Yin Mingzheng felt that he had done something wrong before. Every time Yin Qiang beat Zhou Juan, he rushed out to block Zhou Juan and shared Zhou Juan’s damage, so that Zhou Juan’s head was not sober, and she felt that she was not worthy of Yin Qiang. Yin Qiang is the angel who saved her from fire and water.
Or is divorce and losing face in front of family members more terrifying than being beaten?
In the past, he did not understand but respected Zhou Juan’s choice, but after being admitted to the hospital and almost died, it became more and more difficult for him to empathize with Zhou Juan. The details that had been neglected before always appeared in his mind.
For example, Zhou Juan always hid in his room when he was beaten, so he rushed out to fight Yin Qiang, but Zhou Juan stood aside and didn’t help.
Not to mention material deprivation. He remembered that the community came to his home to remind him that he should go to school at his age. Zhou Juan sent him to school after making sure that he would not spend any money.
Piece by piece…
Yin Mingzheng closed his eyes and didn’t think about it.
After Zhou Juan showed Yin Mingzheng her true inner thoughts for the first time, she was a little unable to face him. Every day when see Yin Mingzheng, feel that he has undergone subtle changes again, and that feeling is very similar to Yin Qiang.
When she stood in front of Yin Mingzheng, she had a feeling of facing Yin Qiang, cramped, uneasy, and fearful.
Facing Yin Qiang, she knew that she was afraid of her because of violence, but she didn’t understand why she was short in front of Yin Mingzheng.
Yin Mingzheng wanted to take her ID card and take her to the securities market to open an account, but she did not resist.
The winter vacation is over in a blink of an eye, and junior high school starts.
After Shu Ning came back from the Northeast, she followed Ms. Cai back to her grandmother’s home to walk with relatives. Finally, after the relatives went home, the friends in the class formed a game again. Once they got off, he didn’t make appointments until the beginning of school. Villain.
He didn’t know how to make an appointment.
After all, when the little villain came to pay back the money that day, he pissed him off again.
Every time want to get close, always make the other person unhappy, and Shu Ning doesn’t know what to do. He and the little villain seem to be innate against each other, and they are always inaccessible.
School started, and Shu Ning made a lot of extra money through part-time jobs.
Together with his grandma’s grandma’s new year money, he became a rich man again. After returning five thousand to Ms. Cai, it is no problem to raise a small villain.
When the school started, had to buy new reference books, food, etc. Shu Ning contacted Zhou Juan last year to send money and items, and by the way, she also asked her to sign the notes that hadn’t been signed before.
Without Yin Qiang’s squeeze, Zhou Juan stayed lazy and didn’t go to work, so she met at the fountain in the community at about seven o’clock in the evening.
At 7 o’clock in the evening, Shu Ning handed her the money, asked her to sign up the slip, and gave her the milk and calcium tablets, and asked: “Yin Mingzheng has a good meal, drinks milk, and calcium tablets?”
Zhou Juan: “Yes, he eats every day.”
Shu Ning breathed a sigh of relief, “I’ll see you next Tuesday, if I change the time, I will let you know in advance.”
Zhou Juan: “Good.”
The two separated at the fountain, Shu Ning turned around and left, Zhou Juan carried the milk nutrition, walking slowly.
After a few steps, a familiar voice came from behind, “Mom.”
Zhou Juan turned her head and saw Yin Mingzheng standing not far away with her schoolbag, as if she had just returned.
I don’t know if saw it.
Zhou Juan looked back at Shu Ning again, the child had already gone far.
“I’ll help you.” Yin Mingzheng came over.
“Oh, good.” Zhou Juan handed him the milk.
Yin Mingzheng carried the milk and walked forward, Zhou Juan followed him nervously, “Mingzheng…”
Yin Mingzheng: “Huh?”
Zhou Juan pondered and said: “Did you see it just now?”
Yin Mingzheng: “See what?”
Zhou Juan explained that there was no silver at three hundred taels: “I just bought something and couldn’t lift it. Shu Ning kindly helped me with it.”
Yin Mingzheng: “Yeah.”
Zhou Juan observed his expression for a while, and saw that his expression was calm, and finally relieved, and laughed, “Walk around, go home quickly.”
Yin Mingzheng didn’t speak, his eyes were deep.
When he got home, he turned on the Q group of the phone, clicked on the mushroom head, and was silent for a long time without saying anything.
No evidence.
Indeed, it is very likely that Zhou Juan bought something and asked Shu Ning to help mention it.
