atp i might go crazy;
my best friend is moving away when her brother is born and thats in march
so i wont have much time left with her
i vented to my other best friend about my mom and he said my life is like a suburban mom 😍
basically what the vent was about:
how it started
my mom makes me eat healthy things, right.
so she said i couldnt have anything "bad" cause she wants me to eat more fruits and stuff.
on the other hand, my sister had a bunch of sugar and unhealthy things the past week. including food from her classmates everyday, she had a sugar rush.
i already explained to my mom about it and said "you always want unhealthy food"
this is what i mainly vented about:
my mom puts a lot of responsibility on me cause im older then my sister. and so before i got tired of doing things for my mom and sister i used to do my sisters work for her and lie to my mom that she did it ^^. yes i was rlly naive..
my mom also tells me that im on my phone to much when my friends are on my phone. my friends are literally part of the reason why i am alive rn.
my best friend told me i couldnt handle all that by myself.
i told him ive been doing that for years 💀
he said thats basically hell but yea 😍😍
i told him thats not even half the trauma in my life
he wanted me to vent about the rest of it but it was too much to say 🗿😍
the way i kinda still have sanity is because i say others have it worse 😩