"I hate you... And i will never ever love or even give you the care a wife deserves because you are nothing to me... And you never will be". He yelled at me before storming out of our room - well his actually as according to him i am nothing to him so no need to presume and get hurt later.
I gather my messed up nerves and wits and scramble to the bathroom. No one knows what is to happen next. The way my life has turned from the most joyous points into downhill i dont believe in miracles anymore... I only hope and believe in darkened numbness... After all rejection maybe painful but silent betrayal which i am going through is tormenting...