10.6k words: smut: synopsis of acts: (f) oral receiving, (m) oral giving, (f) oral giving, (m) oral receiving, unprotected sex, sizing, hand-holding, reassurance, gentle kisses, missionary, slight rough intimacy, soft intimacy, cumming inside of the reader, hickeys, headboard grabbing, almost crying, praising, whimpering, cum swallowing, detailed smut, foreplay, slight masturbation, handjob, cuddling, breast sucking + potentially more other acts, subtle angst. read with caution. eat up.
The sound of rain lingered within the atmosphere as you allowed your eyes to partially open, your hand resting against Eren's chest as he held you; his breathing was tender against your fingertips. He remained calmly beneath you, his body extremely calm against you as you subtle glanced around the room, smiling at the vivid feeling of his broad body against your own, providing gifting warmth in such a cold room. While you remained settled against his chest, you couldn't help but feel at extreme peace within his lulling presence — it made your tender heart swirl with efficiency.
You entitle yourself to the pelting sounds of the brutal rain, settling deeper within his broad chest as he subconsciously held on tighter to you, being partially stirred awake from how much you were indecisively shifting against him, softly rubbing against his concealed area.
It was as if you were able to feel his broad erection form against you; it was such a peculiar feeling. He was rather hard against you, somewhat making you wonder if you were to risk it all the next time he was to become hard once more — you yearned to be his memorable first time. You were able to honestly tell he wanted to be your first time — he was subtly hinting at such a thing.
"Good morning, my love. Shit, I'm hard, again. I'm sorry," Eren somewhat speaks in a meek tone, heavy embarrassment overwhelming him as his ample erection would always diminish the gentle moments you had spent throughout the night. But, each time you beautifully comforted him, assuring him that it was fine; you didn't mind his erection against you.
"A part of me wants to handle it for you, but I don't want things to move so fast, Eren," Your tender words cause him to grow extremely flustered as he had never had this sort of intimate contact before, neither had you grasped ahold of this experience before. So, he was sure the both of you were set to learn together; it would be pleasant if you both did so.
"Are you sure? I don't want you feeling as if you have to do it because I keep growing hard against you," Eren speaks in honesty, somewhat growing sexually frustrated from being unable to place himself within his calling hand and soothe himself with a quickness.
"I'm sure, I want you to lose your virginity with me. You don't have to, but for some reason, now feels so right." You gently stir against his chest, feeling as he allowed you to turn to the side, your nimble body now pressing against his erection as he partially whimpered within your exposed ear.
"I want to lose my virginity with you. I want to be your first time." Eren speaks as he allows himself to depart from behind you. He observes as you allowed yourself to sit up in front of him, peeling the covers off of the both of you as you glanced at him with a soft expression, fuelling the hardness of his erection.
"You can be my first time. I'll be yours, Eren," You speak as he sits up against your bed, pulling your body closer to himself — he was gentle with your body, gentle with your supple skin.
"Can I touch you?" Eren questions as you somewhat part your lips from the feeling of him applying pressure upon the skin against your stomach.
"Yeah, I give you permission. Just be soft with me," You somewhat arch against him, allowing him to rest his fingers against your back, skimming over the curve of your back. He feels himself grow somewhat overwhelmed as you bring yourself against him to place kisses upon his lips, assuring him he was doing just fine.
"I'll always be soft with you," Eren allows himself to slowly remove your sports bra, observing as your breasts settled in front of him.
He finds himself growing crimson at the sight of your exposed breasts and taut nipples — they looked so beautiful to him. But, another thing he couldn't help but notice was how eagerly shy you had become, attempting to conceal your breasts from him as you rested within his lap, your cunt soft against his erection.
"Don't cover yourself, I want to be able to see you," Eren speaks as he grasps ahold of your body, slowly settling you upon the soft sheets, towering over you.
He observes as you attempt to conceal yourself, only for him to dip himself and place a kiss against your hand, causing you to shift them away to cup his face. He allows himself to settle kisses against your nipples, feeling as you arched into the foreign sensation of his tender lips now clinging to your nipple. Eren couldn't help but allow himself to intensely suck on your breasts, listening to how you meekly moaned against him, infatuated with the feeling of his lips against your breasts.
"Eren, that feels nice," You note as he moves onto your other breast, relishing the sensation of you running your fingers through his hair, gasping at the sensation of him harshly letting go, only to bring himself back.
Eren brings his lips against your own, finding pain within his erection as he continued to cater to you — it somewhat hurt him. He was solely waiting to finish pleasuring you before he allowed you to move on to him.
He feels as you groan against him as you feel his erection prod against you, making you both whimper and somewhat falter at the feeling. He allows himself to slowly begin to place hickeys against your skin from how soft yet intense his kisses were against your body — the hickeys left you feeling satisfied.
He allows himself to move to your neck, placing a singular hickey upon it before he moved lower, placing kisses and hickeys against your stomach before he halted at your underwear, his eyes locking with your own. "Can I?"
"Yeah, you can. I'm kind of nervous, Eren," You speak as he comes up, pressing his lips against your own to assure you.
"You're going to be fine. If you don't want to do it, we can cuddle instead? Don't feel pressured to lose it with me," Eren smothers kisses against your lips and cheek as he momentarily settles against you.
"No, I want to do it with you, Eren. I want to keep going, it's all good." You assure him as he brings himself to go lower against you, his smooth fingers settling against the hem of your underwear before he parted your underwear to the side, admiring the smear against the fabric from how wet you were for him. Your supple thighs were glossed with your slickness, even as he decided to now peel the underwear down; you still pooled against the fabric sheet.
"Shit, you're so wet," Eren speaks as he grows flustered at the nervousness of you, too afraid to glance at him part your legs, settling himself between them. To you, this delightful moment was rather intense, coated with profound attraction as you both savoured your acts with slowness.
