-10 Minutes Later-
-Kyra's POV-
@Michael5SOS never felt more alone than I do right now. Missing that one person more than ever.
It was short but it meant so much. Who was he missing? Probably his new girlfriend. Now that I think about it, Mikey and I didn't officially break it off.
"Kyra? You alright? You zoned out for a bit.." Sarah waved her hand in front of my face, getting my full attention. I blinked rapidly to focus my vision before smiling towards the worried girls.
"Me and Mikey didn't even officially break up, he just sent me a message. Look.." I showed them the message I received from Mikey, they all had confused looks on their faces.
"Wow, I find that quite rude. He's not like that usually." Carrie told me, I then showed them the message I got before that.
"See, that sounds like Mikey." Dani smiled. I nodded. Why did he change in half an hour?
"It's strange how he could change in a short amount of time." Frankie thought aloud.
"Anyone up for a singing marathon?" Dani said loudly, all of us nodded and I thanked Carrie as she passed me a guitar that one of the girls had brought.
Dani decided to record us, well me, the girls wanting me to sing alone as they wanted to hear my voice. I sat there for a moment as I thought of a song and smiled once I had thought of my favourite song in the history of life. I began to play the chords and laughed quietly as each girl squealed as they realised what song I was singing.
You're insecure
Don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the door
Don't need makeup, to cover up
Being the way that you are is enough
Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you
Baby, you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flick your hair gets me overwhelmed
The way you smile at the ground
It ain't hard to tell
You don't know-oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
I'm looking at you and I can't believe you don't know-oh-oh
You don't know you're beautiful
That's what makes you beautiful
So c-c-come on, you got it wrong
To prove I'm right I'll put it in a song
I don't know why, you're being shy
You turn away when I look into your eyes
Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you
Baby, you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flick your hair gets me overwhelmed
The way you smile at the ground
It ain't hard to tell
You don't know-oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
I'm looking at you and I can't believe you don't know-oh-oh
You don't know you're beautiful
That's what makes you beautiful
Na na na na na (X4)
Baby, you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flick your hair gets me overwhelmed
The way you smile at the ground
It ain't hard to tell
You don't know-oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
I'm looking at you and I can't believe you don't know-oh-oh
You don't know you're beautiful
That's what makes you beautiful
I finished singing and continued to strum the guitar to the end of the song. All the girls clapped, I noticed a few nurses were gathered at the door along with a patient, also clapping and smiling.
"Thank you.." I smiled timidly, not used to all this attention.
"Can I upload this to Twitter and YouTube Ky?" Dani asked politely
"Yeah of course." I giggled and began to strum a simple tune.
"Any requests?"
"5SOS, 'Out Of My Limit' please." I smiled at the young girl at the door with the nurses as I began to strum the chords for the song, Dani recording me again.
Back in high school, we used to take it slow
I had red lipstick on and high heel stilettos
You had a job downtown, working the servo
Had me waiting in line couldn't even let go
Cause I never wanna be that girl, who doesn't even get a taste
No more having to chase, to win that prize
You're just a little bit out of my limit
It's been 2 years now, you haven't even seen the best of me
And in my mind now, I've been over this a thousand times
But it's almost over, let's start over
Back in high school, we used to make up plans
You called me up one day to meet split ends
Cause I never want to be that girl, who doesn't even get a taste
No more having to chase, to win that prize
You're just a little bit out of my limit
It's been two years now, haven't even seen the best of me
And in my mind now, I've been over this a thousand times
But it's almost over, let's start over
I didn't realise that Carrie had joined in with her bass guitar until I had finished singing and everyone was clapping yet again.
"I'll do one more." I said, holding up one finger, signalling one song.
"Dani, have a request?"
"Um, Ed Sheeran 'Photograph' please?" I nodded and strummed the chords, Dani recording me for the last time.
Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing that I know
When it gets hard, you know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive
We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
And times forever frozen still
So you can keep me inside the pocket of your ripped jeans
Holding me closer til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
Wait for me to come home
Loving can heal, loving can mend your soul
And it's the only thing that I know, know
I swear it will get easier
Remember that with every piece of you
And it's the only thing we take with us when we die
We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are closing
Hearts were never broken
And times forever frozen still
So you can keep me inside the pocket of your ripped jeans
Holding me closer til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
And if you hurt me, well that's okay baby
Only words bleed
Inside these pages, you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go
Wait for me to come home (X4)
Oh you can fit me inside the necklace you got when you were sixteen
Next to your heartbeat, where i should be
Keep it deep within your soul
And if you hurt me, well that's okay baby
Only words bleed
Inside these pages, you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go
When I'm away, I will remember how you kissed me
Under the lamppost back on sixth street
Hearing you whisper thought the phone
"Wait for me to come home."
I turned to look at the picture of Michael and I that was standing on my bedside table, tears began to build up as I remember the memories we made. In the picture we were smiling widely; we were go karting and I remember the time clearly, I was 2 months pregnant at the time.
My phone vibrated on the table, making me jump from my thoughts. I rushed to answer it thinking it was Mikey.
"Hello?" I answered cheerfully.
"Hello, is this Kyra Wright?"
"Yes it is, who's asking?"
"I'm an assistant for Simon Cowell, and he found your covers on YouTube about 5 minutes ago. I pulled some strings and got your number. You have a powerful and amazing voice and he would like to have a meeting with you as soon as possible."
