I was coping. I was still figuring my mind out. But with the help of my dad, Adam, Dr Charles and basically everyone I love, we're going to be here all day if I list everyone single person. I am able to be alone. I don't have complete breakdowns/meltdowns. I'm still not sleeping but that's a whole other issue. I was so now I go on lots of walks, they clear my head.
"Bailey Halstead" a voice said making me spin around. A man I had never seen with a nice suit on is standing before me. He lifts his sunglasses up putting them on his grey hair showing off his dull blue-grey eyes. I could instantly feel my heartbeat it was thumping in my ears it was so loud. I fiddle with my in my pocket, kinda thankful I can't go anywhere without having one hand on it. He stalks me like his prey as he comes closer. I was frozen "we need your help" I jump at the voice behind me I whirl around there were several men in suits.
I scream after one tries to touch I was so dissociating, that's what dr Charles calls it. I take off running. My mind was in shambles. I was closest to med to that's why here I run.
I run through the ED doors my mind fuzzy but I was looking for one person. I felt like I was forever spinning as I search for him. "Bailey" I hear someone distantly say but I don't pay any mind. "Hey hey what happened" I knew the kind voice but I could figure out who. "Don't touch her she's dissociating" I was started walking back and forth looking for him. "Page Dr Halstead" the voices were so distant "Bailey its Dr Charles" I felt movement in front of me. Everything in my body told me to run but I had nowhere to go, I don't think I could make it to the district. I spin around trying to get away the people were suffocating me like the people in nice suits, his wearing a suit. I take a deep breath tears building in my eyes. How can a person just disappear. I take off running towards him I heard multiple gasps no doubt I startled a lot of people. I almost tackle him I felt him stumble back from the impact of me. I squeeze his sides holding him. I just want to be normal. "What" he said startled he sounded closer thanks he others "Bailey" he said shocked "they touched me" I said i couldn't see much the tears clouding my eyes but I can imagine some very confused looks. "She's dissociating Will" he puts his hands on my shoulders making me step back. I felt someone grab me making me scream. "They had badge and they touch me" I felt a pinch "don't let the suits get me" my voice felt sounded foreign. I suddenly felt myself falling "I got you it's ok" I felt like I was floating through the air. I couldn't think my mind was blank, foggy. I couldn't see anything I just felt like I was floating. I could distantly hear people. Everything was so foggy and far apart. I felt a million miles away.