New pov
What is happening with me these days?
I've been asking myself everyday, even since I've come to Bangkok my life has changed.
I don't know why I feel like I belong here in this place than my own home town.
Where as I don't even have a memory of coming here before now then why do I feel like this? Too many questions
I even know few roads which lead to which place but how?
I myself have to find answers to my question should I talk to Gun about this maybe I should he is the only one whom I can trust in this city for now.
Today is my first day and I'm so nervous yesterday Gun did tell me how p Tay is how cold he is to his employees
But yesterday after meeting him I felt he is a foolish man what kind of a person he is, who fires people because of small mistakes committed by them? just because he is the owner doesn't mean he cant judge others this is my first impression on him.
But on the other hand I don't know why I felt good meeting him yesterday like I've already found my missing puzzle.
I must admit he do have good looks as Gun said, do he have a girlfriend/boyfriend?
No I guess not, the way P Gun explained me about him I doubt he have one.
I reached the office and the reception lady said that p Tay is expecting me in his cabin huh? But why?
I was a bit nervous I heard about his mood swing what if he fires me before me joining? No no I can't afford to lose this job and go back home after all the difficulties I faced to escape from there
" Nothing gonna happen your just overthinking New you will be fine" I told myself everything will be fine.
Nervously I knocked the door and went inside p Tay looked at me smiling "good morning sir" Tho I was nervous I can't show him that
He greeted me and out of no where he asked me to be his secretary huh? I was taken a back for once
It was opposite of what I was thinking without thinking much I said "yes" he did warn me that I wont get off and the work pressure will be too much, like I care and I really don't want to loose this job.
He asked me to wait outside and what why did I say yes I mean I can search anywhere else if not here then why did I agree to this? And why am I happy thinking about it that I'll be with him during office hours?
After I started working in his company I started to hear about him from other employees how he,how he treats them
They asked me what magic did I do on him that he changed so much they said he stopped firing people and stopped being grumpy
I'm kind a proud of myself that I changed him
Slowly I started to know him more he is a stupid dumb man but at the same time he is a very lovely person but dont want to show it to others
That is my true impression on him
He always talk about some Singto Krist, I wonder who they are
P Tay his eyes sparkle when he talk about them
I came to know that P off is his friend,P off he when I met him he looked at me weirdly his face was completely shocked as he saw a ghost in front of him😹
I don't know why I feel a bit jealous even without knowing P singtokrist
From the day I came know and work with P Tay I keep on getting those dreams but I cannot see their face looks like some kids and two couple
Because of these dreams I get lots of headache every now and then
Looks like P Tay worried about me he ask every now and then how am I? Isn't he is adorable but he acts cold in front of everyone I wonder why?
One day he lashed on me without any reason I felt so bad nobody scolds me that badly I wanted to cry but I didn't want to in front of him so I kept quite the whole day.
He felt so guilty that he was pleading for my forgiveness can you believe this the great Tay Tawan Vihokratana who never bends in front of others was pleading in front of me
This is a life time opportunity I felt happy that I had some effect on him, I don't know what are all these feelings am I falling in love with him? Is this what falling in love mean? No it's not true how can I? Even if I did will he accept me? Should I confess?
After a week
Today I was twenty mins early p lee was there, I wonder how such a famous person like p lee work as this man's secretary! but why should I bother maybe rich people's life.
I greeted p lee with the sweet smile which he returned he started complaining to me about his work
I meet P Lee once in a while since he is busy he don't get time to come here.
But whenever we meet I get that warm brother vibe from him
Today since morning I've got a feeling that something bad is going to happen to me and it did when P Tay introduced me to his brothers and one of them suddenly hugged me
what is this? why do I feel like I know him from years? Why do I feel like I've been reunited to him? why do I feel hurt in my heart? Who are they? Why am I crying?
His hug is so warm and comfortable I don't know I just don't what to leave that hug
Suddenly I get a glimpse of memory what was that?, what memory was that?
After a while he broke the hug and I kept on stuttering its my habit since I was a kid I stutter when I'm anxious or when I'm mentally drained I felt like everyone were staring at me maybe they felt weird by my disease
Suddenly P Singto asked P Krist to take me home when we were leaving the cabin I glanced at Tay he broke down in his brother's arm but why? What happened all of the sudden? Why do I feel like going to him and hug him tightly?
I felt hurt seeing him breakdown
The door was closed before I could move and P krist took me to my condo
How do these people know where I live?first it was P off then P Tay now him
Never mind I invited him inside for a tea and he did come, I went to prepare tea while I was preparing I suddenly got flashes of some memories followed by a bad head ache
I never had pain like this before I heard p krist's voice before darkness consumed me.
Where am I? what is this place? There was a huge garden looks like rich people stay here
"young master don't run please you will get hurt" said the man calling a boy who is he? I couldn't see his face "I don't care until and unless I see Newwiee😖 he is mad at me" the boy who is called "young master" said maybe his friend is really pissed, oh did he say Newwiee? My name? interesting!
I followed him in curiosity but I regretted following him what people say is true curiosity kills the cat and I'm the cat here😿 and I'm going get killed
Because there stood another boy pouting and he looked exactly like like me how can it be possible? who is he? Where is he now? And why am I having these memories?
"I hate you big bully you made me cry yo...you ar....are bad I....ha...hate you t...te"
said another boy with tears how can it be possible he have same habit of me is this my memory before my accident? Where are my parents and te? The "young master" Is p Tay🙀 is that why I feel like I know him?
"Ahh Tay why did you make him cry you know he wont forgive you that easily"
joined two elder boys with a cake in their hand and its my favourite but ahhh screw these questions I'll see what will happen wait don't they look like p Singto and Krist yea it's them
"newwiee new baby I'm sorry I won't you call fat anymore see I asked p to get your favourite cake, come on" Said little Tay even I would be mad if someone called me fat 😾
The boy who is replica of me looked at the cake then at the tay then again the cake and the other two boys he smiled and took the cake and ate it happily.
wait I noticed one thing these boys are the one that come in my dream lately these are my memories!
This means I'm not my parents son damn without knowing I had my tears streaming.
I heard someone calling my name and shaking me when I opened my eyes I saw a worried eyes of p krist.
P who are you? Why do you care for me so much? I stared at him
"New say something boy what happened did you get hurt anywhere? Speak something please should I take you to hospital" he said
"who are you p krist to me? Am I related to you?" the shock in his face said that I'm right.
He knew who am I? who are my real parents? Why did my parents lie to me? Why didn't they tell me that I don't belong to them? I have so many questions which are yet to be answered for now
I asked p kit what is his relationship with me but he didn't answer he told me that he will tell about it when time comes but he invited me to his house tomorrow
I agreed tho I have a bad feeling about this.
P krist told me to rest as he left my condo. I'm still wondering why didn't my parents tell me the truth! Is that why they used to act like that? As if they feared about something? Do they know who are my real parents? Didn't my real parents search for me?
Thinking about this, my headache started once again let me think about it tomorrow.
I better sleep it might be big day for me. Will I be fine? I am a bit nervous.
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That's all .....So what do you think is newwiee's parents hiding?
Are they good people or bad ones? Do let me know😁