Don’t think about it.
If those things were given by Shu Ning, what is his gratitude to Zhou Juan?
What is he in Zhou Juan’s eyes?
Has he been abandoned long ago?
Yin Mingzheng couldn’t accept it.
Once it is proved that Zhou Juan abandoned him a long time ago, then he is a gadget that nobody wants without a father or mother!
His gratitude, the so-called deep love between mother and child, and his future visions are all jokes!
He is a rubbish of unknown origin, no one wants, should not exist, and has no value at all!
Taking 10,000 steps back, Shu Ning bought those things today. Doesn’t it mean that Shu Ning bought those miscellaneous things in the past?
Zhou Juan should like him. Although she doesn’t like him like her own, she must like him.
Yin Mingzheng took a deep breath, put down the phone, turned on the computer to continue programming.
The money in the owner group has been paid, but the 30,000 yuan in the school has not yet been paid.
If the payment is not finished, he will always bow his head.
It’s just that after the Chinese New Year, programmers returned to work one after another.
Have to make money in another way.
He clicked on the simulation software to check the transaction status of the day, and the tracking situation was good. He used the program he wrote to capture the data, and then analyzed the data, the general trend is accurate.
He also wrote a software that captures data published by authoritative domestic websites, as well as foreign ones, as soon as official data comes out, they can be captured and aggregated immediately for classification.
He then summarized according to the classification.
Simulations for a period of time found that the effect was good.
Nowadays, large transactions, oil, gold, silver, and virtual currencies are all active. After a period of tracking and analysis, when he saw the twists and turns on the software, he suddenly had a strong intuition that oil is going to rise in the future.
This intuition was so strong that he had never felt it before.
It’s like a voice in his head tells him to do this, and he will regret it if he doesn’t do it.
Yin Mingzheng frowned, not sure.
After hesitating for a day, the voice in his brain became stronger, telling him that the opportunity was about to disappear. He finally chose to listen to the voice in his brain and spent 30,000 yuan to buy oil longs.
As the oil skyrocketed, Yin Mingzheng followed the voice operation in his brain again, earning eight thousand, a total of thirty-eight thousand.
The first victory made him understand that the voice in his head was right.
This is an opportunity to get money faster than programming.
He wrote a piece of software and started to capture more detailed data on commodities and international trade data. He listened to the voice in his brain and participated in the stressful finances.
He found himself very fond of this exciting game.
Since the brain injury, his emotions are very indifferent. It is difficult for him to have anything to arouse his emotions. He thought he had lost his feelings, but now he realizes that it is not the case.
The more stimulated, he can feel the heartbeat and the blood pulse.
He was almost obsessed with this game, regaining the feeling that he used to be angry and bursting with laughter.
One month later, when he recovered, his capital had accumulated to 300,000.
Three hundred thousand, a number that he didn’t even dare to think about before, is now a pure number in his eyes.
Ah, it turns out I already have money.
However, there seems to be no difference between rich and no money.
Yin Mingzheng stared at his account, his white face showed no expression at all, and his two dark eyes were as calm as two inorganic black gems.
He thought he would be ecstatic and exasperated, but there was nothing, his emotions were calm as stagnant water.
After the settlement, he took the money indifferently, returned the money to the Zhou Juan card, and then took it to his account, opened the list in the class group, imported the class donation amount with a small program written by himself, and issued red envelopes in batches.
The class group exploded!
[Yin Mingzheng, what the hell are you doing? 】
[We don’t make money by borrowing money, but paying back the money? 】
Long Qiao and Wang Shenshen jumped up and down in the group.
Their words resonated with their classmates.
[Just 20 yuan, you are embarrassed to pay it back, I am embarrassed to pay it! ]
[That’s right, Yin Mingzheng, don’t do that! 】
A few classmates from good backgrounds made a noise, and most of them didn’t say anything.
Originally, the donation was voluntary. But when the head teacher really wants to donate, I see that other students have donated it. Can you be embarrassed not to donate?
Somewhere there is a fire for donations, a place for an earthquake is for donations, a child is seriously ill and is for donations, a certain mountainous activity is for donations… If the task is assigned by the top, the bottom has to stipulate a minimum donation amount for each person.
Often, parents and teachers feel uncomfortable not to mention students. If the amount of donation is small, the students pay for their pocket money. If the pocket money is small, complaints are unavoidable.
It’s just that everyone doesn’t say it.
Especially those with ordinary family conditions are even more heartache.
