A D O M A N I A
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The thought of the war escalating makes Maria's heart clench and her skin turn pale. Their friends have two babies on the way that are due next month and they've already suffered enough loss to stay with them for their entire life.
She had also thought often about her panic attack in the arms of Regulus and how comforting it was to look into his eyes when she felt like she was going to suffocate herself. She thought of how his hands merely running through her hair and resting on her face made her instantly calmer. She thought about the hour after the incident, when the duo sat on her bathroom floor in each other's arms with tired eyes and quiet voices.
Regulus had also thought about the few days that they spent just acting like they weren't broken up and it had hit him hard that when he's around her, he wants to try. He feels purpose; like she needs him. He already knows that he needs her, like he needs oxygen to breathe. And these past months have been suffocating.
Maria sighs as she enters her bedroom, she's just returned from a walk with Marlene and Dorcas and she unclasps her bracelets and legs them drop softly into the vanity desk. She strolls over to the dresser drawers to grab some sweatpants when there's a loud knock on her bedroom door.
"James, I'm getting changed." Maria calls, assuming that the person outside the door is her brother coming to check on her, he usually comes around every day that she doesn't visit them — just to check on her.
There's another rapid bang on the door.
"James—give me a—"
The door is flung open and Maria looks and sees a slightly disheveled looking Regulus Black.
"Regulus? What are you doing here—"
"Shut up." Regulus breathes, striding quickly towards her hand his hand gently grips her throat, pushing her back against the wall behind her and firmly pressing his lips down against hers.
A pleasant feeling of surprise settles over her as she hesitates yet can't help herself when she roughly kisses him back, moving one of her hands to tangle her fingers in his tousled hair as his hand that isn't resting on her neck squeezes her hip as he holds her against the wall.
He slowly pulls away and she opens her eyes to look up at him with a frown of shock on her face as she breathes deeply, "you—"
"I know I shouldn't do that." Regulus mumbles, his forehead resting hers and she looks up at him with slightly parted lips.
"You just kissed me." She breathes and he nods.
"I couldn't help myself, I'm sorry." Regulus murmurs, tucking a piece of hair behind her ear and letting out a sigh, his minty breath fanning against her lips.
She sucks in a breath, barely even contemplating her next move before she grips the collar of his jacket and pulls his lips down to hers lustrously.
Regulus' hand moves from her throat to rest on her waist, pulling her with him without breaking the contact between their hungry lips. Maria stumbles slightly as she flicks off her shoes and Regulus snickers slightly against her lips as she sinks in height compared to him.
He grabs her shoulders and pushes her down into the mattress making her yelp but a smile stays plastered on her face as she shuffled backwards slightly.
She kneels up and Regulus clambers to kneel on the bed and grabs her face at her jawline, colliding their lips passionately and Maria tugs at the hem of his t-shirt. He pulls away to help her throw his t-shirt somewhere irrelevant before gripping the back of her neck and moving his ravenous lips down her jaw and neck.
Maria goes to shrug off her own top but Regulus grabs her wrists and shakes his head, pushing her back so she's lay on her back again.
"I've been dying to see you in this light for months." Regulus whispers, slowly sliding his hands up and down her thighs. "Let me savour it. Hm."
She nods silently, letting him slowly unbutton her jeans and slide them down her legs. He pushes her shirt up to her bellybutton and softly kisses her lower stomach, his hands pushing her hips into the mattress.
His lips slowly ghost down towards her clothed pussy, his hands sliding down to the waistband of the pink lace. He drags them down to her ankles and slowly clambers away from her before grabbing her under the knees and yanking her towards the foot of the bed making the Potter gasp in surprise.
"Do you want me to do this, Ria?" Regulus whispers, kneeling on the rug on the wooden floor at the foot of the bed and she nods. "Words, sweetheart."
"Yes. I want you." Maria breathes, becoming restless on the silk sheets and Regulus simply smirks,; lowering his face between her legs.
Regulus lets out a hum of satisfaction when he attaches his lips onto her clit and making Maria let out a breathy gasp and clutch the sheets beside her body.
After a few moments of sucking and nibbling on her sensitive nerves, his pulls away and slowly inserts his middle finger inside of her making her let out a soft moan of pleasure when he curls them gently.
"Did you ever think about me?" Regulus mumbles, kissing up her stomach softly as she helps him remove her top swiftly leaving her in a black bra. "Whilst you did this to yourself."
Maria laughs, it's one of those cute awkward laughs that makes Regulus smile against her collarbone.
"What?"
"Did you?"
"I don't know." Maria shrugs, smiling nervously as he kisses up her neck, his fingers still slowly moving in and out of her.
"I thought about you." Regulus whispers, his lips pressing softly against the skin just below her ear and she sucks in a small breath as his fingers speed up slightly, his thumb rubbing small circles on her clit. "Your eyes, how you stare at me with those big fucking innocent eyes." Maria lets out a strangled moan as he slowly kisses back down her bare body.
