despair - h.hyunjin ★

By bunsyy_

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after years of chasing him, she gives up. [started: jan '22] hyunjin x reader #1 in skz #1 in ff #1 in skzhyu... More

intro
chapter 1
chapter 2
chapter 3
chapter 4
chapter 5
chapter 6
chapter 7
chapter 8
chapter 9
chapter 10
chapter 11
chapter 12
chapter 14
chapter 15
chapter 16
chapter 17
chapter 18
chapter 19
chapter 20
chapter 21
chapter 22
chapter 23
chapter 24
chapter 25
chapter 26
chapter 27
chapter 28
chapter 29
chapter 30
chapter 31
chapter 32
chapter 33
chapter 34
chapter 35
chapter 36
chapter 37
chapter 38
chapter 39
chapter 40
chapter 41
chapter 42
chapter 43
chapter 44
chapter 45
chapter 46
chapter 47 (final)

chapter 13

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By bunsyy_

y/n pov

"yes, sure!" I told him

"Okay, then lets go!"

-

after that we crossed the road and went inside the photo booth, "I'm paying this time" seungmin said and quickly gave in the money, "fine" I said

we then got our pictures done, did matching poses, made a heart, and everything that people these days do to upload them in their Instagram stories. Not that I or seungmin wanted to post it, we just wanted some pictures together as we barely do.

then we got out and took our printed pictures, the moment we left the photobooth we saw two more people waiting outside for us to finish, so they could use it.

ugh.

I sometimes just wanna laugh at my miserable luck, it was none other than hyunjin and the rat, again.
were they following us..? no, I don't think so, why would they even do that, ill just blame this on bad timing, I guess

then I noticed, seungmin and hyunjin glaring into each other's eyes, I don't even know why they always look at each other as if they're gonna throw hands, I understand why seungmin hates him, but hyunjin? Idk, then I noticed sung hee, and I got mad, just seeing her- as usual,
or maybe I was jealous? no, I'm not- I have no reason to be jealous so no I'm n- then I noticed them holding hands, which made me even more pissed.


"uh anyways" I slowly mumbled and bugged seungmin with my elbow, he slowly shifted his gaze from hyunjin, and we kinda walked away from there

"Aish, she makes me so mad"

"Same" he said but looking at hyunjin instead

"What?"

"What?-"

...

"I meant- you're done with him right?"

"Uh... yes. But it doesn't mean I don't miss him"

"Well you shouldn't"

"it's not possible for me to move on in just a day"

"i know, just dont give him any of your thoughts, hes not worth it"

i nodded with a smile


"Anyways, what's next?" He asked, looking at me

"Why are you asking me when you are the one who 'planned' it?"

"Yes- but I just wanted to ask if you have anything in mind that you wanted toooo- you know?"

"Hmmm-" well, I didn't really think of anything, maybe-

"Oop just a minute my mom's calling"

"Oh okay"
.
"Uh y/n?" He called my name when he returned, I turned back

"Oh yeah?"

"I might need to leave"

"Ohh-" I slightly pouted "well- what happened?"

"Nothing important don't worry, my mom just needs some help"

"Ah, do you wanna walk home together or?"

"Sure lets go"

"ookaaayy" then we started walking

Seungmin looked a bit tensed than before, I wonder what his mom said

"Hey seungmin you okay?" I asked, knowing he was just gonna lie

"oh mhm"

"sure? Or are you lying to me?"

"No, I'm fine. Do I look weird or anything?" He smiled and looked at me while walking, then looked forward again

"You just look uh- I don't know, tensed maybe?"

"Oh do I?"

"Yes, a little"

"I'm fine y/n" he smiled again to assure me

"If you say so"

He hummed
-

"okay then, see you tomorrow at school!"

"oh.. About that-"

"You're coming, okay?"

"I don't wanna tho-"

"But why? How long are you gonna avoid school? You have to come at some point right?"

"I know I will go but just not tomorrow"

He sighed

"Well, I hope you change your mind and come, just believe that for the first time, you aren't going to school for hyunjin, okay?"

"Then who do I go for?"

"Me"

"huh-"

"Do you just go to school for people?"

"Not just for people, but the ones I want to for"

"Go for yourself then"

"eehhhh-"

"Oh common I get so lonely without youuuu" he whined

"Then just don't gooooooooooo" I whined back, now seungmin switched to a straight face

"You're coming tomorrow"

"buuuutttttt-"

"No buts, if I don't see you I'll come and drag you to school"

"Aisshh fine" I pouted

"Good, bye see you tomorrow" he smiled and left

"okay, bye"
-

hm. I stepped into my room

"Gosh, I have so many of these" I said as I walked towards the hyunjin pictures that I printed out and decorated in my room

Should I possibly get rid of these? yeah, I should

I then started taking the pictures that I hung on my wall down, then went to my closet and got some more from there, then to other places I had his things.

While I was looking for more of his things, I found something inside my drawer, it was a .. bracelet..?

"How did I even get this"
"Oh.."

Right, hyunjin gave me this, back when things were normal

I smiled, oh! It was a matching one wasn't it- I wonder if he still has the other half, does he even wear it? Honestly, I don't wear it either plus I completely forgot about it so I never really tried to see if he still wears his, though I'm pretty sure he forgot it as well soo

But I'll keep it, I said and put it back in the drawer.

"Okay these," I say as I walk back to all the other pictures I had of him

Hmm, what do I do with these? throwing them would be a waste and I don't wanna give them to anyone either, should I just put them in a box and put it away? Yeah that would be okay, I guess

"Let's put you in my closet" I said as I took a box, put all of the pictures inside it, and then kept it away

Then, I went to my bed and took my phone,  i had a text from mom

"hey honey, I'll be coming home soon, can't wait to see you again! Love you"

oh shit..

~to be continued

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my english from the first chapter to this really went 📉📉📉

should i use grammarly 👉👈 /hj

anyways i found this on pinterest
#maidhyunjinsupremacy

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