It happened so soon, Zayn leaving, he really needs to come back, he promised that he loved us and that One Direction would be together for a long time and right now it feels like he broke his promise to us. I understand he wants a normal life again, a fresh start but lets be honest, all of One Directions fans would've rathered you take some time off and then came back but now it feels like you completely said " Fuck it " And it hurts, I mean, how does someone just simply walk away from something that was their everything. When I heard the news, I didn't even go to school. I came back home, layed in bed and cried until I ran out of tears. ( Im still not out ) When he says he didn't mean to let us down, does he actually mean it? Because what kind of response was he looking for, a lot of people have Zayn and Harry as their favorites. Did he expect us to just be fine with it? Because our fandom is slowly breaking and I don't know if we can ever make it back. Now every song we listen to by them reminds us of Zayn and it hurts and its killing us. What if ( I bet you there was ) A fan that was going to one of their concerts to see Zayn on their birthday, and they wake up Wednesday morning to realize that your not going to see Zayn when you go see them, Why? Cause he quit and no matter how anyone or even him puts it, we feel as though you quit us. :(
-Lauren