to: parkjay0220@gmail.com
subject: today is the day
the day has come. my transplant day. i'm really nervous, but i want to keep a positive mind. this will be my last letter (hopefully not). and my messages will be sent in a few hours.
if my surgery fails, i want to let you know that i liked you and i still do. actually, i'm not sure if it's just admiration because it's a strong feeling. is it perhaps love?
yes, jay. i like you too. i hope i'm not too late and if you have someone right now, that sucks, but at least you're happy, right? and the important thing is i was able to confess.
also, please take care. finish your goals and dreams. my soul will always support you.
like the moon, i have admired you from afar and i promise to continuously admire and look after you even after my lifetime.
i didn't want this letter to come of as a goodbye message because who knows? it might turn out well for me. but of course, i'm not sure.
i miss you so much, jay. thank you for being the light of my life. continue shining bright, my love.
- seona
scheduled mail: today, 3:30 PM