It's has been already a week since Felix meet Hyunjin's friends and It's also already been a week since Felix meet Seonhye and within that whole week, Hyunjin was getting more and more anxious of witnessing his daughter and Felix became close that he never ever think will happen in his entire fucking single life.
Hyunjin couldn't help but cried inside in frustration whenever Seonhye keep asking him about Felix and about the freckled man's interests which he didn't even know and he doesn't bother to know at all. His daughter's attitude also began to change after she met Felix. She became more lively and sweet and also became a pure sunshine infront of everyone which is very confusing for Hyunjin because Juyeon spend over years just to get Seonhye's attention and love but in case of Felix, Hyunjin's already 100% believing now on what did his Chan hyung said to him two days ago.
"Juyeon, me, Minho and also the others are probably very important for Seonnie, Jinnie ah. But you can never hang the fact that she came from Felix's flesh and blood too, not just yours. And don't ever blame Seonnie because she's only a child who also wanted to experience being connected with her own biological father and she may not saying that to you because she knew that you'll react negatively with that reason because she knows you very well and she will just agreed with what you wanted because she loves you very much. But Jinnie...even if you turned everything backwards, you can never disagreed that a child always need to have both of his or her parents to not make them feel that they're lacking on something in their life"
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Hyunjin POV
After finishing my break time coffee, I couldn't help but sighed in frustration or worry (yet deep inside feeling a lot of sense of completeness) when seeing the interation of my daughter and Felix who were playing happily infront of my own eyes. Whenever I saw how Felix making sure that he's holding Seonhye right while carrying him, when Seonhye always wanted to go with me whenever I'm scheduled to work because she always wanted to play and have a great time with Felix, (luckily the company are allowing him to bring Seonhye, not caring if there will be a burden because I'm a omega, specifically a single mother omega which they understood my position).
I couldn't deny that Felix's pursuance help me alot building a great memories with Seonhye, and it's also quite a relief for me that I'm not already disturbing Juyeon alot with his work just to take care of Seonhye which he always insist first because it's quite a very embarrassing Juyeon being a full-time businessman babysitting his friend's kid (that's how I felt for Juyeon though).
But the only thing that couldn't accept my mind is FELIX IS SEONHYE'S BIOLOGICAL FATHER AND MY DAUGHTER'S BIOLOGICAL FATHER IS VERY ADAMANT O COURTING ME! ME?! HIS OWN DAUGHTER'S MOTHER! AND THE HECK! I BECAME ALSO HIS FUCKING SOULMATE FOR FUDGED SAKE!!
That's it! I just really wanted disappear on earth, period!
I was about to let out a frustrating sigh again when someone gently tap my shoulder. I look up and only get flustered a bit seeing Felix's happy yet sweaty (Hot🥵) smiling face infront of me. I was also very surprised that I didn't noticed that he already put Seonhye asleep and layed her on the recliner that was meant for him to rest.
I made a fake coughed in embarrassment before he decided to seat infront me and started wiping his sweaty forehead caused by playing with Seonhye too much. I didn't know that I was already gaping a little while a light blush forming on my hot cheeks feeling the butterflies on my stomach seeing the (deadly hot) sight infront of me.
(Just pretend that this Hot dude is wiping his sweaty handsome face. R.I.P, I'm jealous with the cupcake🥵💖)
I was just taken back into the reality when I noticed him began to smirk while now looking eagerly with me.
"Hey sweetheart, I know that I'm hot and reserved only for you but I wanted to ask you something"
I fanned myself secretly because it's getting hot in here (blame on the evil handsome looks and hot stare this damn freckled Alpha owns) before turning back to look at him and answering him.
"W-well Felix shi, please don't be too enjoy calling me sweetheart because we're not yet a couple-" I smacked my lips in embarrassment learning my mistake and I became more flustered when this Alpha infront of me began to smile wider and began teasing me.
"No yet? Oh my precious sweet Omega, is that a sign for me? Don't worry my Jinnie...I will still be going slow for you until you fell for me Hard~" He teased me with that darn (hot) deep voice that makes my Omega shiver (whimper) inside in submission.
Damn, my Innerself (his Omega persona) is quite a flirty hoe🤫🙄😖.
I tried to compesed myself back to not get embarrassed more or else I'll be fucked up again (is that a double meaning Jinnie? Sorry you're author's just a thirsty hoe like Jinnie's Omega persona🤭) and began to look at Felix again with more serious face.
"Come on Felix shi, our breaktime will end soon, what do you want to ask?" I asked faking my annoyance to make him bothered yet this son of a pervert Alpha just smiled at me again before replying.
