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HOLA!!
How you guys doing?? Hope ur all healthy and fine and I wanna wish a merry Christmas for all the Christian believers and wish u guys joy and happiness forever. Here is another part of this "masterpiece"
Lovee you...
Enjoy.... 🍓❤️
~ Rene ~
" Now" he whispers. " Who in the fucking hell its Eneyd and why in the fucking world did he kiss you and called you his girlfriend"
I lick my lips, running my tongue inside my mouth, swallowing the lump on my throat.
" You have 5 seconds, peach!"
My throat went dry for a moment and all I could do was look at his emerald eyes. He raised his well defined brows, running his eyes up and down my body. My hands were all sweaty because I was unsure of what to do.. Tell him the truth or just lie..were we what I wanted us to be.. Or was I just lying myself about him.
" He is my boyfriend" I mumble under my lips and Chris winded his eyes in disappointment. " Ex.... Well actually we never really broke up so... I'm still his girlfriend.." I swallowed " I guess"
"You guess?" Chris asked, scoffing. "What are you fucking guessing, Rene!? It's just a simple answer. A yes or no question.."
I released a breath I forgot I was holding and run my hand through my hair. It's just something I do was I'm annoyed or angry which I'm all the time around Chris Stuard. I'm sure he must get paid to annoy me with his actions. I don't understand what his problem is.. Why does he get to get angry at this.. Why won't he just listen.
" Don't yell at me" I say giving him the deadliest eyes ever.
"I'm not fucking yelling peach" Chris says taking one step closer. " I'm just asking but by the looks of it you seem to be very confused about this Eneyd guy"
He bites his bottem lip with his teeth, and Im aware of the vain on his forehead and since the beginning I've noticed he it's only there were he is angry about something. He just looked for a moment and turned his back on me, heading to the door.
I literally run after him, closing the door just before he opened it.
" No shit Chris" I yell. " You're not doing that again.. We either make up and kiss like crazy or you walk out that door and we never speak again"
I don't even now where I found all this courage or how those words came out of me, but something got inside of me. I'm gonna say Chris was pretty surprised by my reaction and I'm sure he didn't expect that. He nodded and sat at the end of the bed, hands on the chest.
" Good" I say and sit next to him. "Eneyd is a very special person for me.. And in my life generally... He and I been friends for almost 10 years.. More of since my mom died. And I'm sure you know how that feels.. And with time he became more then that.. And we got together after some years.. But he left unexpected one day so never actually broke up.. Do you understand now! "
He just gazes. I don't know what he is thinking in his head and I would give everything in the world to be inside of it now.
" And how does that make you his girlfriend? "he asks again.
" I explained it to you.. We didn't break up.. Or anything.. I actually haven't talked or seen him since then"
He scoffed.
" He kissed you!" Chris said, running his finger to my neck skin. " He shouldn't have" he said running his finger lower to my thighs. " You didn't say anything.."
He's right. I didn't say anything. I could have. I could have denied everything and explained the whole situation there.. And right now I wouldn't have been in this mess. But I didn't. I wanted to see him get hurt.. feel the things that run on your body and mind when you see your person with someone else, when you look at what's yours but actually isn't.. Right there you feel what I felt when I saw Chris with the other girl and what Chris felt when he saw me with Eneyd.
" I couldn't say anything!?" I say clearing my throat again. " I didn't want to say anything!"
" And why would you do that?" Chris murmured at my face.
My heart started to beat faster then before because this is the exact moment where I lose myself. It always happens, when everything is calm and all I see and hear are those emerald Eyes.
" Jealously looks good on you "
Chris's tongue was running through his cheek and he clenched his jaw hard enough for that jawline to distract me.
Breath.
" I'm not jealous" he said sitting closer stoking some hair that fell on my face behind my ear. " I'm pretty much territorial, and I kinda don't like to share precious things with other people... My precious things"
" So I'm a special thing to you?" I ask while smirking at him.
" Ohh, you have no idea!" Chris said. "You're so much more then that, peach!"
" Is that a good thing or a bad thing?" I ask confused.
" So you did that on purpose?" Chris asked, while resting his hand on my waist, pulling me even closer. " Such a bad girl"
Wait what.
Chris used both his hands to pull and sit me on his lap. His hand rubs my back skin, bringing those shivers once more on my body.
" I'm gonna revange this" he almost whispered while his lips were kissing my nack very slowly. " Better then you did last time"
Better then I did last time.... Wait that time he is talking about... I'm screwed.
" I thought you'd be mad at me!"
" I am!?" he continues.
" Doesn't look like that to me though?!" I murmured on his ear.
" You don't even know what I've planned for you peach!" He continues. "If I were you I wouldn't be so sure darling"
" Why-y.." Eneyd calls my name from behind the door, breaking the moment we were having. I immediately run away from Chris to unlock the door.
" Why did you lock the door?" I ask quietly but he does not say anything but put a white Nike sweater on.
I unlock the door to find Eneyd resting his head on the door frame,looking kinda bored.
" Took you long enough Lu!" Eneyd says entering the room. He turned his head at me whwn he sees Chris standing there. " What were you guys doing here?!"
" Ohh,.. Just.. -" and as I'm about to say something Chris gets ready to say something...
Breathe.
" Having some blowing mind sex" Chris says proudly at Eneyd. " And I seriously don't know what I'd be doing right now if you wouldn't have interrupted us"
I'm gonna say that Eneyds face told me everything.
But you Chris are a bitch.
" Is he your boyfriend!?" Eneyd asked me.
That's actually the question I'd wish nobody asked me, because even I don't know the answer to that question.
" And If I were?!" Chris asked from where he was standing, walking towards us.
" He's not" I reply honestly and a smile curves on Eneyds lips.
" I knew it" Eneyd said hugging me. " I knew you were going to wait for me Lu.. I'm so sorry I had to leave that way but there hasn't been a moment I haven't thought about you.. What were you doing.. Who you were with... I couldn't even talk other girls cause all I could think about was you"
All these words... All these feeling... All I have wanted to hear for so long... Since the last time I saw him.. They all came back rushing at me right in this moment... But do I want hear this now.. Start something that never ended and destroy something that didn't even start.
All the words left my mouth.. And my mind and heart was processing everything that happened..
" Hey.. Re.." Eneyd calls, tilting my chin up with his fingers.. " I don't want to confuse you or even rush anything.. But I have wanted to tell you this for so long so it just came out of me in a breath.."
My eyes look for Chris, that is standing behind Eneyd. His eyes are full of anger but he looked shocked. He isn't saying anything or doing anything... Just standing there...
" Lu, I know that deep down you still love me. Our love was real and I know that.. You know that deep down" He continues. " Lu say something please."
Beathe.
" Get out" Chris shouts at Eneyd and he looked more then serious.
" And If I don't?" Eneyd replied, tilting his chin and body up, to look a little bit taller then Chris.
" Dare me" Chris threatened.
" Eneyd please leave." I say trying to calm the situation and all the tension that we were all in.
Eneyd takes his leave, leaving me only with Chris in the room.
" Do you love him?" Chris asked.
Do i still love him.... How can I answer this.. I don't believe in...
We stood like that, glaring at each other for a while until Chris shaked his head.
" I already got my answer?!" He told me with a raised tone and and then he shut the door closed.
Breathe.
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Lovee 🍓
Xoxoxoxo - enndwena