The Devil Within

By XA1590

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"It was cold, I am voided with emotions but how come every time I see you it is warm making me feel things I... More

Prologue
I. New's Day
II. Peculiar New
III. OffNew
IV. OffNew II
VI. Unfamiliar Home
VII. Without you
VIII. The Young Master
IX. Tay's Predicament
X. Flashback Truth
XI. Office Lunch date
XII. Side Story
XIII.Meeting the Techaapaikun's
XIV. Meeting the Techaapaikun's II
XV. Meeting the Techaapaikun's III
XVI. One Night New [SS p.1]
XVII. One Night New [SS p.2]
XVIII. Tay Tawan "The" Vihokratana
XIX. Restless
XX. My Hin
XXI. The Permission To Hurt Me
LATE TEASER
XXII.Blue Blood
XXIII. Soiree
XXIV. Blood Oath
XXV.Bloody Red Snow White
XXVI.Changes
XXVII. Choice
XXVIII. Pending Doom
XXIX. OFF the grid
XXX. Sunflower Fields
XXXI. A Lulling Memory
XXXII. Three Steps
XXXIII. Two Steps
XXXIV. One Step Back
XXXV. The Sun that longs for the Moon
ADDENDUM
i.A. First Meeting
ii. Sleeping Beauty
iii. First Kill

V. My Circumstances

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By XA1590

NEW POV

Tay's demeanor changed after that silly prank as we covered it up. We made up and got so busy with stuff I rarely met up with them. Also Off all the tiredness making me forget my urges and pretend to sleep since Tay started camping, annoying me as he already invaded my condo.

We were like a married couple from time to time I slip off him catching me doing some weird stuff but with a simple excuse just shrug it off. It's almost been a year. But I can't keep doing this sooner or later he'll find out. I've never been in close proximity with someone other than Off. I can't always relieve my urges with just the ampoule I fucking need Off or whoever.

So my prayers were heard when Tay had a week shoot in Japan.
I was jumping up and down with joy in my mind, I could play with off and maybe invite some chick to my condo.
Mind you I swing both ways.
Just when I thought that the coming days would be fun. I got an unexpected visitor on the 3rd day Tay was gone.

" Young Master, your parents have summoned you, they are concerned about your living state and ask you to come home this weekend" -  Butler

"Not interested, tell them to leave me alone"- New

"Madam states that if young master refuses she will contact young master Tay and ask him for your attendance as well as his" - Butler

"What the hell why did Tay even have to do with this, tsk! Fine whatever I'll be there" - New

I just shrug it off I can just skip it.

"Young master must be present, it is a very important matter that you are there madam specifically sent me for this. " - Butler

"And so is sending Luke too? Mind you you won't get anything from him, he will never talk he just followed me because I am here so stop invading my space and leave me alone"- New

My growing irritation doubles as I heard the next thing the butler told me.

" Tell mom not to meddle with my affairs. If she doesn't want to see me misbehave" - New

"Young master I understand your concerns but must you threaten madam to cut-off ties with them, they will do everything they can to get you back you are the only one young master please understand" - Butler

"Ehem, *cough New must I be in the room as well it is family matters you were talking right I should get going" - Off

I forgot that Off was still sitting on my couch lounging around when my butler went inside addressing me with the depressing news.

"It's okay it's not a matter can hide from you anyway judging from the fact that you already knew my surname is a hint Off so stop pretending like you don't know." - New

I grabbed his hands and made him sit with me as he was about ready to go. Off scratching his head while awkwardly laughing at me.

" Well young master I'll be going now, young master Off . " - Butler

"About time " - New

And just that the butler was gone. And Off looking awkwardly at me.

" What??" - New

"Nothing at first I just shrugged it off thinking naaahh whatever but now it kinda sinks in that you are the very precious heir New Thitipoom Techaapaikun of one of the wealthiest vampire clans here. " -Off

"So what like you are any better you are wealthy too" - New

" But not as wealthy as your billionaire empire" - Off

" Ugh stop with the theatrics, you know I earned my keep from the time I started working up to now, I have a few businesses of my own to my name alone I don't want anybody assuming it is not my hard-earned money" - New

" Why do you make things difficult for yourself when you can have everything you want in a flick of your thumb" - Off

" Duh that's boring" - New

" I like that bitchy side of yours, so that's why up to now you haven't told Tay about your identity and circumstances, What is he really to you?" -Off

"I don't know haven't thought of it" -New

"You don't benefit from him after all, he is just annoyingly cute at disturbing you now and then Young Masterrrrrr" - Off

"Well what is Gun to you PAPIIII!!" - New

"oho don't tell me you're jealous?" - Off

Off with his eyebrows wiggling up and down annoys me. I removed my shirt and threw it somewhere as I sat on Off's lap.

