a weird buzzing sound was drowning every other sound away , my eyes opened to a dark purplish sky and moon red and looming right over me
everything around me was coming onto focus , only to fade out again , above me was figure all grey , focusing on it finally cleared my vision. what I saw , it was ........ staggering
above me the grey figure turned out to be none other than Wookjin ?
his skin was ashy grey as if burnt , cracking in places , his veins were deep purple-green almost black pulsing and his eyes ........ they were completely black , as if covered by some sort of liquid , which was overflowing down his cheeks...
he kept on chanting something, it was his voice........... yet it wasn't.
things were flying behind him....... and I didn't know what to make up what i was seeing
my panic caught up to me , and tried to move, breaking the Wookjin like being away from his trance.
he placed a hand on my shoulder, pushing me back into a road, and the being continued to smile , Wookjin's signature fox like smile .
"Hyung .... I got you , its fine , you have me "
His voice eerily soft....as if talking to a child
his face came closer to me and one of his hands covered my eyes turning my vision back to black
cold ........ they were ice cold...... like dead
and something soft moist touched my cheeks
a soft humming of a song , I know but don't quite remember , echoed , At this point I was beyond confused more than anything
"what's going on " apparently i could speak so I did
a laugh rang out the empty road , its just us two, the red light of the moon is stealing touches from his cheeks and hair
" nothin for you to worry about Love . Go to sleep"
and with that my conscious my faded away again
the next time woke up , it was was a white ceiling and once again above me were figures looming over me , but this time it was two of them
i blinked my eyes with great effort to focus
it was Sungho and Taeyeob looking down at me with huge eyes .
my entire body was sore making me groan
"oh god.....Oh god he is awake!" this panicked voice belonged to Taeyeob , his voice sounded so far away ,
I turned my head to see a hospital room , am in the hospital.
I survived ..... I sat up so fast that it made the other two jump
i was searching frantically for any sign of Nine . T
There was a bed beside mine... it was empty
"jisung calm down " a pair of hand came to stop me for moving , as i tried to fight it off
"Wookjin! wookjin! where is he "
" he is fine... Jisung hyung he is fine " Sungho's voice came to me as if i was drowning , muffled
was he lying? i saw him! he wasn't Moving !!
"if he is fine then where is he !! "
" am here "
I turned my head to see him standing at door , a hand holding a small paper cart full of coffee cups
i looked at his eyes, i could see them , staring at me , he was smiling , he was walking towards me
He is alive
I crawled towards him as he stood at the foot of the hospital bed, my legs almost gave in,
his skin was the same shade of warm golden honey,
I placed my hand on his cheeks......his Shoulder
he is alive
a huge wave relief passed through me , and I slumped into him , hugged him , hiding my face his necks , as tears left my eyes
"thank you" I said to no one in particular " thank you "
I felt hands in my hair " am okay " whispered to me
I separate from him my hands still on his shoulder
" the car crash ! the truck ! you crashed into the front window and -"
"crash? what crash ? " Taeyeob asked , " there was no crash "
"what ?" I asked him
" you fainted from exhaustion while walking home with Wookjin " Sungho supplied
"what ?" how can that be.... there was a crash....
"our.....Our black van ? what about that ? "
" Why would anything happen to it ? its fine ? we came here on that same van " Yaeyeob said , confusion painting his face in a frown .
I couldn't move..... did I imagine everything ? the crash, the pain , the grey creature above me..... everything .
"How long have i been out"
"14 hourse hyung "
" did nothing really happen ?" I turned my eyes at Wookjin
he gave me a small smile " No hyung.... Nothing happened "
he gave me the same smile he gives me when he is trying to hide something
After a while everyone one arrived, from our manager , to kyubin , mill and Junhyung. The entire room was like a nest of birds since no one would shut up
Even the doctor found it difficult to communicate in the room making her scream the instructions
since I had no physical injury detected , or anything i was discharged and free to go, with the added instruction of taking a few days off from work to let my body rest
The manager immediately went on his phone to call the company to tell them to cancel everything i had planned and refused to talk to me about it
Rude.....it's my work you are talking about , might as well ' consult ' with me ? At least make me feel involved
None of the members stood up for me when i was trying to talk to the manager, we were preparing for the next album , i as a producer , can't just take a break .
After all that , i signed some papers and then i stood infront of the same black van way faster than i would like
It was standing there
Virtually unscratched
Like nothing happened to it
Everyone started getting on the van .
But i could not moved , i could not
I cannot get on this car.....not yet....
A hand grabbed my elbow
And sure enough it was Nine looking at me with soft eyes
"Wanna sit at back ? We could sit at back " .
Yeah that does not sound like a bad ide-
That made me stop
How did he know?
I didn't reveal any information about our seating position .
How did he know?
i could hear my heart beat loud and pounding in my head and my body just freeze .
I couldn't say anything to him
I took a huge breath to calm down
"I wanna walk ..... The dorm isn't that far away "
He nodded and took hold my hands
Warm....unlike the grey creature in my ' dream'
"Let's walk together then " he said as he tried to pull me towards the dorms
"No!"
He froze. I never outright denied him anything....
He looked at me confused
I took a small breath and tried to speak in a less panicky voice
"I wanna walk alone ..... I need to clear my mind "
He looked a bit hurt , but still nodded and reluctantly got on the waiting black car
All of them waved to me
With shouts of, ' don't you dare go to the company now ' and then drove away, mills hand waving till the car vanished from sight
I started walking towards the dorm
The only though in my brain is about how could he have known
But then again I should give him the benefit of the doubt....
After all i did tell him about how he jerked into the front window....which can only happen if we sat at the front seat
While I was lost in my head i bumped into a person in front of me
"Ah am sorry " i bowed to the older man i had just bumped into
"Its okay it's okay "
I looked up soo see a small crowd gathered around a Light post
"What's going on?"
"A truck hit this Light post last night.....and the driver died on spot, according to news the driver was drunk ...look at how badly it has bent "
A truck crashed into the light post....
A truck....had a crash
I looked around .....it was that crossroad
That doomed crossroad
"Where is the truck?"
"Huh why would that be here? It got moved early in the morning , tho parts of it are still lying around"
So the truck did crash
I started walking to where our car was in the ' dream '
If was far away to not be viewed by the crowd...
The road had no damage
Did i see the news before fainting or something....
All thought were going thro my brain
Till i saw something on the road corner...
I picked it up
It was a clay charm....
It was clay charm made by JunJi
A clay charm made by junji for our car..
It was broken in two half...a small glass shard digging into the top half
.....
The crash did happen
The van was involved in a crash ...... And we almost did die ....
But then
What happened?