He authorizes himself to unravel further in between your legs, readying himself to allow his broad tongue to settle against the opening of your cunt. He entitles his fingers to the opportunity to bundle up your slickness before he placed it within his mouth. It prompts you to gasp at how assertive he was allowing himself to be — though he was moments away from cumming within his underwear from how athletic you happened to be at this moment. You looked so elegant; he couldn't help but feel himself so close to just releasing against himself.
He positions his tongue against your clit, resulting in you to halt at such a warming sensation. You felt yourself curl into the feeling of his lips against your clit; his tongue softly prodded against it. The sensation felt remarkably foreign to you, but you couldn't help but relinquish it the moment he pulled your body closer, allowing his lips to remain covert between your folds. He allowed his tongue to dart around your folds until he applied pressure upon your clit, stimulating you to moan frantically. Spanning your fingers through his hair as you arched your rear, feeling yourself weaken at how exuberant the feeling felt.
"Eren, that feels good, fuck," You audible moan, gasping as he sped up his tempo, leaving you gasping, fairly struggling for air as you attempted to get him to partially slow down his pace as his tongue met with your inner needs.
"You want me to pull away?" Eren queries as you gasp for inaccessible air, moaning his name profusely as your eyes were beginning to roll back by how sharp he had adjusted to pleasuring you. He was such a rapid learner, despite how flustered he was.
"No, don't pull away. Fuck, Eren, it feels good," As he allowed his broad tongue to intensely fuck you, you felt tears begin to brim in your eyes as you struggled to breathe at how good he gently handled your body.
He couldn't help but allow your eyes to meet his own as he glanced up at you, his eyes glimmering as you embarrassingly threw your head back, feeling yourself beginning to unravel at how he kept up such a severe pace.
"I feel like I'm close, Eren! I can feel myself so close to cumming," You loll your hips feverishly against him, your mind hazy as all you worried about was him and the feeling of him. Your sobs and moans never failed to fuel him as his erection began to throb with eagerness from the sounds of you — your moaning was so close to making him embarrassingly cum.
"Cum on my tongue. I can't believe you came so fast. You're still so wet, I think it's cute," Eren teases as you grow feverish from the vibrations within his tone, rolling your hips against his tongue as he chuckled against you. He adored how sheepish you were, so heavily afraid of being too audible, even though you were already so rambunctious within his attentive ears; it was such a beautiful melody.
"Stop teasing me, Eren. It's so overwhelming, I feel weird." You moan out as he continues to satisfy you with the being of his tongue, sucking harshly against you. He allows the sounds to infiltrate the entirety of the room, as all the other sounds did.
He could hear the loudness of your moans and whimpers as you failed to handle the likeliness of his tongue — he loved how you responded to him, even though he wasn't as skilled as he thought he was. He thought he wasn't remarkable at it, but he had you breathlessly moaning for him, so he was convinced he must be doing amazing for his first time.
"I can stop for a bit if you can't handle it?" Eren asks in a soft tone as you feel an ample coil shape within your stomach. He buried himself within your folds, so heavily fixated on the subtle taste of you. He enjoyed seeing you whining, desperately moaning out his name as he remained settled between your thighs.
"No, don't stop. It feels amazing, I think I'm extremely close," He clings severely against your clit, provoking you to release without a signal, too out of words to spew a warning to him, causing embarrassment to dance off of the base of your occupied mind.
"Sorry, Eren. I didn't get to warn you," A gentle sorry remains cascading from your lips, despite him allowing himself to clean you up with his tongue, savouring the mewl sounds that accompanied him using his tongue to distinctively clean you up. He remains building up more pleasure as you threw your head back. He couldn't help but selfishly plant hickeys between your thighs after, finding a calming pleasure from the sight of the marks between your subtle thighs.
"Don't apologise, it's your first time. I may have gone too rough on you, come here," Eren speaks as he applies his tongue to your clit once more. Merely to shift away and rejoin you, placing dozens of kisses upon your tender lips as you felt partially guilty for releasing on his tongue without warning.
"I feel bad that I didn't get to warn you, Eren," Your tone is meek as he settles kisses upon the base of your face as you chuckled, cupping his jaw before you thoroughly placed your lips against yours, entwining your body with his own.
"It's fine, I promise. Do you still want to continue?" Eren sincerely questions as you continue to pepper kisses onto his nose, shifting to his lips as he grew crimson. It was rather beautiful observing the diversity of the tints that stained his tanned cheeks — you adored the tints that remained endowed within his supple, squish-able cheeks.
"I want to keep going, Eren. I want you inside of me, only after I'm done with you. It's my turn," You speak as you note for him to lay down. He does so on the ample bed, his cheeks growing ethereally humid as you allow yourself to straddle him, arching so you could allow your lips to meet his skin.
"I want you to be gentle with me," Eren mumbles in partial shyness as you place your lips against his own, over and over again to assure him he was within gentle hands — it was finally your turn to pleasure him in the way he deserved to be satisfied.
"I'll be gentle with you, Eren," He grows flustered at your words as you place a singular kiss, allowing yourself to shift to his neck, layering kisses and slowly settling a hickey upon his neck. You glance at your work, somewhat smiling as you had successfully marked him — the hue on his cheeks confirmed he grew pleased with such a thing.
You allow yourself to shift further down, scattering hickeys upon his collar bone and allowing yourself to plant a singular one upon his pec. He merely gasps at the sensation, only for you to place a kiss upon the hickey to soothe the subtle discomfort with a tender kiss — he adored the feeling of you against him. He feels as you allow his skin within your mouth as you gently create hickeys, planting kisses upon them to soothe them in case they caused him subtle discomfort. He allows his hand to run across your lower back before you allow yourself to slip lower, being greeted with the spot above his erection.
"Do you want me to?" You allow your hand to skim over his erection as he perches himself on his elbow to view you resting the pad of your thumb against the clothed tip of his erection. You allow your finger to rub in the ample smear of precum as he whimpered at the newfound sensation.