For middle school students, ten and twenty yuan is also very expensive!
Yin Mingzheng was able to return the donation. Some people were very happy in private, but they were embarrassed to show it and remained silent in the group. As a result, the people who jumped the most fiercely in the group were left clamoring for the donation.
Yin Mingzheng is very strange to everyone. He used to be a small bastard. He killed Matt and wore golden hair first and then purple hair. How could he come here? He had poor grades and refused to be disciplined.
Later, he was sent to the hospital and his life and death were uncertain. The experience was very sympathetic. Everyone actively donated money. However, this person didn’t say any words of gratitude when he woke up.
Look at the donors, all crying in front of the camera like a tearful person, constantly thanking the society and the masses, but Yin Mingzheng is not behaved at all, and he doesn’t even say a word of thanks.
Everyone can’t comment on him privately, just one word-blame.
As a result, now suddenly refunds are started again.
It’s even harder for everyone to comment.
Moreover, if you can get 30,000 out of it all at once, where does the money come from is also a problem.
In short, Yin Mingzheng is full of confusing and weird elements.
Yin Mingzheng didn’t care about that much. He carefully checked the amount according to the name on the list, packaged it in batches according to the class, and sent it to each class teacher for a refund.
Even the teacher’s money was refunded.
It’s really neat and clean, and didn’t save a penny.
“Do you know? Yin Mingzheng even returned the money collected by Didi.”
“Really? Didi chips have hundreds of thousands, right.”
“I heard that the donations in the community have also been refunded.”
“Where does he get so much money?”
“I do not know.”
“It’s strange that so much money suddenly popped up inexplicably. If he is really rich, he won’t let people donate, right? His parents clamored that he would live or die, not even paying the fees.”
“While I admire him, I also suspect that the source of his money is improper.”
“You won’t borrow loan sharks, will you?”
“Or improper?”
“Don’t say, he is very good-looking, some people are just like this. Didn’t there be a pervert who has been tracking him before, and he was killed by Yin Qiang. Maybe his looks are particularly charming in the eyes of some people. "
As soon as Shu Ning came out of the bathroom, she heard a few classmates discussing in the corner, and she couldn’t help but become angry, “What are you talking about?”
Several people turned their heads to look at him at the same time, their faces embarrassed.
“When Yin Mingzheng made donations, some people said that they were forced to donate. Now that you have returned the donation, you are haggling?” Shu Ning became more angry. “Even if he suddenly has money, he has to think badly? Can’t he win the lottery to make money? Someone sponsored? Can’t a rich relative suddenly pop up? Have to think about some inexplicable bad things!?”
“No, no!” A few boys made no sense of themselves.
Shu Ning said in air: “It’s also because of his innocent nature. In such an environment, he can still maintain his original aspiration. He can return donations in a penny. If you change you, do you want to return? I’m afraid I will go to eat, drink and have fun with the donations!”
Several boys lowered their heads, their faces flushed, “Yes, I’m sorry.”
“I should say sorry to Yin Mingzheng!” Shu Ning glared.
Cheng Xiaoyu and a group of girls ran over when they heard the movement, and condemned the boys when they heard the process.
“How can you spread rumors? Yin Mingzheng has been pitifully harassed by perverts, and you still arrange him, damn it!”
“Is it wrong to be beautiful?” A certain girl was furious. “At the beginning Zhuzhu was also beautiful. You boys can’t catch up with her, so you just arrange it indiscriminately, disgusting!”
“That’s right! I just said a few words with other boys, and I have also been rumored!”
In terms of being slandered because of their looks, girls have more experience of being victimized than boys. They immediately empathized, filled with righteous indignation, and cursed the boys with blood.
When Shu Ning saw the honesty of a few boys, he finally calmed down. He didn’t know where the little villain got so much money. Could it be that the Wei family found out his identity and gave it?
But why didn’t you pick him up? Don’t disclose the identity?
Regardless of that side, in short, this rumors must be curbed.
Shu Ning raised his eyebrows and said, “Listen well! I know the best where Yin Mingzheng got the money.”
Several boys raised their heads.
The students onlookers in the corridor also raised their heads.
Shu Ning: “Yin Mingzheng was insured that day, but he didn’t actually spend much money. I did the procedures for his discharge. I know the best!”
“At that time, there was still a lot of donation left, so I asked Yin Mingzheng what should I do with the money. Zhou Juan, that is, Yin Mingzheng’s mother wanted to ignoring the money, so she should use it as medical expenses. Yin Mingzheng said no, she can’t owe others. Love, you have to return the donation.”