"Oh shut up and fuck me, let's make use of this free time before Tay gets back"- New

"You sound like a cheating wife New" - Off

" And you sound like a cheating husband" - New

I grind my hips to his already erected tent. From which he groaned and grabbed my hips.

" Easy we have all night " - Off

" That's more like it" - New

As I bit my lips in seducing this already horny man I am sitting on right now. We have always been like this and will always be like this sex partner with no strings as such.
The thought came to mind but we instantly shut it off coz' we find it not our cup of tea to be tied to one another.
In the back of my mind, I was thinking about what Off said. He had a way to strung words in your mind.

"What is Tay to me?"

After a few days Tay was already standing in my living room with bags in his hands I guess those were the goodies he bought for me, But I couldn't care less. Tomorrow I'll be going home to see my parents.

I was laying on the sofa staring into space, void of emotions. I hear a slight thump on the carpeted floor.

"New what's wrong are you okay? Why are the lights off? - Tay

He stepped forward and kick a can of beer from the floor that was already empty. I was drinking before he came I never got drunk one of the perks of being a vampire, but I wish I would. These were the times I wish I were human just plain doing nothing regular human. Thinking, feeling about what to do for the day, what to eat, and then sleep. Just being carefree like this man in front of me. What would it be like not being a Techaapaikun?

"New, why are you drinking? I just left for a week and see you like this. What's wrong New?" - Tay

I just looked at his worried face and motioned him to sit down which he did. Then I laid my head on his lap and closed my eyes.

"I'm sleepy can I sleep Tay?" - New

"You can, are you alright?"- Tay

My eyes were closed just pretending to sleep since we don't need to sleep. I am a nocturnal creature anyway so sleeping is out of the picture. But I stayed lying my head on his lap.

"Tay, I' m tired" - New

"I know Off told me you were shooting for 5 days straight. Sleeping only 2 hours you should rest" - Tay

"What is rest? That is an unfamiliar word for me." - New

He was patting my head and playing with my hair. It is soothing and has a calming effect on them I wonder why I am feeling at peace whenever he is around. His scent calms me and his voice makes me think that I just needed to close my eyes and sleep.

"I'm going home tomorrow, don't look for me you can crash here at my place but I'll be gone for days."- New

I can already picture his shocked face without opening my eyes. His hands stopped tousling my hair.

"For how many days?" - Tay

" I don't know, Te in a few maybe" - New

" Okay" - Tay

He just kept silent and continued with what he was doing. While I was just pretending to sleep. A couple of minutes more and I pretended to have light snores.

"New?"- Tay

"Of course, you're already asleep..." - Tay

He was sighing and just placed his hands on my head and adjusted my head a little so I can sleep in a much more comfortable position still on his lap.

" You never talked about your family, all I ever know was you did not like it and you were always alone. That is why I was reluctant to go and leave only to come home to this, Why are you sad? You are visiting them." - Tay

Sad am I really sad? I thought to myself I never thought of being sad at all. But it is true I never talked about my family that much with him.

"You never share anything with me, I just find it on my own New why are your walls so high?" - Tay

There was a tinged of sadness in his voice it was a low one for sure. Being with Tay made me realize a lot of emotions I can have, one is to recognize a sad person. Not knowing I am one.

"I just wanted to be there for you I'm you're best friend yeah you're best friend great after all these years that's all I've become way to go Tay Tawan. Yay for me." - Tay

He said in a bored tone.
He was doing a monologue it was funny sometimes he talked to himself I always caught on to him since I don't sleep he tends to talk to me while I was sleeping. Sometimes It urges me to wake up and just talk to him but I don't want to spoil his fun.

We just stayed like that till morning he fell asleep as well. I woke up earlier before dawn, wearing my suit I donned a black Armani suit with my dress shirt unbuttoned 3 down. Tay still sleeping on the couch. I stood beside him just staring at his slightly parted mouth and his messy hair. Feeling sorry he didn't have the time to change into comfortable clothing before going to sleep. 

I fixed his hair covering his eyelids. Kissed his forehead.

"Goodbye Tay" - New

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A/N

It hits differently with a kiss on the forehead.

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