"Please, I want you to do it, my love," He speaks with such vulnerability. You couldn't help but bring yourself closer to his underwear, your body extremely humid as you shift the band of his underwear down, in a teasing manner. His breathing was extremely rapid as you slowly began to pull it down, nervousness somewhat overwhelming you from the potential hint of how large he was.
You hook your fingers against the soft bands, slowly pulling it further down, only to encounter the base of his dick, causing your stomach to pool with nervousness. His viridian eyes fail to greet your own as you meet his gaze, slowly allowing the underwear to fall further, revealing the ampleness of his dick. Such a sight caused you to be entwined with a feeling of nervousness. But another side of you yearned to take in every inch of him, though it was set to take a while for you to potentially adjust to how large in size he was.
"Is there a problem?" Eren meekly asks as he shyly glances at you glimpsing at the size of him, somewhat taken back by how girthy and long his dick was. You were deeply wondering how much of his dick were you going to be able to fit in on your first time.
"There's no problem. I'm just trying to figure out if I'll be able to handle all of you," Your words cause his heart to accelerate as you efficiently skin him off his underwear. You allow your fingers to cup the length of his dick, causing him to whimper as he glances at you, his plush lips parted.
"Knowing you, you can handle it." Eren breathes, his tone breathy as you allow your fingers to infiltrate his tip, smearing the precum within his tip.
You allow yourself to lower yourself, allowing your eyes to greet his own before you placed your tongue against his tip, listening to him curse beneath his breath at such a lewd sight of you — you were barely on his tip and he was so close to cumming.
"But can you handle me? I've barely touched your tip with my tongue and you're already grunting, Eren. I think it's cute." Eren fondles the satin blue blanket beside him, watching as you lewdly wrapped your lips around his tip, sucking harshly to listen to the deep moan that fell from his lips at the new feeling.
"I don't know if I can handle you. Just the sight of you like this, it makes me want to cum." Eren breathily admits as you allow yourself to take more of his size in, feeling as he somewhat tensed, his breathing choppy as you began to move your head in a manner that left him dazed. Just the warmth of your mouth spreading throughout his dick left him moaning, grunting, unable to focus as you allowed him to bury himself within your mouth.
"Y/n... that feels... Fuck," Eren's chest rises rapidly as he fails to efficiently breathe as you suck on his tip, kissing along the underside of his cock before you allowed your flat tongue to run along the side, being greeted by a prominent vein.
"You like that?" No, you were aware he liked that by the way, he was deeply moaning your name.
His hand rested upon the top of your head as he somewhat guided you to the spots of him that you had managed to attain. He had never felt this overwhelmed before, this close to cumming as you managed to take almost all of him in, grasping the part you couldn't fit and gently moving your hand to pleasure him.
"I like that, my love. It feels so good, can I throat fuck you? I don't want to push your head down without permission," Eren questions as tears brim within his eyes at how good you made him feel. He couldn't help but somewhat whine as you momentarily pulled away, feeling as he somewhat twitched against you with quickness — how was he so quick to cumming?
"Just be gentle, Eren. You can do it," He takes that as a sign of approval, as he gently pushes your head down, whimpering excessively as you somewhat gag, feeling tears brim in your eyes from the intensity. You could hear the mewl sounds as he guided your mouth upwards and downwards, finding pleasure in the sound of you taking in his size — you looked so pretty.
"You sure you're okay?" Eren asks in a choppy moan as you allow yourself to go further down, feeling as he frantically twitched within your mouth. His closeness was near, you were able to detect such a thing.
"I'm fine," You say as tears streak down your face, causing you to continue as you feel him become close, his cheeks so horribly flushed. You couldn't help but find yourself suck on him further to heighten his reaction. He was already a cloudy mess, so you didn't mind it.
"I'm going to cum, Y/n. I'm going to..." You suck down harshly on his tip, causing him to release within your mouth; his thick spurts of cum settled within your mouth. The taste of his cum was slightly salty, tinted with warmth. You couldn't help but allow him to glance at his cum on your tongue as his erection faltered, in a slow manner. You continued to clean him of his cum, until he grew hard again, his moans so clear against your ears.
"For your first time, you sure were good. C'mere, give me a kiss," He utters as you partially rub yourself against his tip — as he and you moaned — grinding against it partially until you leaned over him. You press your lips against his own as he held you with softness, making sure you felt okay with the aftermath of it all. He wanted you to be happy with the outcome of it all.
"You're hard, again. You ready to go all the way, Eren?" You question as he sits up, taking hold of you and placing you gently down in front of him. He couldn't help but desire to kiss all upon your body as you remained laying prettily in front of him, your nudeness causing him to feel extremely aroused as he yearned to connect to you on a deeper level, despite all the hickeys that remained upon you.
"I want to go all the way, my love. I'll be gentle with you," Eren speaks as he leans to settle kisses upon your lips, resulting in you grasping ahold of his face and settling his lips deeper against your own as you remained with parted legs.
"Promise to hold my hand? I need something of you to hold," You speak in shyness, your eyes slightly failing to meet his own as he glanced down at you. While you remained afraid to glance into his eyes, he tilts your head so you face him, planting a slow kiss atop of your lips.
"I promise to hold your hand, don't worry, my love." Eren's usage of my love caused your heart to somewhat skip a beat as he brings himself closer to you, grasping upon your legs and shifting you closer to him.
Eren allows your legs to part further, as he lifted you, so you were somewhat angled with the length of his yearning dick. He allows himself to clasp onto it, placing himself on your stomach, to gingerly view how deep he would rest inside of you, and a part of you seemed to be partially worried at the ampleness of his dick.
Though you held deep trust within him, you still couldn't contain your nerves as you both inhaled and exhaled, your bodies too flustered to glance at each other in the eyes. But all that worry seemed to somewhat contain itself as you somewhat pull Eren closer to you, kissing his worries away — along with your own.
"I'm going to be slow, prepare yourself," Eren announces, resting one of his hands in your own, entwining your fingers. He plants the tip of his dick between your entrance, running the tip of it against your folds; the both of you whimpering with one another at the sensation.
