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Aya's POV
I woke up screaming. Sweat all over me.
After three years! Damn it! Why do I have to remember it all over again. At ang malala pa, thats the begenning of it all. My crashed life.
I glanced at the clock at me bedside table. Shiz. 3am?! Long way to go. Alam kong hindi na ako makakatulog after that nightmare.
My body was shaking badly. The fact that I had that nightmare plus that I'm home alone. Pano kung he was bailed out of jail tapos puntahan niya ako ulit ako dito tapos . . .
Aaaaaaahhhh! Napaparanoid na ako!
Time passed by na wala na akong ibang ginawa kundi gumulong sa kama, at magpabalik balik sa pinto para tingnan kung naka lock. At ng tingnan ko ulit ang orasan, 6:25am na.
Hindi ako papasok, not in this condition. I once had a phobia for school especially the people there.
Pumasok ako sa cr ng kwarto ko ang tumingin sa salamin. Eyebags, puffy eyes and dried look. I look so screwed. Hindi ko to kaya ng mag isa. And I need the only person who knows all about me.
To: Gia
Gia wag ka na pumasok
Fr: Gia
Goodmorning din :D Morning sickness nanaman ba yan Aya? Oh c'mon! Get your lazy ass out of your bed. HIndi pwede mag absent, may long quiz tayo sa algebra mamaya. See you :*
I sighed. I don't care about that quiz. First period naman ang math so baka pwede dun nalang sya mag attend.
To: Gia
Gia please I need you now :( I think I need to see my doctor again. Can you pick me up after math class?
Fr: Gia
What happened?! I'll be there right after math class okay? Take care of yourself muna okay?
Too lazy to reply. I don't even wanna be in this house. So many memories.
Sinuot ko ang sweatpants ko and sando ang covered it with a jacket then put on my running shoes. Kailangan kong mag jogging para atleast mawala sa isip ko ang problema. I grabbed my Ipod and earphone and went outside the house.
Malamig na hingin kaagad ang bumati saakin. September na din kasi. I started to jog to where my feet wanted to take me for god knows how long.
Damn it! I forgot to bring water! And now, look who's dying because of thirst! Stupid!
Kaya naglakad na lang ako. I saw a nearby park and hurriedly went there. Umupo ako sa damuhan and removed my jacket. Cool wind caressing my skin.
Then, there it is again. The memories. The memories that I long to bury 6 feet under the ground.
The way he touched me.
The way he kissed me forcedfully.
The way he trailed his finger through my body.
The way how he took my virginity.
And the way how he blackmailed and tortured me.
Not once but more than you could even count.
And the fact that, I once enjoyed all of it.
And after that nightmare, it all went clearly fresh in my mind.
Flashback three years ago. . .
"Ms Villafranca, would you mind to go to my house after class? I have some important matters to discuss about" Sabi ng magaling kong teacher sa Values. Si Sir Laxamana.
"Eh Sir, hindi po ba pwedeng dito nalang? May tatapusin pa po kasi akong project eh." Sagot ko.
"No it's a bit confidential and I'm afraid someone might hear us. Your father is very much involved in this matter" -Sir Laxamana
Sir Laxamana is one of my father's close friend inspite of their age gap. May father was 34 while Sir Laxamana was 25.
"Ah sige po Sir. See you later." Sabi ko then pumasok na sa classroom.
Time passed by and I'm already on my way to Sir Laxamana's house. Medyo malapit lang naman kaya nilakad ko nalang.
I knocked on his door at agad niya namang binuksan. Ibang iba si Sir sa school at sa bahay. He is now wearing a black shirt and shorts with messy hair. While sa school, lagi siyang naka white shirt at pants with his perfectly combed hair.
" Pasok ka Nicolette" Oh, and what happened to his english ang my last name?
"Thank you Sir" Sagot ko
"Mike nalang, wala naman tayo sa school" Sabi niya.
Then pumasok na ako sa bahay niya, uupo na sana ako sa sofa ng magsalita siya.
"Ah Nicolette, akyat ka sa kwarto ko, nandon kasi yung mga papers na ipapakita ko sayo. Makikita mo naman agad yung kwarto, first room on the right,. Susunod nalang ako.
Umakyat na ako agad para makauwi at matapos na ang project.