“So, the money you receive is your donation! Don’t think about where he made it, because he didn’t spend it! He returned the money as it is, it’s yours, understand? Don’t ask for money anymore. Where did it come from!”
Long Qiao and Wang Shenshen looked like two guards on the left and the other, raising their eyebrows and said: “If you understand, I will apologize!”
Several boys do bird and beast dispersal. Seeing that the guy who said “Yin Mingzheng is like a pervert” wanted to slip, Shu Ning stepped forward and grabbed his collar, “Want to run? Follow me! Go and apologize in front of Yin Mingzheng.”
“I was wrong, I was wrong!” The boy repeatedly begged for mercy.
When the students in the corridor heard Shu Ning’s words, they all cast contempt at the boys.
“Let him go.” A cold voice sounded.
Everyone turned their heads.
A young man in a blue and white school uniform stood at the end of the corridor, with black hair and black eyes, and his face as white as jade.
“I don’t need to apologize for insincere,” he said.
Shu Ning was taken aback and let go of the boys.
The boy walked up to Yin Mingzheng, said hurriedly “I’m sorry” and ran away.
“Ming Zheng…” Shu Ning raised his hand awkwardly to say hello.
Yin Mingzheng walked up to him and said, “No need to do this in the future.”
There is no need to stand up for him, and there is no need to explain.
He doesn’t care about other people’s opinions. Those are not important. What can really understand you can be understood without explanation. What is incomprehensible is useless after explanation.
And don’t want to let Shu Ning run around, because owe enough.
Shu Ning touched her nose and was disgusted again.
The class bell rang, and the students in the hallway returned to their classes. Naturally, Shu Ning’s remarks spread, and many people condemned several boys.
Rumors of unknown sources of money are self-defeating.
Yin Mingzheng didn’t pay attention to the opinions of other people. He was a little hurt when he heard other people’s slander before, but he didn’t care about it in general. Now he is indifferent and doesn’t care.
Although he told Shu Ning not to stand up for him, Shu Ning’s maintenance made him very happy. His mouth seemed to be stuffed with sugar tangerines, which was sweet.
It’s just that now he doesn’t know how to move his face, even if he is happy, he can’t smile as brightly as before. In the eyes of others, he was calm and seemed a little angry.
Of course, it is normal to be slandered and angry.
The two of them sat on the chairs, the class teacher’s voice was very hypnotic, Shu Ning observed the little villain’s look, and asked in a low voice, “Don’t take the words of those people to heart. Most of the students admire your decision.”
The little villain turned his head slightly and said, “Yeah.”
The well-behaved appearance made Shu Ning’s heart melt.
I really want to add a WeChat QQ mobile phone number, but unfortunately I can’t even say more, otherwise I will provoke a cub if I am not careful.
The little villain kept watching him, and Shu Ning’s back was straightened subconsciously by him.
After a while, the little villain’s voice came, “Can I add you to WeChat?”
Shu Ning thought she had heard it wrong and turned her head, “What?”
The little villain stared at him quietly, and then said for a while: “Can I add you to WeChat?”
Shu Ning was finally sure that she heard it right, and the little villain took the initiative to add him to WeChat!
After a while, Shu Ning’s face couldn’t be suppressed with excitement, and she took out her mobile phone, “Okay!”
Yin Mingzheng’s clenched fists slowly loosened, took out his mobile phone, and exchanged business cards with him.
After the addition, the beautiful eyes of the little villain looked at him for a while, and with a tink, a red envelope appeared on Shu Ning’s mobile phone interface.
Seeing the red envelope, Shu Ning was as if splashed with cold water, the smile on the corners of her mouth froze.
The little villain has turned his head back to attend the class seriously, with a serious expression on his face.
After a long while, Shu Ning also turned his face to the head teacher, seemingly listening to the class seriously.
I made a mistake, thinking that the little villain wanted to be friends with him, but in the end, he just wanted to pay off his debts.
Yin Mingzheng quietly lowered his head to play with his mobile phone. On the screen, the cartoon mushroom head was very cute.
He smiled silently.
[Why did you send me so much money? 】
[I didn’t donate so much. 】
Said Shiitake.
The smile at the corner of his mouth disappeared, and Yin Mingzheng pursed his lips.
