked at the school in front of me. Monday came a lot faster than I hoped. This is when Ryder would come to my car and hold my hand as we walked in together, and even though it's such a small gesture, I'm sad we won't be doing it.
The unusual warmth and pain hadn't happened again since yesterday. I tried to get my mom to let me stay home just in case but since it hasn't happened again, I seem fine. Plus I don't really want to explain to her what exactly happened to me, because I myself don't know.
I got out of my car and started to head towards the front door when I hear Lauren call my name. I turned around to see a sad look on her face.
"Hi." She whispered attempting to smile.
"Hi." I said back with a light smile.
"Jasmine, I'm sorry I didn't tell you everything. I feel like such a shitty friend. I just didn't think it was my place to tell you before Ryder, and it's really complicated and you probably hate me and-"
I cut her off, "It's ok. I don't hate you, Laur. I don't hate any of you. Apology accepted."
She smiled at me with hope in her eyes. "Really?"
I smiled. "Really. I get it-"
It happened so suddenly once again. The temperature of my body started to increase. I took a deep breath in trying to ignore it.
"Are you ok?" Lauren asked.
"I'm fine," My body got even hotter and then the pain down there came once again. I crossed my legs in discomfort, "I'll meet you in class, I'm gonna go to the bathroom." I began to try to head inside but Lauren's reaction stopped me.
"Oh my god." Lauren's eyes widened and she put her hand over her mouth.
"What?" I asked her.
"Shit." She looked around nervously.
I followed her gaze to see people walking into school but looking at me first. They looked at me with what seems to be hunger in their eyes. But it's not everyone, it's just guys?
"Come on. We have to get you out of here." She grabbed my arm leading me back to my car. The pain mixed with the heat is getting excruciating.
"Here I'll drive," She grabbed my keys from my hand, "You can't while you're in heat."
"While I'm in what?" I asked getting into the passenger side of my car.
"Heat. It's something a female wolf goes into awhile after they mate."
"Ok just because I know about werewolves now doesn't mean I suddenly understand werewolf talk. Plus, I'm clearly not a wolf so it can't be happening to me."
"Trust me, it's heat. I can smell it."
I looked at her in shock and confusion.
"You can smell it?"
"Werewolves have a really keen sense of smell, so yeah, I can smell it."
"Oh god, you're kidding. Ok what do you mean it happens after they mate? What's that?"
"Um...after they have sex for the first time."
I blushed for the first time in a while. "B-but I've never, Ryder and I haven't-"
"I know. That's why this is weird. I've heard a female can go into heat when something happens between her and her mate. Like a hardship that's causing them not to be with each other as they should. It's a way to get them together again, and that's probably what this is. "
I took a deep breath trying not to focus on the pain. I don't know why going into heat would somehow bring mates back together but I don't have the strength to ask all of that. "Where are we going?"
"We're going to the pack house to talk to Ryder's mom. She'll probably know what to do and she'll help me explain what this is to you. It's fine, all the guys are at school."
I nodded not being able to speak. I closed my eyes trying to focus on something else but once again, it's not working. Thoughts of Ryder being dominant and pleasuring me sexually won't leave my mind. God this is embarrassing.
We pulled into the driveway then made our way inside. We searched the rooms Ryder's mom would usually be but can't find her.
"She's running errands."
"How do you know that?" I asked.
"She left a note on the fridge," Lauren held it up while laughing, "How cute is that? She'll probably be back soon. In the mean time there's a bunch of werewolf books in Ryder's office upstairs. I'm sure you can find something about heat in one of them, if you want to know more about it." I nodded and slowly made my way upstairs to Ryder's office.
Once I got there I didn't bother knocking knowing it's empty. I opened the door, closing it behind me, then stopped immediately in my tracks when my eyes met with Ryder's.
"Ryd," I spoke, "Why aren't you in school?" I awkwardly asked leaning against the door.
He stood up from his desk. "I wanted to give you some time and space so I didn't go to school today. What are you do-" He stopped mid-sentence. I watched as he took a quick breath in through his nose.
"I'm sorry." I whispered looking down with a blush of embarrassment on my face, "I know you can smell it or whatever. Lauren explained it to me."
I can hear him coming closer to me.
"So you know what I'm smelling?" He asked, his voice even deeper than usual.
"My heat?" I answered but it sounded like more of a question.
"Yes but do you know exactly what I'm smelling?" I shook my head no and looked up at him in confusion. I realized his eyes have darkened just like they did that one morning. He stood directly in front of me and put his hands on the door behind me, trapping me between his arms. He bent down and whispered into my ear, "I can smell your arousal, baby." I gasped lightly as he started to leave the lightest kisses on my neck under my ear. I closed my eyes enjoying the kisses so much more than I had that one morning.
"M-my what?" I asked. Maybe I heard him wrong.
"Your," he kissed my neck, "arousal." He left one hand on the door and removed his other resting it on my waist. The tank top I'm wearing under my cardigan rose up giving him the chance to touch my bare skin. He slowly slipped his fingers under my tank top and traced circles on my waist. His touch feels wondrous and he's barely even touching me. Chills went down my spine.