Pagpasok ko sa kwarto, tumambad sakin ang mga empty sachets and white powder.
"Oh my god!" Napasigaw ako sa sobrang gulat.
At bigla nalang siyang sumulpot sa likod ko at hinawakan ang balikat ko. Humarap ako sa kanya at nakitang wala na siyang pantaas.
"Mike ano to?! Bakit may drugs dito?! Nag du-drugs ka ba?! Kailangan nilang malaman to!" I exclaimed
"No dear, wlang makakaalam nito" He said
"You can't stop me!" I yelled
"I'm afraid I can, Nicolette. Pag may ibang nakaalam nito, you're dead!" Banta niya.
"I'm not af-f-fraid!" I stuttered.
"Really? You're not afraid of this? Tanong niya habang inilabas ang isang baril.
Hindi ako nakapag salita.
"At wala kang ibang pagsasabihan dahil hindi lang ikaw ang papatayin ko, isasama ko na din ang tatay mo! Naiintindihan mo ba?!" Tanong niya.
No! Not my Dad please! Wala na nga si Mom, pati ba naman si Dad! Naramdaman ko nalang ang luha sa mata ko.
"Ano bang kailangan mo Mike?! Pera ba ha?! Tell me! Magkano gusto mo?!" Sigaw ko.
Natawa siya.
"Hindi ko kailangan ng pera" At hinila niya ako papalapit sa kanya at ipinasok ang kamay sa loob ng polo ng uniform ko. Iginala niya doon ang kamay niya. I stiffened right at that moment.
"Eto ang kailangan ko"
At tuluyan ng tumula ang mga luha na pinipigilan ko. Hinila niya pa ako papalapit sa kanya at bumulong sa tenga ko.
"You will do this for me Aya Nicolette whether you like it or not. If you disagree, you'll find your father's cold body covered in blood first thing in the morning tomorrow. But I wont kill you, I'll let you live to suffer. You need to see that you will be the reason of your father's death. Now, I want you and your body. Can you give it to me Nicolette?" He asked.
I nodded. Unable to think. Ayokong madamay dito ang Dad ko.
"Good girl" Nilayo niya ako sa kanya para tingnan sa muka.
"Oh don't cry" Then he faked a concerned face and wiped my tears.
"It's going to hurt at first but pleasure will soon follow"
Dinala niya ako sa kama niya at umupo din naman siya sa tabi ko.
"Mike, p-please. Don't hurt my Dad." I cried
"No Nicolette, I wont. Maliban na lang kung magbago ang isip mo" Hamon niya.
Umiling ako.
He started to unbotton my polo. HIs eyes fixed on mine. I hold his hand to stop him.
"Do you want to change your mind? Tell me. I'll just send my people to send to your house and kill your Dad" He said
"No please!" I yelled.
"Then get your hands off of me!" Utos niya at sumunod naman ako.
Inalis niya ang nectie at ID ko bago tuluyang hubarin ang polo ko. He stared at me for a while, while only waering a bra on my upper body.
"God Niclette! You look amazing!" Sabi niya at inihiga niya na ako sa kama niya at pumaibabaw sakin. He kissed me on my neck. "You smell heaven!"
I shuddered as the sensation flicked through me. He started to bite leaving a hickey. I felt my strength left me. Hindi man lang ako makalaban sa kanya. Pero once na labanan ko siya, my father's life will be at stake!
His kisses went up to my face then he nibbled my ear. "You're so delicious" He whispered.
Then his lips found mine. At first he was gentle. But when he realized that taht I'm not kissing him back, he started to get harsh. He bit my lower lip that made me yell in his mouth and he used that opportunity to slid his tongue inside my mouth. His tongue travelled my mouth like memorizing every bit of it. Then I started crying again.
He pulled away from my mouth and laid beside me. His hands found its way to my bare stomach and began to make a circular motion there. I shivered at his touch. He leaned closer to me and leaving soft kisses on my shoulder then down to my arm.
His hands made its way to my breasts. But even my bra didn't help that much as I moan. I felt him smirked and smiled. Maybe he thought that I like what he's doing to me.
But I'm not! It's just that this feeling is so foreign for me. It's all new. It's like my body has it's own mind for the way it reacted to his touch.
