I open the next page. I am shocked. It's me and Jungwon's photo at the beach. I'm so happy that Jungwon at least gives me this cute photo.
You're full of surprises and all your surprises always made me feel hurt and happy at the same time.
"This photo came out really cute Jungwon!"
We looked so happy that time. But so sad it's our first and last photo ever.
I lift my head to see the beautiful blue sky.
Our favorite scenery.
I closed my eyes and imagined you Jungwon. Your cute dimple when you smile. Your brown eyes. Your fluffy hair. I wanna touch it so bad.
Looking at the photo, your heart hurts Jungwon. It's hurt so bad. Why are you doing this. Maybe I'll not die because of heart disease, but I'll die because of missing you every second. I can't keep doing this.
"Why did you really have to leave me like this?"
"I miss you so much."
"I love you."
Tears streamed down.
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I opened my eyes.
I hate this ceiling.
I was in my hospital room, with stained tears on my face, my mom holding my hands tight, and my dad sitting beside me.
Then a nurse asked me.
"You okay Ah Reum?"
My mom lift her head and sighed in relief.
I'm so confused. How can I be here? I was on the rooftop. Did I pass out again? I almost died.
"Um, yeah I'm okay nurse, but how can I be here? I was at the rooftop."
"What roo-"
"Wait! where's my book?"
"What book baby?"
"The one Jungwon gave me!"
"Ha? Jungwon give you a book?"
"Yeah mo-, never mind, I will get it by myself on the rooftop."
"No, You're not on the-"
"It's okay mom."
"Wait-"
Before my mom can finish her words. I get off from my bed and start walking towards the elevator.
I press the button. The door opened and I came in, before the door shut, a man is running.
"Wait! Wait for me, I'm going up too!" He said while panting.
I press the open button.
I saw a very familiar face.
Yang Jungwon.
What's happening!?
Without hesitation, I hugged his body as soon as he step into the elevator.
"I MISS YOU SO MUCH YANG JUNGWON!"
I cry out.
"What?"
"I know I know, just let me hug you, a long and warm hug, even this is just a dream it's okay. It feels so real Jungwon." I sobbed.
He hugged me back and stroked my hair.
This feels so real, It's amazing. I'm crying so bad.
I miss you so bad Yang Jungwon.
Don't forget to vote + Get well soon our Bambi, Lee Heeseung, We will pray for your fast recovery <33