The whole day passed. It was night time and Anu couldn't be seen in the house. All the family members except him were present. Haseena's eyes were searching for him only. It wasn't new for the family. They knew it has been his routine to come late as he used to before he got married. Half heartedly haseena had her dinner because Vyom forced her to eat. After the dinner, the family members except Vyom and haseena went to their room to sleep.
Vyom while going to his room said to haseena
Vyom - jabse tu gayi hai uska routine pehle jaisa ho gaya hai. Ghar aane ka aur dinner karne ka koi thikana nahi hai uska. Uska mann karta hai toh aata hai nahi toh office mei hi rukk jaata hai. Kab tak wait karegi uska. Kal aayega tab baat kar lena. Abhi jaa so jaa
Haseena looked at Vyom.
Haseena- bhaii vohh.... *stammering*
Vyom chuckled.
Vyom- bada bhai hun tera. Mujhe tere shabdon ki zaroorat nahi padhti tujhe samajhne ke liye. I can read your mind behana. Chal mai jaa raha good night.
Haseena- good night bhai *smilingly*
It was nearly around 10 pm and haseena was still sitting in the balcony of her room looking outside waiting for anu. After few minutes his car entered. She saw that and was shocked to see his condition. He came out of the car and stumbled. He was not able to walk properly. She guessed it that he was drunk.
She hurriedly went downstairs so that she would not let him make noise and wake up the rest of the family members. She opened the gate and as soon as anu saw him leaned on her. He was about to shout when she kept her palm on his mouth. She then with difficulty closed the door and then wrapped her right arm around his torso and her left hand was holding his left arm which was around her shoulder for his support.
They then reached the room where he was staying. Haseena made him sat on the bed and in between her stole got caught in his watch. She started to free it. While she was doing it, anu held her hands. She looked at him.
Anu- rehne do na please aise hi aur tum bhi aise hi raho na mere paas *babyish voice while he was drunk*
Haseena- chodiye mera haath
Anu left her hands and pushed her. He then removed the stole from his watch and pulled it while it was hanging on haseena's shoulder. After that he wrapped it around his neck. He then looked at haseena. She was looking beautiful in her simple salwar suit to him. After the whole of nine months he was looking at her. He got up from the bed. He was looking at her intently.
She came towards him and tried to get her stole from him while this time he holded her hands and pulled her close to him. He nuzzled his face in her neck while she was trying to make distance with him. All of a sudden he started singing while haseena looked at him shockingly.
Anu-
Roop Tera Mastana Pyar Mera diwana
Roop Tera Mastana Pyar Mera diwana
Bhool Koi Hamse Na Hojaye
Roop Tera Mastana Pyar Mera Diwana
Bhool Koi Hamse Na Hojaye
*He was continuously nuzzling in her neck and his hands had started roaming on her body sending shivers down her spine. She was having goosebumps but she was trying to get free from his grip. While in this attempt she was able to get free from his grip and had started walking out from the room*
Raat Nasheeli Mast Sama Hai
Aaj Nashe Mein Sara Jahan Hai
Raat Nasheeli Mast Sama Hai
Aaj Nashe Mein Sara Jahan Hai
Haan Ye Sharabi Mausam Behkaye
Roop Tera Mastana Pyar Mera Diwana
Bhool Koi Hamse Na Hojaye
*He caught hold of her and pulled her. She came down crashing on his hard chest. He tucked a strand of hair behind her ear which refused to settle down. He then bend down to kiss her while she pushed him. He then held her by waist and then started roaming his index finger on her face. He then slided it down to her neck and before it could go further down she held his finger and removed it from her body*
He completed singing while still holding her in his arms. She then saw him again opening his mouth and she was sure that again he was going to sing so she quietly took the adhesive tape that was kept on the side table and then sealed his mouth.