[Calculated. 】
Shiitake: [Really not so many. 】
Yin Mingzheng: [I checked in the hospital and paid 20,000 yuan in advance on the day of admission. 】
mushroom:【……】
Shu Ning looked up at the little villain, he went to the hospital to investigate. Harm, the little villain has amazing IQ now and can’t deceive him.
Yin Mingzheng: [Thank you. 】
Shu Ning stared at the two “thank you” for a while, sighed, and suddenly felt the sensitive heart of the little villain, and said: [No thanks. ]
Yin Mingzheng: [If it weren’t for you, I might be dead, and you have a life-saving grace for me. Shu Ning was moved. It turned out that the little villain was usually cold, and thought he didn’t like herself, so she was filled with gratitude.
Shu Ning: [When the road sees injustice, draw a knife to help, you are my classmate and neighbor, so you should. 】Yin Mingzheng smiled in his eyes when he saw this heroic remark.
It is rare for him to have such a pleasant chat with Shu Ning, trying hard to think about how to continue the conversation, but found that he didn’t know how to talk.
He has always been the king of the cold. In his previous life, others were mocking him and he was so used to being cold to others that he didn’t know how to chat with them.
Seeing that the topic could no longer be discussed, Yin Mingzheng was a little anxious, frowned slightly, and secretly looked at Shu Ning who was listening carefully.
The boy’s profile is healthy and handsome, sunny and handsome, it makes people feel good looking at it. Everyone likes this kind of person. No wonder he has many good friends.
Yin Mingzheng thought about it for a moment, and opened the web page to search for how to close the relationship with WeChat chat. The first thing that popped out was that you can use tone words, emoticons, etc.
He has now repaid the loan and can be on the same level as Shu Ning.
Yin Mingzheng tentatively said: [Thank you duck. 】
Shu Ning lowered her head, saw the “thank you duck”, turned her head in disbelief and looked at the little villain. Such a cute sentence is actually sent by a cold villain?
Ahhhhh, cubs are so cute and cute!
He quickly said: [No thanks! 】
Those three words are full of excitement and fatherly love.
Yin Mingzheng was happy when he saw Shu Ning return to him, but he was stuck again and didn’t know how to talk.
Until school was over, Yin Mingzheng didn’t figure out how to continue the topic.
Shu Ning tossed over the chat history with Yin Mingzheng for a long time, and was so excited that she rolled on the bed.
He finally added Zai Zai’s WeChat!
For the sake of Zai Zai’s good taste, buy something delicious for Zai Zai.
In a blink of an eye, on Tuesday, Shu Ning was unwilling to study, and was full of heart to go to the supermarket to buy things for the cubs later. Yin Mingzheng wanted to talk to him several times, but didn’t know how to speak.
In retrospect, Shu Ning had been talking to him all the time, but he was indifferent, and even broke up with him, Yin Mingzheng regretted not being the first.
Shu Ning doesn’t talk to him much now.
Yin Mingzheng wanted to tell him that we will never break up.
This remark was ashamed to speak, and inexplicable.
He thought for a day, plucked up his courage, and decided to follow Shu Ning after school and talk to him.
The school bell rang and the class was restless.
Shu Ning had packed his schoolbags a long time ago, with one leg already pushed out of the chair, ready to rush out of the classroom at any time.
The teacher just said that the get out of class was over, and before Yin Mingzheng had time to speak, Shu Ning’s figure in a blue and white school uniform was already flying away like an arrow.
Yin Mingzheng sat there for a while, packed his books, and silently followed the crowd.
Shu Ning was no longer visible in the crowd, Yin Mingzheng looked for a moment, a look of disappointment flashed in his eyes.
There is a light rain in the sky. In the winter of Chuzhou City, the rain falls in love, which always makes people wonder whether or not to open an umbrella.
It’s a waste to use an umbrella, and it will wet your hair if you don’t.
Yin Mingzheng’s mood was as wet as the street.
On the sidewalk, a small group of people held up colorful umbrellas, and the wet ground was reflected in the fine light.
He crossed the road with his schoolbag on his back, thinking for a moment, remembering that he ran out of tissues and soy sauce at home, so he decided to go to the supermarket and buy some delicious improved food by the way. Zhou Juan had been working hard recently.
The biggest supermarket nearby is the holiday supermarket.
Yin Mingzheng carried a basket and entered the supermarket among the crowd. The entrance was a display rack for daily necessities. Yin Mingzheng casually picked up a handful of toilet paper and put it into the basket, and walked along the display rack to the area where he bought food and spices. While walking and watching, he suddenly saw a familiar figure squatting in the food area, holding a tin bucket and bowing his head. Look, it’s like milk powder.