"Regulus." Maria moans out in warning and he smiles against her lower stomach.
"And your moans, fuck they're angelic." He mutters as he placed a kiss on top of her clit. "And when you moan my name just before you're about to come."
Maria lets out a loud moan, doing exactly that and Regulus moans against her pussy, pushing her to her release and she jitters beneath her slightly as she grasps at the sheets either side of her.
Maria breathes heavily as Regulus removed his fingers and slowly crawls up her body, tapping her sealed lips with his slick fingers and she allows him to slip them inside her mouth. She swirls her tongue around his fingers, sucking off her arousal from his skin.
"You okay?" Regulus mutters, gently kissing along her jaw as he allows her to come down from her orgasm and she nods breathlessly. "May I?" He asks, gripping her waste and she nods, smiling slightly.
The Potter lets out a small squeal as she's flipped onto her stomach quickly and Regulus grins at her giddy reaction. Her grabs her hips in his large hands and pulls them off the bed slightly before slowly sliding into her.
Maria lets out a groan of ecstasy when she feels him hit her spot as soon as he was all the way inside her, grasping the sheets at the side of her head. Her cheek rests against the mattress and she turns her face slightly to muffle the loud grunt as he pulled out and slammed back into her.
Regulus tilts his head back, moving her hips to meet his with his hands and his lips gape at the feeling of her.
"Fuck me Maria." Regulus moans, leaning over her to tuck some disbelieved hair behind her ear and watches as her eyebrows pull together and she lets out a strained gasp.
It's all extremely erotic.
The way she's gasping and moaning against the mattress and the way her skin practically glistens in the moonlight. The way his hands leave marks on her hips as he slowly kisses up her spine, moaning and groaning himself.
"Oh my god—Ria I'm not going to last that long right now." He grunts, almost ashamed that he's going to finish before her, possibly. One can't tell by the way she's gasping and grasping at the pillow slightly above her, Regulus watching as her shoulder blades move beneath her skin and how her body slams back to meet with his mid thrust.
"Me neither." Maria manages to choke out, her back arching as though she's a cat on the bed, Regulus pushing his hand down on the spot between her shoulder blades to keep her face down on the bed as he buries himself deep inside of her before letting himself go reluctantly.
Maria whimpers against the mattress as Regulus releases inside of her; all the while frantically rubbing at her clit and she cries out and joins him in his intense orgasm.
They're both breathing unevenly as Regulus slowly pulls out of her and she winced slightly, rolling onto her back slowly and smiling up at him as he leans down to press his lips against her own.
"One more for good measure?" Regulus mutters, kissing the corner of her mouth and she nods.
"Stay close to me, this time." Maria whispers; wrapping her arms around his shoulders and he smiles against her cheek, positioning himself between her legs and slowly slipping back inside of her.
They moan out against each other's swollen lips, Maria's nails digging into his shoulder as his hands tug at her luscious hair.
Regulus leans down slightly again to connect their lips, trying to muffle their moans by passionately kissing her. His hips roll against hers, not too fast, not too slow. It's perfect and Maria already feels closer and closer to her quickly approaching release.
"Regulus." Maria whispers breathily against his soft lips and he hums. "I did think about you."
Regulus' lips twitch, kissing her once again with twice the amount of burning passion seeping from his loving lips.
A few minutes later, Maria is on the cusp of pure euphoria, her body moving up and down with Regulus', his face bruised in the crook of her neck as he groans and moans.
Maria gasps before she moans, her finger stuffing at his hair and he gently bites down on her shoulder as they release at the same time, their bodies shaking gently against one and other.
"Ow—careful." Maria whispers when he finally decided to pill out and he grimaces, muttering a small apology and kissing her on the forehead. "I wish we could just lay here."
"Me too, but I need to clean you up, come on." He says, his voice hoarse as he gently helps her out of the bed and they walk towards the bathroom.
In the shower, he combs his fingers through her hair and she leans her head back against him, her eyes closed in pure contentment before they get out and dry their bodies, slipping naked back between the sheets.
The two are silent for a few moments, Maria's head lain on his chest that moves up and down slowly and his fingers trace against the skin on her waist.
"I had sex with Mary." Maria admits in a quiet voice and Regulus hums, not faltering.
"Really?" She hums in confirmation and he nods, kissing the side of her head. "Was it good?"
"Yeah, different." Maria mutters, tracing her finger in random shapes on his chest. "You're not mad?"
"No." Regulus chuckles slightly with a shake of his head. "I knew she'd get to you some day. And besides, I'm glad you experienced something. . .different."
Maria smiles up at him for a second before going back to being lay on his chest and she sighs.
"You know, sometimes I really hate the way you make me feel." Maria whispers, her voice barely audible and Regulus nods, pursing his lips.
"I know." Regulus sighs, softly kissing her temple a few times. "And I'm sorry. But I love you, and I know it's selfish but when it comes to you, Ria, I don't give a fuck about anyone else."
Maria smiles with tears in her eyes.
"I love you too."
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