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"I'm so sorry sir" saying siya left from there but stood beside the door as she felt weak to even take a step.
Till now she thought she moved on and living happily even thought some memories flash sometimes infront of her.
But today it pained alot, that too after hugging him yesterday. The way she behaves can easily say how much she loves him and what he mean to her
The tears tear up that she closed her eyes to not let them fall and make herself fool infront anyone.
"I'm sorry I'm sorry, got slipped as my heel got twist.
I'm really sorry" siya heard the voice but it didnt took much to her to recognise who she is
"It's okay" heard hard voice.
"Why you came here" siya can easily imagined his red eyes by listening to his voice
"I'm sorry, I just came aroun..
"Ohh don't say all those fuc*ing excuses to me." Sid breathed heavy to control his anger as siya face is flashing infront of him.
Already he hurt her so much and now this " see, you know very well why we are here like this.
You did for your family your dadi and I did for family.
So please be in your limits till we find solution for this" sid said sternly
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you. I came here bec..
"Just leave" sid said sindhu.
Sindhu left from there and looked at siya who stood near the lift that she thought siya didn't heard anything
"How are you siya..??" Sindhu mocked
"Better than you" siya replied with pretty proud and arrogance.
"Even sid broke up with you still your proud and arroganc..
"Ohh wait, As if you are saying he loves you" siya replied back.
"What is your confidence..??" Sindhu asked
"My love sid" siya replied proudly
"Still you didn't learn the lesson. As I said I took him from you and do just remeber one thing he will not be yours." Sindhu said
"Neither yours too" siya said
"You.."
"Hey wait wait why are you so angry..??
Did sid throw you out or what..
Do you know one thing I will remain in his heart forever and I'm sure he won't touch anyone.
Infact if you stand infront of him being naked he won't even look at you..
Why I'm talking to you.. who is so worst than anyone.."
"Just wait, I will say to sid and make you jobless" sindhu try to raise her hand on siya where siya laughed listening to her threat
"Dare to do raise your hand again then you will eat and clean with one hand only" siya warned and throw her hand back
"Don't you have shame to do like this. You even had a boyfriend and I even heard that you both are too close yet you are doing this
But any way is that his idea that he needs money so he send you here..
I mean to say is, see sid and I got apart yet if he sees me with any other men he will show draggers and threat him or else he may kill him but here yours..
Is he using you..woah it's okay. Anyway it's your relationship I won't interfere like you." Siya disturbed sindhu mentally.
"Let me warn you one thing, how far we are yet we are close.
You try to threaten me right so let me say you one thing.
I'm going to resign the job after three months.
So do whatever you want in this three months.
If you marry him in these three months I won't come into your life but in case you didn't then,
You will regret your birth" siya warned and left from there making sindhu dumb.
Siya went and sat at her desk and doing her work
"What happen baby girl..??" Naveen asked
"I need your help bhai" siya said
Naveen family is highly influenced in police department but he is not interested in police department even he qualifies in IPS that he choose software.
"You no need to ask chottu just order" naveen said like that they both discussed and planned.
"Darling, who is this..
For every five minutes he is sending I love you and I will wait for you as if he is writing ram koti.
Please talk with me.. I won't irritate you and all the stuff which strikes in his mind I guess" Amulya asked when siya and naveen are discussing.
" It's prasanth or something I don't remember exactly but he says that he loves me.
At start I do gave reply and said I'm not interested as we talk normally at start through story so when he messaged I replied back but later he started all this and he is hell bent and started saying love you and" siya said casually
"Then why you didn't block him. When he is irritating you" naveen and amukya asked at a time.
"I even did that too.
You know right I read some stories and novels.
So he do checking me and messaging me there from different account and same goes with inbox.
I thought like why to put personal life in public. So I unblock him as I feel he is not dangerous. " Siya said
"Moreover, he writes too good. All his stories motivates and inspires so I unblock him so I can read.
Sometimes he behaves like psycho even after saying I'm not interested and said about sid but I didn't say the name and all still he continues please give a chance.
When I block and shout at him he stopped saying and irritating me and again he started." Siya said while pressing her head.