"Be slow, Eren," He nods, slowly beginning to bury the tip of himself inside of you. He feels as you grasp firmer onto his hand, slowly beginning to bury your nails within it as he slid himself further within you, whimpering as you moaned at the stretch of him. You were finally realising that this was set to be the moment where you fully lose your first time, with him.
"Eren, you're too large," You gasp as he buries himself further within you, splitting you open as you held onto his hand with tightness, your brows creasing as he halted, somewhat lowering his body so he could press his lips against yours as you held back tears.
"You sure you want to go on? I don't want to overwhelm you with my size," Eren questions as he stills himself, observing as you refrained from letting go of his hand, harshly holding onto it as he remained still.
"Keep going, Eren. I want to do this," He slowly pushes himself deeper within you, causing you to gasp as he remained by your neck, placing kisses upon it as he continued to push himself inside of you. He made you feel so beautifully full. It was uncanny how full he made you feel, even throughout his whimpering, from you clenching around the length of him.
"I'm going to let you adjust to me before I start moving, I don't want to hurt you. You're doing so well, my love." Eren spoke within your ear, his hand still within your own as you placed your free hand on his back, feeling calmed at his gestures and reassurance.
"You make me feel so safe, Eren. Thank you," You feel yourself speak in vulnerability as he remains buried there, whispering sweet compliments within your ear as you both remained still. He aches to not hurt you, he wanted you to remain in comfort with him inside of you.
"Don't thank me, I like making you feel safe. If I'm honest, I feel my safest when I'm with you." Eren grows meek as you hold onto him, kissing the side of his neck as a hand of yours remains on his back.
"I feel my safest with you, too. You can move now, Eren. I feel comfortable enough for you to go on," You speak as he pulls himself out of you, placing himself inside of you once more, allowing you to frantically feel the stretch of him, though it somewhat hurt. You were so wet, it didn't hurt as much as you anticipated for it to.
Both of you gasp as Eren allows himself to cause you to grow full again, moaning at the feeling of him settled deeply within you. While he begins to set a slow pace, you both find yourselves moaning and grunting at the sensation of another. You couldn't help but intake the sight of Eren as he used his free hand to grip your headboard.
He slowly begins to thrust himself inside of you, listening as you moaned against him, whimpering and gasping for air as he thrusts himself so he was so deep inside of you. If he hadn't been going to the gym and constantly working on his body, he was sure he wouldn't be able to maintain this position.
Eren's hips meet your cunt as he thrusts deep inside of you, his lips parting as he kept moving with a rough softness. He allows himself to thrust into a singular spot, causing you to moan his name loudly as he glances down at you with loving eyes, feeling as you clenched around him. He observes as your eyes roll back from him constantly pounding into the spot, using slight precision to feed into the pleasure you were both getting from this angle — had he ever told you how beautiful you were?
"Eren, you feel so good," You choppily moan as you embarrassingly listen to the mewl sounds that flooded the room, causing you to somewhat want to feel embarrassed, but the sensation of him within you cancelled out your embarrassment.
"Have I ever told you how beautiful you are?" Eren hazily speaks mid-thrust, squeezing your hand as you arched yourself, attempting to place your hand against his stomach as he snapped into a spot that caused too much pleasure. Your moans and his own were ample, so auditable you would be able to pick up on it from afar.
"There was this one time...you mumbled it under your breath. That made me smile for days, but I never told you that," You chaotically speak in a cloudy tone as he gleefully lets go of the headboard, bringing his broad body to be against yours. You still held onto his refined hand, allowing yourself to feel heavily closer to him through fluffy hand contact.
"You heard that?" Eren grows even more flustered than he currently is, burying his head against your shoulder as he whimpers in your ear, in love with the warmth of your cunt against him, clenching and milking him of all he was set to offer.
"I...heard it all, Eren." You speak with teary eyes as you gasp at him buckling his dick deeper within you, forcing you to take everything inch of him. Breathing became harder as he thoroughly buried himself. He sets his pleasurable pace back, causing you to feel yourself somewhat be able to breathe thoroughly.
"Well, you're going to have to hear it again, properly this time. You're so beautiful, Y/n." You feel yourself tear up at his words as you choppily moan, squeezing his hand as your other free hand settled on his back as he still rutted into you.
"Thank you, Eren. No one has ever called me beautiful before." You gasp as he kisses your neck, rolling his hips into you as you embarrassing moan, tears streaming down your face as he set a somewhat intense pace, listening to your whimpers and how your freehand loosely clung to him from how cloudy you were from his pace.
"Don't thank me. I'll call you beautiful however many times I want," He listens to your moans as tears continue to streak down your face. He allows himself to increase his pace, grateful that he was somewhat able to last. With your moans, he was unsure how long he was set to last inside of you; he wanted this moment to last forever.
"Eren, fuck. Right there!" Your moan infiltrates the entirety of the ample room as he now slams into you, causing your eyes to roll back in an instance as you gasp, lacing your hand with his own further. The brutal sounds of skin slapping and prominent squelching fill the room as he now pounds himself harshly inside of you, pulling out to reinsert himself inside of you.
"You're doing so well, my love. You look so beautiful," He allows himself to subconsciously speak as you somewhat squirm against his broad body. You were somewhat unable to handle the entirety of his as he buried himself so deep inside of you, you struggled to breathe against him, inhaling and exhaling loudly.
"You feel so good, Eren!" You couldn't help but repetitively allow his name to slip from your lips as he fucked into you so good, you were completely astonished at the fact that he was once a virgin. But, his sculpted build contributed to his stamina, so you were guessing that was how he was able to fuck you with such a beautiful intensity that didn't bring an ounce of harm to you?
"I'm so close. Shit, I'm so close," You speak as he buries himself inside of you, moaning at how good you felt wrapped around the entirety of him. He could feel as tears pelted down your cheeks from how good he felt pounding within you, allowing you to feel a way you had never once felt before — you were in love with this moment.
