Hey Everyone .
Hope you are doing fine!:)
-7- I find myself crying
in a corner. Alone
I keep yearning
the comfort I wonder
If I'll ever get through my life
I feel so vulnerable
But I can't help it
My heart and mind goes
Back to that restricted place
which is you.
I wrote this when I actually was trying not let myself be taken over my subconscious mind that is filled with negativity so as a distraction I wrote this to comfort myself since I was alone at that time.
-8- I feel alone inside
But I'm here surrounded
by the crowd
I feel nothing inside
But I'm here pretending
To smile and laugh
Why can't I seem to
get happiness in my life
It seems so easy
but it only breaks
me further apart
Can I ever get healed
From these scars
Setting these broken
pieces of mine together
But it won't still be the same....
This was to express how I generally feel most of the days in my life. It comforts me a little since these words aren't to be said out loud to the people around me just for myself
-9- Confusing me to
the fullest I get,
overwhelmed by this,
Unexplainable feeling...
Neither word,
Neither action,
Anything can't explain,
This heart bursting feeling
I get drowned in
my own thoughts
wondering about this
newly found feeling in me
Then second by second
I come to the light that
This feeling is about my
newly found LOVE>>>
I wrote this on Valentine's day. I just wondered what would it actually feel to fall in love and feel loved. Not only romantically but just love in general.
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Well that'll be it for now.
No matter how life gets giving up is not a smart decision.
Take Care ;)