Warning: Swearing
So about a week ago my teacher (really scary if gets annoyed) announced that there will be a Chemistry test and the result will be added to the report at the end of the year, as she expected everyone panicked as she just finished the chapter that day and it's a long chapter and I, who hated every word in the textbook was so worried that I was gonna get a bad score as I didn't even pay attention in the class and all my friends got extra classes in their private tuition
Later that day I had a breakdown, knowing all my friend's tuition syllabus were way too far considering our school syllabus and my mom caught my watery eyes and red nose and asked if I cried? I lied and said "Oh it's nothing just hit my leg on the corner of the table" and I don't know if she completely believed what I said but she was concerned then later I confessed that there is a test and I don't know a thing in it. She suggested that I have a tutor and that tutor to be my neighbour who was older than me
For a week she comes and goes teaching me all the important stuff and not-necessary-but-still-study-so-you-can-get-the-idea and I was doing pretty well too I even explained a topic to my classmate about the 'Positive & Negative Catalyst' and the 'Mass of atom' stuff
The teacher had given us a week to study and I wasted 2 days before having a tutor. The day before the test, I worked so hard even stayed up the night for some hours thinking I won't doze off at some point and I did.
The next day when I woke up I was sneezing and coughing (not covid/omicron) it was the result of catching some snow in the morning and something about my body can't handle is too cold/too hot and my body can't even handle a snow park ill just walk out after 15 minutes
My mom said I don't go to school and I was upset more upset that my mom didn't make me stay at home when I was not really but I just didn't want to go because it has an extracurricular thing and not PT, it basically has some sessions about Teenagers and a session where we talk about ourself like a therapy session and I was like
You are not my therapist!
But my mom made me go to school that day and luckily before it was my turn the bell rang, He said "You are next on next class"
and that too luckily never happened but what happened when I was not there was my test and the marching band which I participate but wasn't really interested but it was okay
So I called my friend asked what happened at school today? and she said "Nothing just marching and had a test, god knows how much I got" so I asked If something asked Why I was not there at school and her answer was "I don't think anybody asked,"
the pain when nobody asked What happened? especially when I was rehearsing I was sick.
ARGHHHHHHHH SCREW SCHOOL SCREW GOVERNMENT SCREW ALL THE ADULTS AND SCREW YOU, FAKE ASS BITCH OF A FRIEND!
and note down that was for my "friend" also thank you for reading me ranting about my terrible yesterday <3
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