"I'm close, too. You want me to cum inside of you?" Eren asks as you tighten around him, feeling as he slapped harshly against you, feeling how warm you made him feel — his heart and his most intimate part of himself. He never knew a single figure was able to make his heart thud in such a peculiar manner or make his body ache for intimacy from another — it left him beyond astonish.
"Please, I need to feel closer to you," You grow frantic beneath him, threading your fingers through his long tresses of hair as he felt as you began to tighten around him.
Your breathing was heavy and your eyes rolled back as you listen to him moaning crazily within your ears, his thrusts beginning to grow partially uncoordinated. But, they still had you frantic, unable to grip him as he had fully made you and himself lose focus of the reality; you were lost in your moans, the skin slapping and the lewdness of the words you spoke of to another.
"You handle me so well. I guess you weren't lying when you said you would take every inch of me?" Eren grunts out as he buries himself deep inside of you, observing as you remained unable to respond to the words he had spoken of. Eren was so naturally talented; this was his first time. Everything about the man was laced with an essence that held no blemishes; he was perfect.
"I'll always handle every inch of you, Eren. I'm going to cum," You moan out loudly as you find yourself growing calm against him, the moment feeling rather right as you feel yourself release against him, growing somewhat exhausted as you pile onto the already dripping cream that taints his cock, forming a cascading ring of white.
"I'm going to cum, Y/n," As Eren pants, sweat coating his forehead, he finds twitching inside of you. He continues to slowly thrust into you, gasping as he felt himself becoming so close. Just the feeling of you settled his heart to remain in serene as he failed to maintain his demeanour as he whimpered at the newfound sensitivity.
"I want you to fill me up, Eren. I need to feel you cum inside of me," You speak, causing him to feel closer to release.
He felt as you bandaged your legs around his waist, feeling as he came within you, allowing you to feel warm as you pondered on the newly-found sensation. It causes you to gasp with him, until he released the rest of himself inside of you, leaving you to relish the sensation as you both remained there, panting.
"Shit, that felt good, Eren," You note as he pulls out of you, observing as his cum slowly pooled out of you with slowness — he couldn't help but yearn to do this again. He found comfort in the fact that you were both able to trust another with a sacred part of another — somewhat learning along the way with each other.
"You look pretty with my cum coming out of you," Eren speaks as he journeys over to you slightly. He places himself within your arms as you rested somewhat tired, pressing your lips against his own as he held you, allowing the both of you to remain nude against each other.
"I take that as a compliment, Eren. I still can't believe we did that, I want to be cuddled now." You note as he smothers you with gentle kisses, holding you as you somewhat close your eyes against him, feeling safe against him — you admired him so much.
"I'll hold you for as long as you want. Do you want to go shower?" Eren asks you as you bury yourself within his chest, allowing yourself to feel his cum trickle down your thigh as you somewhat closed your eyes, tiredness overwhelming you.
"Yes, and I should pee. I feel like I need to pee," Eren pulls himself away from you, only to grasp onto your body. He plants you within his arms as he guided the both of you to your bathroom. Only for you to hear a knock on your front door, leaving the both of you to groan — now wasn't the ideal time for such things.
"I want to get it but I'm a mess. Let's just shower and get ready, hoping that they'll eventually leave or something. I just want to rest in your arms," You speak as he carries the both of you within the bathroom. He closes the door behind the both of you as the dreary knocking only intensified, leaving the both of you to somewhat groan before you laughed with each other. You booped his nose, causing him to further grow a crimson tint.
"Who knows how long they'll be there? But they're going to be there for a while since I'm taking care of you in the shower." Eren informs you, leaning his head down to settle a kiss against your lips as you both remained nude, savouring the company of one another.
"They are if they decide to stay. I don't know who it is, it's supposed to be just you and me for the next two days." You announce, shifting his hair out of his view sight as he carried you further within your bathroom, finally reaching the shower.
"I want to extend it, I want to go other places with you. I can take the Monday off if you want?" Eren places you down as you both become more attentive to the knocks upon the door, ignoring them as you journey your way over with unstable legs, unable to encourage yourself to remain steady without almost collapsing upon the ground from the ache in the position he had stretched you within.
"Only if you're able to, I don't want you missing out on things because you want more time with me. I could always come to you if that's what you would want?" Eren decides, based on the queasiness of your supple legs, that it would be better if the both of you were to take a bath in your large bathtub. He knew you physically wouldn't last long in the shower, standing for a long period of time.
"When you're with me, I always come to you. There's no way I would make you travel there by yourself, I would have to come to you, or pick you up to go there." Eren's words leave you in awe as he flaunts the cute aspects of the situation he desired to make fitting for you. He desires to bring you flowers every time you were set to be entwined within another's company.
"It's starting to get dark early, so that makes sense. You're such a gentleman, it hurts," Eren clasps onto your waist as he glances at the cleanliness of the bath, implying that you had thoroughly cleaned it earlier. It may have seemed to be too soon, but he somewhat desired to be able to cook you as many meals as you desired, catering to you in his loving way: feeding you with food he had formulated from the heart and mind.
"It's the bare minimum, cause you're supposed to be safe around me, regardless," Eren speaks as he leans over you to keep you up, resting against him. His erection pressed against the cum that pelted down the suppleness of your thigh.
"To me, it's everything. Just the fact you care is cute. Let's take a long ass bath together," You vocalise, feeling as he somewhat departed from you, placing the plug within the ample bathtub, and turning on the taps. He allows the swift water to flow, rapid against your attentive ears.
"I'm going to go pee first, Eren. Put the lavender stuff inside of the bath," Eren follows through with your gentle words, opening the large bottle and settling the light-tinted lavender soup against the pressure of the nimble water. He allows it to dissipate throughout the water, taking on another form.
