~It's the next day and Jungkook is driving me and the kids to the special cemetery~
~I had Jean on my lap while Jeongsan and Erina sat at the back and played together~
~I looked outside the window really worried...~
*Flashback*
*20 minutes earlier*
Y/n: Jeongsan?...
Jeongsan: Yes mommy~
Y/n: Your coat..
Jeongsan: Yes mommy!
~He said and immediately put his coat on~
~I looked around and seemed like Jungkook wasn't in the room as we were changing ourselves so I took this opportunity to talk to Jeongsan alone~
~I sat on my knees and pulled my son closer~
Y/n: Jeongsan?...
Jeongsan: Yes mommy?
Y/n: The place were we are all going right now is a very special place to you okay mommy's lovely boy?~
~He just smiled and nodded~
"He's too young to understand... so I won't pressure on telling him about it until he gets a little older"
Y/n: Okay baby just make sure to cherrish that place and love it with all your heart okay?~
~He nodded again and smiled wider looking in my eyes~
Y/n: Mommy loves you so much baby~
~I said with my voice cracking up a little~
Jeongsan: I love you too mommy!!
~The door opened and I quickly changed expression as Jungkook came inside the room with Erina in his arms~
~He looked at me again with those sharp eyes, uh oh~
Jungkook: Okay babygirl, I washed your face now mommy will dress you up
Erina: Okii
~He put Erina down and just looked away after his devilish stare~
~Erina rushed to me and I wore her a white dress, did the same thing with my boys, kids wearing white represents angels and serenity~
~I myself wore a long black dress with a black furr coat on and Jungkook wore his black suit, adults must wear black..~
Y/n: Okay baby u're all ready
~As I was preparing her, I took a glimpse at Jungkook who was secretly looking at me but immediately looked away with a heavy sigh while fixing his hand sleeves~
~I avoided it and got the kids prepared~
Y/n: Okay let's go~
~Jeongsan and Erina ran out of the room chasing each other as I stand infront of Jungkook~
"He looks so handsome"
~I approach him and lean closer and fix his collar right~
~He didn't say anything as I grabbed Jean with one arm and held Jungkook's with the other, leaving the room~
*End of Flashback*
~Jungkook noticed my concerned expression and I just sighed~
Y/n: You were listening to us right?
~He took a minute and made a U-turn~
~He remained silent~
Y/n: So you did
~I also remained silent the whole ride there~
*
~After 25 minutes, We arrived at the special cementary as I hop out the car with Jean in my arms and take the other kids out~
Jungkook: Alright we should wait for them to arrive
Y/n: I think Mark left some minutes after us
Jungkook: Yeah they will be here soon, Let's wait by the gate
Y/n: Okay
~We go by the gate and as expected an old woman was selling flowers~
~The reason I chose this cementary was because it's a really really nice and peaceful place. I get obsessed everytime I see these sakura tree leaves scatter in the air... just a place made for him to rest peacefully~
~I hand Jean to Jungkook and approach the woman and buy a white rose and hand it to Erina but got 2 for Jeongsan to hold~
Erina: Mommy why does oppa hold 2?
Jeongsan: Yeah one is for me, one for Jeanie?
Y/n: no, you're gonna put 2 flowers okay Jeongsan?~
~He smiled~
Jeongsan: Oki mommy~
"He obeys me everything without a question, i love him so much~"
~I bought two white rose bouquetes for me and Jungkook to put~
Old woman: Thank you young miss~ hope the one that passed rests peacefully among those peaceful white flowers~
~I took my sunglasses off and gave her a really polite bow~
Y/n: Thank you auntie~
~I rise up with a smile and turn around to face Jungkook and only to see that stone cold expression again~
~I take Jean from him and hand him the bouquet of flowers~
"His expression is pissing me off, now what have I done wrong??"
~He took the flowers and pulled one out and handed it to Erina~
Jungkook: You too Erina, you will put 2 flowers for more respect and love
Erina: Yes daddy~
~I look at what he just did and I understood what his stare was about but didn't talk about it~
Y/n: Jean will put two too~ okay now let's wait~
"He thinks I'm making comparison between Jeongsan and Erina, Jean. Hmph! That's not even one bit fucking true! I love my kids equally"
"His action was so unecessary, making me look bad, tch"
"GD is Jeongsan's dad no matter what"
TO BE CONTINUED!!