Noahs Pov:
Its my birthday......doesnt feel like it though. Last night everyone went to sleep after 1am. Its currently 6:51am and Dix and i are in the washroom, just finished brushing our teeth. I want to see her marks......i need to. I need to how how badly she hurts herself and if they need cleaning because Dixie doesnt care to clean them or put ointments on her cuts or burns
Noah: Can you bathe with me?
Dixie: Uh no. Im not bathing so early
Noah: Please? Its my birthday wish from you
Dixie: Are you trying to ruin your day?
Noah: You are my favourite human ever so i cant ruin my day if i start it by showering with you
Dixie: Well i dont feel like showering with you for a while
Noah: Why? Are you hiding something from me? Are you doing something you shouldnt be doing?
Dixie: Are you trying to imply that im cheating on you?
Noah: What? No. Never
Dixie: Lets just go get breakfast while you realise that its my choice if i want to shower with you or not
Noah: I know it is but its my birthday and i have been inside you alot so i dont get why you are hiding yourself
Dixie and i walked out the washroom. Dixie placed bean in the crib and zipped it up, lowered the AC speed then we left and closed the door. We entered the kitchen and saw everyone in it, with food already made and placed in everyones plate. Along with everyones plate, there was a glass of sprite next to it. We also noticed that they added extra chairs to the table so everyone can sit around it. When everyone saw me, they wish me happy birthday, hugged me then everyone sat down
*Their seating arrangment in the kitchen;*
Amy: Prayer? Whose doing it?
Tim: I will say one that i learnt years ago since no one is volunteering. Father, You are mighty and strong to sustain our bodies. Thank You for the meal we are about to enjoy. Forgive us for forgetting how many pray for food to relieve their starvation. Bless and relieve the starvation of those who hunger, Lord, and inspire our hearts to seek out ways that we can help from our abundance. In Jesus' Name, Amen
Everyone: Amen
Heidi: Ok birthday boy, take the first bite and tell us how is tastes
Our breakfast was a tuna tortilla wrap with salad and some fried eggs. I took a bite of the tortilla wrap, then the sald and eggs and looked up
Noah: This is amazing
Tim: Ok. Dig in everyone
Everyone started eating and i couldnt help but just pay attention to my food because i was starved and it was delicious. About t minutes after, when i was finished, i saw everyone finished eating but Dixie. Great.......ED again. She was just picking at her food, not eating any but she drank half of her sprite though. Everyone eyes landed on Dixie when they saw me watching her but she doesnt even realise
Noah: Baby, eat it
Dixie: Huh?
Amy: Eat up Dix. We need to clear up before we leave and we dont want to go to the beach too late where we will have to come back quickly
Dixie: Can i save this for when im hungry? Im really not hungry right now
Noah: What did you eat last night that you arent hungry?
Tim: Not now Noah
Noah I care for her dad. Im not asking a difficult or wrong question, am i mom?
Amy: Absolutely not
Dixie: Im just not hungry, ok?
Noah: One bite. Its a really easy thing im asking you for Dix
Dixie: Not happening. I will eat when im hungry
My dad gave me a look showing that 'he is sorry for this happening today and to just let it slide since everyone is here" so i listened to him
Noah: Im going to shower
Tatum: No arm wrestling first? I thought that was our birthday tradition?
Noah: It is but not this time. I just want to shower and spend time with bean and Dixie if she will allow me to
Dixie: Of course you can
I got up and entered our room. About an hour latwr, everyone was finished readying and is in the living room. We are all wearing our swimming suits under our outfit to make it easy when we reach there
Bryce: Its 8:57am, should we hit the road?
Noah: Lets go
We exited the house and walked over to the cars, that is already packed. I know people may say its rude of us to leave home my dad but to be honest, he never really liked the beach to even begin with. We are using two cars, mines and Mrs. D'Amelios
Amy: Who do you want with you Noah. Pick three people so each car will have 4 persons
Noah: Thats easy. I want Dixie, bean and whoever wants to join us
Bryce: I will go with you guys so i wont be stuck with only females
Tatum: Understandable
Everyone entered the car and we left. Dixie sat in the back with bean and Bryce sat infront. She bas been sitting in the back alot since bean was born for when he gets hungry
Noah: Want ice-cream baby?
Dixie: No
Bryce: What about me?
Noah: Want ic-cream Bryce?
Bryce: No, i just wanted to feel noticed
Noah: Oh my god. And milk? Do you want a pack of any kind of milk to drink?
Dixie: Water please?
Noah: Of course. Bryce, open that compartment and hand her a water
Bryce did as i said them closed back the compartment. I watched her on the rear mirrow. She took a sip then placed it between her thighs. Why is she doing this? What caused ED? Why does she have to suffer with ED? Im not going to lie, she planned today for me to be happy and enjoy myself but from what my dad told me yesterday, her plans basically went invain. I cant be happy when my girlfriend and hopefully soon-to-be-wife is harming herself and wants to die. Thats not possible for me
Bryce: Dude. Why did you suddenly go quiet?
Noah: Huh? Oh uh, im just thinking
Dixe: About what?
Noah: You
Bryce: You are always thinking about her
Bryce chuckled then put on the radio softly. We are now at the beach and already changed into our swimming suit. Dixie however........i dont know what she put on. She is wearing a one peice swim suit with long sleeve and the shorts part of it is reaching to her knee. While everyone is swimming, i walked up to her and placed my handsnon her waist
Noah: Why are you hiding yourself? Did i make you feel some kind of way that you need to hide your body?
I know the answer and reason why she is hiding herself but i want to hear it from her
Dixie: Im not hiding myself. Im just dont want bean to see me in a bikini
Noah: He will see you sooner or later in it
Dixie: Ok. What do you know or think you know? You have been pestering me alot to see me naked or close to naked since this morning
Noah: Birthday sex sounds really tempting today
Dixie: Mmmm, yes it does. Tonight at a hotel room?
Noah: Be there at 10:30pm
I winked then walked away. I know her....sex makes her forget about her self harms but we wont be having sex. Im going to get her naked just so i can see all where she harmed herself and how bad they are. Though birthday sex is really tempting with her......her health and safety is way more important to me and i will NEVER put anything above that. She walked over to me and wrapped her arms around my neck so i reast my hands on her waist
Noah: Whats up?
Dixie: I want kissies
Noah: You deserved them?
Dixie: I didnt do anything to deserve it but as your girlfriend, i command to get kisses
Noah: Im joking with you bubba. How does a make out sound?
I smashed my lips on hers and we started making out. This is the closing that we have gotten in a while and i enjoy this. I like to feel her tongue trying to fight for dominance and failing. After about 4minutes of a steamy makeout, we pulled away and rest our foreheads together
Noah: I want people to stop lying to me. Thats my birthday wish
Maybe that was a little rude considering the fact that she is lying to me but i want honesty
Dixie: I wish the same for you
Noah: Then dont lie to me baby
Dixie: What? When have i lied to you?
Fuck. What did i just do? I need her to tell me by herself or unknowingly show me. I shouldnt have said that
Noah: Im kidding. I didnt mean anything out of it
Dixie: Dont do that again. You scared the shit out of me
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