𓂸| 𝗘𝘀𝗮𝗻𝗶 𝗢𝗺𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗡𝗶𝗼𝗸𝗶𝗲 | 𝗣𝗼𝗼𝗸𝗶𝗲|𓂸
𝗛𝗼𝘂𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗻 𝗧𝗲𝘅𝗮𝘀
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"Pookie ?"My grandma asked me while I braided her hair down in some corn rows.
"yes ?"
"you know your momma and daddy loved you and Cece right."she said before I stoped braiding her hair and blanked.
whet ?
"If they 'loved ' us then why they left? ."I asked with my face balled up as she sighed and turned facing me.
"Cece come here !"my grandma yelled ignoring my question.
Once Cece came she started talking.
"I'm not gone sit here and sugar coat nothing, but y'all momma had issues and I couldn't deal , then y'all crazy ass daddy ,saying y'all wasn't his , well he claimed y'all but he thought y'all mama was cheating too , which she was , and he was already crazy in the head , once he found out y'all momma was cheating he cheated back and she carried on bad bad , she left and left y'all with me and that old head down stairs , so a few days later y'all daddy came and seen y'all, he started coming weekly , but then the last day he seen y'all was when he came to me and said 'I love these kids to death , your daughter do too , but she ain't stable for no kids , special at this young age , with her being a drop out , and me being young , we ain't ready , I hate to be a dead beat but I'm not stable for no kids ,I love my kids , but you and mr devin do this favor for me and one day I'll repay y'all , I'll come back for them one day ."
"And with that he left.."She finished off .
"Um..how old were we when he said that ?"Cece asked .
"Cece you were at least 1 years old and Pookie was bout 3."she said as I blinked my tears away .
"Fifteen years.."Cece said staring blankly at the wall in front of her .
i didn't know what to say so I left my grandmas room going down stairs as papa stood on the couch yelling .
"DO EM DIRTYY ! DO EM DIRTYYY !"he yelled while I paused looking at him .
"Papa-"I started before he jumped down mushing my head .
"shush , no talking during my music session , go the hell home like you been doin." He said before I sucked my teeth .
"Okay old dirt bag , I just wanted to talk."I said stink facing his ass .
" old dirt- yea you out det rabbit ass mind of yours , all these hoes want some of me dammit ." He said while putting his hand in my face .
"What's that shit y'all youngins use to run out ? ... oh don't tell me"he said while thinking .
"PERIODDD!"he yelled swiping his hands under his neck .
"Bye papa , and ima snitch to grandma too bout some 'all these shoes want some of me' , snitching."
"Don't een do that Esani , I luh yo grandma wit ha bald ass head , that's my baby doe."he said before i cheesed .
"Yuhhh , I got the most greatest grandparents evaaa."i said never taking the smile of my face .
"What that gotta do wit me lovin ha- , never mind , what was you saying bout trynna talk to me bout some ?"He asked me before I plopped on the couch .
"Well grandma told me the situation bout my daddy and mama."I said before he froze and then turned turned the TV off .
"how you feeling Esani ?"he asked before leaning his head into the couch and sighed .
"mixed emotions , but I'm Gucci tho ." i said before he looked at me and raised his eyebrows .
"you sho Esani ?"
"Yes papa I am ."i said before he nodded and frowned at me .
"now get the hell out my house nigga ."he said before my mouth dropped .
"Wha- the love be fake maneee."I dragged standing up getting my keys out my pocket .
"aye I love you tho bastard!"
"I love you too papa !"
Ion know what I would do with out that old ass nigga .
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Kashaiii 🙄💕.
come outside and wear some warm clothes.
7:27 pm
nigga duh why df would I come outside in December wit out warm clothes ?
7:28 pm .
shut the fuck up yo , you got 5 minutes
Ouuu you improving...you ain't cross out no C'sss 😭.
Fuxk you
NOOO you just had to mess it up...ughh I'm comin !!
Read 7:30 pm.
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"I never needed youuu..I just ,I just-"I started before I got cut off by a loud ass horn from outside .
"Mmcht ..."I mumbled before grabbing my white puffer jacket and slipping it on before looking at my self in the mirror .
"cute." I mumbled before grabbing my key chain and locking my apartment door before walking to Debo car .
"Took yo ass long enough ."he said once i got in making me suck my teeth .
"tOoK Yo aSs LoNg eNough ."I mocked him before he side eyed me pulling off .
"Keep yo eyes onna road nigga , I love my life !"I said before getting on my phone seeing I got a message .
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Dre'onn 💙
Pookie ?
yes dre ?
man remember that nigga I told you bout that shot me ?
yea .
Nigga still on my dick , ima off his ass .
okay ?
see nah , shawty you bein dry as shit .
no , but what that gotta do wimme ? , I can't stop you and the nigga who accused you , from killing each other .
true true , wyo tho ?
Out .
where guh ?
some place .
You must be with cho nigga ima text you when you stop playing .
Read 7:40 .
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"get out that fuckin phone ,we here ."Kashai said before I looked over at him .
"Wha-"I started before I paused , and looked out my window .
it was pine trees all over and lights where every where , a big ass Tv in the middle of everything , tables ,a tree house and more .
"we the only people here ?"I asked him as he opened my door as I stepped out .
"Hell yeah."he mumbled grabbing my hand and pulled me closer to him .
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"okay okay , so you tellin meee , I'm the first girl who rode yo face ?"i asked Debo as we layed on a blanket that was right under the stars and the big Tv was right in front off us .
"yeah , Sia wasn't into no shit like that , I did all the work , that's with sky ass too ."he said shrugging .
"So Mika ain't rode yo face either ? "I asked before he scrunched up his face .
"Ew- , nah we fucked one time and then the rest of the times I was fuckin with her she sucked my dick ."
So she was doing all that extra shit just to only -
Ykw ..
"I could never act crazy over no nigga just to be suckin his dick ."I said shaking my head .
"lemme tell you sum Esani ." He said before I sat up and looked at him.
"any girl I ever fucked , or had a taste of my dick , that hoe gone go crazy ."he said before I raised my eyebrows .
"huh ? , so why sia ain't crazy ?"i asked him.
"We don't know how she is fr or act ."
what ?
𝗶 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘀 𝗺𝘆 𝗼𝗹𝗱 𝗳𝗼𝗻𝘁 𝗮𝗽𝗽 , 𝘂𝗴𝗵𝗵𝗵 !
𝗩𝗼𝘁𝗲 & 𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 💋.
Im ready to get this book into the real
meaning!
Excuse mistakes I'm to lazy to go over em!
-BARB 👅.