Dixies Pov:
Everyone is finished eating and Noah and Bryce passed and collected everyone plate and cup then threw it away in the garbage bag. Noah came back and sat by me and Bryce went back and sat by Riley
Noah: Come sit between my legs baby
Dixie: Why?
Noah: I want you to be comfortable
I got up from next to Noah and sat between his lap. He wrapped both arms around my stomach as i leaned back on him and held his hands in place. I layed my head on his chest as he was sitting and stated feeling sleepy.........of fucking course. This is exactly why no one likes me, im so fucking lazy
Noah: Shut your eyes and take a little nap
Dixie: Im not tired
Tatum: You know that he is right Dix so listen to him
I shut my eyes and within seconds, i was sound asleep, in Noahs arms
Noahs Pov:
Today wasnt how i expected it to go. Dixie mental health reduced ALOT today, way more than it ever did since i met her. I know that she is fraustrated because she is sex deprived and honestly, i am too. I dont know how to help her mental health because no matter what i do or say, she never seem to let my words overtake her thoughts. Right now, she is sound asleep in my arms, as we are sitting in a circle with everyone. She wanted to take pictures today because she like her dress but Charli ruined her fucking mood so that sucks
Chase: This is nice, i have never been to a picnic becore
Charli: Hell yes, it is
Riley: Im not trying to sound gay but damn do Dixie look amazing when she is asleep
Bryce: And me?
Riley: You look nice
Bryce started ticking Riley and she started laughing......a bit loudly
Bryce: Just nice?
As she continued laughing, Dixie started turning and twisting, meaning that she might get up soon. I looked at Beyce and Riley and gave them the look to stop so when they stopped, i looked down at Dixie who is still moving around
Noah: You are ok, baby. Its just Bryce and Riley
I kissed her head and she stopped moving around. Cute, soft snoring came from Dix and i dont think anyone heard them. My baby was tired so im glad that she is getting rest
Heidi: Carry her in the car and let her sleep
Amy: She is always inside so let her get some fresh air while we are here
Charli: Can you all stop giving her all the attention?
Tim: Im not trying to be rude but here is the truth Charli. Dixie doesnt like to be the center of attention, she just likes to be loved by her boyfriend where as you, you like to be the center of attention
Charli: That is not true! I want to spend time with my sister but if she doesnt want to, then i rather have nothing to do with her
Dixie raised off from my chest, still between my legs and looked at Charli. How did i not know that she was awake? What Charli just said, is going to hurt her more than anything
Dixie: You want to have nothing to do with me?
Charli: You heard me right!
Noah: This wont end well Dix, lean back and go back to sleep. You are tired, i heard you snoring
Dixie leaned back onto my chest and we got back into the same position that we was in, except her eyes are still open
Dixie: Can i go home? It will stop everything from getting ruined
Noah: Nothing is ruined or getting ruined bub. Its all in your thoughts
Ty: If you sleep now then later we will let you have Noah all to yourself
Dixie: Hey, thats not even a threat. I was going to have him all to myself even if you didnt say that
Noah: Go off queen
Dixie: Im tired
Noah: I know baby, take a nap
Dixie: Night night
Noah: You are so fucking cute
I kissed Dixies head and within seconds, snores were heard from her again. Loving Dixie is easy but taking care of her when her mental health isnt the best........it isnt easy but i will always stay with her and love her even when she is insecure about everything
Tim: Should we go for a drive before going home after? We can go to the beach and relax a little
Chase: Sounds perfect
Riley: Im up for a drive to the beach
Bryce: We should have broight swim suits but yeah
Ty: Im down to go
Charli: Its been a while since we last been to the beach so im excited
Tatum: Same Char
Heidi: Noah?
Noah: I got to wait for Dix to wake up so i can ask her. I dont want to go and have her home all alone if sbe doesnt want to go
Heidi: But do you want to go?
Noah: Yes. I love the evening breeze by the beach but that doesnt mean that i will let Dixie be home alone for that
Marc: You need to learn to do things that you also like and not what Dixie likes or wants to do
Noah: Thats what you did all along to her. Im not like you to put my wants above hers and do what i like and not what she likes or wants to do!
Marc: That is not what i said Noah. What i said is that at times, you should do what you want to do instead of what she wants to do. You are spoiling her
Noah: Maybe i am, but she deserves it
Chase: Calm down man. Whatever feud the both of you have, it shouldnt be discussed in public and while she is sleeping on you
Noah: You are right
Amy: Dixie is a lucky girl and you are a lucky boy. Both of you are lucky to have eachother that care for and love eachother
Rylie: How long we everyone dating their respective partners?
Chase: Charli and i were dating for about 7 months now
Tatum: Ty and i were dating for over 7 years
Bryce: Since Riley asked the question, i will answer for her. We have been dating for a little over 3 years
Rylie: Tatum and Ty have been dating longer than all the couples here, excluding the parents
Chase: Noah didnt answer. I want to know how long this couple has been dating because they are literally couple goals
Noah: 1 month and 2½ weeks
Chase: Wait what? How is she pregbant with your baby then?
Noah: Before we started dating, we used to act like a couple for months then we dated for five months and broke up. We got into the same dorm and shared a room for four-five months and she didnt talk to me at all for those months then we slowly became back friends. Again, we acted like a couple until i asked her to be my girlfriend again in December
Chase: This is why i admire them. They found their way back to each other
Everyone kept talking and i just sat in silence, holding Dixies belly as she is seating between my legs, still asleep. Im afraid right now. Would Dixie go back to self harming now? Would she stop because she is pregnant and continue after pregnancy or would she stop completely? Everytime Dixies mental health goes bad, she doesnt only believe her thoughts. She judges and hates things about herself and body and that is what hurts me the most. She has such a beautiful personality and is literaly gorgeous, however, she doesnt believe me whenever i tell her. I cant even begin to express how fucking disappointed and pissed, i am at with Charli. I cant leave Dixie alone while she has bad mental health because if she does anything to herself, i will blame myself for leaving her alone. I removed one of my hand from her stomach and placed it behind me, on the floor, to hold us up because my back is starting to really hurt
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