"Okay, relax my Jinnie. By the way, I just wanted to ask you if you're available tonight at 7:00 p.m? Juyeon hyung will be having a Business Party tomorrow on one of our Mansion here in Seoul. Would you give me you approval to be your partner? And oh, I just wanted to ask you if Seonhye will be left alone? If she is, I'm not-" I didn't let him finish when I began to speak up.
"You don't have to bother anymore Felix shi, Juyeon already invited me and I'm already used to being alone on every party that I've been attending with so it's no use of having a partner there. And also you don't have to worry for Seonhye because Minho hyung's already happily agreed of taking care of Seonhye tonight until tomorrow morning, she will be in Minho hyung's place" I explained to him. But I couldn't help but feeling a little guilty seeing his bright smile began to sullen with my words. But I don't want to give him any reason of being more close with Seonhye again okay? Nor being attached with me. Just because he's my Mate, it doesn't mean that I'm allowing him to stole my heart nor imprinted his presence nor (addicting) scent on me.
After a few moments of silence, he just look up to me again with his same bright (handsome yet cute just like my Seonhye) smile and replied.
"It's okay, and I'm relieved that she's with someone you can trust with. But as for having no partner on the party, its quite going to be difficult for you Jinnie ah I'm just being worried. And I learned that they were be so many Alpha there, specially dominant Alphas so it will not be good for you to go alone there. It's not just because I'm pushing myself on you too much but it's a nature that I wanted to make sure that My Omega is safe at all cost" He explained gently which made my heart throbbed too much which I couldnt help but meant that I'm really fluttered.
I was silent for a moment thinking of what he said. I mean he's 80% percent right with what he said, sometimes whenever I'm attending a party, I'm always getting picked up by some Alphas or Betas that I didn't even know and one time I also became terrified of attending alone on a party when an unknown Alpha put a drug pill on my coke secretly while he's getting me busy on inviting me or maybe tricking me just to take my attention on him. And that fucking pill just triggered my heat within just a minute, I was ALMOST RAPED in a FUCKING PRIVATE MANSION'S BATHROOM OF ONE OF MY ENTERTAINMENT CEO'S! Luckily Juyeon became worried for me and followed me on the event place and saved me from being molested by that damn son of a bitch Alpha. That's why I'm now always with someone whenever I'm going on a party (I just lied on Felix though).
I also remembered that Juyeon will be very busy of manifesting the party and my other Alpha friends are also very busy with their respective works while Minho hyung who's in his day off was assigned as Seonhye's baby-sitter tonight😅. So I was left with no choice but to go with my Mate. I couldn't help but sighed in defeat before looking back at Felix who's already looking at me with puppy eyed look making me feel more guilty. So I decided...
"Okay. I'll be your partner tonight" I exclaimed with straight face but this freckled Alpha just began to shout and jump with joy like a child who's given his favorite sweets. I couldn't help but get flustered and embarrassed when the staffs and other employees are looking at us specially looking at me with teasing looks and smile (Well because Felix's courting is very obvious and our Handsome baby Yongbok is very talkative with his feelings🤭💖).
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It's already 6:00p.m and I was currently already finished doing my makeup which is I only chosed a light makeup that can still see my natural features before looking at my vanity mirror with satisfaction before walking towards my neat simple bed to choose which clothes I will be putting on for the party. I smiled brightly when I picked the simple white long sleeves polo inside with black Gucci necktie and a simple slim black Chanel pants from the inside topped with lime brown colored gucci coat paired with Aston Martin leathered belt on the outside and began to put it on. After a few minutes of putting clothes on myself, I turned infront of my the full body mirror before happily taking a selfish of my looks.
(This is our Jinnie's outfit🤗💖)
I was just about to message Felix, yes Felix Lee the one and only. We've been already exchanged each other's SNS since our first photoshoot but he's the one who's sending most of the message not me of course🤨. Until my phone began to ring, as expected it's Felix. Well, I just scolded Juyeon earlier for spending too much his time on checking me if I'm okay or asking me if I will be okay to go there alone but I immediately reminded him to focus on his business event and luckily he already stopped replying when I told him that Felix will be going with me so I will not go there alone. (Sigh, sometimes our Jinnie is quite dumb our poor Juyeonie's heart😑🥺)
After a few rings I decided to answer the call and to my surprise I was still to flustered with his manly voice. (Well, you're not alone Jinnie ah, we're all simping for Yongbokie's deep and manly voice🤧💖🥵)
[Hello sweetheart, I'm already outside your house. Are you already finished?]
"Hmm, yes. I'm already finished Felix shi, just wait for me there I will go there now" I exclaimed before hanging up the call and immediately running outside not forgetting to closed my bedroom door. I walk downstairs fastly yet still looking classy until i finally got to the front door and opened it without worries. After I closed the door and making sure that it's already locked I finally turned around only to be stoned in my place seeing Felix's handsome looks infront of me wearing a simple Prada brand from top to bottom.
