This is How I Feel About You...

By Balyumruk

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Five times Hongjoong tried to keep his jealousy in and the one time he couldn't anymore. More

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Foreword

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By Balyumruk

OH MY GOD HI GUYS!

I know that this is not like me, AT ALL. I'm a liskook trash and a bangpink writer so this is 180 degrees different from what I usually do, but I had no option except writing this because the inspiration forced me and the story just didn't leave me alone, so there it is.

MY FIRST M/M STORY, OH MY GOD!?

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT, BECAUSE I CANNOT?!

Deciding to publish this was a really hard process for me, I'm extremely insecure about it so please be kind to me (●﹏●)

Anyways, okay. If you've been following me, you'd know that I've been obssesed with ATEEZ lately. And you're living a lacking life if you still haven't checked them because they're literally the most talented group of 4th generation and they will definitely be the next big thing, mark my words. 

This is a 5+1 fic, which means there are six different occasions and some of them is from my wilding imagination. Also I made this ridiculous cover and it drained my life energy so if you make covers and hesitate to send me, please don't. I love when people do that.

SeongJoong is my main ship in ATEEZ alongside WooSan because duh? Have you seen them?




SeongJoong is made of Seonghwa (the dark haired above) and Hongjoong (the blueberry above), the eldest two members of the group, also the mum and the dad of the group - their words, not mine.

I love their dynamic so much because it's painfully obvious they care about each other so much, Seonghwa more openly and Hongjoong in is own tsundere way that is made of the nile. He will never admit how much he loves Seonghwa and just get possessive and jealous till he can't keep it in anymore because he's a scorpio and emotionally unavailable. Boy can't say I care about you to Seonghwa and then goes on to write A WHOLE SONG for him. Which is called THANK U and please listen to it with lyrics, the lyric video by user zaty fahrani is more correct translationwise.

ANYWAY.

The title is from ATEEZ song Twilight, I just changed twilight to starlight. I hope you'll like this if you read, and like I said, please be kind (●﹏●)


Love you lots,

Olivia

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