"Nicolette, god! I want you so much!" Then he gave my breast a gentle squeeze that made me moan again. After I knew it, he's on top of me again and kissing me. Still, not kissing him back. His one hand working on my breast. It felt so hot. In one swift move, he unclasped my front-clasped bra and threw it on the floor. And caressed it again, this time. skin to skin.
Hi lips made its way to my collar bone, biting my skin and leaving another hickey. He lowered his lips and captured one of my breasts in his mouth.
"Oh Mikeee!" I yelled. I never wanted it to be like this. I'm scared. So scared.
He continued to suck on my breast and his other hand working on my other breast.
I think lust filled my body as I involuntarily arched my body closer to him. This is so wrong. He bagan to suck hard that made my breast ache.
"Mike stop! Its aching!" I cried.
He released my breast and gave it a low blow that made me moan. Then his mouth captured my other breast and repeated the process.
First, sucking gently then later on, it became harsh. And again, I yelled in pain.
After doing his work on me, he looked at me.
"Are you enjoying?" He asked
"No" I answered
"Oh, but your body is telling another story babe" He laughed,
What can I do! It's my raging hormones!
We were still at the edge of the bed and my feet resting on the floor. In one quick move, he removed my skirt. Leaving me in panties ONLY.
His eyes roamed through my body. Then placed his hands on my tighs. Sending another shiver to my body.
His hands made an up and down motion on my tighs. Then after I knew it, he yanked down my panties revealing the center of my feminity.
And now I'm completely naked. Oh great. Not.
And now, I'm being completely nervous. Can I do it? But my Dad!
I gasped. Shocked at the moment as he slipped a finger inside my core.
"Mikeeee!" I yelled
"Ssshh baby, just feel it" He said.
Then he started pumping in and out of my core. I nearly convulsed.
Then he added another finger as he continued to pump.
"Oh my god Mikkkeee! Uuuuhhh" I panted. Damn it! How could this feel so good? Is is the fact that I always had a crush on him. But damn, this feels so good, but still wrong at the same time.
And my body made another involuntary move again. I arched my waist welcoming his fingers.
"I told you babe. You're body loves me." He said cockily.
"Oh god!" I said with a moan.
His fingers pumped faster in and out of me. I started to feel my walls tighten. And after a few more pumps, I climaxed on his fingers.
"Mikkkkkeeeeee!" I screamed
He removed his finger out of my core. And he quickly knelt in front of my core.
He kissed my tigh and another wave of sensation kicked through me.
It happened so fast and after I knew it, I felt his lips on my core.
"God Nicolette! You're really delicious!" He panted
"Ooooooohhh" I moaned
He started to lick my wetness. My waist started to arch again welcoming his mouth. He made a circular motion with his tongue as he played with my clit.
And I felt it agaon, the tightening on my walls. And after a few more seconds, I climaxed again.
"Oh my god!" I screamed.
Suddenly, I felt so tired and exhausted.
"We're not done yet babe" He said.
I opened my eyes and saw that he was already unbottoning his shorts.
"No please, that's enough Mike" I said tiredly.
Then he slapped me. What the hell?!
"What are you?! A f*cking tease?! Hindi ikaw ang masususnod dito Nicolette!" Sagot niya.
Then there he is, completely naked just like me.
But when I lowered my eyes. I saw his long big shaft. I became so nervous. It's too big for me. I think I would die if it would enter me.
I quickly ran to his door, but he's just too fast because he yanked my hair. Damn it hurts!
"Sino may sabi sayong pwede kang umalis?!" I'm so scared. He looked like ready to kill. Then he punched me on my stomach.
Then he carried me back to the bed.
He started to kiss and bite me harshly all over my body.
"Wag please!"
"Aah! Masakit! Tama na!"
Hindi ko na kaya. Napaka sakit na ng katawan ko. Kahit itong pag iyak ko wala na ding magawa.
"Tulooooong!" Tama na" Lagi na lang ganito. Humingi pa ko ng tulong eh wala namang tutlong sakin.
*Pak* "Tumahimik ka! Wala ng tutulong sayo!"
Manhid na katawan ko. Nanghihina na talaga ako. Pakiramdam ko bibigay na ko.
"Please. Masakit *huk* hindi ko *huk* na *huk* kaya"
"AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!"
End of falshback . . .
Then there's a hand on my shoulders. I screamed in shock.
"No please! Please don't!