I look back at Chan.
Chan looks pissed.
Eventually, We sit down for my checkup.
After that's done, Chan explained to me the certain medications I'd need.
After everything's over, i got up from my chair, ready to leave the room.
"H-hey Seungmin? Can we talk?"
Why does he want to talk?
Did I do something wrong?
Oh right, he said he had something important to discuss.
I sit back down onto the chair, waiting for chan to say something.
He looks nervous.
Finally he looks into my eyes.
He has pretty eyes.
Not as pretty as jinnies though.
Jinnie has the prettiest eyes.
Finally, he breaks the silence.
"Seungmin... I-i like you a lot. And I- I know you do too. And- since we've already been on a few dates, I think now's the right time to ask you this..."
Well, we had been on three dates.
But everytime I couldn't focus on Chan.
I kept think about Hyunjin instead...
He clears his throat, looking into my eyes again.
"Kim Seungmin... Will you... Be my boyfriend?"
No.
Yes.
I don't know.
I want to scream yes.
But my heart kept saying no.
My heart belonged to someone else.
But who?
It felt so wrong.
But
But i like Chan.
Right...?
"Y-yes I do..."
"Really?!"
No chan, i dont really know
"Yes"
No.
"Thank you Seungmin!"
He hugs me.
It's not the same as Hyunjins.
Hyunins hugs are so warm.
This doesn't feel right.
We talked for a minute.
Chan said he loves me.
But I didn't feel anything when he said that.
But when Hyunjin said it...
I felt like the happiest person ever.
Like i was in top of the world.
I need to see Hyunjin.
I need to make Hyunjin happy.
"Are you listening Seungmin?"
"Chan... I have to go- call me later!"
"Wait seungmin-"
I ran out of there.
I hide behind a car, as i catch my breath.
Wait, what was that noise?
i turn around to see a figure sitting on the side of the hospital building.
That figure was...
crying?
Suddenly I realise.
That figure is
Hyunjin?