He kept looking at her and then tried to remove the tape. She didn't let him. While he was holding her and was in his drunk state he wasn't stable and fell on the bed while holding haseena with him. Haseena was once lost in his eyes but realization hit her and she got up from him and sat on the bed. He too got up and then made himself comfortable on his lap. She tried to get up from there but he held her tightly. He then removed the tape from his mouth but before he could speak, haseena said
Haseena- I'm requesting you anubhav please please shor mat karna yaa phir se gaana mat gaana sab ke sab uth jaayenge please.
Anu nodded in yes. Haseena was sitting on the bed while anu was on her lap. She was just trying to make him sleep anyhow because that was the only way to make him keep quiet. But seeing his condition, she couldn't stop herself and asked.
Haseena- kisne kaha tha aapko itni peeke aane ko. Aap kab se drink karne lag gaye.
Anu- tumhaari wajah se peeyi hai maine aur tumhe toh kuch pata hi nahi rehata hai. You don't realise anything. Mai kitne mauke dhoondhta hun tumhaare paas aane ki. Par tum aane hi nahi deti
Haseena- Kya aapko pata hai ki aapke paas aane se mujhe kaisa feel hota hai. Kyo aate hain aap mere pass. Abhi bhi dekho kaise chipke huye ho
Anu- maddam zara gaur se dekho tum chipki huyi ho.
Haseena- ohh accha
Anu- aur rahi baat meri toh mai toh aur chipkunga yeh dekho aur paas aur paas. Ab kya karogi tum bolo.
With that he started coming closer. And then he hugged her. Resting her head on his chest, she can hear his heartbeat. They stay in that position for another few minutes.
Anu- Mujhe pata hai tum kya soch rahi ho yahi na ki agar itna hi pyaar tha toh gussa kyon kiya. Kyun tumse ladai ki. Vo allegations kyu lagaye tumse jawaab kyu maanga. Paagal ho gaya tha main. Kitna stupid tha main jo tum par vo allegations lagaye diye aur phir jawaab bhi maanga. Galti ho gayi mujhse bhaut badi. Par mere dil mei tab bhi tumhaare liye pyaar tha aur aaj bhi hai. Mere pyaar mei, gusse mei aur jhagde mei sab chhez mei tumhaare liye pyaar hai. Agar anubhav kisi ke liye bana hai toh voh sirf tumhaare liye. Aur agar tum kisi ke liye bani ho toh vo sirf mere liye samjhi. Mujhe tumhaare saath ladh kar saari zindagi guzaarna manjoor hai par tumse juda ho kar ek din bhi nahi. Tum bhi kuch kaho na haseena. Bolo na pyaar karti ho na tum mujhse. I really really love you haseena. Bhaut pyaar karta hun mai tumse. Nahi jee sakta tumhaare bina ab mai aur. *While having tears in his eyes*
Maine tumse beintehaa pyaar kiya itna ki jitna maine aaj tak kisi se nahi kiya aur naahi kar paaunga. Lekin phir bhi kya kiya maine. Hurt kiya tumko. Sabse zyaada jisse pyaar kiya usey hi hurt kar diya maine. Mai bhaut bura hun ha haseena. Tumhe mujhse nafrat karni chahiye na........
With that he got up and in anger started punching the wall while hurting his hands. Haseena was shocked at his this move and immediately went and hugged him from back to stop him.
Haseena- yeh kya kar rahe ho aap. Please mat karo. Bas karo ab ho gaya. Nahi ho aap utne bure jitna aap khud ko samajh rahe ho. Please yeh sab mat karo
Anu- haseena please chodo mujhe jaane do haseena.....
Haseena- nahi anubhav bas karo ab please. Calm down please aap shaant ho jao.
She then moved him to bed.