"Well, I'm in hospital at the moment so when I'm discharged I will see when I'm free."
"Okay, keep in contact Kyra. Simon is looking forward to seeing you."
"Thank you, bye." I hung up and smiled.
@KyraWrightXO just got call from someone high up in the music business, not revealing who it was yet. Big surprises to come in the near future #Excited #BigNewsOnTheWay
I asked Dani if she would take me to the toilet as I couldn't walk every well on my own as I'm still weak, she was happy to and we started the journey to find a bathroom.
"Oh shit, stop." I haunted my steps as I felt a stabbing pain in my stomach. Seconds later, I felt my waters break.
"No! Why have they broken?! My baby shouldn't be coming yet! I still have 16 weeks left!" I screamed in frustration and panic.
"Let's get you back to your room so you can get comfortable."a nurse, that I didn't even know was there, assisted me.
Dani watched over me in panic, worry etched over her face as she watched on.
-2 Hours Later-
Name; Sophie Anne Wright.
DOB; Born at 4:37pm, Tuesday 6th February 2014
Weight; 2lbs
Notes; heart palpitations and irregular heartbeat, prematurity asthma and potential eyesight problems.
She's beautiful. That's all I could think.
@KyraWrightXO it's been one hell of a ride these past 24 weeks but I'm over the moon to welcome Sophie Anne into the world, she's premature and may have many health problems but she's in the best hands possible right now. Missing my little boy Oscar, so close to this world, taken to heaven too early R.I.P x
I smiled as Sophie was brought in by my favourite nurse because she needed feeding. I've chosen to bottle feed her. Sophie was gently passed to me and I cradled her in my arms as she slept, waking up a few seconds later and giving me a perfect opportunity to feed her.
"Do you need any help Kyra?" Erin asked me, smiling when I looked up at her.
"I don't want to seem like a bad mother if I ask for any help.." I said, looking down at Sophie, her eyes were a bright baby blue and she had a small amount of blonde hair, much like mine.
"Oh nonsense, I'd be happy to help you. She's a beauty isn't she?" Erin smiled and took Sophie out of my arms, showing me how to feed her step by step. My phone rang and I saw the caller ID.
Michael.
"Yeah Michael? What do you want?" I asked, venom in my voice. I wasn't in the mood right now, I was beyond tired and needed rest.
"Heya Ky how's-"
"It's Kyra to you." I interrupted, harshly.
"Kyra, how is she?" Meaning my beautiful daughter.
"You saw my tweet, that's all you're entitled to know. I'll be ringing the other guys and informing them of her state, I'd like it if you didn't contact me again. You made it clear you didn't want anything more to do with me." I explained, my voice a lot less venomous that I intended.
"Kyra, baby, I told you I'd be in that baby's life no matter what and I plan on paying for her." he said sternly. I laughed.
"Don't call me baby, I'm not your girlfriend anymore Michael and I don't need your charity. I don't want your sympathy or your comfort. You lost that chance to be in her life when you decided to bail on seeing me and be seen at the airport with the most perfect girl ever!" My voice rose with every word. Erin pointing towards the door, signalling that she was going to give me privacy to say what I needed to.
"Oh...Chloe?"
"Yeah, Chloe." I said sarcastically.
"Seriously Michael, why did you ring me? You made it crystal clear that you gave no shits about me or my baby when you sent that message and to be honest I'm not even mad about the message, that message was a wake up call. I'm mad at myself for letting you in so easily- angry that I let us become something because now I'm lost without you, you were my rock but I'm gunna have to deal with the fact that you don't want me anymore aren't I? You've found perfection, I can see that. Please don't contact me again, it's not good for me." I broke down crying, voice cracking constantly throughout my rant. I assume Michael had heard me but he didn't speak for a while.
"It was nice of you to invite fans to visit you. I'm sure you had fun."
"Yeah, most fun I've had." I whispered.
"I saw your covers on Twitter, you have an incredible voice."
"Why are you changing the subject? Avoiding what you caused? Too scared to admit that you've moved on, is that it? I'm stronger than I seem Michael, I wish Daniel was here right now. He had his gentle moments. Sophie is going to grow up with no dad now, how am I going to explain that to her when she's Cara's age huh?" I broke down again, wanting to just end this conversation.
"Daniel is dangerous Kyra, I'm sure you want Sophie to grow up with a dad but he isn't right. You still want him in your life after everything he done to you?" He was getting angry now.
"Yeah I do, do you wanna know why? Through all the beatings and the name calling, he was perfect. He didn't ignore me, he didn't plan on seeing me and then bail because he was 'busy', he never wanted me to leave his sight and surely that shows he cares even a tiny bit. He isn't perfect, but he isn't you." I was getting frustrated now, this wasn't going to end well.
"Listen, how ever much you say you need him, you don't. Your better off without him-"
"I'm better off without you as well!" I said loudly, I was beginning to shake, signalling I was panicking inside but I didn't care. Go hard or go home and no way was I backing down.
"Kyra calm down, don't stress too much. Breathe." he spoke softly, very different than his tone 5 seconds ago.
"What gives you the right to tell me what to do? Huh?" I shouted, my breathing becoming uneven. Body shaking furiously, I then hated the sound of Michael's voice.
"Kyra please, you're panicking. Breathe-"
"I don't need you Michael, stop opening up healing wounds." I said shakily before ending the call and sobbing.