"Be quick, I want to hold you within my arms," Eren was moments away from catching glimpse of your body as you remained planted on the toilet seat, comfortably peeing as you weren't embarrassed to allow him to hear you pee. He was set to be hearing more of it the longer he was set to be with you.
"That felt good, I'm ready now," You announce as you thoroughly wipe yourself, part of the cum within you remaining inside of you as you clean yourself from any traces of pee. You entitle yourself to get off of the toilet seat, closing the white seat before you flushed the toilet, able to listen in on the knocks that remained prominent against the door.
"They're still knocking? They're going to get tired, my love." His tone is soft as he allows himself to settle within the warm water as you inch closer to the ample, smooth bath with slowness. Your legs were rather brittle as you journey your way to the bath. You entitle yourself to slip into it and rest against Eren's chest as he cupped your breasts, another hand resting against your stomach.
"You don't think of me weirdly, right?" The tone of voice you situate to this current moment causes Eren to instinctively cling to you as you allow your words to flow. You were essentially afraid of the idea of him viewing you differently due to the way your body rested in front of him, gifting a sight he had never encountered during the whole duration of his life.
"No, what do you mean? I couldn't think of you weirdly, you're perfect to me." His tender lips discover the top of your head as you slope against him, and recline to your dismay. You enjoyed relishing the soothing sensation of the seeping water cascading and peacefully blanketing upon the both of you in serene.
"Just thought us having sex for the first time might change everything. I was scared that after you wouldn't see me as me." He finds sullenness within your words as your tone isn't fluent in a soothing calm, but rather one flaked and glossed in vulnerability. You were stilled against his chest as he ran gentle circles against your stomach — to assure you weren't in dire pain — listening to the subtle knocks, praying they were set to fade, to spiritually and physically fade away.
"Then that means you shouldn't see me as me. I still see you as you, just I feel happy that this all came naturally. It's like it strengthened our bond, just knowing you and I was comfortable doing it with each other. Now, don't overthink it, you are still you to me." His words cause blinding tears to well in your eyes as they held an important meaning to you. They allowed you to feel treasured, as he treasured you deeply — infatuated with just everything there was about you.
"Pinky promise?" Your usage of pinky promise causes him to let go of your breast, interlinking his finger with your own before he places a kiss upon your head. He allows himself to solely be sincere; he means every single word he has to gift to your being.
"I pinky promise. You're special to me, don't think I would wrong you. I made a promise to stop you from catching a cold and catering to you, this time it's metaphorically." His words stop tears from flowing as you allow your eyes to somewhat close against him, finding layered solace within his words. You were glad you were both practically off-limits, subconsciously belonging to another.
"You're special to me, too. I can still hear people knocking on the door, they'll have to wait. I'm still here enjoying time with you," He feels his cheeks grow flushed at your wording; it makes him feel extremely gleeful, knowing he was the one who you deemed as special to you.
He remembered you saying on FaceTime that Chloe and Max were characters that were special to you, implying that you found yourself heavily interested in their characters and you were infatuated with them. He remembered you saying that when you were to deem someone as special; you held an interest in them and wanted to pursue them further.
"I like how warm this tub is, I can't help but want to sleep in it with you." Eren's subtle flirting causes your heart to thud against your ribs as he spoke beside your ears.
His tone is suave and beautifully low as he somewhat splashed the water against you, only for you to cup a portion of water, splaying it against him as he chuckled. The both of you childishly exchange water with each other, keen to not make a mess.
"I want to sleep in it with you, too. Can we switch to the shower later? I want us to thoroughly clean ourselves," You suggest to Eren as he continues to rub your stomach, smoothing the subtle pain you felt within your lower stomach, all from the pleasure he had inflicted earlier.
"Yes, that's a good idea. Do you have any spare cleaning essentials?" Eren questions in subtle embarrassment as you chuckle at the shyness he still laid out to you — he was still so adorable to you.
"Yeah, I'll give you them when we move to the shower. I just remembered I have clothes I can give you. I tend to wear men's briefs, occasionally, and I have a new pack that I haven't touched yet. I think you would be able to fit into them and I have oversized clothes because they're comfortable, and I think they would fit you, Eren," Eren listens as you get lost in discussing what it was that would suit him and bring him comfort as you were always wearing baggy clothes at home.
"I'll try them on later. I want to stay in the bath with you, my love," Eren announces as he continues to rub your stomach, soothing the area as you settled against him — finding peace in the gentleness of your gesture. If you could marry him on the spot, you would do so.
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It had been a mere hour since you and Eren had finished and the knocking had faded as you remained within the living room with another. You were watching tv together as he bandaged his arms around you, allowing you to lay within his lap as you remained in an oversized shirt — the one you had worn the night you had encountered him. The shirt was piled with your collection of clothes, being washed each time you were set to use it; it lingered with the gentle scent of him. But, as you both remained exchanging kisses and gentle words, you heard a knock on the front door, causing you to groan at the simultaneous knocks upon the door.
"Should I go get it?" Eren settles his lip upon your own as you glimpse up at him, causing him to kiss your forehead while you listened to the rapturous melody of two people running their knuckles along the door.
"If you want to. If anything seems suspicious, tell me. I won't hesitate to start fighting," Eren speaks in assurance as you settle a kiss upon his lips before you resistantly steer away from his body. You noted for him to pause the show as you gestured your way over to the front door, being mildly hesitant to glimpse through your penthouse peephole — to view the sight of who it was that lingered nearby.
Though carefulness overtook you, you glimpse through the peephole, casting your eyes upon the sight of Mikasa and what appeared to be someone else, along with her two children that remained nearby her waist. They were waiting profusely beside her as you slowly unlocked each lock on the front door, tippy-toeing to somewhat reach the top lock, only for your legs to feel numb. Eren instinctively allows himself up, grasping ahold of your waist and lifting you so you were able to reach the top lock, causing you to chuckle.