Blue and white school uniform, short golden hair, face sideways, and high-looking nose..
Shu Ning.
Shu Ning looked at it for a while, put the tin bucket in the cart, then left the display rack, went to the next door to get the nut gift package, and also took a lot of dried meat, dried meat and small bread.
Yin Mingzheng blinked, followed behind him, saw him take a box of milk, and finally went to the health products section to take a bottle of calcium tablets.
The packaging of calcium tablets is familiar.
Yin Mingzheng’s hands trembled slightly.
Shu Ning pushed the cart away.
Yin Mingzheng stood there blankly, his mind confused. The supermarket is very lively, there are more and more people, the lively seems to have become the background, people and things are very blurred.
Until he was hit by someone behind him, Yin Mingzheng recovered.
“Excuse me.” The cart was a young girl. The cart was a bit big and accidentally hit Yin Mingzheng.
Yin Mingzheng didn’t say anything, and left with the toilet paper. Finally, he went to the fresh food area to buy some meat and vegetables and left the supermarket.
When he got home, Yin Mingzheng cooked the food as usual and put it on the stove to keep it warm.
It’s seven o’clock.
Yin Mingzheng sat on the stool in the living room and waited.
At 7:20, the key sounded, the door lock opened, and Zhou Juan walked in from outside, carrying a large bag in her hand.
“I’m exhausted!”
Zhou Juan put the milk and a big plastic bag on the table, “Too many things!”
She let out a sigh and saw Yin Mingzheng, and said, “Son, mom bought you a good thing. Take a look.”
Yin Mingzheng stood up silently, walked to the table and opened the plastic bag.
Dried meat jerky, small bread, nut spree, nutrient powder, calcium flakes, and a tin bucket.
Yin Mingzheng picked up the tin bucket and suddenly smiled, “It turned out to be oatmeal. I thought it was milk powder.”
“What milk powder?” Zhou Juan asked.
Yin Mingzheng put aside his smile, turned his head, and asked, “Mom, are you really buying these things?”
Zhou Juan was taken aback, and then said: “Of course I bought it.”
“I have Shu Ning’s WeChat, so I can ask him immediately.” Yin Mingzheng took out his mobile phone.
Zhou Juan said unnaturally, “Hey, why are you asking him?”
“He told me everything.”
Zhou Juan was taken aback, thinking that Shu Ning had said it all, frowning, “This man is really! I have been telling me not to say it, now I want to say it again!”
Yin Mingzheng stared at her silently.
Zhou Juan was stared uncomfortably by him, and explained: “This time it was not my mother who wanted to lie, it was Shu Ning’s request. Someone sponsored you, giving you 200 lunch expenses every week, and milk calcium tablets every month. He said that you have a strong self-esteem. If you tell others to support you, you will refuse, so let me not say it.”
“Shu Ning is the person in charge of donations in your class. He is responsible for arranging donations… Son, I will deal with Shu Ning well in the future. Donate more to improve my life. It is very hard for mom to make money alone…”
Yin Mingzheng stared at the chandelier above his head, and suddenly felt that the light was dazzling.
“Lunch is a donation?” His voice was astringent.
Zhou Juan nodded, “Yes.”
“Bread milk snacks are also donations?”
Zhou Juan nodded happily, “Yes.”
Yin Mingzheng recalled the details of the past, his eyes gradually became darker than the bottom, “Is there any more?”
Zhou Juan was taken aback for a moment, then looked away.
Yin Mingzheng’s face was as cold as jade under the white light, “If you don’t tell me, I will also ask him.”
“Hey.” Zhou Juan sighed, knowing that she couldn’t keep it, pointing to his shoes and said, “The shoes and pants you are wearing now are donations… There was originally a down jacket which was taken by Yin Qiang, that’s it. A short blue down jacket.”
“There are also new mobile phones and computers, all of which were bought with donations…”
Yin Mingzheng’s hands trembled more and more severely, and his eye sockets gradually became red. He thought he was indifferent and would not be sad, but now he found that he had made a mistake.
The bottom of my heart seemed to be stabbed by someone, bleeding gurglingly.
Something followed the blood flow, the body was soaked in that liquid, sour and painful.
“Then Mom, what have you bought for me?” He asked softly.
Zhou Juan was taken aback.
Yin Mingzheng asked again: “Birthday gifts and New Year gifts are all from others, right?”