Anu- I missed you haseena. I missed you missed you a lottt. Sorry sorry sab meri galti hai. Maine kyu voh ilzaam lagaya tum par. Tumne kyu khud ko saza di. Ilzaam maine lagaya tha na saza mujhe deti. Yahaan tumne mujhe, khud ko aur hamare pure parivaar ko saza di. Kyu saza di mujhe itni badi mujhse dur jaa kar. Saza deti par paas reha kar de deti. Aur hamari family unka kya. Voh toh saza ke haqdaar nahi the na. Kaise ho gaya yeh sab kya ho gaya kyun ho gaya. Kyu chali gayi tum mujhe chodh kar. Maine gusse mei tum par allegations lagaye aur phir sawaal kiya aur tumne sab kuch maan liya aur chali gayi. Tumne mujhe apni hi nazron mei gira diya. Bhaut sharminda hun main. Kaise kaise maine voh ilzaam laga diya tum par. *his words clearly indicated to haseena that he was guilty and ashamed of his acts*
Haseena- anubhav bas kijiye ab aap aur so jaaiye
Anu- mujhe baat karni hai tumse. Itne mahino ke baad toh aaj mauka mila hai. Mai tumse baat karna chahata hun.
Haseena- Mujhe nahi karni aapse baat hum kal karenge
Anu- Par mujhe abhi karni hai
With that he held her by shoulders.
Haseena- Hato aap mujhe aapse baat nahi karni
Anu- Aise kaise nahi karni
Haseena- Nahi karni toh bas nahi karni
Anu- Maine kaha na mujhe karni hai matlab karni hai
With that she pushed him. He fell on the bed while holding her hand and because of that Haseena also got disbalanced and fell on him. He looked at her and then said
Anu- jitna mujhse dur jaane ki koshish karti ho utna hi mere paas aa jaati ho tum nai. Tum kuch bhi keh lo par tum chah ke bhi mujhse dur nahi jaa sakti. Haseena kya hai yeh sab?? Kyu kar rahi ho yeh?? Kyu ladh rahi ho khudse ?? Tumhaari jagah yahin hai haseena mere paas mere dil mein. Hum kitna bhi lad le jhagad le. Tum kitna bhi mujhse naraaz ho jao par hum mann se kabhi alag nahi ho sakte. Kabhi nahi. Kabhi bhi nahi. Ek baat batao ki kya tumhe kabhi meri yaad nahi aayi ??
She was just lost in his words and eyes which were having guilt and immense love for her.
Haseena- Kiya tha aapko yaad. Har pal yaad kiya hai maine aapko. Aapka hi naam liya har samay. You were always there with me in my memory.
Anu- ek baat batao tum toh sab kuch chod kar chali gayi thi na toh phir tumne move on kyo nahi kiya bolo.
Haseena was silent. He spoke up.
Anu- mai batata hun because you can't think of being separated from me or moving on for several lifetimes, let alone a few months. Mere liye sirf ek hi ladki bani hai. Aur vo tum ho haseena. I love you. I love you so so damn much.
Haseena- I witnessed him sighing in despair, continuously as tears started to fall down his cheeks. Those tears still ripped my heart open. My hands found themselves moving up to him and placing my hands on his eyes and wiping his tears while he mumbled before drifting into sleep.
Anu- kyu tum mujhe chod kar chali gayi. Kyu nahi aayi tum waapis haseena.
After hearing these words from him, the past incident which happened after she had left him played in her mind and in front of her eyes and she spoke
Haseena- mai aayi thi anubhav mai aayi thi waapis. Par jo nazaara apni inn aankhon ke saamne dekha uske baad kadam hi aage nahi badhe aur mai vahi se chali gayi sab kuch chod chaad kar. Mere andar phir itni himmat nahi bachi ki mai aap sab mei se kisi ko face kar saku. Haalaanki yeh baat aur hai ki mujhe uss waqt yeh nahi pata chala ki aap sab mujhe mara huye samajh rahe the.
Haseena while still tears rolling down her cheeks said - I can't fogive you
After that she got down from the bed, covered him with the blanket, switched off the lights, left the room and then went to hers.
UPCOMING
PRE WEDDING SHOOT
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