"Thank you, Eren," You mutter to him, pressing your lips upon his own as he grasped onto your waist, somewhat allowing you to grow infatuated with the presence of himself. Your laughter spreads throughout the room as he placed a tender kiss against your lips. You readied yourself to repose for the signature kiss he seemed to press upon your forehead; he was smitten by the way you moulded into him.
He couldn't help but remain nearby you as you readied yourself to open the door. Only to grow distracted as he placed a gentle kiss upon your forehead, listening to you chuckle against him. You allowed yourself to fade out of the trance as you heard another knock on the door, causing you to sigh before he somewhat moved away from the door, allowing you to slowly open it, revealing the sight of Armin, Mikasa and her two kids as you remained leaning against the door, no more than a large top and socks to cover your body.
They all remained somewhat in shock, sealed to the place as they glimpsed at all the hickeys scattered upon your collar bone, your neck and the curve of your neck. They weren't sure who it was who had done this with you. You weren't the type who was to engage in activities with someone.
You had classified you didn't yearn to allow yourself to get intimate in this way with someone. It was as if they had all set their eyes upon a ghost as they were unable to accept the fact that you had lost your virginity without warning. Without telling them that you were perhaps in an intimate relationship with someone that remained unknown to them.
They had even heard you getting intimate with someone, only to distance themselves somewhat as they didn't want to hear all of the sounds that were taking place. Mikasa even had to take her kids elsewhere as she didn't desire for them to listen in on the sexual sounds that were occurring with you and Eren. Yet, she wasn't aware that Eren was here. She remained shocked as she couldn't help but glance at you, wondering when it was you had allowed yourself to form a bond with someone; you would have told her, so why hadn't you done so?
"Y/n, we've been out here for more than an hour. Since when did you lose your first time? I remember you telling me a few months ago, that you didn't have time for relationships and everything. Can we come in?" Mikasa's eyes are overwhelmed with confusion as you lingered against the door, leaning against it as you glanced at her with a soft expression.
"Sometimes, things just change, Mika. I have someone over, so I don't know. Let me ask him if he's okay with it," You shift your eyes to Armin as he awkwardly remains, unable to bring himself to commit to the somewhat lewd sight of you resting in front of him — he had never seen you to this extent.
"You're awfully quiet, Armin. Is something wrong?" You question as Leo, Mikasa's eldest son, clung to him, being lifted into his arms as he continued to glimpse at you, unable to bring his words to leave his lips.
"Nothing's wrong, I'm just confused about when you finally allowed yourself to get this infatuated with someone," Armin's words hold the truth as he knew you would not do meaningless one night stands or wretched no strings attached. You were someone who would only allow yourself to grow vulnerable with someone you held dearly to your thudding heart, even if such a thing was subconscious.
"Ask fate. But, I want you guys to meet him," You speak in glee as Eren allows himself to linger behind you, wondering why such a thing was taking so long. He desired to hold you, as he always had.
Eren allows himself to cling to you, wrapping his arms around your waist before he allowed his eyes to shift to Armin, Mikasa and two kids remaining outside. He felt himself grow heavily confused about the sight of so many people remaining outside, along with the shock that remained quilted upon their faces. He couldn't help but find himself smiling at Armin as he only remained in deep shock, unable to fathom how you and Eren had gotten so close to the point you were getting intimate with another — the both of you were very secretive.
"Eren, since when? I'm so confused. You two lost it to each other, didn't you?" Armin speaks as Mikasa pales, her eyes rather frantic as she was unable to bring herself to speak; her mouth remained dry as she glanced at the sight of you being held by Eren, lovingly.
"Yeah, sorry for not telling you, Armin. I just wanted to see how it went. It's going good," Your expression alters as you glimpse at the sight of a frantic Mikasa, incomprehensible at the words you had spoken of. She hadn't seen Eren for years; she was unaware of the fact that he remained beside you.
"I guess that's why you've been so m.i.a.?" Armin speaks, buzzing with amusement as Eren gripped onto you with tightness, supporting your stance as you currently focused on Armin with the child within his arms.
"Yes, I've just been keeping it on the down-low. Mikasa, are you okay?" You question her as she remains glancing at the both of you with sullen tears in her stormy-grey eyes. She sorrowfully glimpses at the both of you, unable to bring herself to speak.
"I...I didn't know. I didn't know you and Eren were a thing. I didn't know you two were..." She allows herself to hold her tears back as you shift to bury yourself within Eren's chest, unable to bring yourself to face her in this somewhat cunning moment — confusion overwhelmed you.
"I just haven't told anyone. I didn't even expect the two of you to be here today, along with your kids." Eren remains somewhat confused about why Mikasa was somewhat hysterical at the revelation, her buried feelings somewhat overwhelming her within this moment.
"I thought you were alone. He's the person I was least expecting, I didn't even know he was in this town. I didn't think he was with you," Mikasa refrains from tearing up as she glances at Eren in his soft, viridian eyes, unable to recognise who he was. But, all she was able to detect was the fact that he seemed to be in love for the first time — he seemed genuinely happy.
"I don't live in this city, Mikasa. I live an hour away from here, I just came to see my love." Eren speaks, still confused about why she remained distraught; there was nothing concerning about this whole ordeal.
"I didn't know you have two kids. Did Jean and you finally pursue each other?" Eren questions, aware of the fact that she has kids, but he wasn't able to remember if it was Jean or someone else — you had barely given him intel.
"Yes, we're married," Mikasa announces, flaunting her ring as Eren awkwardly smiled, yearning to be able to just settle within your room with you. He didn't desire to have company smothered around the both of you, he only desired to have you settled within his presence.
"Congratulations, your children do look like Jean," You all chuckle as Eren does, too. You couldn't help but laugh within his chest at how gentle he attempted to mould the atmosphere to be. He was just rather confused about why they all solely needed you.
"They do take after their father. I think it's time we all catch up, I need to know what happened. How everything between the two of you happened," Mikasa speaks in slight bitterness, only for a tinge of happiness to overwhelm the bitterness. She wondered how the man she once loved had discovered you, though the both of you occupy two very different places.