Zhou Juan’s face gradually became awkward.
Yin Mingzheng: “In the hospital, you really abandoned me, right?”
Zhou Juan stepped back and said, “Didn’t you forgive me?”
Yin Mingzheng nodded, “I said.”
Because you are good to me, I choose to forgive, but now I find that those good are all illusions.
Strip away the “good”, and what is left is just abandoning and indifferent.
Zhou Juan didn’t care: “That’s fine. The past is over. Now that you already know about the donation, continue to pretend you don’t know, and Shu Ning intentionally or unconsciously reveals the difficult family situation. This is a very tricky trick. It’s easy to use. If it’s difficult to hear, he will allocate more funds to us…”
Zhou Juan babbled.
Yin Mingzheng carefully observed her face, did not repent at all, and did not care about the harm he had just said to him. Her emotions were similar to “Ah, you found it”, “Okay, you found it, and it’s nothing.” Then she quickly focused the problem on her interests and hoped that her son would cooperate in digging for more donations.
The wound in my heart is getting bigger and bigger, and more and more things are leaking out.
To drown him.
The previous speculation came true, and he really was a rubbish of unknown origin and no one liked it from the beginning.
Why?
“Since you don’t like it, why adopt me?” Yin Mingzheng’s eyes slowly turned red.
Zhou Juan was shocked, “What?”
Yin Mingzheng’s voice was extremely dry, “If I don’t like it, why adopt it?”
Zhou Juan gradually realized something, and said uneasy: “Ming Zheng, what are you doing?”
Yin Mingzheng stared at her, his body trembled slightly, and his emotions became more and more depressed, “I don’t understand, if I don’t like it, can I die? You and Yin Qiang can’t live together? Why must you take me?”
The wave in the body is surging and brewing.
Zhou Juan: “Hey, you kid, why do you say that the more you talk, the more you are out of character?”
“Unreasonable?” Yin Mingzheng tilted his head, as if he had met her for the first time, “Where is it unreasonable?”
“I’m your mother! You can’t question me like this!” Zhou Juan said.
“But you don’t love me.”.
“Of course I love you.” Zhou Juan said quickly, “Don’t think about it!”
Yin Mingzheng shook his head, “You don’t love me, I have known for a long time, but I have been lying to myself.”
Zhou Juan felt that he was not in the right state, and called out: “Ming Zheng…”
The waves finally hit the cliff, making a loud uproar.
“Don’t call me!” Yin Mingzheng suddenly broke out.
Zhou Juan was taken aback and backed away.
Yin Mingzheng took a breath for a moment, and said, “Very well, since you have abandoned me long ago, and I am not your own, then we will do nothing.”
Zhou Juan didn’t understand at all: “Mingzheng, it’s so good, why is it all of a sudden?”
“Good point?” Yin Mingzheng pointed to his head, “Don’t you know my brain is sick?”
He walked into the living room and kicked on the sofa, “I didn’t like this sofa a long time ago, that Yin Qiang sleeps here every day!”
He walked to his house again, pushed the door open hard, and the door banged against the wall with a bang.
“I hate you drying clothes in my room! I hate it! You know?”.
“I hate that you put the sundries in my window sill, take a basin to come in, take a box to come in, and you have to say a few words when you come in!”
“I hate to put trash behind the refrigerator, and I hate to give it to Yin Qiang every time I go to the scrap market to exchange money!”.
“Hate Yin Qiang with wine bottles all over the floor!”
“Hate the smell of wine in the house!”
“Hate that you only cry every time you are beaten, never dared to resist, every time you have to save me!”
“Everything in this family is annoying!”
Yin Mingzheng panted, eyes full of undisguised disgust.
“If it weren’t for you, I would have ran away from home, and if I walked far away, I would never come back!”
“Because this family has you, I stayed!”
“But now, you tell me that all the good things you have done to me in the past are false, and you have abandoned me long ago.”
Zhou Juan was overwhelmed by one of his words. Yin Mingzheng was so well-behaved before and would protect her. He never said serious things, but now, he yelled at her.
Yin Mingzheng gradually recovered his calm, his eyes were cold, “If you abandon me, I will also abandon you.”
Hearing these words, Zhou Juan suddenly became uneasy, “What do you mean Mingzheng?”
Yin Mingzheng stared at her, “What do you mean, you understand.”
Zhou Juan shook her head, “I don’t understand, I don’t understand.”
Yin Mingzheng walked into the small room, opened the tin cabinet, grabbed two pieces of clothing and stuffed it into his school bag, and put the computer away and put it in the computer bag.
