i should let you go &
i know you've been wanting me to.
now, my attempts to show you my heart enrages you. the fact that i still linger with the thought of you. brings you no comfort & you beg, in silence for this to end.
only because i refuse to dismiss the microscopic possibility of you & me. but the more i hope: the less you care.
i should've known i was disposable to you: just look at how we began.
i swear i will let you go. just not now. i'll slowly remove traces of you: both tangible & intangible ones. by the time the new moon comes it won't be your name that comes out of my lips.
no longer will i wish for you to hold me when i can't sleep & the memory of you i'll bury deep.
I'll remember to forget,
My dreams won't call your name~