*Timeskip to when Dixie and Noah are driving back to their dorm*
Dixies Pov:
Its currently 10:32pm and we have about an hour drive back to the dorm. Our visit home was horrible except for the doah parts. Yes Doah.........Dixie and Noah joined together. The plane ride was superb, i got to rest my head on Noahs chest and sleep the entire ride. We even bought a grilled cheese sandwich and shared it on the plane. The ride home, in this car right now is quiet and i know why. Noah is fighting with his emotions quietly inside him amd doesnt want anyone to know but i can help him since i went through many problems on my own
Dixie: Noah?
Noah: Yes Dix?
Dixie: I never had people to vent to or talk out my problems and emotions to until you guys moved in but you have people to speak to. You have me, our friends, your dad and many more. Talk to someone. I dont want you to bottle up your emotions and do what i did
Noah: Im ok Dix
Dixie: Dont lie Noah. I want to help you. I can help you. Im experienced with dealing with all types of trauma because i had to deal with things myself
Noah: We can speak about this after our baby is born because stress isnt good for pregnant people
Dixie: Thats four fucking months from now Noah
Noah: And it will be less if you take up stress so lets drop this topic
Dixie: Fine but speak to someone!
Noah: We have a while until we reach in our dorm so you can send back the seat and take a nap
Dixie: No, i want to stay up with you
Noah: The night that i stayed in the hospital, the doctor said that the airbag burst on her
Dixie: Thats horrible
Noah: They had her on life support all the time but it failed apparently
This is it. Noah is finally letting out all his emotions. Im happy for him
Dixie: Oh my-
Noah: The drips wasnt going in her vein. It was back flowing and coming out her hand
I felt the tears wanting to escape my eyes because of how sick Hailey was in the hospital but i quickly wipes my eyes before Noah saw.....or atleast i thought so
Noah: See. This is why i wasnt telling you anything. Now you will take on stress
Dixie: I wont. Continue talking out everything so you will feel better
Noah: You are accustome being asleep all this time since about two months ago so get some sleep babygirl
AHHHHHHHHH. Calm down Dixie. He just called me babygirl. This was his favourite name to call me. Good thing im sittimg right now else i might have fall down when i heard it
Dixie: I missed you calling me babygirl
Noah: I missed calling you babygirl. It is my favourite nickname for you
Dixie: I know
Noah: So the cuddling, sharing of food, touching, etc, whats with that?
Dixie: We could do all that
Noah: And lastly, am i still friend zoned?
Dixie: You never was. My anger makes me say things that i dont mean
Noah: Sleep now babygirl. Your body is tired. You packed your bags then the plane ride makes you sleepy since you got pregnant and you even cleared up the table at home after we all ate
Dixie: Maybe i am tired but please dont make me go to sleep now.....i want to wake with you
Noah: For our baby.........please?
I place my hand on my stomach and look up at Noah
Dixie: Our bean is alsep. Do you know the doctor told me that our bean is the size of a banana?
Noah: No i didnt but im glad you told me so i can imagine how big our baby is
Dixie: When we get back to the dorm, i will show you my ultrasound pictures from my previous appointment
Noah: How many ultrasounds have you had?
Dixie: Only one
Noah: How did you feel when you found out that you are pregnant?
I dont think you want to know the truth about how i felt Noah but since we are speaking only the truth then its only fair that i tell you the truth
Dixie: Honestly, for the first like 2 weeks after i found out that im pregnant, it was hard. I had so many different emotions all mixed up in me amd i didnt know what to do. The only thing that i was sure about was that im keeping this baby no matter what. I felt like a disappointment to everyone for getting pregnant so young, i felt like my baby would be the most unlucky child, i felt that many would judge but now, i really dont care. All i care about is my baby and as long as i have you and our baby in my life, im ok Noah
Its true. All i need is Noah and our baby to make me happy. I removed my hand from my stomach and placed it back on my thigh then noticed Noah smiling uncontrolably. I guess i made him happy. I really love Noah and i hope that one day, he will make me his girlfriend again
Noah: You make me so happy and proud with every passing day. I love you gorgeous
Dixie: I love you too handsome
Noah: Hungry?
Dixie: A little but i can wait until we get home (im calling the dorm home since thats where they basically live now)
Noah: Tomorrow is Wednesday, are you going to school?
Dixie: No and you arent either
Noah: Dix, its the second to last week of school though
Dixie: I know but i want to spend the day with you
Noah: Ok. We can do bed shopping. We can get us a big bed and get a crib for our bean
Dixie: Mhm. I like the name bean for our baby as a nick name
Noah: You put the nickname, i just follow you say it and i love the name also
Dixie: Why do you still love me after the way how i treated you? I treated like like complete shit, if you ask me
Noah: I will always love you even if you are planning to murder me. I caused you to act like that so i have no reason to hate you
Dixie: Since you know that the baby is ours now, when do you want to find out the gender?
Noah: Whenever you want too because you are the one to do all the hard work to deliver the baby and nurish him or her
Dixie: You get to have input in our baby life Noah. When you first found out that im pregnant, you wanted to throw a gender reveal party. If you want to find out the gender early then we can but if it has to be a gender reveal party, only us will be in it and hopefully your parents
Noah: I want what you want babygirl. If you want to find out now then we can, if you want to have a gender reveal party then we can or we can even wait till birth, its your choice babygirl
Dixie: If this baby is a girl, will i still be your princess and babygirl?
Noah: Always
Dixie: Promise?
Noah: I promise. What happen? Will you be jealous if i call our baby princess or babygirl?
Dixie: Mhm. You called me princess and babygirl since way before we started dating so it will feel strange if you call our baby that
Noah: I wont and if by chance i do then you have every right to quarel with me
The rest of the ride was silent. We listened to the radio then when we arrived to the dorm, Noah and I exited the vehicle then he locked it. He opened our dorm door, both of us entered then he locked it back. Noah and i are now seated on our respective beds and its currently 11:41pm
Noah: Ok its late and you are usually asleep all this time so lets speed up this process. You go bathe first and while you bathe, i will make us something light to eat. After you bathe, you will eat while i bathe then when you are done, you will go straight to bed and after im finish eating, i will go on my bed, understood?
I walk over to Noah and sat on his lap facing him. I honestly cant wait to give birth so it will be more comfortable sitting on his lap because its a bit hard to do so with a pregnancy bump. He placed both his hands on my waist and i placed both my arms around his neck
Dixie: I agree to the bathing part but i dont agree to the eating and sleeping part. I want to eat with you and cuddle with you to sleep
Noah: I want that too princess but the beds are small and you arent comfortable sleeping on such a small bed alone and if we share a bed then it means you will be more uncomfortable since you will get less space
Dixie: Pweasee
Noah: Fine
Noah and i freshen up, eat then get in bed and cuddle with our last words to each other before we sleep away being 'i love you'
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