(He's so hot that I couldn't even think how expensive his looks here, even only the necktie itself cost $365.00. Please Daddy Lix slap me with those necktie🥲)
I felt so nervous yet anxious feeling so small between his stare. He's looking at me like I'm an alien who just came down on earth. I think, I do look just fine right? Ugh, snapped out of it Hyunjin, you should not be too obvious of being Omega. I scolded myself before walking towards Felix who's gently open the passenger door of his black Porsche for me but even before I stepped inside he whispered something to me which made my heart felt like I'm in a deadly war.
"You look really stunning My Omega. I'm so lucky to be Mated with the Most Beautiful and Ethereal Human here in the whole Universe"
I tried to ignored my thumping heart before looking at him with annoyed look which he just chuckled.
"Please stop teasing me or else I'll really destroy your little future down there, Pervert" I snapped before stepping inside the car and settled myself on the seat while crossing both of my arms in annoyance. Felix just also sat on the driver seat and closed the door when he lean closely on me which made me more flustered between our closeness until i felt that he put on a seatbelt on me and chuckled again before speaking up.
"You still didn't see anything sweetheart. So why are you so sure that My future...down there is small? You're not too informed with my full body for now my Omega but when you accept me. You'll not just see my best but you will also learned that my future...is big" He explained while pulling of a teasing smirk which made my whole face flushed too much, thank goodness the scenery inside the car is quite dim so he will not noticed my now burning face.
I just puffed in annoyance before looking away to hide my blushing face.
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After a good silent minutes of traveling to the event place. Finally we already stopped on Juyeon's family mansion which I'm already familiar with because me and Seonhye already lived here like it's our second home whenever Juyeon love having more happy times with me and Seonhye, but yeah considered it as our very close friendship.
Felix gently guide my right hand to his left arm and wrapped it for our arms to be intertwined. I couldn't help but felt embarrassed yet feeling the scent of Felix covering me which is very I meant to be quite comforting. We both walked inside the mansion which is already decored beautifully and I've soon learned that the visitors are almost all high classes businessmen and there are also few actors and actresses invited.
"Jinnie ah!"
I was taken into the reality when Juyeon's voice caught me and when I turned around I saw my very handsome and dashing bestfriend smiling gently at me. I smiled brightly before walking fastly to him and giving him a tight warm hug.
"Juyeon ah! Congratulations on your party!" I exclaimed happily before he smiled back at me sweetly and turned to look at Felix who's standing beside me with bored smile.
"Oh come on Yongbok, don't be too kill joy. Enjoy your hyung's party and besides you're very lucky that you're partnered with the most beautiful Muse here" Juyeon teased Felix while pointing at me which made me pout in annoyance. Ugh, this brothers I should not be surprised that they also both have the same level of annoying tease whenever they wanted.
Felix chuckled brightly before replying to Juyeon while starting to sneak his arm around my waist as a sign of protective manner, "Of course hyung, I'm very happy for you! And you're right, I'm also very lucky to have Jinnie with me so I'll just guide him to our table so that you can greet the other visitors okay? Goodbye hyung and Goodluck!" He said happily before guiding me towards one of the reserved table before whispering into my ear.
"Sweetheart, I'll just get us drinks and foods. What do you want to eat and drink?"
"I'll just have an iced tea and a strawberry shortcake Felix shi, thank you" I replied which he immediately nodded and whispered again.
"Please don't go anywhere okay? I'm worried that you'll get picked up here by some ugly old hag Alphas" he said before walking towards the kitchen area.
I couldn't help but unconsciously chuckled by my Alpha's possessiveness. My eyes widen of what I'm thinking and immediately shrugged my head to erase my thoughts about Felix. Ugh, it's really so difficult specially when he's being too good to Seonhye and specially to me. I'm being get used to his presence right now that's why I needed to distance myself again to him. Because I know that he will go back to Australia soon and I don't want to feel that I'm missing something...or someone. Ugh, Hyunjin stop being dramatic, you're not like this on an Alpha!
I just shook my head before a very delicious dessert and drinks ready layed infront of me.
While I also saw a small chocolate mousse cake and a glass of red wine infront of him.
"Wow!" I couldn't help but squealed in excitement before looking at Felix who's looking at me wearing the same gentle look on his bambi eyes and the soft smile on his small plump lips. I gave him my most genuine smile (because he gave me my most favorite food🤭💖) before started eating my food.