Zhou Juan snatched his schoolbag, opened her eyes wide, her face pale as paper under her messy hair, “Ming Zheng, what are you going to do?”
Yin Mingzheng stood up. The young man unknowingly grew a lot taller than Zhou Juan. His figure was slender, and he was not a figure that made people feel safe at first glance. He appeared very fragile.
However, he stood there, no one could ignore.
The back is straight, like his back is supported by an invisible steel bar, supporting the whole body, shattering the fragility brought by the slenderness, and it is very strong and firm.
“I want to leave you.”
He said seriously.
Zhou Juan suffocated her breathing, her pupils contracted slightly, as if she had been hit hard.
Yin Mingzheng said for the first time that he would leave her. He used to say “Take her away.”
I never said that was leaving, so it was extremely true and solemn.
Zhou Juan became short of breath because she realized that the boy was telling the truth.
“Why? Ming Zheng, stop making trouble.”
Yin Mingzheng snatched the schoolbag in her hand, lowered his head and stuffed the bits and pieces on the bed, “You abandoned me first.”
“No!” Zhou Juan denied subconsciously.
Yin Mingzheng laughed, and the voice entered Zhou Juan’s heart. Her heart trembled and she couldn’t help biting her lip.
Her mind was a little confused, and she did decide to abandon Yin Mingzheng when he was hospitalized.
Now, why is she afraid of being abandoned by Yin Mingzheng.
A sense of fear of losing the backbone.
Before she knew it, she had regarded Yin Mingzheng as her protector, the backbone of her heart. When she was beaten by Yin Qiang, she knew that Yin Mingzheng would protect her.
After going home from exhaustion every day, she knew that Yin Mingzheng would be ready to wait for her.
Yin Mingzheng hardly cried or made trouble, and was very sensible. Because of his existence, this family could barely be maintained.
Zhou Juan realized this at this moment.
Yin Mingzheng took the computer bag, his schoolbag and cell phone, and walked out of that nasty room.
“Yin Mingzheng! You can’t go!” Zhou Juan stretched out her hand to stop him, “I am your mother. I have raised you for fifteen years. If you just leave, do you have a conscience?”
She didn’t want Yin Mingzheng to leave. She was alone when she left. What should do in the future?
Yin Mingzheng looked at her up and down as if he knew her for the first time, and then said after a long while: “Didn’t you abandon me first?”.
Zhou Juan cried: “We have no money! One hundred thousand, how can there be one hundred thousand! We can’t help it!”
Yin Mingzheng pointed to his head, “Do you remember how I got hurt?”
Zhou Juan’s eyes were red, her eyes filled with blankness.
Yin Mingzheng said: “I was injured to save you. If it weren’t for me, you would be the one who died that day, don’t you remember?”
Zhou Juan opened her mouth, her heart was full and painful, but she couldn’t refute it.
Yin Mingzheng slowly said: “Have you ever thought about it. If you were rescued that day, and Yin Qiang and I gave up treatment, what’s your mood?”
Zhou Juan stood there blankly.
The boy knocked her shoulders away and left without hesitation.
Zhou Juan recovered and rushed up like crazy, holding him, “Ming Zheng, don’t go!”
“Please don’t go!”
She has lost Yin Qiang and can’t lose anyone!
Moreover, she now realizes that Yin Qiang is not her pillar, but Yin Mingzheng is!
For the first time, she thought, without Yin Mingzheng, could she really live with Yin Qiang for so many years? Is she really relying on Yin Qiang?
She needs Yin Qiang, she just needs a face-saving husband to return to her hometown, and Yin Mingzheng is the existence she truly depends on.
Yin Qiang never cooks, Yin Mingzheng will do; Yin Qiang never cleans, Yin Mingzheng will clean; Yin Qiang only asks for money, and Yin Mingzheng will make money for her; Yin Qiang will only beat people, Yin Mingzheng will protect her; sad and sad At that time, Yin Mingzheng would comfort her…
If he leaves, she is really alone!
“Ming Zheng…” Zhou Juan cried so much that her tears and nose flowed down.
She cried so often that it became a habit to cry when encountering things.
No one feels about her tears, only Yin Mingzheng will protect her and comfort her.
But now, the boy who had depended on stood at the door, looking at her coldly, without the slightest emotion in his eyes.
“I don’t owe you.”
He said, opened the door, and left the home that he had long wanted to leave without hesitation.