"It's okay, if he irritates you do let me know
Don't talk much with him and stay away.
I know you are not kid but be careful baby girl" naveen said and left to do work.
Days passed, got a call from village saying her grand father dead
She didn't cared much as he is the first one who hurt her more.
She remeber the way he cursed her.
'if you use my money, you won't be happy. You will have two marriages.
You will cry ..
"Siya" amulya shook siya
"What happen..?? Where you lost..??" Ammu asked
"Nothing how crazy the life is..
We don't know when what and how but life goes on as the time roll down..
Even though the journey hurts we try to move happily or will try mask our scars.
Why do the scars hurts every often..
Why do we remember our past often..
Why it haunts..
Why can't we move on..
Why it hurts so much..
Why people leave us in middle..
When they don't want stay..why they enter into our life..
Why life should throw challenges..
I don't know ammu but I'm scared of losing someone..
I dont know whether I will win or not..
Infact I'm not doing for my happiness yet it's paining here deeply..
Can't I live happily for long time" siya asked infact she questioned herself where amulya hugged her tightly.
As remembering her grand father words even though she didn't used his money still she is bearing a pain of apart which leaves the scar deeply inside the heart that it touch the soul making it crumble reminiscing sid in her life..
I feel like I got the time to turn a page as I can't live with the memories which hurt me even some memories bring smile along with tears.
"It's okay siya, don't take it to your heart.
Everything will be fine, just two months more.. trust yourself and you're love. " Amulya tried to console siya.
"I just want to bang my head somewhere, how can I challenge her like that.
What if she do something to him..
Till two months, I don't know how I'm going to live" siya cried
"Shall I ask you something siya" ammu asked where siya hummed
"Can you live by turning the page of your life and restart it again like sunrise" ammu asked where siya hugged her tight.
"I can't" siyaa said with hiccups
"Do you think that sid can do that" ammu asked while caressing her head
"No" siya replied immediately
"Is it not enough for you to live till comes to you by solving all his issues..
I know it hurt you, but we don't know what kind of situation he is in..?? Right.. " siya looked at ammu with tears.
"I'm not saying to forgive him immediately. Just wait till he come to you and show your all emotions and decide" ammu said where siya nodded her head as okay
"Will my life will be same like this till he comes..
No no will he come for me.." siya asked
"Yes just trust yourself..
For now smile doll" ammu teased
Both laughed looking at eachother.
"Forgot to say, your mom called me as your phone is switch off. She said your grand pa died so need to go village tomorrow morning.
Don't worry, I even applied leave for you .
Tomorrow morning naveen and me will drop you at bus station and you can go with your parents" ammu said
"Did mom accepted to you that to stay here for today as tomorrow into leave to village" siya asked questionly
"Yes, because she left with no option as I said you are in meeting and will it take three to four hours to complete and it will be late to travel so long so you stay with tonight.
Credits goes to your brother naveen as he observed your expression after call and something you discussed with him that you will be emotionally weak.
So like that it happened.." ammu said while serving the food to siya.
"I don't know what I could have done without you people..
Anyway thanks to reminding me, I need to talk vikranth bhai" siya said while eating that soon both siya and ammu completed their food together..
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Sorry for late and here is the surprise for you..
Every women dream her life. Every women wish to live her life but compromise on everything and adjust her life accordingly to make her family happy that she forgot herself when she became a mother and get habituated to her sacrifice called caring, love on her children and family just to see their smile that indirectly making her lips curl up.
But is that true smile..??
Didn't she wished anything else for herself..??
That we never care about her wish, saying about her compromise as her wish and let her down to even think about it on her own.
Eventually she forgets her wish but days rolled, tears slipped making the smile fade thinking about her own self that deep inside the heart which she carved for her own attention, her own wish making her alone in the world of life to live to breath..
Is it what she dream to live to breath..
If not then, what is her wish..
what she dreamt off..
what she desire off..
let's see through this women called mother in society 'Vishalakshi'..
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Hope you will like it and support me..
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Sid
Siya
Naveen
Amulya
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