"It's so early in the morning, though. I just wanted to sleep," A groan leaves your parted lips as Eren tenderly rubs your shoulder, somewhat craning his neck to stretch, revealing all the hickeys that remained garnished upon his neck, causing them to gasp at the fact — this was all so overwhelming.
"But it wasn't early enough for the two of you to get intimate? If you can get at it, I'm sure you can sit down and allow us in." Armin jokes, mentally feeling as you allowed yourself to partially falter as you slowly began to allow them in. You were quick to greet both of the kids with a gentle hug, despite the pain that settled within your legs — they saw you as an aunt.
"You're so funny, Armin, it's like nine am. And, it's still heavy raining. I can sit, but I can't stand for too long," You note as Eren wraps his arms around you as you hold Leo, somewhat afraid of how much he looked like Jean compared to Mikasa. You were constantly observing as they were becoming the pure embodiment of Jean.
"I wonder why," Armin states as he glances at Eren, beginning to approach him as you had somewhat departed from him, allowing yourself to remain perched upon the couch with Leo as Eren readied himself to remain beside you, only for Armin to attempt to get him to come with him.
"You're really taking Eren away from me?" You tease Armin as he cocks his head at you, attempting to hold back his laugh as you somewhat frown, turning your attention back to Leo within your arms.
"It seems you've already had him enough. It's time for me to catch up with Eren since I need to know everything about the two of you. How are you my best friends, but you don't tell me anything?" Armin jokes as Eren approaches you, pressing his lips against your own before the two of them settled elsewhere, leaving you and Mikasa together with her kids.
"So when did he and you get together?" Mikasa questions as you hold her son, allowing him to rest against your chest, as you entitled your eyes to gingerly train upon her own.
"The moment he saved me from the storm. I had practically been caught up and he stopped me from getting hypothermia. He took care of me when we were both trapped inside. After that, we both just hit it off. I didn't tell anybody because I just wanted this to be between me and him. He's amazing, Mikasa." You elaborate, allowing words to flow from your lips as you enabled a conversation between the both of you as you defined all the declarations of selflessness he had pursued.
"What are your plans with him? I remember you not wanting to pursue a relationship, so what do you want with Eren?" Mikasa asks with gentle honesty as she glimpses at you with a gentle smile, peace somewhat overwhelming her as she was able to view a happier version of you, but under what costly circumstances?
"To be with him. That's all I want, to be in his company. I like him, Mikasa. I actually like a man for the first time, Eren's practically perfect. He has his days, but he's still gentle." You reveal as she's able to agree on the words you utter, aware of the fact that Eren's a gentle soul, with anger that only comes out when it comes to protecting things he holds dearly to his heart. Yet, not once had she experienced him growing agitated at others for her.
"Has his days? What does that mean?" Her eyes grow rather alert at the wording of your sentence, causing you to chuckle as you held Leo, smoothing your fingers through his hair as Archie roamed around the room, his youthful self eventually finding himself plopping within Mikasa's arms.
"Sometimes, he's just down. It isn't anything bad, I'm not saying anymore about his down days." You speak with partial excitement, allowing your eyes to meet Eren's as he smiled at you from afar, slightly sticking his tongue out of his mouth as you did the same.
"Are you on protection?" Mikasa meekly asks as you rest in front of her, your eyes darting to her own with quickness as you register her words, somewhat afraid to speak further upon the topic.
"That's an embarrassing question to answer, Mikasa," You groan as she remains resting in front of you, her brows partially creasing as she occupies the spacing in front of you.
"Did you? You don't want to get pregnant, Y/n," Mikasa questions, somewhat worried as she didn't want you to become pregnant without no proper preparations or any confirmed commitment to the mere subject and life-altering topic.
"No, but we're going out later, so I'm gonna get plan b soon. I won't get pregnant, don't worry, Mikasa. It was just amazing for our first time," You elaborate as Leo allows himself to further deeper against you, somewhat babbling as you and Mikasa remained in a conversation.
"I'm not ready to be an aunt yet, make sure to take the plan b," Mikasa assures you as you allow yourself to shift your attention to Leo, as he was bound to cry over the fact that you were gifting Mikasa more attention than him.
"I will. I love kids, but I'm not ready to have one yet. I'm still in my twenties, working and everything. Leo and Archie are the closest to kids, to me." You observe as Leo lights up at your words, resting comfortably against your chest as you glimpse at Mikasa, smiling at her as she momentarily closed her eyes.
"They do love you dearly. I think we should just enjoy the moment, this is all too overwhelming," Mikasa notes as you begin to tickle Leo, chuckling as he buried himself further within your chest, speaking of gentle words as you lovingly spoke to him, allowing your eyes to occasionally speak to Eren.
"Auntie, who's that man?" Leo babbles to you, glancing at you as he grew somewhat excited on your chest, placing a single hand of his against your supple cheek. He glimpses into your eyes; his doe brown eyes twinkled at the sight of you eagerly smiling.
"He's my man. You love your plushies very much. Right, Leo?" You pinch his cheeks, somewhat swaying him about as you held him within the air above you.
"Yes! The plushies mama and papa buy are the best! I love them so much, I would never trade them for anything!" Leo exclaims, his tone gentle as he grows giddy against you — he was so frantic for a four-year-old.
"I know you wouldn't! What you feel about your plushies is what I feel about Eren. I wouldn't trade him for anything, no matter how many months have passed," You inform him in a child-friendly way, glimpsing at Eren as he trained his eyes on you, failing to keep his eyes on Armin. He couldn't help but desire to just admire how beautiful you are.
"I wouldn't trade you for anything, too, Y/n," Eren said from afar, a blush slumbering upon his cheeks as you glimpse at him with parted lips, finding peace within this moment. If only every moment was set to be like this forever.
You felt as if you aspired to keep time. You were truly keeping time — yearning for these moments to never falter between the two of you.
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