𝐊𝐚𝐭𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐬
I can't believe I kissed her last night, I was waiting for something like that to happen for so long. It was nothing like kissing Peeta or Gale and even Rosie, it felt amazing like you could get lost in it for years
" Jesus Christ brainless your staring at my food like you wanna murder it" she said and snapped me back into present day
" Sorry" I said and ate my porridge
" I mean you don't have to apologise to me but apologise to my food, you hurt it's feelings" she said which caused us both you laughed and make me apologise to her food
" morning ladies, room for two more?" Finnick asked as himself and Annie walked Towards the table
" for my favourite couple of course" Johanna said and invited them down
" fine, so how are you two!" Annie asked excitedly
" good, rooming with Brainless turns out to not be the worst thing in the world" she said and I smiled to myself
" yeah she hasn't tried to kill me yet" I said and smiled
" well that's good news, you seem a lot happier Johanna, what have you been doing Katniss?" He asked and smirked, and I rolled my eyes
" just being my usually loveable self isn't that right Mason?" I asked and she scoffed
" bitch you wish" she said and I snickered
" holy shit" Annie said and we all looked in her direction to see Peeta walking through the cafeteria
" how is he out?" I asked in disbelief
Nobody answered but continued to stare at the boy walking towards our table with a guard following behind him.
" can I sit here?" He asked quietly and Finnick nodded and Peeta sat down beside him
Johanna could sense my discomfort and placed her hand on my thigh rubbing small circles with her fingers. This did make me feel better but I also felt myself becoming aroused, and I couldn't help it.
" hey bread boy" is all Johanna said and Peeta looked up from the table straight into her eyes
" hi Johanna" he didn't look in my direction, he still sees me as a mutt, he still wants to kill me
" good to see you Peeta" Finnick said and my leg began to bounce with anxiety
" you too Finnick" he said quietly
" hi Peeta" I said after working up the courage
He didn't answer, he chose to ignore me and start a conversation with Annie and the rest not even taking notice that I sitting their.
" Peeta?" I said and this time he looked and still didn't say anything
" fuck this shit" I said and rose from the bench and walked away from the group not able to sit their and be ignored
I couldn't sit like that, not when he was speaking to everyone and leaving me sitting there like a fool.
" hey Gale! you busy?" I called as I seen him walk down a corridor
" no why?"
" I need to let some anger out, wanna come training room?" I asked and he nodded and followed in my direction
We entered and went straight for the weapons not hesitating like I usually would, I grab my bow and hit the targets on the exact spot every time.
" what's up with you? Why are you so pissed?" He asked and I sighed
" because Peeta decided to come over to the table and speak to every fucking person and ignore me. I don't even know why I'm so pissed, it's not nice seeing you friend sit there and ignore you in front of everyone and you can't even join in the conversation because you'll feel like a complete idiot!" I said and shot my last arrow full of force
" all I said was hi Peeta like everybody else! All I need was a grunt or something, maybe he could've taken into consideration that I was sitting there, little fucker!" I said and he chuckled
" why are you laughing?! I'm being serious!" I asked and threw my bow on the ground
" seems like Johanna's attitude and language is rubbing off on you"
" don't bring her into this! No need to drag her name into this, and I'm my own person I can choose to use that language if I want and be angry" I snarled and collect my arrows
" since when have you been this overprotective of Johanna Mason?" He asked and I rolled my eyes
" since shes help me and I've help her, she done a lot for me Gale" I said and he crossed his arms
" and what I haven't done anything?"
" when did I ever say you didn't? Listen, Johanna's different ok. We understand each other" I said and blushed
" I just find it strange how close use became, kinda like the whole act with you and Peeta" he said and my mouth dropped open
" our relationship is nothing like that! We aren't faking anything for the cameras, if you actually seen the way me and her are you wouldn't be saying of this shit! You know for being my best friend I thought you would've been happy seeing me finally happy after the shitty two years of faking shit for the capital and their pleasure!" I snapped probably taking Gale back by the out burst
" people might just have their speculations"
" no Gale! YOUR the only person who does!"
And with that I stormed off for the second time today and I feel no better than when I left the cafeteria.
" STUPID FUCKING DOOR!" I yelled as it wouldn't lock properly causing me to punch it multiple teams causing my knuckles to bleed
" fucking piece of shit!" I exclaimed and hit other things trying to get rid of all this anger
The Peeta situation made me angry but Gale saying that whatever me and Johanna having being an act pushed me too far.
" Katniss open the door!"
" Oh just fuck off!" I yelled not caring who was behind the door and I heard their footsteps turn and run
My anger turned into tears and I had no idea why I began crying. It wasn't the pain from the knuckles on each hand, it was like I was so angry that the only way to fully let it out was by crying.
" Kat-"
" I SAID FUCK OFF PLEASE!" I yelled in a mixture of sobs
" Katniss open the door it's Johanna open the door please" she said and I refused to get up off of the bed I sat on and watch my hands closely
" Brainless open this door now" she said more seriously causing me to arise off of the bed and walked to the lock and unlock it
Johanna stood in front of the door with my mom standing behind her with Prim beside her.
" happy now?" I asked and Johanna stepped in not seeing my hands yet
" I'll be happy when you tell me what happened, why your so upset"
" I'm not upset, I'm pissed off and angry!" I said and she nodded and closed the door
" ok then tell me why your angry" she asked
" because I was completely ignored at the table, felt like a weirdo sitting there. Then I was with Gale and he tried to say that our relationship or whatever it is, is fake! Like the way me and Peeta were, that's not true though your different" I said and let all the steam leave my body
" hey you know that Gale isn't right ok, and nobody thinks like that. I promise. Peeta is probably still in the mindset that you are the enemy and that will disappear soon ok" she said and I nodded grunting into my hands
" Jesus fuck Katniss your hands! What were you doing?" She asked looking at the cuts and bruises already forming
" punched the door and wall a couple times"
" damn Everdeen you get angry Angry"