Ella groaned to herself as she sat in the house, she looked to her phone as it rang and sighed, she declined the call as she saw that it was Tom.
Ella knew how everything was a mess. Ella knew how she had messed up and slept with Tom and she knew that it shouldn't of happened but it did.
Ella hated it.
Ella just wanted to focus on herself and she knew that she couldn't get involved with her mothers boyfriend, not again, not after everything that had happened
Ella walked into the kitchen and smiled as she saw Izzie, she looked like she had been crying. Ella felt bad.
Ella knew that the last thing that she ever wanted to do was to loose her relationship with her mum. She knew how complicated that things truly were
"are you okay" Ella asked her mum as Izzie looked to her and smiled
"Tom and I had a fight that's all you don't need to worry" Izzie said as she walked out of the room. Ella looked to see Tom as he walked in and they held a look
"we need to talk" he said
"no we don't what happened was a mistake so you need to forget it" Ella said as she walked off as Tom sighed to himself
***
Ella got to school and sat in the common room and sighed.
Ella hated herself, she hated herself for the fact that she had slept with Tom again.
She knew that she loved Tom still and she knew that it wasn't something that she could stop over night but she knew how complicated it was and she knew it wasn't the best for her and Tom. Ella looked to see grace as she walked into the common room. Ella looked to her and smiled
"are you okay" grace asked as Ella looked to her and sighed "I guess so I Dunno things are just so hard right now and I hate it, I want to make it work but I messed up" Ella said as grace looked to her and frowned
"what do you mean you are not making sense" grace asked as Ella looked to her and sighed
"I slept with Tom again, I know I am an idiot and it shouldn't of happened but trust me you couldn't hate me anymore than I hate myself" Ella said a grace sat next to her and hugged her
"I don't. I am worried over you. You get let Tom keep doing this, you deserve better" grace said as Ella looked to her and smiled knowing he was right
***
Grace walked into toms classroom and looked to her
"grace how can I help you" he asked as she sighed
"I am not stupid. I know that you are messing with Ella's head"
"it's none of your business"
"she's my best friend it is. Leave Ella alone or else" grace said as she walked off.
Grace knew how Tom head been messing with Ella's head for months and she knew that she wasn't going to let Tom get away with it not again. Not when too much had happened