Dixies Pov:
Charli: You can take off your hoodie now that Madi isnt inside here with us, you know
Dixie: Im fine. I missed talking to you guys
Bryce: Didnt seem like you did downstairs when you didnt want to leave Noah
Dixie: Can we not?
Charli: Fine. Where do you plan on giving birth?
Dixie: I havent thought about that as yet. I want to give birth here because all of our family and Noahs family is here but i kind of also want to give birth in the Cambridge, Massachusetts since our school is there. Noah and i already missed about a week of school recently when we came last time so i dont want to miss plenty more
Bryce: And what does Noah think about it?
Dixie: I dont think that he has given it any thought
Charli: When your baby is born, will you spend less time with us?
Dixie: I dont know. I never took care of a baby to know how much time and energy they actually take away from you
Bryce: Why dont you drop out of school and come back home with us then? Charli and i miss you
Dixie: And i missed you guys alot as well but thats not how it works. I cant just drop out of school because we want to spend time with each other
Charli: Have i ever shown you chase?
Dixie: Chase, your boyfriend? No
Charli: Wellll, do you want to see him?
Dixie: Yes!
Just as Charli was about to pull up a picture of him on her ohone for me to see, my phone started ringing.......it was Noah. Im not mad at him for wanting him to spend time with Tatum because believe me, i want him to do that. Im mad at him for not even trying to understand the feeling that i have with me. I tried to avoid this emptiness feeling to hang out with Charli and Bryce but now that he is calling, it doesnt make it much easier. I answered his call and held the phone up so he can see my face. If only he knew how pissed i am at him before he called
•The call•
Noah: Bab-
Dixie: Why did you call? Get straight to the point
Noah: Im here with Tatum but i cant stop thinking about what happened downstairs
Dixie: I can help you stop thinking about it. Didnt you say that you didnt like how clingy i was downstairs? Well Mr. Noah Beck, im extremely sorry for wanting to be in you arms. Im sorry for not giving you, your space. Im sorry for making you think about what happened downstairs and make you loose time with Tatum. I am sorry but this isnt all my fault!
Noah: Dixie, you dont need to appologise, i do
Dixie: No you dont, Noah. If you dont understand my feelings, then dont appologise until you can because not only is that feeling back, but im also hurt to know that you dont understand me as much as we both thought you did
Noah: D-
Charli: Noah, Dixie is right this time. You were right when you said that we should have siblings time but you went wrong when you apparently told Dixie that you didnt like how clingy she was at that time? What kind of fucked up thing was that?
Tatum: They are correct Noah. Just yesterday you were abusing Dixie both physically and emotionally and throwing her on the floor. You shouldnt expect to be forgiven so easily again in the same day
Bryce: You abused my sister?
Noah: I-
Bryce: You are so done you mother fucker!!
Dixie: Please just stop all this. I cant keep trying to save my relationship with Noah and forgiving him for every fucking dumb ass move he makes then he makes more dumb moves. I cant deal with any of this fighting right now and im 100% sure that bean doesnt want her family fighting either
Tatum: Maybe we should end this siblings time here and continue it another day so Dixie can rest?
Charli: Yeah
I hung up the phone, stood up and turned to face Charli and Bryce. Just because of my complicated relationship, sibling time is being postponed
Dixie: Im really sorry for being the reason of siblings night getting postponed
Charli: Chill Dix. You and Bryce go up to Noahs room and i will go in Tatums room to sleep. Good night
Charli went into Taums room and Bryce and i entered Noahs room......well our room but its only Noahs room now. Noah was by the beauty table, that he has in his room for me to do my makeup and get ready, brushing out his hair before he go to sleep. Bryce layed down on the end of the bed without saying anything and i went and layed down next to Bryce. After Noah finished brushing his hair, he closed the door, took off the light and got into bed next to me. Both Noah and Bryce pulled the blanket over them, causing me to be cover up and Noah tried to pull me closer to him to cuddle but i pushed his hands away from me
Noah: Baby, im sorry
Dixie: Think about it and tell me what i am feeling when im not in your arms. Explain to me what kind of emptiness im feeling, in the morning. Good night
Noah: Dix, i-
Dixie: You cant keep expecting me to forgive you everytime you fuck up Noah
Bryce: Noah, shut the fuck up. If you try to speak to Dixie one more time again tonight, i will murder you. She forgave you for fucking abusing her but i cant and wont forgive you for that. Maybe that why she is wearing that hoodie; to hide her bruises
Dixie: Bryce, dont you say that. If you hurt Noah, you will be hurting me so can the both of you just let me sleep please?
Bryce: You should thank her Noah else you would have been dead
Noah: Br-
I got out of the bed, took a blanket from the cupboard and layed down on the two peice couch. It isnt comfortable but i would much rather be here than laying down between someone that expects me to forgive him so quickly and someone who wants to kill the person that i love
Noah: Dixie, get back here!
Dixie: I just want some peace and quiet to sleep so please be quiet
Noah: I will be quiet if you come back on the bed and i will sleep on the couch if thats what you want
Dixie: Quiet Noah!
I shut my eyes and heard snoring; That has to be Bryce because Noah doesnt snore. I didnt sleep for long. I probably only slept for one hour or so and i got up frightened and sat down on the couch. I had the worst fucking dream ever. I dreamt that Noah passed away and came back wearing all white to take bean with him. Is this why i was feeling that kind of emptiness? Does this mean that he is going to pass away or was that emptiness just for the dream? Whatever it is, i cant loose Noah. I got off the couch, removed both Noahs hamd from ontop of him, layed down between his legs with my head on his stomach. I placed both my hands on my stomach and he placed his on my head and was playing with my hair. I dont think he was asleep though because he started whispering to me, causing me to whisper back
Noah: I saw you when you got up and sat on the couch all frightened baby, what happened
Damn it. I forgot that he has a night light in his room so it isnt completely dark
Dixie: I had a scary bad dream
Noah: Pull the blaket over you Dix, you will feel more cozy and safe
I did as he said and pulled it up to my hands. Because im between Noahs leg, if he covers up then he will end up stiffling me in the blanket when it covers my face and i know he wont do that. He is going to freeze tonight and its all my fault
Dixie: Whenever you feel cold, just wake me and i will move so you can cover up ok?
Noah: Good night baby. I love you
Dixie: I love you too
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