(This smile🤭💖)
(With this smile🤧💖💖)
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After literally gobbling down my food, I began to happily drink my iced tea when I heard Juyeon ready began his speech. I smiled brightly seeing my bestfriend speaking up with pride and dignity on his voice. After the speech everyone stand up and clapped for him. I was also about to stand up when my nose began to smell various scents that I'm not familiar with that made me nauseous and stumbled a bit luckily Felix's still watching Juyeon's errands. I couldn't help but felt my legs began to wobbled when the prominent Sandalwood and eucalyptus scent suddenly filled my nose and mind which made my whimpered in submission.
I immediately held myself up and walk fastly towards the nearest restroom before locking it to make sure that no one will come in. I immediately fiddled around my small black pursed before looking up to my phone's clanedar. I cursed inside learning that I today's date is the scheduled of my heat. I slapped my forehead in annoyance and anxiousness of how can I forgot the date of my own heat?!
I tried to find an available suppressants in my pursed but unlucky me, I didn't pack anything at all except for my phone, keys and wallet. Now I'm doomed. What will I do? Locked myself here for over a whole night?🙂🙂
When a sudden pain hit my stomach, I immediately crouch down while supporting my body with my both hands holding the marbled sink tightly in pain and dizziness. I tried to bite my bottom lips to suppress the pain whimper coming out from my mouth. I was too focused that I didn't noticed someone already barged inside the restroom. I turned to look at the one and only Felix infront of me in surprise and helpless look seeing his worried eyes staring down at me before he immediately help me to get up.
"Why didn't you said that it's your heat? You shouldn't just go to an event like this with your heat" He mumbled before decided to lift me up and carry me with both of his arms. I was a little surprised that with his quite thin (yet lean) figure could carry me like im nothing at all. I just decided to shrugged it away before answering him with teary eyes because the pain on my stomach is being a bitch, you know?
"I-I'm sorry...I-I kinda forgot because I-I'm too busy a-and...a-and my mind is too occupied" I explained softly while still holding my stomach in pain. I look at Felix curiously when he walked us to the dirty kitchen area.
"F-Felix...wher are w-we going?"
"We'll just exit here so no one will noticed us. We will interrupt Juyeon hyung's errands if we're exiting at the front door so yeah we're exiting here" Felix explained before closing the dirty kitchen door and guide us to his parked car. I just decided to lean my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes trying to ignore the cramping pain on my stomach. I opened my eyes widely surprised that he didn't layed me on the passenger seat but he let me sat on his lap while he's already started driving the car. I look up in surprise and was just about to asked him when he just Shh me that I just decided to follow.
After a few torturous minutes of traveling, well my pain didn't subsided but instead already doubled with pure fire inside my body that began to form sweats on my forehead because of Felix's not so helping scent. His scent and presence is just triggering my innerself more (to be consummated because my innerself is a Hoe).
Felix carefully get the keys on my pursed without laying me down and finally he already open my house door. He closed the door with his right foot before walking upstairs while still strongly carrying me. He stopped infront of the big black oak wood door before speaking up.
"Jinnie ah, sweetheart. Is this is your room?"
I just nodded as an reply before began to whimper in pain more visibly. Well, it hurts so damn much, fuck the heat!
He immediately opened the Black door and began to walk towards my cream colored silk bed before gently laying me down.
He was just about to walk away when I dont know why held him tightly and began to plead helplessly.
"P-Please...F-Felix don't leave me...please" I pleaded helplessly. I don't know why but it feels like my inside is ripping apart whenever he's walking away from me. Maybe it's because of the Mate bond. I couldn't help it but wanted his presence near me. In me. I don't know...My mind is getting foggy and foggy until I heard Felix's deep voice whispered in my ears.
"Please Jinnie ah, I don't want to do anything that's against you. I should go before I couldn't control myself anymore"
I whimpered and began to wrapped my arms behind his neck before looking making an eye contact with him. I don't know what I'm going to do and what my body's acting infront of Felix but the only thing that I'm sure right now is...I don't want him to go...I don't want him to let me go...
"P-Please Felix...Please m-make me feel that I'm loved...Make me feel that I'm enough...Make love with me Felix...Show me how you really love me...Mark me Alpha~ My Alpha~" I pleaded with flustered face before began to whimper when I felt a warm soft hands caressed my neck and a deep sultry voice told me.
"If that's what you want My Omega. I promise you that you'll never regret trusting me. Because tonight...is the night you'll be mine...and I'll be yours... forever, until my last breath"
After hearing the promising words from Felix's mouth, I couldn't help but teared up in happiness inside feeling the ginuiness in his voice before deciding myself to go with along in what the Moon Goddess want with me and Felix.
The only thing that I'm clearly sure tonight is...I'm already trusting this Alpha that I was destined to be with.
And I'm pretty sure that I'm already falling for this freckled Alpha man.
And Tonight.... I do not regret of what we will happen to both of us.
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