" So I am guessing that you have been here before and this place is a safe zone for you?" Me
" I have been here before.." Suga
My face must have shown that I was thinking he was here with someone special..not me
" With the band not on a date.. I wouldn't bring you somewhere I have took a date before.. " Suga
" Ok.. sorry I thought .. never mind.. I don't want to know." Me
" Can I ask you why you are so weird about the past? Are you afraid or jealous?" Suga
"Maybe both.. I just don't look back.. moving forward .. beside you kissing some else or god forbid having sex with anyone.. " me
"What? It really bothers you? How do you think I feel knowing your with Namjoon ? I so wish that I had pursued you when knew I liked you.." Suga
" And when was that exactly?" Me
" I thought you were very cute when I saw you on the elevator.. when we hung out on the balcony on that first night.. then the pool and you gave me your hat.. I was a goner.." Suga
" Aww.. did you rub your penis on my hat? Because I would like that.." me
He laughs. I laugh too. Then I stop.
" I am serious.. did you?" Me
" No but now I might.. I did think of you in that blue bikini.. damn.. now I have problem.." Suga
I drop my napkin and look under the table. I like what I see. I sit back up put my hand on my chin.
" Would you stop! You making it worse." Suga
I smile. He shakes his head . He take a sip of his drink. I put a piece sashimi in my mouth. We sit in silence just looking each other and eating. It seems nice to not have to fill the air with small talk.
"Are you ready to go?" Suga
" Yes I am full" me
He stands up and come behind me to pull out my chair. Such a a gentleman. He helps me with my coat. He holds my hand as we walk out. I was so caught up with Suga they didn't even notice some of Jungkook's friends were here too. The ones I met not so long ago at the tattoo shop. I wave at them
And they wave back. Suga pulls Me close and kisses my Cheek. He whispers in my ear.
" Why do you know every one?" Suga
" Jungkook introduced us.. I don't know everybody.. just all the hot idols... "me
"Not funny... " suga
We are almost at the door and some pretty, super skinny girls yell over to Suga. I squeeze his hand. He shrugs and we walk out.
" You know everyone... " me
" I am kind of famous... " Suga
" Just a little.. but only I get to sit on your face.. so there's that" me
" Yes you are very licky..'I mean lucky. " Suga
" I had fun but I am tired.."'me
" I am too! You could stay the night again?" Suga
" I promised Namjoon I would be with him.." me
" Well that fucking sucks.. but stay with me
Tomorrow?" Suga
" Sure.. I can do that" me
" Good . It's a date. " Suga
We get in the car and he holds my hand as he drives. He is very sexy when he drives. It was nice just me and him ...
"Have you heard anything about needing a new interpreter? " me
" I have... why? " Suga
" How would you feel if it was me? It's not official or anything but I have been asked. You are my boyfriend and I think we should decide together. I don't want me to distract you from you job or your fans who pay good money to see you guys. " me
" I would absolutely love it! It would be worse for me if I was away from you.." Suga
" Honey are you sure think about it. I would love to be able to travel with you but I want you to really think it over. I would have to delay school or try to do it online. I do feel this is a once in a lifetime opportunity but if it's not right for all parties involved then I wouldn't do it." Me
" Hmm... what does Namjoon say?" Suga
" He was the one who asked me. I think he is for it. It doesn't just affect you but all the guys. I just don't want to take away .." me
" Stop ... you wouldn't be a distraction. It is a lot of practice, interviews , sound checks and whatever else is thrown at us. You might be helping back stage staff with taking to people that work at our venues. It will be exhausting for you too. " Suga
" Wow! I thought I would be with you guys mostly." Me
" You will but you might be pulled to talk to anyone that might have a language barrier." Suga
" It seems that I need to think about this more. I guess I just saw the glamour of travel an different countries.." me
" There is that ... but mostly you be working .. lots of taking and reading." Suga
" Fun..." me
We pull in to the garage. Have I ever talked about how massive this complex is? It has 32 buildings.
He gets out and opens my door. We walk to the elevator. He drops me off on my floor. He walks me to my door .
" I feel I am 16 on my first date. Are you nervous to kiss me Goodnight?" Me
He smirks at me.
" Mae.. I had a good time tonight. Can I kiss you?" Suga
" Don't ever ask again! Just kiss me!" Me
He holds my face and kisses me. I hold his waist. He pulls away first.
" Good night" me
" Good night remember tomorrow you stay with me" suga
He winks and walks away. I open my door and can't wait to take off my boots. Very cute but my feet hurt.
" Mae? Is that you?" Namjoon
" It's me." Me
" Come here.. you have a guest." Namjoon
No I want to change and not wear a bra! I walk into living room and see Jackson. I run to him and hug him. He steps back a little bit hugs me back.
" Sorry I forget that I am American sometimes.. did I scare you?" Me
Namjoon shakes his head at me. Jackson smiles.
" No.. it's ok. How do feel about learning some Chinese from me?" Jackson
" Really? I would love it!" Me
My life is pretty great... I always wanted a hot teacher!