"Shit. I'm sorry." He took a step back and I immediately wanted his hands back on my body. His eyes didn't leave the floor as he spoke,"You said you wanted time and here I am all over you. You can leave if you want..."
"What if I don't want to leave?" I asked boldly.
"Jas, I don't think I'll be able to control myself around you. I can smell you and your scent makes me want to rip your clothes off. Damn it, I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that. The only reason you want to be around me right now is because you're in heat. I don't want you to do anything you'll regret."
"I want to be around you because I love you." I corrected him. He looked at me shocked. "I don't care that you're a werewolf no matter how crazy it is. Besides, I'm the one who said it'd be cool to be a werewolf and have a world no one knows about." I referred to the second day we met,"I don't care that you didn't tell me. I understand it's not something you can just say. You're worth too much to me to just end things because of this. I forgive you for everything and I hope you forgive me for walking away like that..." I bit my lip nervously waiting for his response.
"I was never upset with you." He walked back over to me. "I love you." He smiled. He leaned in closer so our foreheads are touching.
I smiled back. "I love you." I whispered.
He finally gave me what I want by placing a kiss on my lips. Suddenly the heat washed over me once again. In less than a millisecond the pain down there became excruciating once again. I squirmed squeezing my thighs together.
"I can make that go away you know." Ryder breathed into my ear.
"Make what go away?" I played innocent.
"How sexually frustrated you are." He said bluntly as he started to hungrily kiss down my neck.
I blushed. "I-I want to Ryder but I'm not ready to go all the way." I whispered embarrassed.
"We don't have to. I'll take care of you. You just have to say yes. I wouldn't do anything you don't want."
"Yes." I spoke. I can feel his smile against my neck.
Ryder pulled back from my neck and kissed my lips. The kiss started off slow then quickly deepened. He grabbed me by my butt and lifted me up so my legs wrapped around his waist, still not breaking the kiss. He opened the door then walked us upstairs to his bedroom. He kicked the door shut behind us. He turned around sitting down on his bed so I straddle his lap. I slowly felt my cardigan being removed exposing my chest and shoulders. He broke the kiss starting to kiss my neck again and down to my shoulder. Ryder looked up into my eyes for a second before slipping the strap of my tank top and bra down to continue kissing down my shoulder. I closed my eyes feeling him go back up to where my neck and shoulder meet. He began to suck on the spot and I bit my lip to hold back a moan. His teeth lightly grazed my neck then he kissed it one last time.
"That'll do for now." He said smirking, looking at the love bite he left right where my neck and shoulder meet.
His hands trailed up my thighs, past my hips, then to my waist. He grabbed the hem of my shirt before looking at me.
"Is this ok?" He tugged on the bottom of my shirt. I nodded. Ryder grabbed my shirt from the bottom taking it off throwing it somewhere in the room. Even without a shirt on my body stayed extremely hot. I realized I'm exposed and started to cover my chest. I've never been undressed in front of a guy before.
"All of you is beautiful, Jas. You don't need to cover yourself in front of me."
I smiled at him, kissing him once again.
I lightly played with the bottom of his shirt wanting his off as well. I want more of his skin to touch mine.
Deciding to be bold I whispered into his ear. "I kind of really want your shirt off." I admitted. He smirked before pulling his shirt off and I bit my lip at the sight of his body.
My lower region is getting warmer and I unconsciously rocked my hips against Ryder. Due to the fact that I'm straddling him with thin pants on, I can feel his bulge against my core. Noticing that the contact gave me some relief I rocked my hips once again.
I low growl erupted from Ryder's chest and escaped his mouth before he quickly flipped us over so I'm laying on the bed with him on top of me. He kept his weight up so he won't crush me.
Ryder's POV
Jasmine rocked her hips against me for the second time creating body contact from her core to my bulge. Fuck. A growl escaped my chest at the feeling of her core pressing against my erection. I rolled us over so I'm on top. If she kept doing that or touches me even more down there there's no way I'll be able to stay in control. I began kissing down her neck once again, making sure to suck and lightly bite down where my mark would be. I can't mark her now, so a hickey will do for now. I want everyone to know she's mine. I continued all the way passed her shoulder and got to her breast. I hesitantly kissed the top of her breast that her bra left exposed. A moan left Jasmine's mouth giving me the green light to go a little further. My hands trailed up her body to her chest. I lightly pulled her bra down a little, not allowing me to see all of her, but gave me more access to a sensitive part of her body. I sucked on her smooth skin of her boobs and grinned when Jasmine moaned once again.
One of my hands slowly made its way down her stomach to the top of her jeans. I quickly opened up the button then pulled the zipper down. I looked at Jasmine's face for any sign of her not wanting this and I'm glad to see it looks like the completely opposite. I slowly put my hand into her pants, but not in her underwear. I gently ran my fingers over her core through her black lace underwear that I'm extremely glad to find she has on. I stopped in both shock and pleasure when I realize she's wet. Jasmine let out an unconscious whimper because of the lack of attention. God I love having this effect on her. I rubbed her through her underwear and she moaned once again. If I can make her feel this good now, she'll feel in heaven later.
