sim jaeyun
on the next day, you were clearly avoiding me. not giving and sparing me any glances nor a nod. just simply brushing of shoulders are the interaction we made so far.
soojin was worried and nudging on my shoulder, afraid that my heart would act up.
but i already prepared for this, i know what i gotta do, but it still hurts tho.
on the same day i succesfully forced you to talk to me again.
you were looking down with that dreamy eyes of yours.
it is from then, i knew you wont love me back. so, with my teary and broken heart, i asked you a favor that i know you wont ever refuse
it is now or never
"please be with me for at least 3 months." i said weakly, feeling my heart clenching and making it hard for me to breath
"i-i cant do that, minha." rejection glazed all over your gloomy voice, but with my final remark i know you wont refuse
"im dying, after 3 months, there is no minha anymore."
and thats when i figured out how selfish i am forcing you into a situation where i know you cant refuse.
im so sorry, my perfect jake..