Mom's not home, so you went straight to your bedroom. You ended up using Sanzu's arm as your pillow, he was hesitant to touch you so he just played with you hair.
While your hand is resting on top of his chest, you don't want him to leave that's why he decided to stay until your mother got back from work.
Katana and the Haitani brothers went home together, Sanzu clearly don't know who Emma and Draken are so he just thanked them before leaving with you.
"Y/n, may I ask for a favor?" His voice was so soft that you could easily fall asleep just by hearing that.
You only nodded in response.
"Can please stop pushing me away..?" He began, you just remained silent to listen. "I wanted to be with you as much as I can, but you keep pushing me away. And it hurts."
You didn't even realize that he's hurting because you pushed him away multiple times. You're trying so hard to protect yourself, but you didn't notice that you're hurting someone who wanted to protect you.
"I asked Katana to look after you, because I thought you felt uncomfortable because I'm a man.. but this time, please don't ever push me away again." He added, making you sigh. You felt bad of course.
You raised your head and met eyes with him, you hesitated to speak when you saw his eyes. His effect towards you is working again.
"I won't.. I promise."
To be honest, you never wanted to push him away. Its just you're not fully healed yet. Remembering the scene earlier where you saw Emma and Draken again for the first time.. yes for the first time.
Flashback.
"I thought you are my friend? How could you do this to me!" Tears were roaming down your cheeks as you yelled at your one and only friend, who is nothing but a traitor.
"Y/n, I have feelings too... I tried to tell you, but I don't want things to end up like this." Emma tried to hold your hands but you yanked her hands away.
"He's my boyfriend, my first love.. you know that! But why? Did you used my rumor as an opportunity to steal him away from me?"
"No! I believe you.. I tried to explain it to him as well, but he only believes what other people said about you.. trust me, he didn't broke up with you because of me-"
"Stop! Then how can you explain your relationship with him now? Its only been a week.. you know what? Never mind my question. I don't even wanna see your faces anymore, don't even show your faces to me anymore! Because never in my life that I will forgive you!"
End of the flashback.
So Emma and Draken both never showed their faces to you even if you go to the same school. Emma was supposed to be in the same class as you, but she decided to transfer.
Even if things ended like that, you never heard a single apology from them.
"Give me a chance." Sanzu said, making you frown.
"On what?"
"To prove myself that I viewed you differently from others. To prove to you that my feelings are real and its not a joke."
His words made you speechless, he really wants you to give him a chance to enter your heart. Are you ready to let someone in your heart again?
"What are you even talking about?" You acted as if you can't understand him, the truth is.. you don't know your answers.
"Y/n.." his tone was serious that made you look into his eyes.
He's sincere, "What is is.. Haruchiyo?"
"Can I be your boyfriend?"
He wants to be your boyfriend? This sends butterflies in your stomach, you're having mixed emotions as you stare at his beautiful ocean blue eyes. This man is too perfect to even exist. God literally took his time to build such a fine creation.
And to think that he can be yours? Its too good to be true, you don't deserve this.. he's too perfect for you. He did nothing but to treat you in the best way he can. This man literally took an effort on joining you for lunch so you won't be lonely, he's comforting you right now and he's making you feel how important you are to him.
He wants to protect you, he wants to love you..
So you took a deep breath and said, "Yes, Sanzu. You can be my boyfriend."
-
The next day was Sunday, and Sanzu randomly showed up in front of your house. Beeping as if there's no tomorrow.
You came out wearing a casual clothes while you looked at him confused, what the hell is he doing here?
"What do you want?" You crossed your arms in front of your chest.
"Hey there my lovely yet bratty girlfriend. Care to join me for lunch?" He was wearing a blue purple formal suit, which made you wonder where is he going or where has he been?
"All of a sudden?"
"Just get in, I'm going to introduce you to some of my fellas." He motioned you to get inside his car.
Spending a day with him wouldn't hurt right? So you just sigh and shrugged as he opened the door for you. After closing it, he walked around his car to get to the drivers seat.
You put on your seatbelt as you look at him. He looks so handsome today, you don't wanna get your eyes off him. But at the same time, you don't want him having weird assumptions that you're obsessed with him.
This isn't the first time you rode his car, so this isn't also the first time you're going to experience how much of a driver he is. He's crazy to the crazy.
You arrived shortly at a certain bar, which made you frown because why the hell did he take you here.
"Do you go here often?" You're glaring at him.
"W-what? No! Why would I be here o-often!" He sounds defensive, but you just shrugged it.
"You want to eat lunch here?"
"Like I said, my fellas are here."
You trust him enough to go inside this sus bar in front of you. It looks fancy to be honest, it's like only expensive people comes here.
Both you and Sanzu entered like a public room. You don't like that, but you're sure that he's not going to get you in trouble. You obviously know what a public room is like.
So you're not even shock when you enter the room, and there's about three girls wearing revealing outfit and was entertaining some expensive looking guys.
"Oh, Mikey. Sanzu's here."
"And he's with a chic. What's her name bud?" Kaku, sitting next to one of the girls, with a huge scar on his forehead going through his left eye.
All of the eyes were on you, and you felt anxious because of this. You grip on Sanzu's cloth, they all look like they're in a gang.
"The very handsome Sanzu's girlfriend, that's her name." He said out proud.
"She has a weird name." They all started to laugh, teasing Sanzu about the title that he got for himself.
"I know having a girlfriend every month isn't new for us. But its rare for you to introduce someone." This time it was Koko who spoke.
"Sanzu, I don't feel comfortable.. I want to go now." You whispered to him, maybe you're not ready to meet his fellas yet. They kinda scare you and gives you a different vibe.
"Alright, that's all. We're leaving now." Luckily, Sanzu prioritizes your concern. Maybe he realized that you're not ready yet.
Its your first time seeing these people, plus Ran and Rindou aren't even here so you know nothing about these people.
"Already? So you just came here to brag about your girlfriend?" Kaku questioned with his brows lifted.
"Yes, I just showed you a beautiful lady that you guys don't have."