"Jas?" I breathed into her ear as I kissed her neck.
"Yeah?" She answered with a sexy raspiness to her voice.
"Can I touch you some more, baby?" I asked. I know she knows what I mean because I heard her heart skip a beat.
She nodded her head. "Yes." She whispered. I know she wants it but I can hear the nervousness in her voice.
"Relax, Jas. I got you, baby."
I rubbed her through her wet panties a little more before slowly reaching my hand into her underwear. I used my middle finger to rub against her clit and Jasmine gasped in response. She moaned again only this time louder. As I rubbed faster, her body responded. Her moans continued and her hips lightly rose off the bed.
"Ryd, I-" Jasmine started to speak but stopped when a moan left her mouth. She tried again, "I want-" I rubbed harder causing her to bite her lip and stop speaking again.
"What do you want, baby?" I asked her.
"I want-I need more." She said out of breath.
I grinned. "With pleasure."
I dipped my hand farther into her underwear and slowly slid my middle finger inside of her. Jasmine let out a moan of pleasure and a gasp at the same time. I growled noticing how wet she is. How wet I made her. I went faster finding a pace that goes with the rocking of her hips. She grabbed onto me to give her something to hold onto. Her nails lightly dug into my skin but it doesn't hurt.
"Oh my god, Ryd." She moaned out my name. If there's anything I could hear for the rest of my life it would be that. The fact that I'm pleasuring her makes me feel so good. I want to give her more. I leaned down kissing her breast again. With my free hand I pulled her bra to the side and rubbed. I began to suck on her smooth skin getting closer to her nipple. I sucked on her nipple and bit down as light as I can. Jasmine threw her head back and moaned. She began rocking her hips even more. I switched between rubbing her clit and slipping my finger inside of her. Her breaths started to become ragged. I can tell she's close. I bit down where my mark would be. Not enough to mark her, but enough to give her the pleasure. She tightly wrapped her arms around my shoulders and let out a final moan as she came.
I continued to place kisses down her neck as she came down from her high. Her heart beat slowed down and her breathing decreased. I laid down on my side next to her and grabbed her by the waist pulling her body into mine. I lifted her leg up so it wrapped around me. Jasmine covered her face and hid herself into my chest. I smiled. After all of that, cute and shy Jasmine is back.
"What's wrong, baby?" I asked her as I gave her chills by lightly running my fingers down her back and arms.
She shook her head. "Nothing," she whispered. "That was amazing," she admitted bashfully, "I've just-I've just never um..." She trailed off.
"Been touched like that?" I asked.
"No, I mean well yeah. But what I mean is that I've never like...had a..." She trailed off once again. I then immediately think I know what she's trying to say.
"You've never had a release. You've never had an orgasm?" I asked her.
"No." She whispered very quietly shaking her head in my chest.
I kissed her forehead. "I'm glad I was the first to give you that and hopefully the last person to make you feel like that."
Jasmine started to draw patterns on my bare chest with her finger. "Um, I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me. I've never been like that before." She said quietly.
"Jas, do not apologize for that. I'm happy I can make you act like that. It means I'm doing something right."
She nodded. "I....I want to make you feel good too soon, Ryd." My baby is usually so innocent, hearing her say things like this in her soft voice is driving me crazy.
"Shit Jas, it's not easy for me to hear you say things like that...we'll worry about that later. All of my focus right now is on making you feel perfect."
She looked up at me and smiled. "I love you."
"I love you too." I kissed her lips. I pulled back and looked at the hickey I left on her skin. I lightly ran my thumb over it.
"What did you mean when you said that this will do for now?" She asked curiously.
"When two mates find each other, the male werewolf marks the female. It kind of just let's other wolves know that you have a mate. It's also a step in completing the mating bond. It'll draw us closer in a way."
"How do you mark me?"
"It sounds weird but I actually bite you right here. Where I left this."
"You bite me? Does it hurt?"
"Actually the completely opposite. It'll feel extremely good. You'll get intense pleasure from it. Kind of like how I just made you feel." I smirked.
She blushed. "Oh. Ok. So how do you complete the mating bond?"
"We have sex. But not until you're ready of course."
I can tell she's fighting a blush. "What happens after it's complete? Sorry I'm asking so many questions."
"It's ok, it's my job to make sure you understand all of this. After we mate and complete the bond, our relationship will be stronger. We'll feel a love for each other on a stronger level. We'll feel more things, especially you."
"Why especially me?"
"Well you're human so there's certain things you feel between us that are a little stronger for me because I'm a werewolf. It's hard to explain, but you'll see what I mean."
"But my love for you is already strong." She said.
I smiled and I can feel the happiness of my wolf. "I know, baby. It'll just feel different. You'll see."
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Was it shitty? I'm sorry. I've never ever written something like that before. I hope it was fine lol. Thanks for reading xoxo